As Lin Zhixing pulled hard, Lin Zhiming's eight-year-old body immediately lost its balance, and his whole body fell sideways. In an instant, he fell off the roof of the building, and then fell rapidly downward on his back.
Lin Zhiming's eyes were looking upward. Lin Zhixing stuck his head out from the edge of the roof and looked straight at him.
This scene made Lin Zhiming's already rock-hard heart tremble suddenly, and an endless feeling of panic and despair hit his heart.
He clearly remembered that this was exactly what he saw after he was pushed downstairs by Lin Zhixing that year.
The distance between Lin Zhiming and Lin Zhixing became farther and farther, and the fear and despair in Lin Zhiming's heart became stronger and stronger. Then, with a loud bang, Lin Zhiming's eyes went dark.
A few seconds later, crying came from my ears, along with many other noisy sounds.
"It's hopeless, Meng Ning, give up."
"The doctors have said that his kidneys have been severely damaged and he would not survive this week without a kidney source."
"I know he is not lucky enough to be your child, just accept it."
These noisy sounds continued to reach Lin Zhiming's ears, filling Lin Zhiming's heart with fear and despair once again.
"Do not give up on me!"
"I'm not dead yet, I can still be saved!"
Lin Zhiming screamed in fear in his heart and wanted to open his eyes, but he still couldn't.
Finally, when he used all his strength to open his eyes, he saw a face that haunted him.
The face was right in front of him, looking at him with tears on it.
Lin Zhiming's heart was shocked. He didn't expect that one day he would be able to see this person again.
This person is none other than his mother, Meng Ning.
"You know your fate, don't worry, mom will definitely save you, believe in mom!" Meng Ning said with tears in her eyes.
Lin Zhiming opened his mouth. He wanted to tell the woman in front of him that he missed her, but he couldn't say anything.
At this moment, his eyes went dark again.
When his vision returned again, he knelt beside the bed.
There was a weak woman lying on the bed. Her hand was holding his. Her hand was extremely cold, as if she had no body temperature at all.
"Mom?" Lin Zhiming looked at the other party in astonishment.
The woman lying on the bed is his mother Meng Ning.
"Zhi Ming, I forgive my mother for not being able to protect you anymore. Mom is dying. You have to promise your mother that no matter what others do to you in the Lin family, you will endure it. Only in this way can you live well in the Lin family. Mom.
The one I can't let go of the most in my life is you, you must listen to your mother, okay?" Meng Ning said weakly.
These familiar words caused the memories in Lin Zhiming's mind to burst out again.
The scene that happened in front of him was the night his mother passed away.
Because he was injured and needed an organ replacement, and his mother Meng Ning's organ was successfully matched with his, so Meng Ning gave him one of her kidneys.
Originally, Meng Ning's health was not good. After being given a kidney, Meng Ning's body became visibly weaker every day, and she finally left this world on such a night.
"No, no, mom, don't go, no!" Lin Zhiming said excitedly, grabbing Meng Ning's hand.
"Mom doesn't want to leave either, but...Mom can't hold on any longer." Meng Ning twitched the corners of her mouth weakly, and then her breathing became weaker and weaker.
"Mom, no, don't go!" Lin Zhiming cried loudly, but it did not save Meng Ning's life.
Meng Ning's hand gradually loosened up, and finally fell weakly on the bed.
"No!!" Lin Zhiming shouted desperately, and then his eyes went dark again.
When Lin Zhiming regained his sight again, there was another breeze blowing on his face.
"Brother, am I telling you right? You can indeed see very far from here, right?" Another familiar voice came from the side.
Lin Zhiming looked around and found that he had returned to the roof again without knowing why.
"What's going on?" Lin Zhiming was confused now. He seemed to be crying beside his mother's bed one second, why was he here again the next second?
Everything was the same as before. Lin Zhixing asked him to go to the roof, saying that the people downstairs were like ants.
Lin Zhiming did not do as he was told this time. He turned around and walked towards the stairs. At this time, Lin Zhixing suddenly rushed over, grabbed his hand and pulled him to the side.
Lin Zhiming wanted to resist, but found that his eight-year-old self was no match for the twelve-year-old Lin Zhixing.
He was pulled to the edge of the house and pushed downstairs.
Everything that just happened happened again, and the boundless fear and despair hit my heart again.
The next moment, Lin Zhiming found that there was another noisy sound in his ears.
"It's hopeless, Meng Ning, give up."
…
The picture flashed quickly, and then it was next to the bed, and Lin Zhiming saw his dying mother again.
"No, why are you letting me see these, why!" Lin Zhiming wailed desperately. This scene had brought him a feeling of despair, and now, these feelings continue to happen as these things happen again.
