Chapter 1468 Okay, stupid goose, it's time for me to leave
There are not many things in the box, just an MP4. Not many people actually use this thing anymore, but Zhou Zhiru has always used it. Tang Qian even laughed at her for not keeping up with the times in this regard.
All that's left is a letter, a girl wearing something like a drift bottle, with many small paper balls inside.
Tang Qian opened the MP4, and it was fully charged. It seems that Zhou Zhiru’s parents often charge it. Otherwise, it would not be fully charged. Tang Qian opened the white, compact MP4, and found that it contained
There are many songs, but you can see that there are only 3 that are played most often. One is called Encounter in this World, one is called Once Upon a Time Slowly, and one is called I Shot Myself.
It looked like it had been played more than a thousand times. Tang Qian clicked on the first song, which was a song by Dr. Chen. Although Tang Qian is now playing basketball in the United States, he has not listened to many of these songs, and there are no Chinese singers in the United States for the time being.
It's a big market, and it's hard to hear in the streets and alleys, but Dr. Chen's voice quickly reached my ears.
The rhythm is very comfortable and soothing, and the first line goes like this... The stars and the moon cover the sea...
Tang Qian first opened this not very expensive but quite exquisite drift bottle. There was a cork on it. He opened it and poured it into the small box. He began to unpack the tightly kneaded paper balls and read them. Some of them were
A long time ago, it can be traced back to when Zhou Zhiru was in junior high school. They were all innocent things about girls. For example, I read a novel today, and the male protagonist in it was so handsome. I really wanted to be with him, or what if I wanted to be with him tomorrow?
It would be great if I could get 100 points in the exam, or I hope I can change seats with xxx... When I got to high school, my handwriting became more beautiful, and the things involved began to be much more in-depth than in junior high school. I looked at it.
, Tang Qian saw the plot about himself.
For convenience, the lyrics of the song being played are shown in brackets below.
A very tall freshman came today, but he seems to have a bad temper, but he has quite a personality. (Where you and I met)
I opened another one, and found out about myself again.
He is really handsome when he plays basketball, he is very violent, and his muscles are nice. Am I a little obsessed? Bah, I am a woman who likes pretty boys. My Lu Lu husband and Cai Cai husband are still waiting for me in my dream.
Well. I can’t rebel. (Travel through time and come here)
He actually led our ghost school to win the first place in this year’s National High School Basketball League! And I actually became a big fan of this team. Am I crazy? My pretty boy Oppa~ (The breeze is swaying
, the drizzle is also hesitant)
Okay, I am convinced. I think my aesthetic orientation has changed. I like boys who play this kind of sports. He... Okay, I will become the manager of the school basketball team. I am not doing this just to be with him.
Get in touch more. (The clouds are flying, deep in the ultramarine)
I seem to really have someone I like. It's not Lu Oppa or Cai Oppa, is it him...I actually dreamed about him. (You are in a dream, I don't want to wake up)
I like him very much. I admit it. Just admit it. Let’s go talk to him today and give him a try. With my beauty, isn’t it easy to win over this stupid boy like him? (Every Dream)
There will always be you here)
I'm so... so angry~ This silly goose, this silly goose actually ignored this lady's love? I don't believe it, I won't be able to win over you before I graduate from high school! Humph~ (Every big fish will meet
)
I'm really convinced~ I'm convinced, I graduated from high school, and he hasn't made any progress with me~ What's the point of just being friends? I want you to be my boyfriend, okay! But in college, I still
I can continue to harass you! Hum hum! As the saying goes, where sincerity leads to gold and stone, I have plenty of time~ (The journey of life is endless)
As expected, he enrolled in Xiangcheng University. It’s very good. He’s very close to me. Here’s my opportunity~Happy~ Dumb Goose, wait for me to conquer you~ (Are you going to turn into wind and rain?)
He actually, he actually went to the United States like this? Did my plan of conquest, my favorite man, just fly away like this? I am not happy. (Autumn passes and spring comes, and the begonia flowers bloom)
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As I looked at it, something finally changed on the ball of paper. It was not the handwriting, but the things written on it that began to change. Even through the paper, I could still feel the hesitation and hesitation of this little girl who had just grown up at that time.
helpless.
The song being played was also switched to another song called Once Upon a Time Slow.
I didn’t feel very well, and it didn’t work no matter how much I took medicine. I had a check-up at the school hospital. The doctor at the school hospital asked me to call my parents, and then asked them to take me to a top-level hospital for a check-up. I didn’t feel very good, and I wasn’t going to get sick.
What a big problem. No, are you kidding? How old am I? I’m not even 19 yet! I’m still an 18-year-old pretty girl! (I remember when I was a teenager, everyone was sincere)
I have blood cancer, I...I'm only 18 years old, how is this possible? It's impossible. I want a reexamination. It must be done! There must be a mistake! It must be! (The shop selling soy milk is steaming)
I really have blood cancer, it's a very serious kind. My parents' expressions changed. I know I can't escape.
