Xu Youyu paused and touched his bag again. He couldn't find the second candy. He frowned and said, "There is no more candy. I checked quickly. You can go home after eating this candy."
Xu Xuanyu's nose was a little sore. She clenched the candy in her hand and obediently agreed.
But the image of Xu Youyu giving her candy when she was a child was still in my mind.
When she was a child, she would occasionally learn medical skills with her grandmother, but more often she would come to make trouble for Xu Youyu. At that time, they had a good relationship as brother and sister. When Xu Xuanyu was making trouble, Xu Youyu was laughing.
Because there are many brothers in the family, Xu Xuanyu can play with any of his brothers. She is more naughty than ordinary girls, can climb mountains and climb trees, and is in good health.
She didn't get sick often, but when she did she would become very serious. At that time, Xu Youyu, who was only three years older than her, would follow her grandma, carrying a small medicine box with a serious look on her face, to see her.
The Chinese medicine was unpleasant and the acupuncture needles were very long. Xu Xuanyu hid in fear. The servants could never find her, but Xu Youyu found her accurately every time and took out a candy from his pocket.
At that time, Xu Xuanyu felt that the candies given by her second brother were the sweetest. In order to eat the candies from her second brother, she felt that the bitter concoction was not that unpleasant to drink.
It’s just that Xu Xuanyu has never eaten candies from his second brother since that person died...
Tears began to fall down in large drops. Xu Xuanyu hurriedly wiped them with his hands, but it seemed that he couldn't stop the tears and couldn't wipe them away.
Xu Anzhe panicked and hurriedly comforted him, while Xu Youyu immediately reached out to check Xu Xuanyu.
Xu Xuanyu shook his little head, and his voice was extremely hoarse, "I'm fine... I don't feel any pain, I just... I just can't control my tears..."
"I haven't eaten the candy given by my second brother for a long time. I...I want to eat candy."
Xu Youyu paused, glanced across his office, and said in a deep voice: "I'll ask the driver to go back to get the candy. Can you do a check first?"
The little girl nodded while crying and followed Xu Youyu out.
In the eyes of others, the little girl just endured her discomfort and continued to please her brother. She cried until her eyes were full of tears, but she didn't make any noise or make a fuss. She only wanted a piece of candy.
But in Xu Xuanyu's own mind, her mental endurance was too fragile. Didn't she forget her past self? She cried like this.
An hour later, all the examinations were completed. Xu Youyu looked at the test results and told Xu Xuanyu to take a good rest. Yan Qianyi, Xu Shengyu and Xu Anzhe took him home.
Xu Jingyi was a step behind. He looked at Xu Youyu who was sorting out the test sheets and whispered: "Is Xiao Yu'er really okay?"
"I can't see any problems for now, I'll keep an eye on it."
"Then you go home tonight." Xu Jingyi's eyes were full of worry, "Xiao Yu'er cried like this for no reason this time. I'm worried that something is wrong with her. If you go back and keep an eye on her tonight, I can feel more at ease."
"That child rarely gets sick, but every time she gets sick she gets very serious. She doesn't listen to the family doctor's advice. I'm afraid that she will feel uncomfortable and I hide away without telling anyone."
Xu Youyu's eyes flickered, thinking of the little milk fish who always hid behind the curtains, and nodded in silence for a long time.
Going home at night, Xu Xuanyu took a bath and fell asleep accompanied by her mother and brothers. She had a long dream and woke up in a cold sweat, but she couldn't remember anything.
The clock hand pointed to 3 o'clock in the morning. Xu Xuanyu hesitated for a while, put on his gaming helmet and entered the second world.
System prompt: [Master, aren’t you sick? Are you feeling better now? 】
"You know I'm sick?"
System prompt: [Your fourth brother told Feng Qiu when he went online this morning that they have gone to a higher-level monster area to upgrade and will come back to pick you up tomorrow.]
"Then let's go back to the Moon Palace first. I'm in a bad mood and want to stay alone for a while."
Teleporting back to the Moon Palace, Xu Xuanyu was lying on the soft bed of clouds, feeling very complicated.
She can't remember her past self, so what's the point of dressing up like that?
