Sometimes, Ji Shanqing can't help but think about this issue.
Those days in the mirror room were like water waves blown by the wind in the distance. During the swaying, people could only vaguely see the dim luster; even the fear, suspicion, and vigilance that they had to endure every day...
…I can’t even recall it now, just a tortured memory.
If he was given wisdom, why was he given such a fate?
His joys and sorrows, desires and dilemmas, his entire existence, have no meaning to others; his life is just the outer packaging of the prize that can be obtained by some future evolution.
"I won't open you."
When Lin Sanjiu said this, she even had a somewhat taken-for-granted look. It was as if...just because he had a life and self-awareness, that was enough reason for her to refuse the benefits that belonged to her.
.But it’s not just that, right? Because it’s him, Ji Shanqing, who is the gift bag?
Later, he accidentally became a data body.
Most of the time, he floats in the dark and lightless universe, repeatedly absorbing the warmth brought by that little bit of light from his memory; when he occasionally appears in front of some knowledgeable people, he can almost see the thoughts in their minds.
Thoughts - "Oh, he can interpret this thing", "Just let him write it".
Ji Shanqing later saw the data of many people. It was not the physiological data or evolutionary abilities, but the discarded part of the data body, which contained the data of people's emotions.
He wanted to know if there was anyone else in the world who had experienced his own situation and had the same feelings he had for his sister. He vaguely felt that human feelings did not seem to be like this: no matter how much the couple loved each other, they could part ways, and lost parents could also part ways.
One day it will not appear in dreams... Human beings pursue love and being loved, but if there is no love, it is not impossible to live.
Ji Shanqing cannot.
Lin Sanjiu is the only person in the world who treats him as a human being, no matter whether he is a gift bag before or a data body today; Lin Sanjiu is also the only person in the world who has loved him and still loves him now.
Ji Shanqing has never been a single person in the eyes of others.
Only by Lin Sanjiu's side can his life recover from its pause and wake up from the cold winter, as if he is not only a human being but can also become a very lovely person; she doesn't want anything from him, she doesn't want anything from him.
In order to ask him to do anything for him, such intense light and warmth are only because of himself - no matter how scared he is, how desperate he is, and how far away from human beings he is.
"Take this bracelet."
When he handed over the bracelet, Bohemia seemed to be waiting for the bracelet to bite her.
She first looked at the road in front and behind, and then looked at the lush and endless mountain forest next to it. She didn't know what she was wary of, but finally took it suspiciously. "What is this?"
"When your fifth life is about to come to an end, it will remind you by changing color."
He envied Bohemia very much. She existed so confidently and confidently, and even if she was afraid and uneasy, it was clear and shining. It was just the difference in the beginning of their lives that gave them this kind of attitude.
Is it a world of difference?
"Only a dog wants such an unlucky thing," Bohemia flattened her mouth. Her forced disdain had not yet taken shape, but she couldn't help but feel a little sad. "Since everyone knows that I don't have much time left, then in the end,
It's better to die before I know it..."
"I can't change your life that was cut into five parts," Ji Shanqing spoke in a low voice, and Bohemia's voice broke off immediately. She turned her eyes, and there was water in her golden brown eyes.
, like a layer of flowing honey.
"I know that neither sister nor you are willing to let me rewrite you, right?"
Bohemia still tilted her head, looking at the gray-green shadows among the dense trees, as if waiting for J7 to reappear so that she would no longer have to deal with Ji Shanqing. After a few seconds, she said: "Then
It’s not me anymore. This ‘I’ is gone.”
Although Ji Shanqing didn't actually understand this feeling, he still nodded.
"I have analyzed your data for a long time and thought about it for a long time. I can neither change your five life forms and the resulting lifespan limit, nor can I rewrite a new you... Then I will
There is only one way left."
Bohemia suddenly twisted her neck and her earrings jingled a few times. "Is there any other way?"
"Yes," Ji Shanqing said with a very calm tone. "But I'm afraid you won't be willing to use this method until you are about to die."
Bohemia raised the bracelet, looked at it, and asked: "That's why you gave me this? Let me stop time and use that method before I really die?"
"Yes, this is one of the reasons." Ji Shanqing said this and looked back.
"What else? Tell me, what can you do?"
Ji Shanqing knows that his sister is in front of this highway, because it seems that the whole world is shifting towards that center of gravity. As long as he relaxes his resistance a little, he will be attracted to his sister; but there is still something he has to do.
It's not finished yet, as long as he stays up for a little while, he can get over it.
"I will go find my sister right away," he said softly, without answering the question directly. "I will ask her to give me some time alone... Even I can't predict the direction of the world, so maybe you will
I will see her again soon, maybe not until the bracelet turns red. I think there is a high probability that I won’t."
Bohemia was startled, as if someone had stabbed her hand with a knife, and her soul couldn't help but flinch.
"What? I'll never see you again...wait, I'm a little confused, this is my fifth life-"
"Listen to me. Whether you see my sister or not, I hope you can do me a favor..." When Ji Shanqing said this, he couldn't help but take a deep breath, as if the air could stabilize his fear.
His whole body was trembling like a soul. "I will tell you right away how I can save you, but you can't tell my sister."
"Why?" Bohemia did not become suspicious. Perhaps with her sensitivity, she also realized that Ji Shanqing's proposal was not a trap set for her.
"I know this is unfair to my sister, and I know I shouldn't. But if I don't give it a try, I will be tortured by this thought forever... If she thinks it's because of me that she didn't see you for the last time,
Because I had no choice, you finally died. Then...will she give up on me? Will she hate me? "
He was able to simply tell Bohemia his biggest fear, probably because Bohemia's future destiny would be different.
