Looking at the pink-haired girl with a knotted heart, Lorraine Hill shook his head slightly.
If it was me in the previous life, I'm afraid I would have had such thoughts and emotions, but now.
Lorraine Hill picked up the girl's hand and led her outside.
"Let's go out for a walk first. It's not good to stay in the house for a long time." She recalled what another friend did, that is, Alena, the most active of the roommates.
This girl from the Southern Islands never feels down, she is like a little sun.
The weak Lottie did not resist at this time and followed the swordsman lady outside.
The streets of the town are relatively clean, and you can meet many local residents on the road. Some of them have just returned from work, and some are still carrying heavy firewood or straw bales on their backs. Some of the houses on the street
The door was also open, and several local women were sitting together, basking in the sun and doing handicrafts.
"Where are you going?" After following Lorraine Hill for a while, Lottie finally couldn't help but ask.
"Did you see that hill outside the city?" the girl pointed to the north side of the town.
So the two of them moved forward, climbed over the long hillside, and came to this place with a good view.
After walking all the way, Lottie felt a lot of physical exertion, her body was a little sore, and she was sweating.
"We're here." Lorraine Hill stopped after arriving here and looked back at the girl.
"Here?" Lottie looked around. Except for a few big trees and grass, there was nothing special.
"Come, look back and see if it's a good place to see the scenery." Lorraine Hill pointed to the small town they walked out of.
Wherever you look, a peaceful scene comes into view. A tall and distant mountain stands on the opposite side, and under the mountain that extends to the sky, there is a golden wheat field and wilderness, which appear as huge squares.
The grid is shining in the afternoon sun, and the wheat waves are undulating in the wind.
Near the bottom of the field of vision is a small town surrounded by brown and yellow city walls, with plumes of smoke rising from the chimneys of large and small houses.
Looking at this beautiful scenery, Lottie couldn't help but stop and stand quietly, feeling the breeze blowing from the mountains.
"Feeling better?"
"It's better." Lottie had no choice but to nod, she did feel more relaxed.
"Do you feel that your life is in a mess and you don't know how to get along?" Lorraine Hill spoke again. She sat on the stone next to Lottie and let the wind blow her hair gently.
"Yes, but how does Miss Mecia know?" Lottie's light red eyes turned around.
"Because this look is so similar to what I used to look like." Lorraine Hill sighed with emotion.
After graduating from college, she spent a long period of gloomy years, running into obstacles everywhere like a headless fly. Not only was her life in a mess, she didn't want to find anyone to talk to or help.
If you talk about it, I'm afraid others will find it annoying. We are just ordinary friends. Why should we listen to you pouring out your bitterness and rubbish emotions every day? So what if you ask for help? Nowadays, everyone has too much time to take care of themselves. Who can help you? And what face do you have?
People go out of their way to help you. They usually just say polite words, but you really take it seriously. You are too thick-skinned.
So fragile, yet so proud, as if everything would collapse in an instant.
If those who are confident and strong are like sunflowers blooming against the wind and the sun, then at that time she was like the moss in the corner that dared not see the sun, humble, small and fragile.
I hope to get help, but I am extremely afraid of exposing my vulnerability and being ridiculed and attacked.
Lorraine Hill lowered his head slightly, lifted up the messy hair beside his ears, and then raised his head again to look at the girl beside him.
"Are you afraid that after receiving help from others, you will not be able to meet expectations and will let others down, let others down, or even be disgusted and cursed?"
After being told that, Silody looked at the swordsman lady, and a strange feeling of being seen through her mind emerged. She has been the darling of the family since she was a child. Countless people please her, naturally because she can give them generous rewards, so she feels at ease.
There won't be any worries.
But it's different now. She has nothing and can't bear those expectations. She can't give back wealth and glory. She doesn't know how to win. Even what she should do in the future is a mess.
Do you want revenge? She is no match for her. Her brothers are so powerful, but they all died in front of her and failed to do so.
Do you want to run away, but where are you going to run away to? And can you really live with such peace of mind? She can't forget those faces that are still staring at death.
Moreover, even if he takes revenge, is such behavior correct? The glory and splendor of the Bhaskar family are not holy and flawless things, and are also mixed with sin.
All these things were entangled in her heart like tangled threads, making her restless.
After hearing Lorraine Hill's words, she knew that the swordsman lady was enlightening her, and Lottie relaxed a little.
"Yes, I may not be that good at many things." At this time, she slowly squatted down and sat next to Lorraine Hill.
"There are always a lot of things to worry about, and I also struggle with whether I should do something or not." Lorraine Hill looked at the mountains and wheat fields in the distance.
"But, I gradually understand one thing. You have to follow your own heart, which means that maybe others can't see it, maybe others don't understand it, but you know it."
"Stop lying to yourself and live honestly."
"I know that I am not that strong, so I have to avoid putting myself under high pressure. I know that I will not be confident, so I have to practice more and become familiar with certain aspects, and be mentally prepared for not achieving perfect scores."
"Understand that you are not the kind of person with a strong will, so you should stay away from temptation. If you feel that you may not be able to achieve perfection, make it clear to the other person in advance. If you have no experience in doing something, just say that you need help and guidance."
"Many times, troubles come from trying to make myself a flawless existence. In fact, I am not that kind of person. If I really want to go that far, I'm afraid I will only get pain."
Lottie sat aside and listened quietly to Lorraine Hill talking about the past and his views on life. Unknowingly, she began to examine her own heart.
She slowly closed her eyes and thought about the past again in her mind. The breeze blew through her body, and a sense of peace and tranquility gradually filled her heart.
After a long time, she opened her eyes again, and the world seemed much clearer.
"Have you thought about it?"
"Um."
"I would like to borrow a sword from Miss Mecia and make a living as an adventurer, but it may take some time to return it to you."
"In the meantime, I will try my best to survive." Lottie looked at the swordsman girl beside her, her expression much more stable. Although her face was still childish, at least she was no longer confused and fragile now.
Although she didn't know what this girl wanted to understand, Lorraine Hill didn't care about it. She just didn't want to see this girl stay in a lonely corner. She had experienced the pain and torture of self-tangle.
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Seeing this girl coming out of the shadows, Lorraine Hill felt a lot more relieved.
Doing good deeds occasionally seems to feel good. Tell me why you like doing good deeds.
I'm afraid I also hope that one day in the future I will be able to get help and comfort from others when I encounter insurmountable obstacles and sadness.
Because I am so weak and unconfident, I always think about having more strength and trump cards, I always think about how to be correct and not offend others, I always want to be kind, because then no one will scold me.
Lorraine Hill, Lorraine Hill, even though everything is no longer the same, you are still so timid.