She did not come into this world because of her mother's expectations. Feng Huanyan knew this better than anyone else.
In the first four or five years of her life, she didn't even have a name. "Girl", "Xiao Feng", and "Smashing Hands" were all used to call her; at that time, teleportation was still very regular, and she was teleported at Feng Noon.
When she went to other worlds, Feng Huanyan always lived in fear and anxiety that even a child could not understand - she was afraid that her mother would never come back, and that the ordinary aunt who fostered her would realize that she was a person of no value.
Something that doesn't exist.
"You are not good-looking, you are thin, and there is no hope of evolution," the aunt said clearly. "You are the only one left with an evolutionary mother. Next time I see your mother, why don't you act nicer and be sweeter?"
, want more things? If you don’t please your mother, she will never come again. How many days can you live in this world at that time?”
Her mother didn't want to have children at all, and she was not a gentle and loving person.
Before Feng Huanyan was seven years old, she had been with Feng Shanwu for less than three months, with several years between each time. When she was eight years old, Feng Shanwu suddenly had a whim and wanted to see if she could evolve.
After spending a few months together - in my mother's words, "if you evolve, I will have a reliable helper."
The three words "reliable" have been clutched tightly in her chest late at night by Feng Huanyan in the years since she repeatedly failed to evolve and Feng Shanwu finally left in disappointment. She has repeatedly absorbed a little bit of warmth from these words.
meaning.
She is reliable, and my mother thinks she is reliable.
So even if I don't evolve, my mother will come back again, right?
Although Feng Shanwu didn't come back to see her often, every time he showed up, he always brought enough money and supplies to the aunt. The aunt said, "This is just a drop in the bucket for an evolutionist," but when counting the money
I can't help but be happy when I get the supplies, and I will treat Feng Huanyan better - many ordinary people will take care of their children for the evolved ones. Feng Huanyan is not the one who is most loved and cared for by his parents, but in the end, he has never been fostered because of foster care.
The fee was insufficient and he was kicked out.
As she grew older, Feng Shanwu’s visits to the Karma Museum became less and less frequent. When she was eleven years old, Feng Shanwu said, “Do you know how expensive it is to get a visa when you come back once?” Feng Huanyan remembered it in her heart.
When she was fifteen years old, she gave all the money she had saved from working to Feng Zhangwu, who showed up again. She didn’t know if it would be enough for her to come back one more time.
Feng Shanwu looked at the small pile of currency and then at her.
"You are already fifteen, do you still need me?" Feng Shanwu said, and suddenly smiled bitterly. It was as if a small part of her was secretly longing for Feng Huanyan to reply, "Don't come again, I don't need you."
"I...I want to go back to the Karma Museum once, not just because of the cost."
What's the problem?
"I saw this visa in the copy this time." Feng Shanwu wiped his face tiredly a few times, and said as if talking to himself: "It is anonymous. He may have prepared it for someone. He doesn't want to deal with it anymore.
Let that person leave. Now the visa has left the copy with me, but the owner of the visa can never leave again... Because of it, I almost..."
Feng Huanyan didn't know why, her hands and feet were trembling with fear. She knew what her mother was waiting for her to say, and she knew that she had trapped Feng Shanwu; because of herself, Feng Shanwu had to go back to this twelve-year-old family.
boundary, sometimes almost peeling off a layer of skin.
But Feng Huanyan didn't dare to let go and let her mother finally unload her burden. She wanted to throw herself into Feng Shanwu's arms, but because she had never been so close to her before, she couldn't muster the courage. She could only lower her head and shed tears.
Said: "Mom... don't leave."
Feng Shanwu sat in silence for a while, then suddenly raised his hand and slowly touched her hair.
"You grow up so fast, I almost forget what you looked like when you were a child." She whispered, "It's not too late now, let me take you to take a picture. Have you ever taken a picture?"
Not only did she take photos that day, she also ate ice cream for the first time in her life.
... No matter how unqualified Feng Shanwu is by the standards of earthly mothers, she is still the only god in Feng Huanyan's life who is omnipotent and willing to give herself a little mercy and warmth.
"I never believed it,"
The skinny girl, with her shoulders tightly hunched and her arms folded, lowered her head and sobbed, "I didn't believe a word of what they said about evolvers..."
"You want to leave here, right?" Lin Sanjiu couldn't help but ask in a soft voice, as if comforting.
Feng Huanyan raised her head, her dry, dark, gray face was covered with tears. "I want to leave," she whispered, "I was brought in by force... Even if I can't be like me
Mom has traveled to so many places, and I don’t want to live in a pigsty all my life.”
As expected of Feng Shanwu's daughter, she is more perceptive than ordinary people.
"Your mother also hopes you can leave." Lin Sanjiu said, looking back at Lou Qin's image. She was faintly grateful to Feng Huanyan - the pig's words just now really made her feel hesitant and confused.
, I don’t know what to do; but isn’t Feng Huanyan just an ordinary person on the farm? Isn’t she the best counterexample?
If she wants to leave, more people must want to leave.
"My mother... hopes I can leave?" Feng Huanyan raised her head fiercely, with a look that could even be called surprise. "My mother is back again?"
She wiped her face and said, "I thought...if I was taken somewhere else, my mother would...be relieved."
Lin Sanjiu was startled, but before she could speak, Lou Qin in the image sighed softly.
"Look," Lou Qin said almost calmly, "don't you hope that Feng Shanwu and more people like her in the world can get the vaccine?"
Lin Sanjiu felt a sharp anger pricking into her mind, and immediately retorted: "But she doesn't want the cost of the vaccine to be her daughter."
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Feng Huanyan looked between the two of them blankly, as if she wanted to ask where Feng Shanwu was, but she didn't dare.
"I'm sorry, I really have to say it," Wang Gen said, startling Feng Huanyan. "Just because one person wants to leave doesn't mean everyone wants to leave. We won't force anyone to stay if they don't want to stay, but just
Like I said, what about those who want to stay? Isn’t it also cruel to insist on destroying their shelter?”
It quickly apologized to Lin Sanjiu, and then continued: "You are so magnanimous that I dare to give my opinion. It is not difficult to let the people on the farm make this decision by themselves. There are helpers and security guards who can assist us.
Let’s ask everyone’s opinions on the farm, we can see the scene directly and guarantee that there will be no gimmicks.”
Lou Qin glanced at it and suddenly spoke.
"Go ahead," she said quietly, "I'm a little curious too."
She turned to look at Lin Sanjiu and asked, "Are you curious too?"
Lin Sanjiu shook her head, but even Wang Gen seemed to see that her resistance was actually guilty. Lou Qin nodded, and the pig walked away - not long ago, his fourth uncle, who he had been trying to please in every possible way, was thrown away by it.
In a pool of blood on the ground, he didn't know whether he was unconscious or dead.
"Wait a minute," Lin Sanjiu called out, and Lou Qin spoke from behind.
"If, in an honest and frank manner, those ordinary people are willing to stay by themselves in order to extract key factors in exchange for a stable life, then you have no objection, right?"
Lou Qin also seemed to feel a little relieved - no matter how the two met now, she always had a close feeling towards Lin Sanjiu and was unwilling to break up. "You can't really have no vaccine, you
I have so many friends."
..."So many friends".
Lin Sanjiu frowned, remembering that the hypothesis Lou Qin put forward just now mentioned Bohemia.
Speaking of which, have you ever mentioned Bohemia to Lou Qin?
When they reunited, Bohemia was not with him at all. How did Lou Qin know about her?
"One more thing," Lou Qin's expression gradually became serious, as if what she was going to say next was far more important than destroying the underground farm. "You know, our organization has a... partner. The vaccine is for him
Said, it is the most important thing in the world, and he will not allow any mistakes in the vaccine. You know who I am talking about, right?"
Lin Sanjiu should have thought of it a long time ago.
After all, when she was in Fanjia City, she had crossed paths with Oasis once.