But will she continue to stay here, continue to enjoy other people's favor and everything?
System: Master... seems to have discovered it?
It turned out to be so much earlier than expected. The owner's perception is too keen.
The master seems to be in pain, should he tell her the truth?
But how did she suddenly recall the past?
The system flashed slightly, and a cold prompt sounded immediately, [Master, it has been detected that you seem to be in a bad mood. Do you not remember your past self?]
Xu Xuanyu knew that her deepest voice could be known by the system, and she probably couldn't hide any secrets from the system, so she nodded lightly, "I sighed after taking a nap today. I felt that I had never slept so comfortably in a long time.
Take a nap, I seem to have slept a lot in the past.”
"But I only remember that I used to take naps often, but I forgot why I had leisure time to take naps, and I also forgot where I lived and what my name was..."
Xu Xuanyu's voice was full of pain. She really couldn't remember anything. She racked her brains and couldn't think of anything more.
Could it be that she accepted the memory of the original owner, causing her previous memory to be cleared?
System prompt: [Master is scared?]
System prompt: [I am worried that you will not be able to live after traveling back in time, but why do I detect an emotion called guilt in your heart? 】
System prompt: [You don’t seem to be too worried about the future, but more guilty.]
"I... feel guilty?"
Xu Xuanyu straightened up, touched the position of his heart and was stunned for a long time.
Is she feeling guilty?
The emotions that she didn't even notice herself were keenly captured by the system.
She thought she was afraid, thinking that she would not be able to live after she lost her memory, but it turned out that she was feeling guilty...
System prompts: [You feel guilty that you are living here under the name of ‘Xu Xuanyu’ and enjoying the pampering of the original owner’s family. 】
System prompt: [But, is there a possibility...]
Are you Xu Xuanyu?
The so-called wearing a book is just a roundabout cover-up given by the Lord God to make it less difficult for you to accept when you are reborn.
However, the system did not say the last two sentences immediately. Xu Xuanyu's mentality was a little fragile at this time. He was afraid that his master would not be able to bear it if he said it.
System prompt: [Is there a possibility... that it would be better for you to stay here? 】
System prompt: [You have accepted all the memories of the original owner and have forgotten your past self. No one will doubt that you are Xu Xuanyu himself. ]
System prompt: [Isn’t it good for you to stay here and live for her with the regret and guilt of the original owner? 】
System prompt: [At least you will not hurt your brother and family like the original owner, and you will take good care of them.]
Xu Xuanyu's eyes flickered, she clenched her fists and said like a vow: "Of course I will not hurt my family, I will be good to them."
System prompt: [Then just stay, the past world... you may really not be able to go back. 】
System prompt: [Even when you have not forgotten your past memories, you rarely mention the past, which means you were lonely in the past.]
System prompt: [Here, you have family members who love you, and you love them very much, so stay and live well.]
Xu Xuanyu: "..."
After accepting a time travel, it doesn't seem that difficult to accept the inability to go back again.
She felt uncomfortable at first because she had forgotten her original memory. She felt that she was so bad that she could even forget her own memories. But after the system was unlocked, Xu Xuanyu felt relieved.
If you forget, forget it. The memories that can be forgotten may not be so important.
She really rarely mentioned it in the past until she forgot it. She must have been really lonely at that time, so there was no need to mention it.
"But if I am killed in the second world, will I go back through time?"
Damn it, is she going to change from a big boss who died heroically to a little coward huddled in the corner?
System prompt: [It seems no one can defeat you.]
System prompt: [You can still be brave, at least for a long, long time, no one can hurt you.]
Xu Xuanyu breathed a sigh of relief, and then she carefully recalled everything that happened today.
After she went to find Xu Ziling and almost killed Xu Ziling, the fear in her heart and the panic of losing her memory made her collapse.
But thinking of his family's consideration and care, Xu Xuanyu whispered: "Maybe I really am a villain."
"I almost killed someone, but my brother was only worried that Xu Ziling's blood would stain my hands. No one cared about Xu Ziling's life or death, but they circled around me who was crying like a dog. I...the villain character was really confirmed."
