There is no light in the sky, and it is as empty and dark as King Arthur's heart. Apart from weapons and a lot of corpses, only the heartbroken Arthur and Lin Xiao are left in it. Lin Xiao, who originally remained in the spiritual state, slowly...
Slowly transform from the light and airy mental state into the physical state.
It seemed that this was the end of Atorya. Suddenly, he understood why Merlin said it was difficult to awaken Atorya's personality. The horror of this nightmare was at least as terrible as that of a certain game.
The level of a king, because there is nothing more direct than the destruction of all a person's expectations and dreams... But what makes this destruction completely despairing is that this dream ended in her own hands and was denied by others.
A king who lives up to the expectations of others, is he still qualified to be a king?
Looking at the half-kneeling king not far away, Lin Xiao took a deep breath, this time he must save the girl in front of him.
Even if the country is destroyed, even if this world is just her spiritual world, Lin Xiao sees everything about her, and her smile is beautiful, and she should never sink into this damn nightmare like purgatory.
"Why? This is the ending. I just want to save my motherland..."
"I can't even see through the hearts of those who are following me..."
"Maybe this is all a punishment for the king who doesn't understand people's hearts..."
"I can't do anything, I can't do anything... It's all over..."
“…..”
These voices are all the distorted voices of Arturia. They are extremely decadent, extremely dark, and extremely desperate. Have you given up everything?
Lin Xiao clenched his fists, raised his feet, and walked towards Atoriya. Every step was very slow. Of course, this was not because he didn't want to get to her faster.
It's the negative emotions in Atorya's spiritual world that are constantly corroding and interfering with him. Once he gives up even a little bit, his will and self will be disintegrated and completely swallowed up.
Step by step, time is passing, and the distance is slowly getting closer. The negative emotions bombarding you are like demons celebrating in front of the campfire. Naturally, if you disturb their carnival and sacrifices, they will not give up easily.
The verbal bombardment turned into negative and dark emotions became more and more obvious, just like the attack of the inner demon in martial arts, constantly trying to invade and destroy Lin Xiao's spirit, but Lin Xiao's footsteps still did not stop, despite his speed.
It's getting slower and slower but he hasn't given up yet.
(Even if I can only step 1 centimeter, I will definitely reach Atoriya's side. She must be very scared and in pain now... No matter whether others betray, deny, or are dismissive, a girl is unique
This is an undoubted fact. The girl who has been fighting for her ideals is really handsome. You must tell her seriously... So even if you are questioning all this because of yourself, Artorya, it doesn't matter.
Because it’s up to me to identify, to protect, and to decide.)
Finally, there was still a short distance before he could reach out and touch Artoria, but suddenly the attack of negative emotions suddenly changed, and things in Lin Xiao's own memory began to appear, as well as the voice of his own dark side.
What came into his heart was his own voice. At this moment, Lin Xiao temporarily stopped, and his eyes began to become hollow, as if his soul had been sucked away. Memories and strong feelings surged in, leaving him alone, helpless, confused and afraid.
His own dark voices surged in from all directions.
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Lin Xiao grew up in an orphanage. Most of the children in the orphanage don't look happy like they do on TV and in movies. Most of them are unhappy.
And Lin Xiao is one of them. None of the orphans here know why they stay in this place? Maybe it's unlucky...Lin Xiao has no sense of recognition at all.
Although he had friendly orphanage nurses and a large number of companions, they could only give him some comfort. The absence of parents was like a brand engraved on his heart.
In fact, this is a wound that every orphan has. When seeing other classmates being picked up and dropped off by their parents, they feel uncomfortable but will deceive themselves: "Without a father and a mother, I am more independent."
The loneliness and helplessness of his soul tortured him all the time when he was young. Even when he grew up, this shadow would accompany him throughout his life. This also led to him not only having no relatives, but also no friends.
Of course, according to research, most orphans are basically like this when they grow up, very lonely.
To put it in a telling way, no one can understand the loneliness that comes from the soul. Even he himself feels like a freak.
However, Lin Xiao found that he was abnormal just because of a simple problem, that is, when he grew up, Lin Xiao felt that he could not find the goal in life at all. In this case, is it like, I have no dreams, so I am confused and can’t find it.
the meaning of life.
In fact, the so-called life goal in Lin Xiao's definition is to know why one is alive. This is definitely a philosophical question.
One person can definitely give an answer, but no one can come up with his answer, so the answer is unknown, but Lin Xiao knows that the future waiting for him is absolutely disgusting.
For example, from now on, like a normal person, study, work, find a suitable woman, get married and have children, and then grow old.
Before dying, tell your son, grandson, etc., you don’t want a dime of my property, I will donate it to the country, so that my life will be meaningful? I have not lived in vain, this is why I am here
Are you alive? Of course this is just a joke, and it doesn’t matter if you don’t want a future like Lin Xiaolai’s.
So wanting an extraordinary life is his goal? Just like in those comics and movies, he suddenly encounters an adventure and becomes a person with abilities, or a hero, or the protagonist of some enviable anime.
, and from now on live a more mortal life.
Everyone has had such thoughts, but when you wake up from your dream, you will find that everything is still a cruel reality, and you still have to live to live.
However, Lin Xiao is relatively lucky, but before he was selected by the Salvation Space, he felt that he had no interest in anything at all. I wonder when did it start? Lin Xiao developed a habit of laziness and became interested in everything.
He doesn't care very much and always likes to fight against the quilt. He calls it being sealed by his quilt. In fact, he is just hiding his inner feelings because he doesn't know what he is doing or what he wants every day.
, a numb life without any expectations, as if waiting for its own end.
After that, he came to this salvation space when he died for the first time. He had no real understanding of death, but suddenly such a wonderful thing happened to him, which made Lin Xiao suddenly feel that he could find the answer.
So for the first time, Lin Xiao devoted himself to adapting to the salvation space, perfectly completing the tasks arranged by the salvation space, experiencing a life beyond ordinary people, and constantly making himself stronger.
Because of the mission, he also enjoyed the treatment of a savior, but gradually Lin Xiao got tired of it. The answer he wanted now was not in this so-called salvation space, nor in the satisfaction of being a savior.
Heroes and saviors often have to pay a price that others cannot imagine, and the so-called savior's satisfaction and extraordinary life are just self-deception, and one's life goals should not be based on such a deceptive environment.
, deep down in his heart, Lin Xiao felt that he was not the material to be a hero, because he lacked a sense of mission. Being a hero was not what he wanted at all. He just hoped to find his own answer, but if he couldn't get the answer,
Everything is meaningless?
So, why do you want to save the world? Why do you have to become the savior? Just forget it. It is completely meaningless. Lin Xiao came to this answer in his heart.
These were some of the thoughts in Lin Xiao's memory, and the surging feelings of loneliness and confusion slowly took over. Those dark and hopeless voices of his continued to spread, and gradually began to occupy Lin Xiao.
body, and the hollowness in his eyes became more obvious.
The blackness of the sky has become more intense. Will there be an end or redemption next?