He sat down next to Xiao Xi and opened the bottled coffee he drank.
‘Ah, my body feels so warm.’ Xiao Xi laughed while drinking coffee.
"That's good." Lin Xiao said.
Xiao Xi held the milk tea in one hand and turned the pages of the book.
Although I understand that you really like shoujo comics, don’t laugh all the time.
A person is smiling while reading comics, which looks weird from the side.
For a writer, it is better than a boring expression on the reader's face.
Xiao Xi occasionally laughed softly, completely ignoring her own existence and continuing to turn the pages of the book.
Then she read my work, and I thought she wanted to read the first two pages, but she skipped it without reading.
"What's wrong."
"Nothing, are you reading comics?"
My heart is beating so fast that I can't explain it in detail. I can't believe this fact.
I couldn't believe it, my heart was screaming.
"this one."
"This author." Xiao Xi said.
"I don't know why, but there's been some problems with this person's works recently."
"Just because I like it, I should say I drew boring things, but I just couldn't read them."
That's what it will be like.
Lin Xiao tried his best to suppress his wavering.
"But I believe that when everyone is in bad condition, he will definitely get better."
"Really, it's good if it's fun."
What came to my mind was anger towards myself.
For the self that can't do anything, the self that doesn't appreciate you.
I really didn't accomplish anything.
Not only Xiaobai and Xiaojin, but even their own dreams are half-baked.
"That, Xiao Xi."
Lin Xiao suppressed his intense emotions.
"Is school happy?" Lin Xiao said.
"Of course." Xiao Xi said.
"Not only do I have many friends, but if I go to higher education, I will also have senior Xiao Jin."
In an instant, Xiao Xi's expression changed.
"Although Xiao Jin has been feeling down lately."
"But as long as there is a net doll around her, she will not be allowed to continue."
"I will work hard."
'You, a young guy, have already reached this level.'
'I'm kidding.'
"But I really want to make senior happy."
"How about becoming an artist?
If you are an artist, you might be called cute." Lin Xiao said.
"What I just said is rude in every sense of the word, but don't bring up my appearance, okay?"
Seriously, the news is also very cute,
If it weren't for character.
"Seriously, I think so."
"What."
"School is not a happy thing, but to find happiness,"
"I'm very happy now."
The message showed a smile like a sunflower, as if she was really happy.
It feels like this guy is still so naive.
This sunshine is so dazzling.
"Yeah, that's it."
But what Xiao Xi said is true.
I don’t just go to school to ensure my future.
Because there is a sense of security that makes you happy and comfortable.
"senior?"
Even if the work is hard, I still insist on attending the college.
That's something I can only accept even though I often adjust my classes.
How much salvation this existence has for oneself.
Everyone wants a place to live, and it's not just the noobs who want this.
And Zi Zi and Xiao Jin.
There will come a time when you have to leave the place where you feel at ease.
What to do when the time comes.
To protect important things.
But if there is a limit to the number of important things that can be protected.
"Thank you, Xiao Xi." Lin Xiao said.
"Yeah" Xiao Xi said.
Put Ah Jiu's album into the CD player and start playing it randomly.
The extremely clear, melody without any muddy feeling echoed quietly.
This is Ah Jiu's own original song, and it is also his favorite song.
But this song is about farewell, so it’s a bit heavy.
Not a song suitable for listening to in the morning.
I really don't know how to observe words and emotions.
With a wry smile, Lin Xiao took the number.
In just two years, so much has changed.
What happened during this time?
Life is like this sometimes, time is wasted and there is nothing you can do about it.
Everyone will be confused.
"ah."
‘Good morning.’ Yuzu said.
Yuzu smiled and nodded slightly.
"You were full of energy and skipped class today."
'It's not that I have anything to do.'
"Why did you suddenly send me flowers? It's because you proposed."
"Who wants to propose to you?"
"That flower was not given to me."
"I'm just sending flowers to a woman I know. That's too sudden."
'No, I call Xiaona.'
Even if you show respect, you won't send flowers deliberately.
"what a pity."
"Should I be sorry?"
'My biggest regret is...'
Yuzi’s expression was a little tense》
"It's said that we're just acquaintances, but I clearly like you."
This is another inexplicable statement.
Just when I was thinking this.
"Isn't your face slightly red?"
