Chapter 753 I would rather believe than be disappointed
"In the vast sea of people, you will search all your life. If you still have a breath, don't say you can't find it!"
Tian Wenjun carries a missing person notice board with a photo of his son Tian Peng on his back.
He sang on the streets and posted missing persons notices.
"Without a buyer, there is no seller. Without a seller, there is no trafficking..."
"We also hope that the families who buy their children will treat our children well."
This is probably the only hope in despair.
Even if you can't find it, you still hope that your child will be treated well!
He initially said that he accepted his fate, but in fact, he did not accept his fate at all.
If you still have a breath, don't say you can't find it. This is his inner voice.
A year has passed, and he has never given up. No matter how much suffering he has experienced, no matter how many times he has been on the verge of collapse, he can never give up as long as he thinks of his son!
On the big screen, Tian Wenjun suddenly saw his son. He was still wearing the yellow jacket, jeans, and red running shoes, playing with his friends.
He suddenly turned around and chased after him, but just when he was about to catch up, he woke up!
It turns out this was his dream!
Over the past year or so, when he dreamed back at midnight, he had dreamed of his son countless times.
During this year, he tried every means to find it, on the Internet, in the streets and in newspapers.
But suddenly the newspapers were no longer willing to report on it.
He couldn't help but call and ask: "Your newspaper even reported that a dog was missing, why didn't you report that my son was abducted?"
"It's not that we haven't reported on your son's matter, but it's been a year and it's no longer newsy. I'm sorry!"
This plot makes many people feel uncomfortable, but the reality is so cruel.
It is understandable that the media pursues newsiness. After all, they have reported it before, but at this moment, it feels so callous and ruthless. Maybe they reported this news in the past just because of the newsiness, not because of the incident itself.
But this is reality! Bloody reality, cruel reality.
On the street, Tian Wenjun was running around every day in search of his son. He was unkempt and unkempt. He squatted helplessly on the street. Some people even regarded him as a beggar.
Every night, Tian Wenjun couldn't help but take out his son's photos and look at them.
In order to find his son, even Tian Wenjun knew that the news about finding his son from people far north of Hehe (Fanghehe) might be false.
But he couldn't give up any possible hope.
So, he took the money, boarded the train, and came here.
Tian Wenjun also brought a dagger for this purpose, just because he obviously knew that there was little hope.
His ex-wife called him and asked where he was. He told Lu Xiaojuan where he was. Lu Xiaojuan immediately said: "Did you really go? That person is a liar!"
But Tian Wenjun said: "No, I have seen all the photos of the child."
"The photo is a composite, I have asked someone to identify it!"
Tian Wenjun hung up the phone directly.
In fact, does he really not know?
No, just because he would rather believe than be disappointed.
The pain and despair of losing his child drove him to believe, because only in this way could he persevere!
Facts have proved that those people are really liars. When Tian Wenjun was chased by liars, the audience in the theater had the same emotions as what Tian Wenjun said: "I beg you...who are you all..."
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Who are you? Yes, why would there be such people? How could they, how could they do this to a father who lost his child, a desperate father?
But this is reality, a stark reality, a cruel reality.
In this world, it is true that there are more good people than bad people, but bad people, such bad people, such bad people that make people gnash their teeth, do exist.
This is the most terrifying thing. At this moment, the audience in the cinema only felt that their hearts were being squeezed by the boundless darkness, and no light could be seen.
When he saw Tian Wenjun waving a knife and begging like crazy, the entire theater began to be filled with an unspeakable depression.
The moment Tian Wenjun fell into the water, the world became dim and silent, and the time and space inside and outside the screen seemed to have solidified, and there was silence. Everyone's heart seemed to be wrapped in the dirty and yellow river water on the screen, and a look appeared on their faces.
With such painful and desperate expressions, no one expected that the movie would give them such a cruel perspective... Everyone's heart was constantly shocked.
Yes, from a cruel perspective, people cannot have any hope at all, but only despair, despair, despair!
At this moment, the fictitious feeling between the big screen and reality collapsed instantly. Everyone seemed to have entered this heart-wrenching story, and it hurt...
No matter how optimistic you are at this moment, you can't laugh or respond calmly.
Many people covered their mouths and tried not to cry out.
Some people's eyes were red, and they wanted to rush into the big screen and destroy these inhumane bad guys one by one.
How can people be so bad?
When he saw Tian Wenjun fall into the water, his son's voice seemed to come to his ears again.
Countless viewers couldn't bear it any longer, and were filled with tears and panic.
Lu Xiaojuan could not accept the fact that her son was lost and suffered from depression.
Her husband took her to see a psychiatrist.
The psychiatrist said: "Imagine a scene in which you are carrying a heavy weight and walking in circles..."
Lu Xiaojuan is not the only person who keeps walking in circles while carrying heavy objects on her back. Tian Wenjun is also the same.
As Lu Xiaojuan said: "My ex-husband may need more help. He is very ill, but he doesn't know it!"
Finally, Lu Xiaojuan asked the psychiatrist: "Do you have children?"
The psychiatrist nodded.
She asked again: "Your child has not been lost!"
Don't say you can understand others without experiencing their suffering.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! The psychiatrist asked Lu Xiaojuan to let go of the burden of the past, but that was a child, how could he be a burden? It was a part of her body, her
Continuation, even for Tian Wenjun and Lu Xiaojuan, this is the meaning of their lives.
Psychiatrists cannot understand the huge sense of emptiness and despair caused by loss, because as Lu Xiaojuan said: "Your child is not lost!"
Tian Wenjun returned home and returned to the small shop.
But in order to find his son, he had no time to run the store.
In order to find his son, he couldn't even pay the rent on time.
The landlord told Tian Wenjun that he planned to sublet the store to others, and he would not accept the rent owed by Tian Wenjun.
Tian Wenjun is actually not worried about transferring the store to others. He is just worried that if his son Tian Peng comes back one day, he will not be able to find a home.
The landlord said: "If it weren't for this, I would have kicked you out a long time ago!"
This scene made people burst into tears, and at the same time, they couldn't help but feel a trace of warmth from the landlord's body.
It is impossible for us to ask others to help you without any reason, but the help we can can help at this time.
Lu Xiaojuan came to see Tian Wenjun.
She asked him: "Is there any news?"
Her tone was very calm, because she knew that the answer to this question was always "no"!
Sure enough, Tian Wenjun shook his head: "No!"
"You look so bad? You have to pay attention to your health!" Tian Wenjun turned to look at Lu Xiaojuan and said.
"Did you sleep well?" Lu Xiaojuan asked.
The two people who used to quarrel when they met now started to care about each other.
Tian Wenjun shook his head: "Still can't sleep!"
Lu Xiaojuan took out a bottle of medicine and said, "Take this, you can sleep well!"
But Tian Wenjun just glanced at it and said, "I really want to sleep."
If he didn't have to sleep, he would have more time to find his son. If he didn't have to sleep, he wouldn't have to dream every time that his son Tian Peng was abducted or that his son was encountering various hardships.
When Lu Xiaojuan was about to leave, Tian Wenjun said, "Wait a minute, I'll take you somewhere!"
He found a child-finding mutual aid group on the Internet.
There is a house near the mountains and rivers. In the house, the parents whose children like Lu Xiaojuan and Tian Wenjun were abducted are talking about themselves.
A father said: "I am a primary school teacher. After the accident, I quit my job in order to find my children! I think about them during the day and dream at night. I dream more about not finding children than about finding them."
Another woman said: "It's been three years since I gave birth to another son. To be honest, I feel like I betrayed my daughter!"
This sentence makes many people feel heavy in their hearts. Why is Lu Xiaojuan unwilling to have another child with her husband? Because it would also make her feel that she is betraying her son!
A mother said: "As time went by, I suddenly discovered that my eyes seemed to have a function. How can I put it? That is, I just need to look at how many children, boys and girls, look like on this street. What do they look like?"
It’s not my son, I’ll know it for sure! Really!”
"Then I searched street after street every day, swiping, swiping, and swiping, and then they insisted that I was crazy and wanted to send me to the hospital! I knew I was not crazy. I was just pretending.
Crazy, this is the only way I can hold on! That’s when I told them that I didn’t give up! I will definitely find my son! It’s necessary! Come on!”
She was just smiling, but everyone could see that she was crying in her heart.
Yes, you can see it accurately, but what's the use?
There is no her son in it.
She was smiling, pretending to laugh, because only in this way could she hold on!
It's just that the more certain she says, the more desperate she feels!
So, in the end, she couldn't pretend anymore and couldn't laugh anymore, because she burst into tears when she laughed!
Han Dezhong, the founder of the Wanli Child Search Association, said: "I reiterate once again, the child we lost is irreplaceable, and we must not give birth to another one! We must keep looking for it forever!"
The camera scanned the faces of those who participated in the Wanli Son Searching Meeting one by one.
They are all parents who have lost their children.
Then it’s time to share with Tian Wenjun.
"I have been in Shenzhen for a few years. I lost money in business at the beginning, and later my wife and I divorced. I didn't expect that later on, I also lost my son. Oh, you think, this is wearing my last piece of clothing.
The thread was also broken. When I went home, I looked in the mirror and said to myself, I said Tian Wenjun, you must find this child. If you want to find it, you can definitely find it! But later, you feel that something is wrong
You don’t quite understand!”
"You said to me, this child was abducted by others. I have become a servant of others. You said to them, they came to lie to me. How can a human be like this?"
"Then later, it got better. Even the liars stopped lying to me. There was no movement at all. There was really no movement at all. At that time, you felt that it was pretty good for someone to lie to you.
Someone is lying to you. You feel like there is still some hope. This hope is like food, you can’t not eat it. This hope is too important to us. We will definitely keep looking and we will definitely find it, right?"
I would rather believe than be disappointed. Because as Tian Wenjun said, without hope, he really can't persevere!
Not only Tian Wenjun, but also everyone else at the scene.
It's Lu Xiaojuan's turn to share.
But in the end she only said: "Thank you everyone!"
Finally she couldn't bear it anymore.
"That day I felt like my son Pengpeng was chasing me from behind the car, but I didn't look back..."
She was crying and confessing at the top of her lungs: "I'm sorry, I lost the child. I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
At this moment, everyone was... heartbroken. They could feel Lu Xiaojuan's crying, guilt, and despair!
Lu Xiaojuan's husband came to see Tian Wenjun because Lu Xiaojuan's illness was getting worse.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! Qin Hao said: "We have to live this life, and people have to accept reality!"
Tian Wenjun suddenly turned his head: "Why should I accept reality?"
"You are not Pengpeng's father. You say you can understand, but in fact you still can't understand!"
This person who once said that he had accepted his fate was the last person willing to accept his fate at this time.
Han Dezhong learned something from the police station. The police in Chaohai had just arrested a trafficking gang. He said that he wanted everyone to try their luck together.
At this moment, the people from the Wanli Xunzi Club in the car finally had smiles on their faces.
Because at this moment, they saw a little hope. Although this hope was still very slim, at least it was hope!
Even Tian Wenjun and Lu Xiaojuan couldn't help but smile, not a forced smile, but a smile from the bottom of their hearts.
Because what if? What if there are clues to Peng Peng?
They encouraged each other and sang the song "Invisible Wings"!
"Every time, I am strong in wandering and lonely. Every time, even if I am hurt, I don't shed tears..."
This song seemed to give them endless strength and hope.
During the dinner party, a liar called and everyone teased the liar. It can be said that this is probably the funniest scene in the whole film.
At the dinner table, Han Dezhong said that he once ate monkey brains. Cute little creatures are not immune to a tragic fate just because they are clever and lively. The subconscious formed by evolution makes us think that young mammals are cute and cannot bear to harm them. However,
There are always those who don't like this.
After Han Dezhong lost his child, he began to become a vegetarian. He felt that it might be a kind of retribution.
However, hope was still dashed.
The group of them went to the detention center where the traffickers were detained and asked the traffickers one photo after another.
But the trafficker said: "I am a trafficker of women. I will never do such a sinful thing as kidnapping a child!"
His logic made the audience in the theater feel extremely ridiculous.
Just like Lu Xiaojuan asked him: "Isn't it harmful to kidnapping a woman?"
"If they don't like taking advantage, how could they be cheated by me?"
Facing such a twisted human trafficker who could no longer be considered a human being, Han Dezhong's wife Fan Yun cursed "beast!"
Such people can still plausibly abduct and traffic women. They are no longer human beings. No, they are even worse than beasts!
Another human trafficker said that after learning that they offered a large reward, they had also inquired about the child, hoping to find the child to claim the reward.
But when she couldn't find it, she asked Lu Xiaojuan when she lost the child.
After listening to this, he said that he had heard that the child was so noisy that they put him in a sack in the car and suffocated him to death!
After hearing the trafficker's words, Lu Xiaojuan completely collapsed.
What's even more terrifying is the trafficker's tone when he said this, which is chilling!
There was a glimmer of hope when we came here, but when we returned, everyone felt as if their souls had been sucked out. They were desperate, desperate, and still desperate.
Suddenly Tian Wenjun, who was in the car, saw something in a sack in a car next to him. The sack was moving. He immediately remembered what the trafficker said about the child being put in the sack because he was too noisy.
However, after the driver forced the truck to stop, they caught up with the group of people, and when a monkey was released from the sack, the energy that everyone had built up completely disappeared.
What followed was still numb despair.
Because they have experienced too much.
Tian Wenjun started a food cart business. On the cart was Pengpeng's photo, a missing person notice, and a reward of 200,000 yuan.
Two uniformed urban management officers came over. One of them's expression changed and he was about to speak.
Suddenly he was pulled by a colleague next to him and he glanced at the missing child information on the car.
"We can't display it here. Don't display it here tomorrow. Go to the market and display it. There are many people there!" The originally aggressive urban management officer suddenly changed his words.
This scene is very different from the original movie. In fact, the original movie does have some suspicions of discrediting official law enforcement officials.
But actually it doesn’t make sense, because the human heart is made of flesh.
So the movie has changed a lot in this area, like here.
It's better to say "No more display tomorrow" in the original version, which is more humane.
Suddenly Tian Wenjun's cell phone rang.
It's a phone number marked express delivery.
Tian Wenjun thought it was a liar again and hung up. Unexpectedly, this time it turned out to be true.
The other party sent a photo, and the child in the photo is really Tian Peng!
Tian Wenjun told him that as long as he found the child, he would give him a cent of 200,000.
But the courier shook his head and said, "Brother, it's not easy for you. I'm not helping you for money!" After that, he turned around and left.
There may be many bad people and beasts in this world, but there are also many good people.
The first light of dawn has appeared.
Han Dezhong accompanied Tian Wenjun and his wife to the place where the courier provided the news.
They looked at the little boy feeding the geese from a distance, but a few years later, the child grew so fast that even Tian Wenjun and Lu Xiaojuan did not dare to confirm whether it was their son Tian Peng.
When Han Dezhong contacted the police, Tian Wenjun and Lu Xiaojuan couldn't help but get excited first.
They've been looking for too long.
How could they bear to see the son they had been looking for for so many years?
But after only three years, my son no longer recognized them.
When being carried away by Tian Wenjing, he kept struggling and called the other woman mother!
Some people may ask, how come the child doesn’t remember his parents after only three years?
But he was only three years old when he went missing!
How many people can remember what happened when they were three years old?
