Han Yao's words not only did not make Lu Shanmin feel better, but instead made him feel ashamed.
He really didn't understand the difference between him and others. If he had, the only difference was that he had carried too many heavier burdens than ordinary people, but he didn't think this could be the reason why Han Yao fell in love with him.
Originally, he should have taken the initiative to please Han Yao and restore his relationship, but he never thought that Han Yao was constantly comforting him.
The so-called clear conscience and openness, and a ghost in his heart is always sad. Grandpa practices calligraphy all his life and only seeks "peace of mind". He didn't understand it very much before, but now he empathizes with it. If he is still alive after this war, he may have to spend his whole life.
Time to ask for the word "peace of mind".
Seeing that Lu Shanmin was in a low mood, Han Yao didn't say anything more and started the car and drove out of the underground garage of the mall.
The car left the garage and drove on the street in a hurry. Han Yao didn't say where to go next stop, and Lu Shanmin didn't ask. It was not until he saw the familiar street that he knew they had arrived at Tianjin University of Finance and Economics.
This place they once met.
Han Yao found a place to park the car, and the two of them walked along the familiar street. One in front and the other, without saying a word.
Before going to the Han family, the only thing Lu Shanmin thought about was how to convince Han Xiaozhou, but he didn't think about how to get along with Han Yao after convinced Han Xiaozhou.
Walking on the street in a daze, Lu Shanmin felt uncomfortable all over.
Just when he was at a loss, a warm hand entered his arms.
Lu Shanmin subconsciously turned his head and happened to meet Han Yao's sapphire-like eyes.
Han Yao smiled slightly, gentle like the spring breeze. "I haven't taken your arm for a long time."
Lu Shanmin turned around and did not dare to face Han Yao's tenderness.
Han Yao also stretched out her other hand, held Lu Shanmin's arm with both hands, looked at the snack bar on the street, and said, "Do you remember, we used to have midnight snacks here, and sometimes there are senior brother He and Wei."
Wuxian, once Professor Tao was there too”.
Lu Shanmin nodded, "Of course I remember that I have never been to college in my life. Those days were the days when I looked like a college student the most, including teachers, classmates, senior brothers and junior sisters."
Han Yao took over and said, "There are lovers on campus."
Lu Shanmin nodded, "Yes, during that time, I thought I was a college student."
Han Yao said affirmatively: "You are."
The two walked into the campus unknowingly and walked slowly along the campus's shaded path aimlessly.
As she walked, Han Yao gently leaned her head on Lu Shanmin's shoulder. She was not low in height, not much shorter than Lu Shanmin. She tilted her head and could just lean on Lu Shanmin's shoulder.
"You don't have to feel guilty, I've never blamed you."
Lu Shanmin smiled bitterly, "At the time, before coming to Tianjing, a friend gave me a list, and your name was ranked first. He told me that as long as I conquer you, everything would be twice the result with half the effort."
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Han Yao nodded, "You must have been very conflicted at that time."
Lu Shanmin nodded slightly, "It's quite entangled. At first I was willing to accept it, but he said only
It was a scene and said that he had a way to get out of my way without getting involved in cause and effect."
Han Yao subconsciously hugged Lu Shanmin's arm tightly, "I didn't expect that a smart person like you would be fooled so easily. It's so easy to get out of love affairs. You don't understand such a simple truth, you're so stupid."
"Yes," Lu Shanmin said slowly: "I believe him so much. He is one of the people I trust most in my life. I trust almost anything he says. Even if he says the earth is flat, I will believe it.
suspect".
"But it was this person who made me believe in it that deceived me."
Lu Shanmin smiled bitterly and said, "I haven't understood him for so many years. Sometimes I think he is a god, and sometimes I think he is a devil."
Han Yao had a slight smile on her face, "I have to thank him very much if I have the opportunity to let me meet you friend."
Lu Shanmin said lightly: "Actually, when I first met you, I regretted it. You are such a good girl, beautiful, generous, gentle and considerate, growing up in a wealthy family, but you don't have the problem of being a wealthy daughter.
I really can't bear to hurt you."
"Do you can't bear to hurt me, or are you afraid of being moved by me?"
Lu Shanmin was silent for a while and answered honestly: "All of them are there. When facing a girl like you, I don't think any normal man can be moved at all."
"You finally admit it." Han Yao hugged Lu Shanmin's hand tighter, with a happy smile on her face. "Actually, I was not sure I fell in love with you at the beginning. It was because of your speciality, and you were obviously in your body.
It has a different temperament from ordinary college students and wealthy children. Later you abandoned me, and I thought I couldn't let go of you because you were my first love. Later I met Zeng Yaqian, and I thought it was because I was unwilling to admit defeat. But when I graduated from college
Afterwards, when my dad asked about your past, I wanted to know everything about you like a devil. I sneaked into his study while my dad was away to find all the information about you. Gradually, a real person
And the real you appeared in my mind”.
"Lu Shanmin, I know your difficulties and your sufferings. I want to protect you. I have never wanted to protect someone so strongly."
Lu Shanmin felt a chill on his back and a strange chill surged in his heart. Was he convinced Han Xiaozhou or Han Xiaozhou had already planned to reach this point and had already laid the foundation for today's arrival. He couldn't believe it, if it were
Han Xiaozhou didn't want Han Yao to know him, how could Han Yao find information about him in his study? He even felt that Han Xiaozhou was very likely to deliberately beautify the information about Han Yao's kind personality, and deliberately made Han Yao unable to let go of him.
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A bold idea came to Lu Shanmin's mind. The Han family wanted to participate from the beginning, but they had never found a safe and risky way, but they were the safe enough opportunity for Han Hyo-ju and others.
Feeling the change in Lu Shanmin's mood, Han Yao stopped and looked up at Lu Shanmin.
"What's wrong"?
Lu Shanmin came to his senses from thinking and smiled, "Nothing"?
Han Yao asked with concern: "It's nothing? Your face just now was ugly."
Lu Shanmin sighed, "I just thought that countless people would call me a scumbag in the future, and I felt a little uncomfortable."
Han Yao pouted and argued: "Nonsense, that's because they don't understand you."
Lu Shanmin shook his head, "It's true
It is a fact, it has nothing to do with understanding or not.”
"Of course it's related." Han Yao asked and answered: "Why are you with me for? Is it because you are attached to the powerful? Is it because you are empathetic and not in love? Is it because you are money? It's not." "I know you
, If you have a choice, you would rather go back to Mazui Village to be a mountain villager than to have any fame and fortune."
Han Yao said with a verbal conscience: "The reason you do this is because of protection. You have to protect the people you want to protect, but you can't do it by your own strength alone. If you don't choose this, the people you want to protect.
It may be miserable, or even die”.
Lu Shanmin looked at Han Yao in surprise, "You know everything"?
Han Yao glared at Lu Shanmin and said, "Of course, I'm not stupid. If others don't understand, don't I understand you yet? Just a good man who grew up reading the books of sages, if you weren't really desperate and ended up with all your money, you wouldn't have been able to do it.
Will come to me."
Lu Shanmin sighed, "Everyone knows that he is willing to be with me. You say I am stupid, you are the number one fool in the world."
"Lu Shanmin"! Han Yao suddenly looked serious, "Since you have decided, don't be burdened with your heart. Think about why you made this decision and boldly move towards your goal. This is the only thing you have to do now
matter".
Lu Shanmin stared at Han Yao in a daze. Han Yao's understanding made him no longer know what to say.
"Lu Shanmin"! Han Yao held Lu Shanmin's hands and said, "In the past, I always thought that love was selfish, and that you must get it if you love someone, especially I think it is natural for women to love selfishly, but after the past two years
The accumulation of time has made me truly understand what love is. Loving someone must be the joy of the person you love. Worrying about the worries of the person you love is definitely not just considering your own joys and sorrows."
Han Yao looked at Lu Shanmin affectionately, "So, I won't force you. This is an opportunity, an opportunity for you to protect your relatives and friends, and also an opportunity for me. I will cherish this opportunity and give you
Prove my love, if I can’t get your love in the end, I will let you go”.
"Yaoyao,"! Lu Shanmin's voice trembled a little. At this moment, he almost couldn't help but hug Han Yao into his arms.
Han Yao had a smile on her face, "Don't worry, I will tell my dad, let's get engaged or not get married first. When your business is done, I won't blame you no matter what decision you make at that time, and you don't need to
I am worried that I will hurt me again, because by that time, no matter what the result is, I will be able to let go. If there is no regret for me, there will naturally be no harm."
Lu Shanmin just stared at Han Yao blankly. Who can be ruthless without plants? He is not a cold and ruthless person. Han Yao's words made him unable to say anything.
The eyes were facing each other, and their eyes reflected their own eyes. Han Yao could see his affectionate eyes in Lu Shanmin's eyes, and Lu Shanmin could see his slightly trembling eyelids in Han Yao's eyes.
In this moment, according to the plot in TV series and novels, boys should take the initiative to kiss the girl.
However, the two looked at each other for a long time, but the plot that readers expected did not appear.
Han Yao giggled and broke the ambiguous and awkward atmosphere, turned around and walked forward with her hands behind her back.