The appearance almost brought Lin Zhiming to the verge of collapse.
His eyes changed again, and Lin Zhiming returned to the roof again.
It's the beginning of another reincarnation...
"Shouldn't this be a dream? Why is it out of my control? Why do you want me to keep experiencing these things that once made me despair?"
Lin Zhiming looked at Lin Zhixing, who was harmless to humans and animals, and fell into deep thought.
No matter how he avoided it, he could not escape the fate of being pushed down the stairs by Lin Zhixing. At the same time, he could not escape the scene of watching his mother's death with his own eyes.
He wanted to resist, but he didn't know where to resist.
He can only passively continue to despair...
Desperate?
Lin Zhiming looked at Lin Zhixing, the man who once brought him despair.
"Zhi Ming, isn't the view from the rooftop much better than downstairs?" Lin Zhixing said with a smile.
"Zhixing, do you know that all the disasters I encountered in my childhood were basically related to you, such as being pushed down from here and seriously injured, and being almost abandoned in the hospital, until my mother died of illness, all of this
It all has something to do with you." Lin Zhiming said to Lin Zhixing in front of him.
"Zhiming, what did you say?" Lin Zhixing looked at Lin Zhiming doubtfully.
"Since all of this has something to do with you, then I think the way to escape from this endless cycle should start with you." Lin Zhiming said again.
"What an endless cycle, Zhi Ming, are you crazy?" Lin Zhixing said.
"Someone once said that the best way to face fear is to defeat it. Although I have become very strong in the future, the things I encountered after I was a child still left indelible traces in my heart.
, I have not really come out from the shadow of these things, but I have locked them all in my heart. Now I understand, it is impossible for me to avoid you, because you are everything.
Source, so if I want to defeat fear, I must defeat you and defeat you now." Lin Zhiming said, bent down and picked up a wooden stick on the ground, and walked straight towards Lin Zhixing.
"You, what are you going to do?" Lin Zhixing asked in panic.
"I don't know what you became, and I don't know why you are in my mind. Now I just want to beat you up!" After Lin Zhiming finished speaking, he suddenly raised the wooden stick from bottom to top.
A flick.
With a bang, Lin Zhixing's chin was hit by a wooden stick, and his whole body staggered back.
Lin Zhiming continued to walk forward, and the wooden stick in his hand kept falling on Lin Zhixing in front of him.
"Ahhh!"
Lin Zhixing screamed and tried to fight back, but Lin Zhiming relied on the wooden stick in his hand to suppress him.
Finally, Lin Zhiming forced Lin Zhixing to the edge of prevention.
"Twenty-one years ago, you pushed me down from the eighth floor with your own hands. Twenty-one years later, it was me."
Lin Zhiming sneered, raised his foot and kicked Lin Zhixing hard.
Lin Zhixing's body flew out from the edge of the house, and then fell rapidly.
Lin Zhiming walked to the edge of the house, lowered his head and looked down.
At this glance, he suddenly realized that the body that was falling rapidly was actually him!
Boom!
There was a muffled sound, and Lin Zhiming's eyesight went dark, and then lit up again.
This time, there was no loud noise in my ears.
Lin Zhiming looked around and found that he was in a separate room. There were many corrugated patterns on the walls of this room, which looked extremely weird.
"Congratulations on passing the test of the Despair Dream. Now, you are qualified to enter the fifth area." A mechanical voice suddenly sounded from the room.
Lin Zhiming was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly realized.
There is no interception facility set up in the fifth area. His interception facility is the dream-like scene he experienced just now.
There he continued to experience despair, and the pain it brought was far stronger than the physical torture.
If he hadn't found the right method, he might have been tortured continuously in his dreams.
"Where are the others?" Lin Zhiming asked.
No one answered Lin Zhiming's words, and there was a deathly silence around him.
Lin Zhiming shrugged, walked to the door of the room and pushed the door open.
Outside the door is a passage extending forward.
Lin Zhiming crossed the threshold.
When his feet stepped on the ground, the mechanical sound sounded again.
"Welcome to District 5, the Labyrinth of Despair."
Maze of despair?
This name made Lin Zhiming tremble.
Obviously, the passage in front of you is a maze.
Directly in front of the passage is a wall, and there are passages on the left and right sides of the wall.
Lin Zhiming saw from a distance that there seemed to be writing on the wall.
Lin Zhiming walked forward, and finally came to the wall, and clearly saw the words on the wall: "This is a relatively lucky place. There are many opportunities and traps hidden in the maze of despair. I hope good luck can
Always with you!"
"Sure enough, it's still Chinese characters." Lin Zhiming said to himself.