Bingwu Sanba didn't dare to look directly at Lin Sanjiu, and he didn't dare to look at her at all. He glanced at her again and again from the corner of his eyes. "Are you... admitting it?"
Lin Sanjiu was really confused for a moment.
What is the purpose of Bing538? Judging from the previous conversation, she is also wary of evolvers; if she believes that evolvers are the enemy of the [Underground Farm], then why did she, when she became suspicious,
Instead of reporting oneself to the dormitory leader, one would take risks and talk to oneself quietly?
"You talk," Bingwu Sanba saw that she still didn't speak. He was a little anxious and a little panicked. "My guess is right, right? How can ordinary people be so bold to go out for a night? Even if they are new here,
We know how serious the consequences of disobedience can be."
Lin Sanjiu glanced behind her.
After the alarm announcement was repeated sharply several times, everyone in each cabin sat quietly on their bunks. No one stood up and looked out. Naturally, low whispers were inevitable.
Even the dormitory chief, Bing Wu San Wu, was ordering everyone angrily: "Come according to the drill, no one is allowed to leave the bunk, wait until I tell you that you can go to the toilet, and then go to the toilet."
"Why did you sneak in?" Bing Wu San Ba's voice was so low that even Lin Sanjiu could hardly hear it. "Did you really... come in just to destroy the farm and massacre ordinary people?"
Lin Sanjiu sighed.
"I always think I'm a good judge of people. I don't think you're a bad person." After a pause, Bing538 added, "Your eyes... are very clear."
"How can we be accurate when looking at faces?" Lin Sanjiu couldn't hold it back and spoke anyway. "Isn't it emphasized repeatedly on the farm? Evolved people all exchanged their own lives for abilities, and then used this ability.
Oppressing others, plundering supplies, and doing all kinds of evil..."
Bingwu Sanba grabbed a corner of the quilt in his hand and twisted it around, and said nothing for a while.
"Well, during evolution, the evil in people's hearts will be infinitely magnified... That's why evolved people are so bad. In turn, they call real good people degenerates..." She finally spoke.
Lin Sanjiu looked at her and said nothing.
Seeing that other people were talking quietly and no one was paying attention to him, Bingwu Sanba said: "But... I think maybe not everyone will become bad when they evolve? Maybe there are good ones? Isn't it the same among ordinary people?
There are good people and there are bad people...ah, you won't tell others what I said, will you?"
"Why do you feel this way?"
Bing538 hesitated for a moment, but his answer was a little confusing: "...the place where I was born is in a small village in a valley."
Lin Sanjiu thought of the valley where his group had briefly stayed after leaving the island dungeon - it might not be the same valley and village, but it must be the same empty house now.
"That valley is next to the sea, and the transportation is not developed. There are no important evolver facilities nearby, so we actually don't see many evolvers all year round." Bing538 whispered: "My parents are both here.
We are ordinary people, and so are our grandparents. For generations, we have watched the evolutionary aircraft flying in the sky above our heads... My parents told me that it has nothing to do with me, but the stars are very curious."
"star?"
"He is my neighbor's son, four years older than me." Bingwu Sanba paused, suddenly realizing that he had made a mistake, and said hurriedly: "No, no, his name is not Xingxing anymore, I am always thinking
He can't turn around... His new name now is Geng Sanbai."
The pig named Uncle Fourth once said that the [Underground Farm] has seven branches, which should be arranged in the order of A, B, C, D, Wu, Ji, Geng.
"He's here too?" Lin Sanjiu asked, "He was arrested with you?"
Bing538 moved uneasily. "How can we call it arrest? The farm gave us a chance to get a new life..."
Lin Sanjiu was impatient to listen to that routine and waved her hand to interrupt her. "You are from the same village and you came here together. How come you are so far apart?"
"I don't know either." Bingwu Sanba was stunned and said, "They were randomly assigned, right? Anyway, I've never heard of anyone being assigned together with their relatives, friends, and fellow villagers. It's all like this."
Lin Sanjiu pursed her lips. "...You seem to have a lot to say that you haven't said yet. You continue."
Bing538 swallowed.
"Xingxing... no, Geng Sanbai——"
"Call him by his original name," Lin Sanjiu interrupted her without any doubt.
Being able to call him by his original name seemed to make Bingwu Sanba feel a little guilty, but also relieved.
"Xingxing and I grew up together, and I have always known that there is something different about him from others. He is inseparable from me, and we are together every day. People in the village say we should just get married. But I am very
Clearly, the relationship between Xingxing and me is like that of brother and sister, and he has never meant that to me..."
Bingwu Sanba stopped and glanced around the wooden house, and did not continue talking for several minutes. If she kept whispering to Lin Sanjiu, it would indeed be eye-catching in another sense.
Lin Sanjiu watched her chatting with others, saying something like "Ah, I hope they catch the Evolver soon". After a while, she suddenly turned back and answered abruptly.
