While Han Jing was not paying attention, Zhang Yichi finished sending the email, and Han Jing had already started writing his wish list.
After writing, Han Jing sat there, motionless. His brain was still in a daze, and it would take some time to digest the fact that he didn't have much time left.
Zhang Yichi took the list and looked at it. There were about ten wishes listed on it, but most of them had been crossed out, leaving only four left: "Why did you cross those out?"
"I thought about it. Those are all things I want to do at the right time. If they are piled together like rushing to do tasks, it will be meaningless from the original intention." Han Jing said, looking much more mature, "You
There is some truth in what you say. Don’t you still have more than twenty days to live? In fact, if I can do everything I want to do...then...there should be no regrets."
Zhang Yichi went to look at the four remaining wishes on the list.
1. Be a singer.
2. Confess your love to the girl you like.
3. Officially leave school in a cool way.
4. Get back together with your uncle’s family and no longer have any grudges.
Of these four wishes, except for the first one which is Han Jing's long-held dream, the others are as if he is saying his final farewell to the world.
The yearning of a boy of this age is also somewhat simple.
"Is that just these?" Zhang Yichi was still a little surprised. He felt that these were not difficult wishes. If he was willing to do it, he should be able to achieve it.
"I actually don't think about a grand life." Han Jing smiled miserably, "I'm just an ordinary person. I only have ordinary people's wishes. This is what I want to do."
"...Okay, I will definitely help you complete this." Zhang Yichi said solemnly.
Han Jing raised his head and looked at Zhang Yichi. After a few seconds, he stood up: "Didn't you say that the frequency of my problems will become more and more frequent? Let's finish all these things while you can still move."
"What do you want to do first?"
"I don't know, it depends on your arrangement..."
"You have a girl you like?"
"Yeah." Han Jing nodded slightly, "I haven't told you before, mainly because I think there's nothing to say. I can't tell you everything, no one would do that."
Zhang Yichi expressed his understanding: "Normally, no one can tell others everything about themselves, let alone we have only known each other for a week."
"The reason why I want to confess to her is not because I want to do anything in particular, I just want her to know. In the past, others have confessed to me, and I have never seriously confessed to others. I want to leave a mark in this world, don't I?
, please leave it in her heart."
"It seems you are quite popular."
"It all happened when I was a child." Han Jing said with a sullen face, "Today, Saturday, I can just ask her to come out. This matter is actually very simple, I can just go by myself."
Zhang Yichi thought for a while: "This is your private matter, I won't interfere, but I will accompany you there to prevent you from being in danger if something happens on the way."
"Okay, I'll change my clothes and leave."
After Han Jing changed his clothes, the two set off and arrived in another community by car.
The girl was Han Jing's high school classmate, and her family lived here, but Han Jing didn't know the exact location. He called the girl and didn't tell her why he was looking for her. He just said he wanted to talk to her about something.
Waiting in the pavilion of the community.
The girl agreed.
Han Jing walked to the pavilion and sat down. Zhang Yichi watched the pavilion from a distance, worried that something would happen to him.
Before waiting for too long, a girl walked into the pavilion and sat next to Han Jing.
Although Han Jing knew that he didn't have much time left, so he became more relaxed and relaxed, but when he sat with a girl, he still had a visible restraint.
Zhang Yichi couldn't hear what they were saying, and could only see a slight smile on their faces.
It should be a pleasant conversation.
So I relaxed, lit a cigarette, and waited.
After more than twenty minutes, the girl got up, said goodbye to Han Jing, and then left. Han Jing sat on the pavilion for a long time before reluctantly getting up and walking to Zhang Yichi: "Okay, it's over."
"Want to talk to me?" Zhang Yichi led Han Jing away.
"I just told her. At first she thought I wanted her to be my girlfriend, so she was very scared and didn't know how to reject me. Later I told her that I was leaving, and I just wanted to tell her that I was very happy.
After liking her, she was no longer so wary. She said she was quite reluctant to let go of me. I had always been very interesting in the class, and I might not be so used to it without me. I said, I'm very sorry. Only now did I know the truth.
I am quite likable to others..."
Han Jing said with a smile.
"She's a nice girl, isn't she?"
"Of course." Han Jing said without hesitation, "I have never seen such an outstanding person. I wish her better and better."
"Um."
The whole process didn't make any waves. It was so normal that it seemed like Han Jing just went to ask the girl for some study materials.
On the way back, Han Jing said nothing. When he was approaching the community where he was, he was touched by something again. He choked up and said, "My life is indeed a little imperfect."
…
Han Jing didn't want to have lunch when he got home, and he made it clear that even if Zhang Yichi cooked it, he wouldn't be able to eat it. Zhang Yichi couldn't force it, so he had no choice but to stop cooking and leave Han Jing to be alone.
He said it was nothing, and looked relieved and indifferent, but he could tell that the girl didn't like him. Coupled with the fact that he was suffering from ALS, Han Jing's mood was a little abnormal.
Now his mood is very unstable, up and down. In good situations, he can barely compare with normal. In bad situations, he still gives up on himself even if he knows that he has no time.
Han Jing had been lying on the bed all afternoon. He didn't know whether he was asleep or not, but he just stayed there motionless.
Zhang Yichi didn't find a suitable reason to enlighten Han Jing, so he didn't rush over to persuade him to cheer up. Everything still needs some buffering time, not to mention Han Jing's situation. It's unrealistic to tell him not to care about life or death in a few words.
Nonsense.
Han Jing got up in the evening. He didn't look very energetic, but he wasn't so depressed either: "Let's go out to eat, eat something good."
"Why, isn't my cooking delicious?" Zhang Yichi asked with a smile.
"It's delicious. I mainly want to stay outside for a while. It's too boring at home." Han Jing didn't care whether Zhang Yichi agreed or not and went directly to change clothes.
Seeing this, Zhang Yichi had no choice but to get dressed and wait for him to set off.
The weather is not very good tonight, it is drizzling outside and a bit cold.
Han Jing found a barbecue restaurant, ordered a box of beer first, and then ordered two portions of each of the food he was interested in.
Zhang Yichi didn't stop him from buying a box of beer. Now he wanted to persuade Han Jing not to buy it. Han Jing would definitely disagree. It would be better to wait until he had a little bit to drink and couldn't drink it.