As for me, it's not so good. Since you left, the part of my life that originally belonged to you has become a blank, as if the whole world is incomplete.
I have wanted to break the agreement countless times, desperate, but when I think about your determination and our future, I feel that I am too cowardly. You must be suffering even more now, right? You must be working hard to buy time for me, right?
For the future that we are not sure about, are you also hesitant...
Chen Fu typed a lot of words, but there was no one to send them to. Song Xiao'e was very decisive when she left, leaving no other contact information except Song Xiao. She could contact him, but he could only contact Song Xiao, but if
Or, it means that he chose to rely on the Song family, which is equivalent to lowering his head.
However, Chen Fu knew that Song Xiao'e must be more miserable than him at the moment. He couldn't contact her, but she could, but she had to endure it.
Hit and delete, delete and hit, thousands of words turned into nothing.
Chen Fu listened to the sound of firecrackers in the distance, looked at the laughing children running by the neighbors downstairs, the streets with lights and colorful decorations, and the joy on people's faces... The strong New Year atmosphere made people feel a little dull.
It's tasteless. I'm still that young, but I'm no longer the same person I was when I was young.
"Ayi——"
"Eh!"
"Come down for dinner."
"oh."
When I went downstairs, I saw that the dishes had been placed on the table, and my mother was still busy in the kitchen. The Spring Festival gala program was playing on the TV. Half of the ancestor worship incense at the door had been burned, but the whole room seemed quite quiet. Chen Fu
After washing my hands and setting out the dishes, my mother just finished her work and came out.
"Did you burn incense?"
"No..." She didn't need to say anything, Chen Fu got up obediently and added three sticks of incense.
"Eat, come on, have some chicken drumsticks."
"You eat it."
"There's more, eat quickly." Mother chattered her lesson, "Eat more meat. Look at you, you're as skinny as a monkey. Are there any in school?"
Have you had a good meal?"
Here we go again, there is a legendary kind of thinness called "your mother thinks you are thin". Chen Fu did not dare to answer the question, and agreed with "hmm" while lowering his head to eat.
"When will you start school?"
"After the Lantern Festival." Chen Fu replied.
"Oh, there are still more than ten days, which is good. Oh, by the way, how much is the tuition for next semester? I'll prepare it."
"As I said, I did. I made some money part-time last semester."
"Is it enough? Well, if you work part-time like this, don't affect your studies. Otherwise, don't do part-time work. It would be great to go to school..."
"It doesn't matter during extracurricular time." Chen Fu understood his mother's self-blame and explained, "The main thing is that I can accumulate some experience so that I can find a job after graduation. Otherwise, I won't know anything after graduation, so I still need to practice first."
"Oh, that's it. Alas, I don't understand this either. When you grow up, you can make your own decisions."
"Sister, I used to work and study at the same time. It's not the same."
"Yeah, that's right..."
The topic ended here. She changed the topic and suddenly said, "Do you remember your cousin from Tianzhou? I heard he is getting married soon and now he wants to buy a house..."
here we go again.
Chen Fu smiled bitterly in his heart, but he could only listen patiently. He knew how lonely his mother was, especially after her sister went abroad. She would always feel lonely when she was the only one at home. At this time, she especially longed for a place at home.
How many more people...how many? Place your hope in him. After all, the daughter will get married and will live with her future husband in the future. The only way to increase the number of people in the family is to look forward to sons.
but……
A reality that Chen Fu has been unwilling to face is that if, just if, he and Song Xiao'e were together in the future, would the Song family allow her and even their grandson to stay here?
The gap between the two families is as vast as the sky.
Previously, when they were together with Song Xiao'e, the two of them had tacitly avoided this practical problem, but if such a situation really happened,
Besides, how should I choose? Chen Fu looked at his mother who occasionally made comments or talked about other things while watching TV and eating, and he also had a question mark in his heart. His mother was born as a peasant woman and only had an elementary school education. Her greatest achievement in her life was through
She worked from dawn to dusk doing small business to raise a pair of children. She had never even left the state capital in her life. How would she cope with a family like the Song family?
Well……
It seemed that he was thinking a little too far. Chen Fu laughed at himself while feeling bitter. Now that he was so poor, the Song family might not even look at him too much.
"You should take a rest."
After dinner, Chen Fu helped clean up and washed the dishes.
"Ayi, I saw the little girl from the Ji family again yesterday. She is very beautiful, with big eyes, very polite, but a little shy..."
here we go again.
Chen Fu wanted to cry but had no tears, so he pretended not to hear.
"Ayi——"
"Um……"
"Ayi——"
"oh……"
"The phone, oh what, the phone is ringing."
"oh."
Chen Fu quickly washed his hands and went over to see Zang Wuyang, "Hello?"
Zang Wuyang's voice was as mean as ever, "Congratulations on getting rich, bring me the red envelope."
"I don't need money, but I need my life."
"Wow, you're celebrating the Chinese New Year. Isn't this bad for you? Hey, it's quite a confrontation."
"If you fart, let it go. I don't have time to chat with you." Chen Fu had eaten too much in the past few days, and Chen Fu was a little angry and impatient.
"Hey, don't be so anxious, I don't know how to chat..."
"That's it."
"Hey, hey, don't hang up, don't hang up, I have something to ask, and I wanted to ask if you are free."
"What's the matter?" Chen Fu didn't agree in a hurry.