Chapter 412 Lang rides a bamboo horse around the bed to get green plums
Suddenly my breathing became faster than expected. I raised my hand almost without hesitation and hurriedly looked at the palm of my hand. Of course, there was nothing there as expected.
However, in my pupils, a word has been quickly sketched out based on the order in which the seemingly chaotic sword energy fell one after another.
It is reflected in my eyes, shot into my heart, and painted in the palm of my hand. Ordinary strokes are the ones that can most affect people's thoughts.
This character is exactly the character "Juan".
If you guessed correctly, this must be the girl's name.
I really didn't expect that the unreliable flying sword would be such a surprise for me at the last moment.
I just don’t know what kind of “repair” it will face after it returns home after doing such a thing. At least I know that this girl named “Juan” is not very good-tempered.
"Juan..." I muttered, but another girl couldn't help but appear in my mind.
She has the same petite and exquisite figure, the same extraordinary face, and the same unparalleled talents, but she wears pink all year round, and only pink can bring out her youthfulness.
It was a luxurious piece of clothing woven from the most precious colorful insect cocoon silk in the Oriental Castle. She was one of the only two girls in the castle who could enjoy such treatment.
Her name is Yaoyao, and the other girl's name is Jingjing.
"Sister Yaoyao...Jinjing...are you okay?" I thought, but my clothes were wet with tears at some point.
After saying goodbye to Dongfang Fort, I kept comforting myself, telling myself that they were safe.
This is the most stable, most likely, and most substantial estimate based on the circumstances at the time.
But after all, I haven't seen it in person, so from time to time, a little worry will arise in my heart.
I don’t know why I think of them at this moment, probably because I see the shadow of Yaoyao in this girl named Juan!
Of course, there is also a feeling called "heartbeat"!
At this moment, the past and reality merge, thoughts and thoughts converge, the same heartbeat, similar heartbeats, but completely different moods.
For Yaoyao, in addition to admiration, I probably also have a deep affection for her, which is difficult to let go of and cannot be separated from.
When the final battle of Dongfang Fort came, we finally held hands. It was the first time that two hearts that loved each other faced each other and finally came together.
But it all ended in a hurry as soon as it started. Since then, I have been wandering around the world without a trace.
In the past year, I often dreamed about Yaoyao. In the dream, she walked farther and farther away, and her figure became fainter and fainter.
I don’t know how many nights, every time I woke up from a dream like this, I would shed tears on my clothes like this.
I often wonder whether that moment was real? Did the scene at that time really happen?
My feelings for Yaoyao are strong and complicated, and she feels the same for me!
I believe that even if we hold hands, in Yaoyao's eyes, I will always be the child she is most familiar with and will never grow up, right?
However, this child also has another identity that I have never been willing to admit, and she always wanted to deliberately ignore - younger brother.
Even though there is no blood relationship between us.
This title brought us closer, so that since I was a child I could hang on her back like a tail, inseparable.
However, the same title also builds an insurmountable wall in the not-too-distant future as we grow up...
On one side of this wall, two big words are written conspicuously - Ethics.
They are like living creatures in my dreams, making sarcastic sounds from time to time, laughing at my overestimation of my abilities.
On the other side of this wall, there are also two words engraved that cannot be erased - habit.
We have long been accustomed to each other, especially to each other in family relationships, but we have forgotten what love should be like.
Or maybe we don’t know what each other should be like in love!
Like most young and ignorant boys and girls, we have love in our hearts but don’t know how to love.
Because of family ties and habits, our hearts are already together. No matter what happens, we will never give up on each other easily.
However, this resulted in that even the final hand-holding was just an extra layer of ritual feeling.
This kind of togetherness is different from the one I expected, and it is also different from the one Yaoyao fantasizes about in her heart.
I often think that if the Demon Ancestor had not arrived that day, there would have been no sense of urgency for the end to come.
If we didn't have the tension of losing tomorrow at any time, maybe we wouldn't choose to pierce that layer of paper, but put this complicated and contradictory mood that is constantly being cut and messed up to be resolved in the future!
Day by day, unless Dongfang Fort is forever alone in hiding between the Moonburial Forest and the Cloud Wall, this delicate relationship between us will continue to exist.
The man came riding a bamboo horse and went around the bed to make green plums. The reason why the legend of childhood sweethearts is beautiful is precisely because most of the time it is just a legend.
Because it happens rarely, everyone is full of expectations for it! But the complicated feelings and relationships between the parties involved are not understandable to outsiders.
This naturally also includes the attitude of the elders. When it comes to me and Yaoyao, it is the attitude of the Lord of the Castle, Dongfang, who wins over me.
Ever since I was little, his attitude has always puzzled me. This kind of confusion cannot be explained away by simply being obsessed with spiritual practice and ignoring worldly affairs.
He never takes the initiative, refuses, opposes, or supports. He seems to be indifferent to external things and leaves everything to chance, relying solely on our own development.
He is so indifferent that I often wonder if Yaoyao is his biological granddaughter, but the fire hidden in his heart always makes you feel it inadvertently.
But the moment Yaoyao and I held hands, the relief on his face came from the bottom of his heart, exuding a strong feeling of blessing.
I believe that if he could push it freely earlier, this day would have come long ago!
But he didn't do this. He was always contradictory and stubborn and insisted on it, but he didn't know exactly what he was insisting on.
All the confusions and mysteries finally disappeared when I came to the outside world!
Maybe it’s because he’s experienced more, maybe he’s freed from the life-and-death crisis brought by the Demon Ancestor, but in short, many things that he couldn’t figure out before have become extraordinarily clear now.
I finally understood the ambiguity and helplessness of the castle owner on this matter.
Yes, his heart is full of contradictions, and what he expresses is this deep helplessness. (To be continued)