On the street near the rental house, even a few blocks away, the park I had been to... I couldn't find it.
Zhuge was already sweating profusely and his whole body was wet with sweat, but he still couldn't find it.
"Excuse me! Have you ever seen a girl this tall? She... She is really beautiful and cute, and she smiles very sweetly... Her name is Nanako..."
The passers-by asked questions one after another. Some shook their heads and said they didn't know, while others simply waved their hands and walked away.
Zhuge suddenly felt dizzy and had difficulty breathing. He was holding on to the green trees on the roadside. His legs felt like they were filled with lead, and they were too heavy to move.
For the first time in his life, he hated that he only had this physical strength... He hated that he had not exercised properly. He obviously had a lot of time.
Panting, he had a feeling that Nanako was beside him, watching him silently somewhere.
She's thoughtful...she's not just clay.
Zhuge just sat on the big horse like this, lowering his head and looking at Nanako with disgust and fear of getting closer. Was it like a knife that had already cut into her feelings and thoughts?
Puncture?
Zhuge felt that he was no different from those who had always ridiculed him and those who had disliked him.
People used colored eyes to separate him from them... He also used the same eyes to separate him from Nanako.
Same thing.
It’s the same... I and those people are all the same.
Although she never said anything or expressed anything, she had never forgiven those people... Naturally, Nanako couldn't forgive herself either?
"My whole life... is really, really bad."
Zhuge sat quietly while people on the street walked by, looked at them, and continued to walk by. With his stubble on his face, he looked particularly fragile at this time... like a homeless man on the street.
If he can't make Nanako forgive him...will his search be in vain?
He trembled and reached into his pocket... the black card that had been hidden by Nanako ever since she appeared.
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The familiar pine door, the familiar bells, the familiar store owner, and the familiar decoration style full of eerie atmosphere.
After all, it is already the third time.
The boss sat here quietly, as if he had been waiting for his arrival all morning. Zhuge silently pulled out the chair and sat down without being greeted this time.
"Guest, is there anything I can help you with?"
"I want to find Nanako." Zhuge took a deep breath and looked at Luo Qiu seriously. There was a determination in his eyes that was not seen in the previous two times. "Originally, this was not what I planned at the beginning."
Luo Qiu just sat like this, "Please tell me."
Zhuge took a deep breath and said: "I originally planned...I was thinking about how to use it. I was thinking about making Nanako forgive me. No matter what, as long as she can forgive me...as long as she can forget the harm I did to her.
.”
Luo Qiu said calmly: "We can indeed do this."
Zhuge shook his head and said: "But, I gave up this idea... I found that I don't have that qualification. I have hurt her, and if I still use this despicable method to get her forgiveness, then I... then I
What qualifications do I have to continue to see her and face her? I don't have such qualifications."
"I was afraid at first, I ran away from her, and I timidly left her sight. I have never hated myself so much for a moment." Zhuge smiled bitterly and said: "In the end, I still can't accomplish anything... In the end
, I am still the Zhuge who has accomplished nothing. But this time... But this time..."
He said heavily and loudly: "This time, I hope to use my own efforts to make Nanako forgive me! So, I just want to know where she is."
Luo Qiu thought for a while and then asked slowly: "Guest, allow me to ask out of curiosity, how do you plan to obtain Miss Nanako's forgiveness?"
Zhuge was startled, "I...I don't know...I was just thinking about how I could find her."
Luo Qiu nodded: "If you are looking for the guest yourself, as long as she deliberately avoids you, you may not be able to find her in your life. Do you believe it?"
Zhuge nodded helplessly.
"How about using up three days of your life?"
Zhuge nodded almost without thinking.
"As you wish, distinguished guest."
Luo Qiu stood up at this time, walked to Zhuge's side, reached out and pressed his shoulder. The scene in front of him began to spiral away from Zhuge's sight.
When his vision recovered, he found that he was suddenly downstairs of the rental house where he lived.
"This...here..." Zhuge looked at this very familiar place in surprise: "Nanako...is here?"
Luo Qiu held up the black cane in his hand and pointed upward: "To be precise, it's in your room."
"How can it be……"
Luo Qiu said calmly: "When you left, she came back. After you came back, she left early. She knew the time for you to come back and prepared in advance."
Zhuge's shoulders shook, "She...she is..."
Luo Qiu suddenly said: "It shouldn't be boring. After all, Miss Nanako has more work recently than before."
Looking at Zhuge who looked puzzled, Luo Qiu said to himself: "I clean the room every day, but I'm afraid of being discovered, so after cleaning it, it returns to its original appearance. I will see you every day
I watch all the movies, videos, etc., and then delete the records... and so on."
Then... you must be lonelier than before?
Zhuge couldn't imagine...how she spent all that time.
"So... you have done so much for me all this time." Zhuge looked at Luo Qiu blankly: "I... I also want to do something for her... I, can I still buy something from you?
?”
"Of course! You have always been our respected guest." Zhuge took a deep breath: "I want to go somewhere."
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TV station.
The Diamond 120 Seconds program group broadcast live. As the most popular program in the city, no, in the nearby provinces and regions, it has a terrifying ratings.
On such a stage, even if you step off the stage in ten or eight seconds, you will still have enough bragging rights!
"Mr. Chen Jiaming, get ready, you will be on stage in one minute!"