Although the survival rate for surgery is only a few years, I decided to have it done. I will at least have a few more years to live for myself. Yes, living for myself is my own time. (Say it, it’s a sentence)
The operation was successful, but the survival rate is less than 20% for five years. I have to do what I should do. I want to go to the United States to find him. I don’t have time to like other people.
Come on. Don’t waste time. Just leave. (Cars, horses, and mail are both slow.)
My parents have agreed. I will do what I want to do in the last time. I don’t want to have no memories in the end. Although it is a bit unfilial, I still want to do it. I only have a few years.
Isn’t it? Tomorrow, flight tickets, United States. (Interlude)
I arrived in the United States. Things are not going well. He is not doing very well in the United States. He is still living in a low-level league. I should get an NBA agent's license as soon as possible and register as soon as possible. Domestic preparations are already underway.
Once done, it won’t be difficult. (Early in the morning at the train station)
He actually joined the NBA so quickly, but it was still a small role, but what happened to the female singer? Taylor, are you familiar with him?...Okay, they are very familiar, continue writing this article, I am very depressed,
But there is no way. If I tell him some things, he will definitely let me go to the hospital for treatment. I don’t want to go to the hospital to waste time. (The long street is dark and empty of people)
It seems that many people like him. These American girls are quite open-minded, but... well, I am actually like this, and if I really get together with him, it will actually harm him. Yes. I will just be myself.
As for your own work, just help him work hard in the NBA. (You can only love one person in a lifetime)
He has become an All-Star. I am really happy for him. He is really good. He is indeed the man I like. He has a smile on his face~~~ (The locks in the past were also good-looking)
Today I officially negotiated a sneaker contract for him. I didn’t expect that this idiot would also have his own professional signature sneakers. Really, he won’t be “notorious” one day. (The key is exquisite and stylish)
He won the championship and became more famous. Now you can see many people wearing his jersey when walking on the streets of Los Angeles. (You locked it)
This season he led the team to the Western Conference Finals by himself. I saw his expression, very disappointed and lost, but I believe you will stand up. You don’t need anyone’s help, right. (People will understand.)
mp4 goes to the next song.
I have to help him create an upright persona, otherwise he will offend people too much, be too upright, and easily offend people and cause public resentment. (There is no need to tell what the situation is)
He led the team to win the championship. He became FMVP. This was his peak moment. He also kissed Taylor. Congratulations to him. Really congratulations. I am also happy for him. I will go to a bar tonight.
Okay, count the time, my time is almost up. How long do I have? (Anyway, people come and go, everyone is injured)
My condition seems to have started to worsen for the second time. Has it finally started? My life has begun... the countdown? Haha~ I want to eat spicy Chongqing hot pot today~ I haven’t had it in several years~ (What?
Difficulties, let them grow as they please)
I've been eating what I want recently, and it's really delicious. It's all so delicious. I have to help him organize the Tang team tomorrow, otherwise I don't even know I won't have the time and energy.
(No matter what happens, there is no need to climb over the wall at night)
My condition has worsened again. Are we really running out of time? It’s about to end here. I still have to leave some time for my parents. My time for willfulness is also coming to an end. By the way, he misses me too.
His parents, let me take it over for him. Damn it, my body is getting more and more painful. (Until I can no longer see my desire.)
Let's change out of this business attire today. I should be myself again. I haven't worn such youthful clothes for a long time. Look in the mirror. In fact, I'm quite beautiful. I don't even need whitening injections for my complexion.
Right. (What color am I)
I took a lot of photos with their family today, and it felt a bit like going to their house for dinner when I was in high school. It was really nice. (If I wasn’t really tired)
I should return to China after the All-Star Weekend. This is also the last period of time. (How can I allow my body to gradually fade?)
When I left today, I finally couldn't help it anymore. I took the initiative to hug him for a long time. He was really too tall and I didn't have the courage to do some actions. If I failed, I still want to save face.
Right. But he definitely didn't notice that little trick. I left a lipstick mark on his chest. Unfortunately, I didn't have the chance to apply any force, so it was really light. Maybe... a careless person like him wouldn't notice it.
Go wash it. Forget it. That's it. (Is it the one I chose, the fierce red one?)
Let’s go, America, see my manager Zhou Zhiru again. (That night, I shot myself)
Please spend time with your parents. Some time ago, I was too willful and chased enough memories. Now I turn off all external contacts and leave all my time to them. (I look at the injuries on my body)
I really hate hospitals. I have to go in again. I don’t know if I can come out this time (one more shot)
There was no new date here. Tang Qian then thought that the last time he saw her was during the Toronto All-Star Game in February last year. It turned out that he had ignored her for so long.
What...
That’s why she told me to treat Taylor well. (That night, I shot myself)
That’s why she took me to take pictures with her that day. (I looked at the injuries on my body)
That's why she took the initiative to hug herself for so long on the day she left. It was probably the first time she took the initiative to hug herself in about five years in the United States. (Then she smiled politely and said I'm sorry for making you dirty)
Tang Qian picked up the letter somewhat numbly. He felt that the letter was a bit heavy, heavier than a 500-pound barbell. Perhaps, he did not realize that his hand had begun to move slightly uncontrollably.
It's shaking.
