The big-eared cow lay on the roof and put on the fish tank.
He didn't understand: "Everyone said they were leaving. Sister Fangfei said she was leaving, and grandma also said she was leaving. I asked grandma where she was going. She said my day was coming soon, and she wanted to go to the sea of suffering to see grandpa. I asked,
Where is the sea of suffering? But I can’t understand what she said!”
The big-eared cow came to grandma: "Grandma, please don't leave, okay?"
Grandma hugged her grandson: "Grandma will leave at any time, and she will leave one day. As a human being, to put it bluntly, there is no limit to the sea of suffering!"
"No, I have to go. Don't you want to leave grandma?" Grandma asked him while holding the big-eared cow.
"Yes, grandma is not allowed to leave!" How could the big-eared cow be willing to leave?
"Fool, grandma must go!" Grandma just said this sentence and repeated it.
But the big-eared cow asked innocently: "Then what should I do if I want to see you again in the future?"
Grandma sighed: "Oh, it's so difficult!"
But she didn't want her grandson to be too sad, so she said, "But let me tell you a story."
"My grandma once said that there is a way. She said that if you want to reunite with your relatives, you have to save all your beloved things and then throw them all into the sea of suffering and fill the sea of suffering. This way
You can reunite with your relatives!"
The big-eared cow believed it to be true.
Someone threw copper coins, and the big-eared cow ran past.
Grandma looked at the back of the big-eared cow happily running away, feeling extremely reluctant to give up, but she could only sigh.
At night, my brother wanted Big-Eared Ox to return the gold medal to him first.
"Why?"
"You lend it to me first, and I will give you a new one later!"
"Really?"
"Of course, I will win it back, don't you believe me?"
"All right!"
Of course Big Ear Niu believes in his brother, after all, he has always been so great!
He returned the gold medal to his brother.
"Don't be a big talker!"
Luo Jinyi held the gold medal tightly and said solemnly: "Don't be a big talker!"
He once again came to Fang Fei's home, the mansion that shocked him so much.
Seeing Luo Jinyi, Fangfei was surprised and very happy.
"This time I know where the real door of your home is." Luo Jinyi said with a smile.
"You are so stupid!" Fang Fei said.
She invited Luo Jinyi to sit down, but Luo Jinyi shook his head and refused.
"Actually, I know you are leaving, so I came to say goodbye to you!"
Fang Fei looked at him and said in a low voice: "Thank you!"
Luo Jinyi took out the gold medal he had received from his younger brother and handed it to Fang Fei: "It's for you!"
Fang Fei received the gold medal: "So beautiful, you are so awesome, you win every time!"
Luo Jin wanted to cry, but he held it back: "No, I lost this time! But I will definitely win it back!"
Yes, he lost this time, not only in the hurdle race, but also in love!
He lost his first love and the girl he liked!
But he will definitely win it back. Perhaps in his heart, he has already recovered from the blow.
It's just a pity that the girl he likes may not be there to cheer for him at that time.
"Consider this an order... Treat it as an order for you, my little brother, and myself!"
"Okay, Jinyi, I believe you!" Fang Fei looked at him and said.
This can't help but give the audience a glimmer of hope. As soon as Luo Jin regains his strength, Fang Fei's words are telling him that he believes that one day they can meet again and renew their unfinished love!
Before leaving, Fang Fei wanted to give the guitar to Luo Jinyi.
Luo Jinyi wanted to refuse.
But Fang Fei said: "You play better than me, and you want to compose your own music!"
Jinyi finally accepted it!
"When I have the chance, I will definitely come back to see you!" Fang Fei said when bidding farewell to Luo Jinyi.
"Then I'll win back the gold medal and wait for you!" Luo Jinyi made a promise.
"Absolutely?" Fang Fei looked at him with tears in her eyes.
"Definitely!" Luo Jinyi nodded vigorously.
He reached out and touched Fang Fei's cheek, but in the end he just bumped her forehead with his head, then turned and left!
Fang Fei ran to the balcony, looked at Luo Jin's retreating figure, and couldn't help but burst into tears!
Fangfei left.
Although we have made promises to each other, life is like this. It is difficult to get better every step of the way, and it is difficult again after you get better!
The storm came and the roof was crumbling. Luo Jin Erda cried and called for help.
The first thing Luo's father did when he ran upstairs was to hang on to the roof with all his strength. Even if his feet were off the ground, he still held on tightly. They had nothing, so they had to fight with their only valuable life.
Countless people were shocked by the scene of seeing things being blown away one by one and homes being torn into pieces.