'How is that possible, idiot.'
Although I don't understand, I am very shy.
Different from Xiao Jin or Dai Oh Bai, this girl has a sense of mystery.
"Forget it, just ignore it and smile."
'Seriously, what are you doing here?'
"Sweep the grave."
Today’s destination is Conversation Ranch.
"Whose purpose is it?"
"That way of talking doesn't sound like you."
"Who is sweeping the grave? I'm going to curse you slowly."
'Don't worry about going too far.'
Sure enough, I was playing with myself.
Should I say that I am too kind?
"No, if you really don't want to say it, forget it."
Lin Xiao shook his head gently.
"My mother passed away when I was a child and I can't remember her face," Lin Xiao said.
Youzi but Hengyin don’t have any unnecessary sympathy, and the most sympathy without doing it makes people feel comfortable.
Although it’s a little strange, it’s Yuzu’s famous watch.
Today is her festival, and I will come every day.
"My father is in the hospital right now, so I'm here."
My sister has gone back to the beach.
"Your family environment is very complicated."
‘It’s true that they are a rare family.’
How to say that a family is not complete.
"What's wrong, Lin Xiao."
"What you want to say."
"Even if you don't remember, he is still the one who gave birth to you. He comes to visit the grave on the memorial day and should be beaten."
Yuzu's words were serious but unexpectedly depressing.
"Occasionally. Speaking of which, I also have memories of my mother. I don't like memorial days."
'So that's how you think about it.'
"You're playing with me again."
Lin Xiao said.
"No, how dare you."
Yuzu shook her head in denial.
"Yeah, maybe this is good. In order not to forget, press the disappeared person."
Yuzu said.
It seems like I am recalling what I am looking at over there in Nass County.
"I've also had an experience where I knew I couldn't lose an important person, but I lost it so weakly."
If this is really the case, Yuzi also has energy for many things in her life.
The attitude towards life that always regards others as little idiots may be just a mask to hide various things from others.
"Yeah." Yuzu said.
Facing Yuzi who turned her head, Lin Xiao gave her one of the flowers.
"Um."
Although it is a little inappropriate, give this to your important people.
"That's not your style."
'Leave me alone.'
"But he started to be gentle towards me and his behavior changed."
"Even I will change."
"I am weak in life"
"Yes, they are living people,"
Yuzu brought the flower in Hana's hand to her face.
“Smells so good.”
'That person will definitely be happy.'
Who did Yuzu lose?
But you cannot ask this.
If you train me, Yuzu's smile will definitely disappear.
So just don’t ask anything.
‘Lin Xiao.’
"What's wrong."
Yuzu said.
"In return for the flowers, let me say a word."
"No matter how much you pay attention to it, it will disappear in one day. No matter how much you hope for it, you will never get it forever."
‘It’s extremely enjoyable when I’m with important people, and it’s very fulfilling even when there are painful things.’
'Then as fast as you can believe, happiness will disappear.'
'In order to not regret the parting that will always come to you, please respect her.'
"Yuzu's words are like a pure prayer, recalling them in my heart.
"Can you do it?" Lin Xiao said.
"I don't know, but I will try."
"No matter what happens, I will go to the place I like."
‘Do what you love.
"so cold."
Bai Oh took a sip of coffee. It was pure black coffee.’
Although this is the first time I drank black coffee, when did my body start drinking coffee?
It's really strange to take a sip of coffee.
Some bitter tastes are like this.
It tastes really good, Xiaobai said in a low voice and cast his gaze into the distance.
There are only big words in the distance, and I don’t know why there is nothing beyond the horizon.
Although the sea is wide, it still feels like Kama when you look at it.
"I've really changed."
Xiaobai muttered to himself.
He hurt a girl who was not a nuisance.
I'm such a nasty guy.
His personality is getting worse and worse.
In order to prevent the person I like from going there, I will do it at any time.
I thought I could renew this way.
I do not understand.
I don’t want this but I don’t understand it.
But I can’t use your money, so how can I go to Jian Linxiao?
Tell me, Yuzu.
What exactly are you going to be told?
It was clear that he had made up his mind.
Make your wishes very clear.
"What's boring about being alone?" Lin Xiao said.
Xiaobai turned around and didn't know what kind of expression he should make.
Because it's not impossible.
I have only one wish.
Just being with you, Lin Xiao.
"Well, okay." Lin Xiao said.
"I want to be with you too."
"Don't be in a daze."
"Alas." Xiaobai said.
"Why did you come suddenly?"
Xiaobai opened his eyes wide.
"Why?"
"Probably asking why I am here."
"The Sixth Sense."
Going to the beach to talk about it may not necessarily bring good things.
Yuzi said, Xiaobai Kenong is here.
Yuzu said that she seemed to be able to see through everything.
"That, I don't understand."
'It doesn't matter, let's go.'
Lin Xiao held Xiaobai's hand with his left hand.
"Where to go."
"It's a date."
"A date?" Xiaobai's face turned red instantly.
"Did it turn out to be a school rooftop?"
"Is there somewhere you want to go?" Lin Xiao said.
"That's not true."
'Because I don't want to see him showing such an expression.
Lin Xiao took Xiaobai's hand.
"What are you doing all of a sudden?"
"If I warn you, you will run away."
"That's not what happened. Why is it like this?"
It was like the first kiss, Xiaobai was shy.
"Isn't it possible?" Lin Xiao said.
"Although it's not the case, if you and I continue like this," Xiaobai said.
"I'm not a good woman."
"You thought we were going to finish."
"I finally understand what I want to protect.
Xiaobai gently clung to Bai Baiyuan who was looking at the roof.
At this moment, one of her colleagues turned around.
Xiaobai was originally very tall, but he cut it off in one go.
"Do you want to hear a story? Once upon a time, a king did an experiment. He gathered many babies together and what would happen to the babies who were isolated and did not talk to other people."
"Although it's not very lucky, Zeha uses it so he can't speak."
"Only half true."
Xiaobai continued: "Not only did not say a word, but all those babies died, which clearly gave them enough yin and yang.
The only one who didn’t give me words was to die like this.”
What a sad story.
This is what it is.
"It's the same as me. Although I didn't lose well to Oha, I lost something important."
‘There is never any sound in my home.’ Xiaobai said.
"My parents had a bad relationship as far back as I can remember. They gradually stopped talking to each other, and eventually they would hate hearing each other's voice."
'The parents only care about how annoying each other is, and have no time to care about their daughter.'
"Include name."
"What?" Lin Xiao said.
Xiaobai nodded: "I continued drinking without even calling my name a few times. It was like there was no one there at all."
"It's no use even getting first place in the sports meeting to achieve sub-aha results."
"I have also studied their favorite dishes seriously, but no one comes to eat at home."
That's why Xiaobai is happy to cook for himself.
I didn’t eat anything I cooked before.
"It's really strange. There's obviously no need to be like them, but I'm also used to being alone."
'Why, as expected, I grew up watching my parents' backs.'
There is no heaviness in Xiaobai's tone, as if he is talking about other weak people.
I have no idea about my parents.
I’m not sure what the concept of a Xiaobai family is.
I got divorced about 6 years ago, and I am no longer comfortable with poems. My mother left home and went far away.
'That's it, I'm liberated by it.'
'So I can go to the only place.'
"I look forward to finding a place to live somewhere one day."
"It's really troublesome." Lin Xiao said.
"Stop saying that. I'm telling you that you really aren't used to talking to people."
Xiaobai is imitating an idiot.
"First of all, why didn't you say it out earlier? Isn't it painful? In that case, let's focus on it."
'The rest is over.'
'I don't want to lose my place.'
'Nothing is lost.'
"Why did you say that."
"I thought I had found a place to live, and I tried my best to protect it."
'I even jumped the gun because Xiao Jin told me his mood, so I got the first step.'
"This way you will no longer accept girls other than me."
'You haven't calculated to this extent.'
"I am truly the worst person. I only think about my own affairs."
"It doesn't matter if you are willful. It is even more cowardly to throw away your own happiness."
"I will consider your affairs myself and it will be as meaningful as before."
Xiaobai held his breath in surprise.
Not surprising at all, of course.
"Listen, if there is something you want, there is something you want to protect."
"I already hate disappearing. I already hate the feeling of being ignored even though I am clearly here." Xiaobai said.
"It's okay to be willful, I will forgive you."
'I want people to eat the food I cook.'
'I want a place to stay.'
"I will maintain my bond with you." Lin Xiao said.