In fact, the moment she hung up the phone, she smiled, but the smile looked very sad. Over the years, she always thought about how strong she was. In a small town, she never had so many worries, and her daily life was so peaceful.
There was no trouble, even if she was somewhat unsatisfied, the appearance of the next thing would always make her forget the previous thing heartlessly. But after coming here, she found that she was afraid of everything and felt wronged.
, she also sheds tears. When she is sad, she is a girl who wants to be hugged. The richness and warmth of the hug make her feel really relaxed.
She smiled silently, and the tears from the corners of her eyes slowly flowed down, wrapped around her hair, and soaked the pillow. She also felt waves of pain in her heart. The pain spread to the palm of her hand, making her feel that her left hand was completely exhausted.
Feeling unmotivated, she turned sideways and covered her mouth and nose with her hands, choking for a long time. The sobs seemed so clear in the silent room.
There was really no defense at all. Zhang Xiaochen had never noticed when he had been immersed in the feeling of having that boy's company, so that when he was not around, his figure would always appear in his mind.
As she thought about it, she felt heartbroken, for the boy who once said that he grew up alone, and for herself.
Dong Dong Dong, Dong Dong Dong.
At night, a series of knocks on the door woke up Zhang Xiaochen from her sleep. She put her hand on her forehead, and the door was quiet. So Zhang Xiaochen thought it was an auditory hallucination and did not respond. She wanted to open her eyes but felt that she couldn't.
Open, she turned over and touched the mobile phone on the bedside as a habit. After touching it, she picked it up and opened her eyes to check the time. However, she found that there were several missed calls from Tang Xiaofeng.
She pushed herself up and sat next to the bed, shaking her head. However, the pain stimulated her nerves, causing her to take a breath of air. Just as she was about to press the call back, the knocks on the door rang again.
stand up.
Zhang Xiaochen weakly asked who it was, and Tang Xiaofeng's voice came from outside the door.
"It's me, please open the door."
Zhang Xiaochen opened the quilt after hearing Tang Xiaofeng's voice, groped for the wall and turned on the light, got out of bed, climbed up the eaves of the bed and walked to open the door.
Looking at Tang Xiaofeng standing outside the door, Zhang Xiaochen giggled and said:
"How did you know I was in the dormitory?"
"I went to look for you, but I didn't see you. Then I asked your team leader. He said that you didn't feel well and asked for leave. You didn't come to work. I think you won't be able to behave yourself as you regard your wealth as your life.
I had to go to the hospital, and you didn’t answer my phone calls, so I came here to look for you.”
After speaking, Tang Xiaofeng came in with the things in his hands. Zhang Xiaochen chose to follow behind him, and then returned to sit by the bed.
"Why is it so hot in here? Why don't you turn on the air conditioner?"
"I came back late last night. I was tired after all the fuss, so I forgot to turn it on."
After Tang Xiaofeng put the things in his hands on the table, he turned around and touched Zhang Xiaochen's head.
"It's so hot, you must have a fever. Have you taken antipyretics?"
"There are no antipyretics prepared here."
"You are never going to take good care of yourself, are you? I heard from your team leader that you fainted last time when you went to work, and then he sent you to the hospital. What on earth do you want to do? God?
?Lie down and rest for me."
Zhang Xiaochen didn't dare not listen to Tang Xiaofeng's words, and then nodded obediently and lay back down. Tang Xiaofeng helped her cover her with the quilt, then turned around and opened the door. Zhang Xiaochen saw it and asked hurriedly.
"Well, you just came and want to leave?"
"I won't leave. You have a good rest. I'm going to buy you some fever-reducing medicine now. I'll be back in a while."
After saying that, he closed the door, but before it was closed tightly, Tang Xiaofeng pushed the door open again, walked in, picked up the key on the table, and asked:
"Which one is from your dormitory?"
"The one with the smallest round head is the one."
Then Tang Xiaofeng put away the keys, turned on the air conditioner, adjusted the temperature to a temperature he thought was suitable, and then went out.
Zhang Xiaochen looked at the boy who said he was going to buy medicine for himself, a warm feeling flowed through his heart, he closed his eyes and fell asleep again.
Two people on the swing:
"What would you do if I left suddenly?"
"Where are you going? Can I follow?"
"Follow you, what if you can't keep up?"
"Then I will treat it as a tour, starting from this small town, then to the county, then to the city, and then to various provinces."
"Where did you get so much money?"
"I choose to travel on a budget."
"It's very tiring, is it worth it?"
"It's worth it."
"What's so interesting about this?"
"The terminal is you."
This world is not worth it, but you are.
Zhang Xiaochen thought about the last sentence silently in his heart without saying it aloud.
Tang Xiaofeng jumped off the swing, then walked forward and said:
"In this case, I'm leaving. Follow me carefully and don't lose me. If you do, you'll cry. I won't look back to comfort you."
Then Tang Xiaofeng's figure moved forward little by little. Zhang Xiaochen hurriedly got up and chased forward, shouting:
"Hey, where are you going? You have a good time here. Where are you going? Take me with you."
"It's nice to go out into the outside world and grow up alone. Little girl, I'll wait for you outside. Remember what you said, look for me!"
"Hey, don't leave, wait for me!"
Zhang Xiaochen hurried forward to catch up, but the figure walked further and further away.
"Xiaochen, silly girl, wake up, get up and take the medicine."
Zhang Xiaochen was woken up from her dream by Tang Xiaofeng. She slowly opened her eyes and looked at Tang Xiaofeng in front of her with a pair of blurred eyes.
"Why is there cold sweat on your forehead? Are you having a nightmare?"
Tang Xiaofeng took out a tissue and wiped Zhang Xiaochen's forehead. Zhang Xiaochen also took out his hand and touched it, and found that it was a little wet.
"It's not a nightmare, it's just a dream about something from the past."
"Get up and take the medicine first."
As he spoke, Tang Xiaofeng slowly helped Zhang Xiaochen to sit up, then handed her the medicine on the table, then picked up the water, measured the water temperature with the back of his hand, and gave it to Zhang Xiaochen.
After Zhang Xiaochen took the medicine, she lay back down. Tang Xiaofeng asked her to have a good rest, but when she wanted to get up, Zhang Xiaochen grabbed her hand.
"Is it okay if you don't leave?"
Zhang Xiaochen's tone was filled with a hint of prayer.
Tang Xiaofeng frowned when he saw Zhang Xiaochen like this.
"We haven't seen each other for a long time. Why are you acting weird? Did something happen? Or did you dream about something wrong?"
Zhang Xiaochen rolled his eyes helplessly and muttered:
"No, I just want you to accompany me."
Zhang Xiaochen suddenly felt a little hot on his face.
"Has the fever burned out your brain?"
Tang Xiaofeng touched Zhang Xiaochen's forehead.
"Maybe, just stay with me."
Zhang Xiaochen giggled, grabbed Tang Xiaofeng's hand and kept rubbing it.
"I won't leave. You can go to sleep. I'll stay here with you."
Seeing Zhang Xiaochen's weak appearance and not having much strength in his hands, Zhang Xiaofeng used his other hand to help cover her up with the quilt.