The letter is not very long, and the handwriting should be written in several times from good to bad.
This place is really uncomfortable, the smell of disinfectant is everywhere, I hate this smell, I want to eat delicious food, I want to eat hot pot.
…
Is this the feeling of waiting to die? He won again, which is really great. He is now one of the most famous athletes in the country and even the world. I am really happy for him.
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I asked myself, if I wasn't sick, would I compete with them? Of course I would, I'm a proud little princess, right? Who is Taylor? I'm the first person to know him.
Is my order of appearance the best?
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I have fallen into a coma quite often. I don’t know when I will wake up next time, and I don’t know if I will wake up next time. I will write when I wake up. I feel like I am bleeding all over my body, every day.
It smells like blood, and it’s really uncomfortable. I’m a little princess who loves to be clean. I want to take a bath.
…
I can't see clearly anymore. For the first time, I feel that my handwriting is ugly. Is such ugly handwriting really my handwriting? Will this be the last time? He wins again. Well, come on, Emperor.
Tang.
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I can't see it anymore, I'm unconscious. I don't know how well I write these words. I just write based on my feeling. I feel the countdown. That silly goose, I haven't called you that for a long time.
, you have to work hard, I, am ready to leave... I am really unwilling, I am really unwilling. Do you know? I...
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This letter is no longer here. In fact, only half of the word "I" has been written. The last paragraph has no format at all, and some of it is even overlapped. But all this tells Tang Qian that this is a
How a girl passes away from this world.
There is no longer any expectation. She is indeed gone. The girl with a ponytail whom she saw for the first time, the girl who worked hard for him all day long in business attire in the United States, the girl who has always liked him silently, is really gone.
.
In the last six months, she had been struggling, and she had not received any news from her.
I haven't even seen the last one.
Tang Qian didn't know if he had put down the letter. He looked at the MP4 and there was a special file called "If you come, please click it." Tang Qian opened the machine. It was a familiar voice. It should have been recorded in advance.
of.
Dumb Goose, I'm sorry, there are some things I don't want you to know. I don't want to show how great and bitter I am. Just think that I don't want you to see my ugly appearance. I really want to save face. Then
Saying goodbye with a hug is the best way. Also, you must not remember, this mp4 is the first time we listened to a song together. It happened to rain heavily that day, so I had this opportunity.
.Okay, let me sing a song for you. You don’t know, right? My singing has always been very good. If nothing happens, I might participate in the talent show and become a singer. Hum, I have been a singer by your side for so many times.
An agent of 20 years is really taking advantage of you.
As soon as this song came in, Tang Qian knew that these were the three songs he had just heard.
Used to be slow
I remember when I was young, everyone would always say something sincerely.
At the train station in the early morning, the long street was dark and deserted, and the small shop selling soy milk was steaming.
In the past, the sun became slower, the carriages, horses and mails were slower. There was only enough time to love one person in a lifetime.
The locks in the past also looked good, and the keys were elegant and stylish. If you locked it, people would understand.
I shot myself
There is no need to say what the situation is. Anyway, people come and go, and everyone is injured.
Whatever the difficulty is, let it grow as it pleases. Things are fickle anyway, so there is no need to climb over the wall at night.
If you are not really tired, how can you allow your body to gradually fade away?
What color is mine? Did I choose it? That fierce red.
That night, I shot myself. I looked at the wounds on my body, and then smiled politely and said I'm sorry for staining you.
I added another shot until the makeup on my face was completely destroyed, until my desire to wait was no longer visible, and then it slowly and gently sprinkled beautifully on the ground.
Some things have been said but not said.
No matter how much cooperation there is, so what?
If you are not there.
The final ending is meeting each other in this world.
But she didn't finish the song because the little girl actually broke down while singing. She was too emotional and couldn't sing anymore.
It might be funny normally, but now Tang Qian couldn't laugh at all and didn't want to laugh at all.
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Forget it, forget it for this one, silly goose, I really have to leave. Although I am just a passer-by in your life, to me, you are all I like.
I have never loved, but I have liked it, and that is enough. Many people leave before they have a chance to like it, right?
Well, take care of yourself and I will bless you on the other side.
goodbye.
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It was all over. Suddenly, it seemed that he had lived through most of Zhou Zhiru's life again. Seeing that the last message had come to an end, Tang Qian didn't know what he was doing. He looked at the small box in his hand and stayed blank.
Stay, stay, until you can't help but twitch all over your body.
ps: Okay, it’s over. This person is actually a half-real retelling of a real-life friend of Xiaozi’s. This character also had this fate from the beginning. If you are careful, you should have discovered it. It is not a sudden filling of a hole. Love silently
A person, or as Zhou Zhiru said, silently liking a person, that thing is the best portrayal Xiao Zi has ever seen.
Then, I hope that every boy who is silently liked and paid by a girl will be brave and keen and don't miss it. Because sometimes you feel that time is still long, but the time may be directly pressed at any time.
Okay, let’s not talk about it anymore. It’s hurtful to say it. If you can, you can listen to these three songs. It might feel better to watch them while listening. Good night, Xiao Zi is tired too. Good night, I wish everyone a good dream~