To this day, she still clearly remembers that when she took a B-ultrasound probe to search her abdomen and confirmed that she was definitely pregnant, she felt that her mind went blank.
However, this is really a sad moment. Because she just received the divorce certificate.
The reason for divorce is also very simple: my husband cheated on me.
She never thought that the person beside her would actually betray her, and she had already built a love nest with her mistress outside.
Originally, there was no child, and the other party was at fault. She did not let the other party clean up and leave the house, so she signed the divorce agreement peacefully. She no longer wanted to continue fighting with this disgusting man in court, for a few
Not worth the money.
Wen Jing does not have parents who can make decisions for herself, and her relationship with relatives is not very good.
As a result...she is actually pregnant now.
The irony is that this was the child she had longed for and longed for. However, he came into this world like this.
"Next time, ask your husband to accompany you." The B-ultrasound doctor took out a few pieces of paper and handed them to Wen Jing, asking her to wipe off the coupling agent left by the abdominal probe.
Come check again."
Wen Jing weakly took the paper, wiped off the coupling agent, stood up, looked at the B-ultrasound doctor, and said: "Doctor, this child... is already four weeks old..."
"Um, yeah? What's wrong?"
"All around..." She murmured, and then took the B-ultrasound report from the doctor.
"Well, miss," the doctor said, "there are still a lot of people queuing up behind you. If you want to read the report, go out and have a look. For more details, the obstetrician and gynecologist will tell you."
Wen Jing walked out of the corridor of the hospital, holding the report sheet. As she walked along the corridor of the hospital, someone who didn't know how she looked now thought she had received a diagnosis of a terminal illness.
The rational choice...of course is abortion.
But……
Wen Jing caressed her belly subconsciously.
It's really magical...At this moment, there is another life in her body.
She left the hospital as quickly as possible.
She barely remembered how she got back to her home from the hospital. The scumbag finally had some conscience and left the house to her, of course because he had more than one house.
Sitting on the sofa, looking at several goldfish swimming in the fish tank opposite, her eyes were very dull and empty.
She has been married for three years... Every month she calculates the date of her ovulation and carefully prepares for pregnancy. She particularly loves children and dreams of having a child that can be conceived with her husband.
At that time, I was really like a joke.
Wen Jing tilted her head back slightly and leaned against the wall.
Is this child really going to be aborted like this?
But... but to abort this child like this?
She used to watch TV series and couldn't understand why some mothers wanted to give birth to children when they were single, but now that it was her turn, she was confused.
She picked up the B-ultrasound report and touched the color ultrasound image on it.
"what do I do?"
Just like that, she fell asleep on the sofa.
I don't know how much time passed before Wen Jing woke up.
By this time, it was completely dark outside.
She stood up, walked to the computer, and turned it on. Then, she anonymously talked about her situation in a forum. After sending the post, there were a lot of replies soon.
She checked the posts one by one, and many people expressed sympathy for her experience, and most of the posts persuaded her to have an abortion, saying why she should help a scumbag to raise a child, and how hard it is to raise a child alone...
Wen Jing refreshed the web page and watched. Finally, she almost fell asleep at the computer desk again.
She didn't know how much time had passed before she suddenly noticed that a pop-up advertisement appeared on the lower right side of the web page.
Wen Jing clicked to close it, and then opened the pop-up advertisement instead. Then, a new web page appeared.
"Soul purification...journey?"
Wen Jing read the text on the webpage: "Give modern urban confused men and women a journey to the mountains to purify their souls."
The fee for this trip is quite cheap, and strangely, there is no specific destination. It is a two-day and one-night trip to the deep mountains to purify the soul, and special psychological counseling is also provided.
"It's a bit...interesting..." Wen Jing took a look and saw that registration was about to close, and the nearest group was about to leave.
Without thinking too much, she filled out the registration form.
Now she just wants to go to a place where no one knows her and seek a chance to reconcile herself. After returning from the journey, she will decide whether to have this child or not.
After all, she can never decide the life or death of her child based on the answer to a post.
Also...she is not raising a child for a scumbag. This child is not only the scumbag's, but also her own!
…
After Wen Jing submitted her application for annual leave to the Human Resources Department, she began to prepare for the trip.
She doesn't have many friends, she rarely interacts with relatives, and she doesn't have anyone to answer to.
After signing the travel contract sent by the website, she looked at it and found that there was generally no problem. However, a tour group would be relatively small, only about fifteen people.
I don’t know where I will travel.
"After entering the travel destination, you need to hand in your mobile phone and return it after the trip." This was written on the website before, saying that modern people have become inseparable from their mobile phones, and this trip is an attempt
Let people get away from their mobile phones and truly feel nature.
"Hand in your phone..."
It's really hard for Wen Jing to imagine not having a mobile phone for two days and one night. However, it seems a bit interesting.
She doesn't like to socialize. She doesn't have many contacts on WeChat, and only her husband can read her posts in Moments. Usually, she always uses her mobile phone to check Douyin and Weibo.
Hand in your phone...
Just hand it over.
She just wanted to think about whether to have this child, that's all...
In the days that followed... Wen Jing almost suffered from insomnia. And since she had a child, she didn't dare to take sleeping pills. When she finally fell asleep, she would dream about the child every time.
The strange thing is...
Every time in Wen Jing's dreams, the child is always a daughter.
B-ultrasound doctors will not tell the gender of the fetus. However, for some reason, Wen Jing feels that it is a daughter. And she has always been looking forward to giving birth to a daughter, which is exactly the opposite of her ex-husband's wish for a son.
Every time, she couldn't see clearly what her daughter looked like.
And...every time I chase, I can't catch up with her.
Because she is still hesitating whether to take her life away?
The morning of the trip.
Rarely, she finally slept for a little longer.
When she woke up, she felt that her face was full of tears. Then, subconsciously, she touched her belly...