Bohemia said simply: "No."
Ji Shanqing was startled. "Ah?"
"Did you drink bad milk? When you open your mouth, you fart? How old are you? Are you ten years old?"
Seeing him shake her head seriously, Bohemia seemed to be even more angry, "I don't care how old you are as a human being, but your brain is not fully developed anyway! Your sister is like paranoid.
, when he talks about you, his eyes light up as if electricity is free. If you want to feel at ease, just take a good look at what kind of motherly Lin Sanjiu is to you. Did you get up one morning and bump your head against the wall?
, came up with this idea of torturing you, torturing her, and torturing my mother? I thought you were trying to hide it for so long, how much does it cost per pound, but the result is to tell me that you were blinded by phobia.
Eye?"
Ji Shanqing was scolded by her, but he was stunned and said with his mouth open: "...Huh?"
"Oh, you mother, you're afraid that whatever nectar is given to you is foot-washing water, right? Have you been hurt in any way? Who gave you foot-washing water?" Bohemia scolded happily.
, apparently forgetting that his life was still hanging in someone else's hands, he opened and closed his mouth so fast that it almost seemed like a phantom appeared: "I used to think you were quite smart, but looking at it this way, hey, what Lin Sanjiu inherited is
Well, others have a left brain and a right brain, but you are a left brain and a right dead end... huh?"
She paused, glanced at Ji Shanqing's face, and became a little panicked. "Why are your eyes watering? Aren't you a data body? Are you... why are you crying? Are you still
Can you cry?"
Can't you cry after being scolded?
In fact, Ji Shanqing didn't know why he was crying.
"I...I have to try," he wiped his eyes hard and his nasal voice became thicker. "I'm afraid...if I don't know the answer to this question, I will always suffer in the future...if my sister will choose
Hate me, I would rather know now..."
This is different from the usual so-called "test", because he knows that in the doomsday world, the crisis is unpredictable, and the possibility that the content of this "test" will actually happen between him and his sister is too great; as long as there is still someone around his sister
With other friends, there may always be wandering biases in light, gravity, and balance... and he also accepted that his sister would always have friends, he was just afraid of another possibility that would come from this.
Even if he knew Lin Sanjiu's feelings for him, it would be difficult to calm down his fear - because fear is beyond the control of reason.
Bohemia was silent for a while.
"I can't cure a brain disease like yours even with just a few words. I'll make a bet with you." She looked at the bracelet before throwing it back into the holding prop.
In an instant, a hint of fear flashed across her face - even if she was Bohemia, even if she heard Ji Shanqing say there was a way, she would still be scared when she saw the end point.
"What bet?"
"Even if I die, she won't hate you." Bohemia thought for a while and added: "Unless my life is cut into five pieces by you."
Ji Shanqing quickly shook his head.
"Do you really want her to think I'm dead," Bohemia muttered, "at least leave her with a little hope? Speaking of which, what is your method to save me?"
Although it is technically difficult to master and understand, strangely, it is quite easy for people to understand its concept - even people who have never been exposed to the apocalyptic world can listen to it immediately
Understand.
"That bracelet can preserve the last bit of time in Bohemia's life." Ji Shanqing wanted to look at Lin Sanjiu, but his eyes stayed on her now empty neck and collarbone, and he no longer dared
Looking up. "She can choose how long to keep it, but once she makes a decision, she will disappear from the world for a short time... because the last part of her life has been temporarily 'frozen'."
Lin Sanjiu didn't make a sound, just listened to him quietly. He didn't even know how to interpret this silence, so he could only fill it with his own voice.
"If you just postpone her death, it naturally doesn't count as saving her. So in the gap between the life span she has used up and the last short period of life that was frozen, I plan to use my own
I can fill in the original body for her, allowing her to borrow my 'life' to resurrect without having to use her own final life span. For example, if I separate a small piece of my own body and make it into her 'life span', she will be able to live longer.
Live for two years... In this way, my life is equivalent to providing for two people. When my life is used up, then Bohemia can live for a little while longer, until her frozen lifespan ends.
run out."
Ji Shanqing thought for a while and explained: "The data body originally has no lifespan. As long as the energy is not dissipated, it will always exist. Keep dividing a part of the body and give Bohemia a 'lifespan'.
It means that I will have a 'life span' from now on... The moment my body is used up, my death will come."
He lowered his eyes and said softly: "But sister, you don't have to worry. I will exist for a long, long time, long enough that the planet may be annihilated and the universe may change. This way I can be cut off like Bohemia."
Life can work because it is inherently incomplete and has 'openings'. But I can't extend a person's life of natural aging. I have long thought that when my sister disappears, there is no need for me to exist.
, so such a long period of time was originally useless to me. Now allocating some of it to Bohemia makes no difference to me."
Ji Shanqing let out a shaky breath.
"But... I didn't do this for Bohemia. Ousias was right... I did think about it. In this way, for my sister, I will have the weight of two people...
…I also thought, if I could be more important than two people, that would be great.”
"This is not a math problem, it's not that one plus one equals two." Lin Sanjiu suddenly said softly: "To me... you can't be more important."
After writing the main text, I wanted to knock on the door and smash the wall in the corridor, running around to tell my mother and fellow villagers (no father and mother)! A big sinkhole has been filled! And it kills two birds with one stone. From now on, Bohemia and gift bags are tied together.
, it’s like I filled two holes with a shovelful of soil!
Let us wait and see who will win the PK between the Hydrological Artifact and the Cavern Weapon!