The last sentence: "He has no intention of any woman."
"Oh," Lin Sanjiu understood.
"No, no, he doesn't have feelings for men either." Bingwu Sanba quickly explained, "Xingxing said that he seems to be born like this, indifferent to the love between men and women. Even if he is eighteen or nineteen years old, he has never had any... impulse.
He doesn't even think he has a gender, although he...has everything he should. I asked."
She herself looked very embarrassed.
"But how can we ordinary people have so much freedom? How can we not have a family and have children? How can we finish the work at home if we don't have children? If we get injured or sick and can't move, who will take care of us?" she sighed.
He took a breath and said: "So it's not like Xingxing has never tried. He also met a few girls and tried to get along with them for a while... Later he said to me, 'Have you ever eaten shoes? Where's the bark?
?It's the kind of feeling that if you have to take your life, you can chew it up and swallow it, but every cell in your body is resisting calling for help.'
"He said, 'I don't want to waste my life, and I don't want to waste other people's lives. I just want to be able to decide how I live my life, without involving or affecting others, and just being my own master. Isn't that okay?'
"
According to Bing538, "Xingxing" gradually formed a stubborn understanding: Evolvers can make their own decisions.
Of course, he also began to look for the possibility of becoming an evolver - but for an ordinary person who has parents to support, only enough energy to go to the mouth of the lake every day, has no contact with evolvers, and rarely even goes out of the valley.
, this is actually just a dream used to comfort myself.
Xingxing finally swallowed this dream with difficulty and stopped mentioning it for a long time.
Lin Sanjiu didn't know that when her aircraft flew across the sky like the wind, there were still many silent people in the vast, silent land below, like stars, suppressed by fate and unable to move.
There is no other way but to work hard to coexist with the cold and hard fate that is rolling over me day by day.
"Later, his parents also passed away... It's not surprising that ordinary people don't live long." Bing538 whispered, "We all thought that the stars could leave and try to become evolutionaries.
Then……"
She raised her head, looked at the ceiling of the wooden house and said, "I will never forget that day. A pig - Mr. Pig - led a group of people into our village."
Something in Bing Wu San Ba's tone made Lin Sanjiu perk up slightly; she immediately made a note to ask her if anyone in the village raised pigs after the other party finished speaking.
"The stars actually don't want to come at all."
As Bing538 spoke, his voice became thicker and harder, as if a certain emotion could spread to his throat and become a growth in his voice. "That pig...Mr. Pig is very polite and has no use for us."
What kind of tough tactics, but he didn't accept a 'no' answer at all. He said that a new copy appeared in the valley outside, and ordinary people would die if they went out. For our safety, we must come to the farm as soon as possible.
"I know why Xingxing didn't want to come. One night, I found Mr. Pig and told everything." Bing538 suddenly picked up the quilt and buried his face in the quilt. Even the person with the evolutionary ear power
Lin Sanjiu also had to get closer to hear. "Mr. Pig told me a lot... about safety, freedom, and stable life... He said, 'What's there to worry about? Men and women are even separated on the farm.
Everything is autonomous in this regard.'"
Bingwu38 raised his head, looked at Lin Sanjiu and said, "I persuaded Xingxing to come here."
Because she lost her parents several years ago. If Xingxing left, she would have to go to the farm alone; besides, the farm was so good and they couldn't get out of the valley, so why not let Xingxing come with them? He was her
The only family left in the world.
"...What happened next?" Lin Sanjiu asked. "As a man, can't he be independent?"
Bing538 lowered his head again. His eyes, nose and face were all blood red, but there were no tears.
After a long time, she said: "...He didn't blame me. He said, I didn't know either, I just wanted to do good for him. But I knew that his whole life would be ruined by me. If he could evolve
I know he will be a good evolver.
"He took advantage of the rule that men can pursue women and proposed to pursue me, and we had the opportunity to meet again. It was cold at that time, so he applied for shoes and quilts for me, and quietly told me to try not to agree to other men's offers in the future.
Pursue."
"Why?"
"If you agree, you will go to bed, and if you sleep, you will have a child." Bingwu38 looked dull and said: "Xingxing said that if someone else comes to pursue a child after giving birth, he will have another child. This is not like pigs.
match--"
She suddenly stopped talking and almost bit her tongue. Knowing that she had said the wrong thing, in fear and panic, and at a loss of what to do, Bing Wu San Ba's face turned snow-white; she didn't even mention it when she talked about stars just now.
She shed tears, but now her eyes were shining with water and her lips were trembling.
Lin Sanjiu knew that there was no need to ask her questions.
"What are you afraid of?" She couldn't help but comfort her, "Can I still report you?"
Bing538 finally calmed down a bit. After a while, when the voices in the wooden house became louder and louder, he whispered: "Yes... you are an evolved person, of course you don't care about what I said.
I...I just want to ask you something..."
She licked her chapped lips.
"Can you go and check for me... is Geng Sanbai still there?"