Chen Jiaming took a deep breath. In one minute, he will be on this big stage... and become famous in one fell swoop! When the time comes, go to hell with the food company king!
Labor and management want to become famous and make big money!!
After randomly beating a few times to stretch his tense nerves, Chen Jiaming began to adjust his breathing. But for a moment, he seemed to have a blur in front of his eyes.
Wiping his eyes, he saw a huge figure walking out of the dressing room. Chen Jiaming was stunned and said: "Zhuge? Why are you here? This is the backstage... Well, you are here to show me
Come on? Hahaha! Thanks!"
Unexpectedly, Zhuge suddenly rushed in front of Chen Jiaming, raised his fist without saying a word, and hit Chen Jiaming hard in the stomach!
"This punch is for you to delete my game!"
"you!"
Zhuge twitched his knees again, and once again, he pressed against the opponent's abdominal cavity... Although he was a fat man, the strength of his legs should not be underestimated. Chen Jiaming was holding his belly in one fell swoop.
I squatted down and vomited out the bitter water. The pain was so painful that I almost fainted!
"This time... there is no reason, I just want to hit you!!"
"you……"
"What are you doing? I've been unhappy with you all this time!" Zhuge took a deep breath, and suddenly he jumped up and pressed down hard on Chen Jiaming.
Such a heavy blow made Boss Luo next to him feel a lot of pain... He shook his head and touched Chen Jiaming's body with his cane, causing him to fall asleep.
"Chen Jiaming! Chen Jiaming! Are you ready?"
"Alright... ready!" Zhuge glanced at Luo Qiu and saw that he didn't respond, so he quickly responded.
Without changing any clothes, he just opened the door, walked under the eyes of the program assistant, and walked to the backstage preparation area of the stage. After hearing the introduction of the host on the stage, he walked onto the stage.
superior.
The host was stunned for a moment, but was speechless for a moment, and actually stepped back step by step...to the edge of the stage.
"...Isn't this Zhuge?"
"Is it Zhuge? Where is Chen Jiaming?"
"What the hell...what's going on?"
Under the spotlight, Zhuge walked step by step to the center of the stage, accepted the microphone from his assistant, and glanced at the audience in the studio... There were more than 500 people, including the jury, and people from Channel 7 or 8.
camcorder.
He has never appeared in front of so many people, and he has never stood under the gaze of so many people. But he knows that it is not just these, there are countless viewers in front of the TV.
He couldn't imagine how he got here... Fear and nervousness made his palms holding the wheat wet. He had to hold it with both hands for fear that it would fall down.
Zhuge found that even if he spoke aloud, it was extremely difficult... He lowered his head subconsciously, not daring to look at the eyes of the audience and the jury.
Nanako...is looking at me.
Thinking of her just staying in that small house, silently taking care of things, and silently restoring things to their original state, Zhuge felt a pain in his heart and raised his head.
"I...my name is Zhuge, and my full name is Zhuge Cong."
My name is Zhuge, I am not Zhuge.
"I... I have been a very timid person since I was a child, not smart, and very fat. I failed the exam, and I couldn't even run two hundred meters. Until I graduated from college, I didn't even have a girlfriend.
I can’t hand it over either.”
But...but now I have someone who always cares about me.
"After graduation, I just worked as the most useless handyman in a catering company. I thought I would be like this for the rest of my life..."
"I want to work hard, but I'm afraid of failure. Although I look like I'm fine, I care about other people's eyes all the time."
"I have no extra activities. I go home from get off work and can't do anything after I get home. I play games and watch anime... In the eyes of others, I am just an escapist."
"I am indeed a person who denies myself... I have constantly thought about why others have always disliked me. But recently I suddenly realized that it is not others who dislike me... but myself who dislikes me.
Own."
"I met a...a beautiful and cute girl who even understood me, supported me, looked down on me, would watch those childish and ridiculous cartoons with me, and would watch me play games by my side."
"But I actually dislike her...I actually, actually hurt her..."
"I'm really the worst person..." Zhuge said this, showing a self-deprecating smile: "Even just now, I knocked out my colleague directly, replaced him, and walked up here."
When the director team heard this, they immediately became panicked.
The director suddenly slammed the table, "Why are you panicking! Damn it! Keep broadcasting! This is the ratings!!! Keep going!!"
"...Looking back, she has been silently doing a lot of things for me, but I seem to have done nothing for her."
"So, please give me a song." Zhuge lowered his head silently: "Let me express what I want to say...what I want to express, my apology, my thoughts, everything about me...
Come out...I only care about you."
"If I hadn't met you."
"Where will I be?"
"How was your day?"
"Should we cherish life?"
Nanako, I'm sorry. Now...
"Maybe I know someone"
"Live an ordinary life."
Now, please look at me... Look at me, I'm here.
"Don't let time pass by in a hurry"
"I only care about you"
"I am willing to be infected by your breath"
I won't be afraid of anything anymore.
"So I...please...don't let me, don't let me leave you!"
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"Zhuge..."
Crying tone.
She was sitting in front of the TV. The program that suddenly turned around made her stunned for a moment at first, but the moment she saw that clumsy figure starting to appear, she never left her sight.
I covered my mouth with my hands... I felt it was not enough, so I covered my mouth with both hands.
