Thank you all for your continued support, which allows Qingkong to write today.
However, I still stopped updating yesterday, and I developed some kind of physical resistance to writing. Filling in those 4,000 words every day feels extremely difficult.
His whole body was as gray as if it had been burned, and it was like a dry river bed that couldn’t squeeze out any water_(:з」∠)_
Creating stories requires consuming inspiration, creativity, and emotional energy. Naturally, you won’t feel anything in a day or two. In fact, in the early days, I had a lot of things that I wanted to write and express.
But after one month, two months, six months, one year, two years, and so on, I finally felt that I had nothing to say, and besides, it was just boring and disgusting repetition.
The original inspiration for this book actually came to me one morning when the weather was very nice, while I was cooking and chopping vegetables in the house.
It seems that I also played Lysa's Alchemy Workshop at that time. I thought of themes like witches, alchemists, and witches, and such content can easily be associated with fairy tales.
At that time, I came up with the idea of writing a long fairy tale. The protagonist is a silver-haired girl in the forest. She is called a witch or witch and likes to wear pure white clothes.
In the story, she met seven important supporting characters one after another, and influenced them directly or indirectly. Later, these seven were also called the Seven Legends of Legends. Hundreds of years later, such legends Finally, it was simplified into a story like a picture book and spread around the world.
Colored pencils draw a hazy picture, which is the scene where seven different boys or girls meet the witch. Then the stories of the seven people are processed, simplified, adapted and reinterpreted by later generations, and then transformed into fairy tales. He told it to future generations and became a long-lasting poem. But the truth of the story is far from that simple. It is a more twists and turns, full of danger, hesitation, even pain and giving up.
This was the initial idea. It was obvious that Pullman would be the first, and Bud would be the second, followed by Rock (Isaiah), Nia, Jenna, Jack, Osuna, etc. In fact, they are all the prototypes and budding characters of these stories.
In the academy chapter, many characters were added at once. In fact, when these characters appeared, their future lives, graduation encounters, etc. were all conceived and preset at the time. The second volume will become a huge foreshadowing for Their future encounters and experiences served as a foreshadowing until many years later, they experienced various stories and then recalled the past, forming a sharp contrast, like a melodious movement.
This will be the biggest theme in the early and middle stages of the book, and in the middle and later stages, the truth of the world, the origin of the protagonist, the past era, etc. will be slowly revealed.
However, this idea died prematurely.
The reason is not complicated. If the seven people and many characters are completely laid out in this way, the second volume will be unprecedentedly long and too lengthy. In the middle, because it is in the academy, the content will seem very dull, unlike the magnificent first volume. Compared with changes.
Just like a person who has just finished riding a surfing roller coaster, if you ask him to ride a turtle and walk slowly, the reading experience will be very bad.
Therefore, after finishing the first and second years of college life, we had to fast-forward the protagonist into the third volume, which is the struggle between Starlight and Frost.
The stage originally prepared for the training of several important characters had to be temporarily replaced, and many foreshadowing things were directly discarded. The third volume was greatly accelerated.
After the grand climax, the story enters a new round of preparation, or gathering momentum, which brings us to the Eastern Continent.
The story of the Eastern Continent is actually incomplete, because at that time I had not yet fully constructed the Eastern Continent’s social structure, power distribution, various histories, or the stories to be told.
So I stumbled a lot in the middle of the writing, but I managed to tell a relatively complete story.
At this time, I returned to the Western Continent, so I had to piece together the broken foreshadowing and story fragments again.
Having already experienced such a grand world and vistas, it will seem out of place to write about the intrigues between nobles or forces, like a phoenix that cannot fly and has to sleep in a sparrow's nest.
This has entered an extremely difficult period. Qingzong is trying to make waves, trying to create something exciting and touching, but under an unfavorable framework and background, it sometimes seems out of place, making people feel depressed, strange, etc.
Give up these and directly enter the interstellar era. I always feel that there is something missing, as if it shouldn't be like this. It's like seeing a hole there and feeling obsessive-compulsive if you don't fill it.
But what to write has become a difficult problem. I am so entangled in it that the more I write, the more painful it becomes, and the more readers read, the more uncomfortable they become. In the end, they even develop physical disgust and resistance to code words.
If this continues, I will really cry in bed holding the red music-listening software ≥﹏≤
Every time you code, you have to make emotional preparations, watch videos like crazy, switch to songs to get yourself into the state slowly, prepare your emotions, and get into imagination and conception. This will probably take several hours, and then again.
I often quit and then forced myself to continue. After the final upload, I didn’t dare to read it a second time. I just went to play games to relax. Then I stayed like this until late at night and didn’t want to sleep because I had to code a new chapter the next day.
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The pain is reincarnated, life is miserable, and as I watch my grades slowly decline, I know in my heart that I am just hanging on for a breather.
In fact, there are still many things that have not been told, and there are still many things that I want to say, but now it seems to have become dispensable, without the interest and excitement when it was originally conceived.
What else can I say?
Such thoughts slowly came around, so I sat dryly in front of the computer, watching the time slowly pass by, and then I didn't code any words.
Perfect attendance is definitely gone, and the subscription fee will also be reduced by 20%. Recommended, there will be no recommendations now anyway, there is nothing to be afraid of.
The updates at the end of this month will go into hibernation, and a certain number of updates will resume next month. Although there is no guarantee that there will be updates every day, it is still not eunuch. After all, the first book, the debut novel, has different sustenance and longing.
Finally, I'm very sorry that Qingzora couldn't respond well to everyone. I'm afraid I have to take a break during this period.
In addition, I am very grateful to everyone for the tips. In fact, I have not made a tip list since February. The reason is also very simple. I often update it at 12 o'clock and I don't have time to sort it out - the number of people who haven't sorted it out has increased, and the difficulty has increased.
Rising - tired and not wanting to sort out - it becomes more difficult to sort out, and it just keeps dragging on.
I have to say that this is a very bad behavior. After all, if you don’t express everyone’s support and thoughts, it will always make people feel disappointed and depressed.
Did he see it? The answer is yes. In fact, every time he copies or types these names, it is equivalent to reviewing them. Many people remember them.
Some names even appeared repeatedly, which made me feel deeply ashamed that I did not say thank you properly or respond.
Here, thank you all again, the list is in no particular order.
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Darameng, Xiao Honghong of the Yakumo family (two alliance leaders, thank you very much, especially Darameng for your support, it seems that they are the leaders of three shares.)
The Green Ming can measure the Big Dipper, the dynasty of hundreds of flowers, cats have years, the flowers bloom on the other side of the white night, Naer, just don't go to work, thousands of love flowers in the middle of the rain, stars and moon acridine~, blushing puberty, book friend 20220323205547703
, Qingqiangfeng, Narer, Evil God Crazy, Summer Market Garden, Seven Xinian (Thank you everyone, especially Qingqiangfeng for your comments, encouragement and support)
The New Earl of Nishizawa, Rhosen, Mirror Sacrifice Sound, The Guardian of the Source of Ten Thousand Souls, ~xy~, The Passing Wind, My Heart Comes Like a Breeze, Nightfall Glowing Eyes, Book Friends 20220323195130085, Yun Tianyan, Kamiya Wuyou, (
Qingfeng is almost my earliest reader, thank you very much)
Li Zunzhe, Meng Lanshuang, Jiuba Daka, Qingzhi Lianyu, Franlia, Book Friends 20210604185018830, Book Friends 20200128200115570, Yuan Feibai, Book Friends 20220226010806970, Book Friends 20211014230823906, djcasd, Book Friends 20190 628122056511,
Guitou, ALSJ noble, happy little bookworm
Duo Bing Ni Bai, a little fight between four cats, Panda Tony, Book Friends 20210301106569308606, Book Friends 20210516115534231, PING, Xingya Mona, n0000000000o, Mi Yuefei, Mr. Dai and Miss Lin (Duo Bing Ni Bai also often
I saw the name, thank you~)
Xiaoling, lmo l, Yanguo left a voice, Xianluz, nature and starry sky, Dchreng, so annoying, bookworm Dada pig, misty rain over Chang'an, dates by the river, book friend 20210716222620195, book friend 20200713123028254,
の国のアリス, Mengshanshan, Lost in Chaos, Fang Xiaona, I don’t dare to be your master, the wind has subsided and the rain has stopped, I can do it again, Qiongjiu丶, The Ruler of Tomorrow, Book Friends 20200713123028254, Yuyin Fenghua,
Luo Yue, transformed into a lily, salt and pepper sesame cake, sin_cos_tan, revealed to tears, Xuenianfanchen
The strongest bionic man, Xuefengjiang is the best in the world, Chiziyu, Xuefengjiang is the best in the world, book friend 20211227011157671, book friend 20220111003209110, Qingzhi Lianyu, Yuexue A, Shanliang female pheasant, Huanmengzhu, Mengdieting
Yumian, book friend 20170619002734948, book friend 20211222125521639, book friend 20220315213326235, Ni Moxin
Yakumoyan, Witch of the Stars, Just Don't Go to Work, The Big Cat is Watching You, Router, Akinayama 1 Old Driver, Uh-huh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, flowers, birds, wind, moon and flowers, book friend 20180914022804145, book friend 20180804113145125,
Book friend 20190216020322869,,1122wwswws,Zhuhui,Gumingjijue,Weiming,·,cephalosporin retailer,unknown,office worker,magnificent,love is a thing of the past,lonely traveler (Thanks to Yakumo Yan for your long-term support)