My whole life has not been very happy, I have been very tired.
When I was very young, I followed my mother to Shiwandashan. I came to this environment that was very strange to me at the time. I lived alone and grew up lonely until now. You can be sure that I don’t like Shiwandashan very much. No.
It's just that when I was a kid, and still the same now, I never liked Shiwandashan, which looked kind on the outside but was actually chaotic and brutal on the inside.
When we first came to other people's territory, my mother and I both felt a little scared. Although the Phoenix clan could run rampant between heaven and earth and sing loudly and unscrupulously in the three realms, this is the place where Fuxi became enlightened and he has the blood of the Phoenix.
We don't have any privileges
, on the contrary, I was discriminated against by many people - bullying the Phoenix people felt a sense of accomplishment. This was the thought of many people around me at that time. So, my miserable life began when I arrived here. Every day, every year, every month, every moment
Some people bully me, both adults and
I have children, and they all like to bully me, beat me, scold me, and even want to... Sigh~ In order to preserve her daughter's life and innocence, my mother made great sacrifices. A descendant of the second branch of the Phoenix clan actually...
Often have to hang out with low-level demons,
It's really embarrassing, disgusting, and sad... Whenever I think of what my mother has done for me, I have a particularly complicated mood. I am touched by her love for me, but at the same time, I hate her for being spineless.
Even if I want her to take me to commit suicide, there is nothing I should do.
Thanks to my mother's "dedication", we have a lot of support and the days of being bullied are much less. But for me, life still feels very melancholy and sad. And as I grow older, I hate cowardly people more and more.
Mother, young people are full of passion and will always look down upon unfair things in the world, especially those like me who have suffered from
Those who bully will naturally become more dissatisfied with the world when their strength gradually improves and they feel that their wings have become stronger and they can fly on their own. At the same time, they will also be dissatisfied with their mother who succumbed to the pressure of the world. Therefore, there was a period in my life when I often quarreled with my mother, saying
I said a lot of vicious words and hurt my mother's heart - now that I think about it, I regret it.
Time continued to pass, and I finally became an adult, and the biggest trouble came. Many years ago, there were nine demon kings in Shiwanda Mountain. The strongest one was a snake. It was already very old at the time and was about to die.
Where can I find a sorcery that says that as long as you obtain the pure Yin Yuan of an adult female bird within the three Phoenix veins, you can continue your life, and it just so happens that I am very attached to it.
The conditions with that snake are that I am not only within the three Phoenix veins, but also one of the secondary veins, and protected by my mother. I have been pure since I was a child, so that old snake wants to marry me. To be honest, when I heard that
When I heard this news, I immediately despaired. I felt that my cowardly mother would directly agree to the old snake's request. In fact, my mother did agree, and the wedding would be held soon.
I remember that day very clearly. Sitting in the bridal chamber, my face was filled with tears. I hated the world so much, hated the mountains, hated my mother... I was even ready to self-destruct at that time. I would rather die than keep my life.
clean.
However, before I could blow myself up, my mother blew herself up!
My mother self-destructed in front of all the demon kings who came to Lao She for the wedding banquet, and the power of the rolling phoenix bloomed, instantly killing everyone within a hundred miles except me, and all the top strong men in the hundred thousand mountains of that generation were wiped out!
At that moment, I suddenly remembered that my mother is actually very strong.
"My child, you have grown up. You have finally grown up. My mother can't accompany you in the future. You have to be careful."
This is what my mother said to me before the wedding, and I responded to her with a look full of hatred - I thought my mother had abandoned me, but in fact, my mother did not abandon me, but let me go.
I had already made up my mind to use death to pave the way for me—earlier than I did.
"Perhaps on the first day of Shiwandashan, my mother understood everything."
In the next nine years, due to the power of the Phoenix that ravaged the Demonic Snake Ruins, no one in the Hundred Thousand Mountains could set foot here. Hiding among them, I could practice with peace of mind - resting peacefully in the last warmth of my mother. After nine years, I broke through.
When he was born, Shiwandashan was already a different person - the structure of the nine demon kings completely collapsed, and young demons from all sides emerged, among which Tianxing Qilin, Chaos Xuanwu, and Dihua Golden Dragon were the most powerful.
"From today on, I will live a happy life!"
These were the rhetoric I made after I came out of quarantine, but reality soon hit me hard.
Fighting, killing, crying, wailing... I, who had been living under my mother's wings, finally began to face the cruelty of the world. Countless dangers came to me, and countless tricks were used against me. In just over a hundred years, I was so tired that I was out of breath.
, so tired that I almost want to escape from this place.
But, I can't escape, because I am no longer alone. I have friends, comrades, subordinates, my own territory, and many things that I am unwilling to give up and need to be protected.
But, I'm really tired.
But, I'm really sad.
"Mother, can the little bird trapped in the cage of fate really fly into the sky? When will that day come? I am really tired, really tired, I really want to just sleep like this~"
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"Hey? Dad, what's going on?" The little fox looked at the black sun bird phoenix in the distance with confusion, "The thunderstorm has passed, why is she still there motionless?"
"Thunder tribulation is not simple, but attacks the person who is being robbed from four aspects: tangible, intangible, form, and formlessness," Crow explained. "The thunder on the surface couldn't do anything to Sister Heiyang, but the impact on the soul seems to be
Make her fall into confusion
In the confusion, if you cannot break free in time, at least the soul will be confused and the path to immortality will be dim, or at worst, the soul will collapse, the cultivation will be wiped out, or even death will be directly annihilated and turned into pure energy, which is the legendary soul flying away. "
"Ah?! How serious?!" Swing said in shock, "Thunder Tribulation is really difficult~"
"People who have been hurt in their hearts are the strongest and most vulnerable," Bird Man said, "Thunder Tribulation is the most cunning thing, and it can always find the weaknesses of the person being robbed."
"Oh, that's it~" said the little fox, "Then I'm finished~ I was hated by all the gods when I was a child, and my little heart suffered a lot~"
"Stop talking sarcastically." Crow said, "For you, the jealousy of all gods is probably not as serious as the ice cream melting on the ground, right?"
"Hehehehe..." Swing smiled and said, "I hate you dad, how can I be such a heartless person? Hehehehe..." This little girl, with her father's love and affection, really doesn't have any psychological harm.
.
After joking with his daughter for a while, Birdman saw that Heiyang Quefeng had not recovered yet, and his face was a bit ugly, "You haven't woken up yet? What should I do? Could it be that my queen sister died like this? No way? It can't be like this.
Yeah~ I’m still thinking about letting her debut with Black Feather, I’ve already thought of a name, it’s called Queen of the Night.”
"Stop talking nonsense, the question now is, how about we save someone?"
"How to save her?" Bird Man said, "We don't know her well, and we don't know what flaws are in her soul. We have no way to start and save her. If we wake her up rashly, she might just collapse and become a madman."
"According to my feeling," said Shuqian, "she has the feeling of 'I don't want to live anymore, just let me sleep and die'."
"Ah! Then it's over!" The crow jumped up and down anxiously, "What to do! What to do!" The birdman doesn't have the sensing ability of a swing, but he can still see that the soul of the black sun is collapsing not far away, "
It’s over! It’s over! What to do! What to do!”
When the crow and the little fox were helpless, they "fluttered" and the little sparrow squatting on the branch flew up and went straight to its "master". "Chirp! Chirp!" The little sparrow chirped loudly, trying to wake up the "master".
.
The confused Heiyang Quefeng looked at the sparrow in front of him with a confused expression, "Are you...?"