It’s not that I don’t think about the good, but the experiences I have experienced before me are all pointing in this direction, so that I have to consider one thing – is my father still alive?
After all, according to what the Supreme Elder said, once a monk chooses to take the path to heaven and earth, it is like embarking on a path of no return.
Even if the body is immortal in the future, the spirit and will will be assimilated by God sooner or later!
In other words, if you use the power of God to reach the strongest level in the world, then you must pay a sufficient price.
And this price is the monk's soul - it will be used to strengthen the will of heaven.
As for the original idea of "taking the will of heaven and replacing it" with the method of reaching heaven and earth, it is completely idiotic!
The way of heaven cannot be bullied, how could the will of God be replaced by a mere monk?
"Impossible, how could he die?" I kept arguing with this idea deep in my heart.
Every time I think of that towering figure in the cloud wall, and how he has planned every step of my life without leaving any trace, I don't want to believe that he has embarked on such a path of no return.
However, it was precisely because he arranged everything in every detail that I couldn't help but be frightened.
Let me ask, if a person could really control everything, who would be willing to carefully protect his children elsewhere and arrange all the follow-up arrangements in detail?
But I know that his situation is not optimistic, because my father did fail in that battle.
Even though his cultivation was astonishing, he was still captured!
However, is there really a being in this world who is more powerful than Tongtianche Earth-level master?
What kind of state is the person behind that constantly rotating Tai Chi diagram? How does it compare to a true immortal?
These questions are like unsolved mysteries, constantly hovering in my mind, causing my thoughts to become chaotic due to worry, and I have forgotten my original intention of just experiencing the task of receiving the task through the task stele.
That's all.
"Uncle, uncle, uncle, what's wrong with you? Wake up! Wake up!"
Suddenly, rapid and anxious shouts rang in my ears, but they sounded as if they were echoing in the sky, far away, seemingly real and illusory, not real at all.
It wasn't until I felt my body being shaken violently that I gradually woke up.
When my eyes slowly regained their clarity and I could vaguely see the surrounding scene, I couldn't help but feel a sense of relief in my heart.
It was Ling Jiu who grabbed me and kept shaking me.
He looked so miserable at this moment, with blood all over his body, and even his spirit was a little depressed.
With just one glance, I understood that he touched my body with good intentions and was accidentally injured by my protective power.
Looking at Ling Jiu's embarrassment but still full of concern, I gave him a reassuring smile, and then my whole body's true energy surged, and in an instant the pure Haoran sword energy surged straight into his body after transformation.
There is no doubt that this is a rare blessing for Ling Jiu. It not only allows him to recover from his injuries as quickly as possible, but also helps to increase his intimacy with Haoran's Qi and speed up the practice of Confucianism skills.
I have a hunch that it won't be long before Ling Jiu's cultivation level will break through again!
This intuition stems from the awakening of Haoran's sword intention, and is an intuitive feeling that surpasses the body of most Confucian cultivators.
Sensing the drastic changes taking place in his body, Ling Jiu immediately let go and bowed slightly to me.
Then, without any ambiguity, he sat cross-legged and began to practice, trying to maximize this blessing at the first possible moment.
Seeing the calm expression on his face, I consciously started to help him protect the law.
This reward was what Ling Jiu deserved. It was the reward he got for taking the initiative to show his kindness to me. It was also the reward he got for pulling me back despite the danger when I was in a daze.
Although I wouldn't be in any real danger if he didn't do this, attitude determines everything, not to mention that he was injured because of it, so I felt that I should give him some compensation and encouragement.
Watching him practice hard, I naturally thought of myself. Sure enough, everyone is working hard on the road of practice!
After being disturbed by this episode, although the worry about my father still existed in my heart, it was not as strong as before.
I understand that no matter how much I think, I can't help him.
In this case, it is better to practice hard. When your cultivation level is high enough, you will naturally have the opportunity to figure out what happened back then, and you can rush to him to help him.
Yes, go help him!
Before today, I had never had such an idea.
Before today, my father's figure had always been as tall as an ancient magic mountain in my heart. Even though he had experienced failures, no one or anything could destroy him.
It is precisely because of my father's protection that I can grow up with peace of mind, practice happily, step by step closer to my dream of cultivating immortality, and realize it.
Before today, my first spiritual goal was always to see my father and figure out the truth about what happened that year.
But now my idea is starting to waver!
Although my father's image in my heart is still tall and invincible, I feel that I should help him.
It is my responsibility!
Every time I think that he may be experiencing unspeakable suffering, or that he is slowly losing himself in the realm of heaven and earth, I feel a faint pain in my heart.
He has sacrificed so much for me!
For him, I should also catch up!
I have never had such a strong sense of urgency in practicing. Even though my past practice speed has been much faster than that of my peers, I still feel that it is too slow.
No way, the goal is too high!
I found that my cultivation level must at least reach and exceed that of the Supreme Elder, only then would it be possible to help my father.
Because after thinking about it just now, I already understand that the Supreme Elder's cultivation level is far inferior to that of my father, otherwise Qitian Academy would not be blocked by the remains of the Cloud Wall that remained after their battle.
But the Supreme Elder’s cultivation is so high in my eyes, so high that it makes people feel desperate!
There is no possibility of me chasing him in a short period of time!
This huge contrast made me feel blocked in my heart, and I felt deeply that my abilities were insufficient.
However, compared to time, there is another thing that bothers me more urgently.
That is the next stage of practice!
In the past few years, under various circumstances, my cultivation has reached Taichu Dzogchen, but I have always been unable to make any progress.
Because I haven’t broken through to the realm of Dayan yet! I don’t know how to take my next step! (To be continued)