As if realizing that her tone was a little too harsh, her mother came to her side and squatted down, saying apologetically: "Mom is just doing this to let Yuluo live a good life. Doesn't Yuluo like to eat salted egg yolk rice balls? Mom.
Take Yuluo to eat."
Mother stood up and pulled up Xiao Yuluo who was sitting on the roadside.
Xiao Yuluo didn't speak. She looked up at her mother's gentle face. The rain hit her tender face and quickly slid across her chin, forming a line.
The rain... hurts so much.
"Mom, can we go home?" Xiao Yuluo looked at the color between her mother's fingers and felt a sense of disgust in her heart.
That color once represented happiness, which could be exchanged for many delicious salted egg yolk rice balls.
But now, the color of happiness has changed, and the taste of the rice balls in my mouth has also changed.
"Yuluo." When her mother heard that, she looked panicked, helpless, and guilty. She raised her hand to help Xiao Yuluo push away a strand of hair that fell to her face. With tears in her eyes, she held back her sobs: "We are here.
No home."
"Did dad not want us?" Xiao Yuluo remembered that she should have a father like other children.
That father may be strict, but every time he sees me when he comes home from get off work, he will show a gentle smile.
Occasionally, he would bring two of his favorite salted egg yolk rice balls, and he would secretly hide one and let his mother put it in his father's lunch box the next day.
But since when did I never see him again?
It seems...that time, a woman broke into the house.
She led a group of people into her home and insulted her mother with the most filthy words without any explanation.
Those people beat and kicked my mother, but I was in my mother's arms and was well protected by my mother.
He was in his mother's arms, and through his arms he saw a boy slightly older than himself standing behind the woman.
He was wearing an exquisite little dress, his hair was combed like an adult, and he had a big red bow on the collar of his white shirt.
He must be living a better life than me. Does he also like to eat salted egg yolk rice balls?
Xiao Yuluo couldn't remember what happened next, but she had the little dress and bow deeply etched into her mind.
From that day on, he and his mother were homeless and wandered on the streets.
When she was very hungry, her mother would sneak into a street snack bar and grab two hot meat buns.
But for some reason, sometimes the clerk would chase her out the door and yell insults at her mother who was dragging her away.
Sometimes, my mother’s mouth would show bruises and she would apologize to herself very gently.
Often at this time, I would guess that I would be hungry again today.
But my mother must be hungrier than me, but she always smiles and tells herself not to worry.
Later, I don’t know from which day I will no longer be hungry.
Even every few days, I can still eat my favorite salted egg yolk rice balls.
Although my mother often goes in and out of different people's homes or hotels, leaving herself outside.
Sometimes, I can see my mother's face on the window.
She would bite her lip and gesture to turn her head away and not look.
In fact, my mother didn't know that after she left home, she no longer liked eating salted egg yolk rice balls.
Not because it doesn't taste good.
But because.
There is no love in it anymore.
Love from father.
…
In my memory, it rained heavily that night.
My mother held her hand and walked in the heavy rain, looking for a convenience store that was still open to buy the salted egg yolk rice balls that she once liked.
Xiao Yuluo really wanted to tell her mother that she didn't want to eat rice balls anymore, but the cold rain fell on her body, making her shiver and speechless.
Her mother held her hand with one hand, and held the banknotes tightly with the other hand, not wanting them to get wet from the rain.
Passing by a soup pool, her mother took her in, sadly took out two bills and handed them to the fierce-looking Obasan.
It was so warm in the hot spring, and the coldness brought by the rain felt like it would be driven away in an instant.
Warm water vapor condenses into water droplets on the white tiles and slowly slides down.
Sitting on a small stool, my mother brought a basin of hot water and wiped my body bit by bit with a towel.
Very carefully.
Also very gentle.
It is precisely because my mother often wipes her body like this that she develops the habit of wiping her body with water before going to rest whenever she returns home.
At that time, her mother said something she didn't understand, and she still remembers it to this day.
The body is like a bodhi tree, and the mind is like a mirror stand.
Wipe it frequently to avoid dust.
There should be a very profound meaning in this passage.
When my mother said this, her voice was trembling and her eyes were moist.
Is it because there is too much steam in the soup pool that blindfolds your eyes?
probably.
I was still young at that time and didn’t understand anything.
At that age, I probably didn’t know anything!
It was also that night at that soup pool that my mother met the noble person in her life.
She was a woman with heavy makeup. Even when she entered a room full of steam, her face was covered with makeup.
The makeup was so heavy that her face and neck were two different colors.
She walks with a twist, and I heard from other aunties in Tangchi that men all like women like this.
But my mother is not like this and is also very popular with men.
Although he and his mother had only met those men once.
But from the eyes of those people when they looked at their mother, we could tell that they were very satisfied with her.
It's like going to the vegetable market and buying a chicken. This chicken is evenly fat and thin, and is of high quality and low price.
The woman's name is Erica Xiaogawa. According to her own words, she is a film and television actress.
Specializes in playing roles that men like to watch.
She also said that her mother has good looks and figure and is very suitable for this industry.
It can be seen that the mother wanted to refuse at that time.
But he hesitated for a moment and just said he would think about it again.
Erika Ogawa left a card, saying that her mother had figured it out and could find her through this card.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! In the next few days, Xiao Yuluo developed a high fever and was in a daze.
When I woke up, I found that I and my mother had a place to live.
The mother said that she could make a lot of money by finding a job and she would never be hungry again.
Even salted egg yolk rice balls can be eaten every day or every meal.
Xiao Yuluo still hasn't told her mother that she no longer likes eating salted egg yolk rice balls, and now she likes to eat meat buns sold in snack bars.
Because there is love in those meat buns.
That is the love from mother.
So hot, so hot love.
Since then, the family's life has been getting better and better, and the house has been getting bigger and bigger.
Xiao Yuluo can go to school, study and study like other children.
It's just that there is a gentle mother missing in that world.
There is an additional film and television actor with the stage name "Osawa Hezi".
Specializes in playing roles that men like to watch.
very popular.
The days passed by, and Xiao Yuluo grew up day by day.
As if her mother was trying to make up for something, she would give her whatever she wanted.
But the only thing I can't give is the love I had when I was a child.
Until that day, Yuluo, who was at school, received a call that her mother fell seriously ill at work and was sent to the hospital.
When she arrived, her mother was already hanging on by a thread.
Because of long-term high-intensity work and being physically weak from hunger, I was diagnosed with gastric cancer that day.
Late stage.
has begun to spread.
Yuluo remembered that day, the afterglow of the setting sun filtered through the window and fell on her mother's pillow.
She knelt in front of the bed, her mother held her hand, showed that familiar smile again, and said to herself.
It's over, let's go home.
She wants to leave all her savings to her daughter. The money is enough for her daughter to finish college. If she uses it for medical treatment, it will undoubtedly bring down this already difficult family again.
That day, Yuluo discovered that her mother's love for her had never changed.
What has changed is her own heart.
and love for mother.
Before her death, her mother's last words to Yuluo were:
