Even if you appear to have given up on searching for hope, it still won't let you go easily.
"Aren't you awesome? Then, I will open the biggest secret and extravagant wish in my heart to you, help me realize it!"
My thoughts at this moment are very simple. There is no way out for the time being anyway, so let me satisfy my biggest regret in this life in the final stage.
I started meditating and tried to enter a deeper level of meditation, because otherwise, those memories couldn't be mobilized at all.
I want to search for the memories of my father when he was young, and if possible, I will also find some of my mother’s voice and smile when she was a baby...
This has been my greatest expectation since I was very young, and it is even one of my goals in setting foot on the path to immortality and practicing hard.
Of all the affections in the world, family affection is the greatest.
Born as a son of man, we must not forget.
Moreover, this part of the memory is extremely long-lasting, and it is impossible to recall it under normal circumstances. Otherwise, I would not have had a very vague impression of them for so many years.
I just want to take advantage of the particularity of this formation, use even a little bit of memory traces about my parents deep in my heart as seeds, and use the ability of this formation to automatically evolve and change, amplify it, and finally project it out.
People all die under pomegranate skirts, and even ghosts are romantic.
I can't reach that level, so let me meet my end in the satisfaction of finally seeing my parents.
Besides, it may not really be the end.
If I remember correctly, the castle owner once said that this boundless cloud wall was left over from my father's battle with the enemy, and perhaps his father's aura remained in it.
And seeing how this formation is so smart, it seems that it is not ordinary. It was probably him or his enemies who set it up.
Or is it really just a formation formed by the natural biochemical formation of residual energy?
No matter which one, there will always be some reaction to the little memories I have about my father, right?
In this way, my probability of success will also increase a lot.
Even going one step further and walking out of here is not impossible.
The eyes observe the nose, the nose observes the mouth, the mouth observes the heart, the five bodies return, the six spirits close, the seven orifices merge, and the mind wanders to find the Taixu, explore the beginning of the heart, and find the source of the brain.
At this moment, I completely gave up all attention to the outside world and concentrated on finding the seed of memory.
"Father……"
This process was undoubtedly difficult, and I murmured in pain.
You know, I don’t even know his name, and his voice, facial expression, and smile are all invisible. How can I find him?
Unknowingly, I was so focused that I bit my lower lip with my upper teeth in pain, and bits of bright red gradually oozed out and smeared all over my lips.
A burst of fog passed by, and some of the blood streaks disappeared, while the entire sea of fog had undergone earth-shaking changes at some point.
The thick cloud that was originally just a constant surge, and other than blinding people's senses and causing delusions, had no direct harm to people, was completely different now.
Rolling thunder came from the depths of the cloud wall, and for the first time there was a sound in the cloud and mist space that was so quiet that it was almost dead, but it was like the death note of a hell drum.
Bloody lightning with a destructive aura constantly shuttled through the billowing sea of clouds, as if looking for something.
The atmosphere inside the entire cloud wall has changed, becoming more and more like the ferocious and terrifying thing it appears when seen from the outside.
But, none of this has anything to do with me.
I seemed to have entered a very mysterious state at this time, and my whole spirit and soul had completely sunk into the deepest part of my memory, and I was lost...
At the beginning, I knew exactly what I was looking for. I kept dismantling my memory while thinking hard, digging deeper step by step, trying to find any trace.
This process is destined to be painful and futile, but I am unwilling to give up, so I stubbornly go deeper, deeper... and finally enter a blank area.
In fact, it is not appropriate to say that it is blank, it is the kind of confusion caused by deep mental fatigue, just like when we sometimes stare at certain words, as we look at them, we will find that these words are becoming more and more unfamiliar, and gradually become unrecognizable. .
This is also a kind of disorientation, but it is relatively superficial. It is usually easy to wake up from it, with at most a slight head discomfort.
But now I have no idea what my purpose is, and I have even forgotten who I am. Step by step, I sink deeper and deeper into the trap.
If it weren't for the sometimes special perspective in my dreams, I wouldn't even know that such a horrific thing was happening right now.
But so what if you know? After all, one consciousness cannot interfere with another consciousness, and can only let it sink.
Slowly, I don’t know how much time passed, but the bloody lightning in the outside world became more and more intense, reaching a point that was about to cause a qualitative change.
Suddenly, I felt a heat in my chest, which directly penetrated the two worlds inside and outside the dream. No matter I was lost in my memory, or I was sleeping and anxious in reality, I felt this warmth.
This is a very strange feeling.
It was very comfortable, and I knew it existed, but I still fell asleep and didn't wake up.
Specifically, in the dream world, I was walking aimlessly in the abyss of memory. As I was walking, I suddenly felt a heat in my chest.
Just when I looked down blankly, I woke up in an instant...
I found myself still sitting cross-legged inside the misty cloud wall, looking down at my chest.
There, floating there was an animal tooth bracelet that came here for unknown reasons.
It exudes a hazy light and a warm heat that envelopes my whole body and directly pulls me out of the abyss of memory.
The surrounding sea of clouds and mist had already turned into blood, and dense red lightning was entangled with it, making it impossible to distinguish one from the other.
This is what I saw when I woke up.
I shook my head vigorously, and it took me several breaths to wake myself up from the state of deep confusion.
However, he was still a little obsessed, and he picked up the animal tooth bracelet in front of him completely subconsciously.
The moment I grabbed the bracelet, the snow-white animal teeth shook violently, but soon stabilized, and a ray of silver light shot out from the tip of the teeth, pointing in a certain direction.
I stared blankly at the entire process of its change. It was only now that I felt a little more awake. I stood up without hesitation and strode away in the direction pointed by the silver light.
Everything is very clear, that must be where I am destined to go, or to walk out of the Cloud Wall and return to the Oriental Fort.
Or go somewhere in the cloud wall to face the mysterious treasure my father left for me.
Other than that, don’t think about it anymore.
Because the animal tooth bracelet was left to me by him, I have always trusted it unconditionally.
One step, one step... My pace became faster and faster, disappearing into the bloody mist. (To be continued)