The family holding on to the house seems to be saying that life is like a storm, and the family can only survive it by working together.
Dad shouted loudly: "The most important thing is to keep your head."
"Roof" refers to the family. The most important thing in life is to protect the family. My father believed in this, so he risked his life and vowed to keep the "roof" that could protect their family from wind and rain.
After the typhoon, although the roof was saved, the whole house was torn into pieces, and everything in the house was blown away.
However, the impermanence and cruelty of fate were once again vividly demonstrated, and misfortune came again.
Luo Jinyi fell.
When the doctor said that Luo Jinyi had blood cancer, both Luo's father and Luo's mother couldn't accept it and couldn't believe it.
"My boss is so strong, he can't do it!"
But his words could not change this cruel fact.
Luo's father and Luo's mother walked out of the hospital in despair.
Everything seems to have been a sign, starting from Luo Jinyi's fall in the hurdle race for the last time and his inability to cheer up. Everyone originally thought that it was because of Fang Fei's incident that he suffered a blow, but now the truth is revealed.
As the doctor said: "With his current physical condition, even if he wants to work hard, he doesn't have the ability!"
All hopes are placed on one person, asking him to be strong and good. Jinyi has been enduring it and doing well. He is the biggest pride and has become a role model for the neighborhood. It seems that the neighborhood has just been established, and everyone
People are full of longing and work hard, because tomorrow is not far away, tomorrow will come, and you must believe in it as a human being.
Luo Jinyi didn't know his physical condition, but he still studied hard and worked hard.
Luo's father and Luo's mother did not dare to tell their son, they could only use their own way to give him more care.
But paper cannot contain the fire.
In a question and answer competition, Luo Jinyi failed again due to physical reasons and illness.
"Ever since my brother didn't know how to answer the question, my parents have been asking people everywhere how to answer the question! But none of those people knew how to answer, so stupid!" The big-eared cow wearing a glass fish tank said in confusion.
In the footage, Luo's father and mother Luo asked people everywhere: "Do you know how to cure cancer?"
"I mean a doctor who can really cure diseases..."
The big-eared cow is still carefree and innocent.
"One night I heard from my parents that they wanted to take my brother to Peking to ask questions."
The big-eared cow thought it was really going to Peking and made a lot of noise to go!
Luo's father and Luo's mother lied and asked Luo's mother to take Luo Jinyi to Peking to visit his uncle.
Luo Jinyi already had doubts.
In the end, in order to prevent their son from knowing the real situation, they let the big-eared cow follow them.
Mother Luo couldn't be optimistic anymore, but Big-eared Niu and her brother didn't know it and were still playing around.
At night, the big-eared cow saw death for the first time, and it was so close to him for the first time. He was frightened and cried loudly.
The elder brother quickly hugged him and coaxed him: "Don't be afraid. Brother is here. You said you want to be like me when you grow up, right? Be bold and let's not be afraid together, okay? When you grow up, brother will teach you how to run, okay?
?We can run very fast together, and we are not afraid together, okay..."
Listening to the eldest son coaxing the younger son, Luo's mother was heartbroken.
Dad was still making shoes day and night at home, and Luo Jinyi and the big-eared cow were playing in the snow.
Suddenly Luo Jinyi overheard the conversation between his mother and the doctor.
I learned that I came to Peking this time not to see my uncle, but to treat his illness.
Listening to the doctor say: "There is nothing we can do about your son's illness!"
Seeing his mother crying without tears and looking desperate, Luo Jinyi knew everything.
When they returned home, they saw the foreigner coming to ask for money. This was the darkest era in Hong Kong. If they wanted to open a shop, they would have to accept their exploitation.
Because of his son's incident, Luo's father broke out. Luo's mother knew that this store was the hope for the family to continue to exist and for her son's treatment, so she gave Bai Liyi money!
The big-eared cow still didn't understand and was still confused. He recited the English letters backwards in front of the foreigner. This time he really recited them fluently.
But this is of no use!
"Later, my brother became more and more sleepy and afraid of noise, so he moved to the hospital. The hospital's building is so high that he could stand up and put on his school uniform! But he never went back to school again! He rarely stood up."
The elder brother looked at the back of his younger brother walking away with his schoolbag on his back. He felt extremely envious, envious that his younger brother could go to school.
But he can't!
However, everything was more cruel than it seemed. In the hospital, at that time, you had to pay the nurse even for boiling water and for drawing blood. The nurse actually gave the needle according to the amount of money given.
Because Luo's mother only gave her two yuan, the nurse inserted the needle hard, causing Luo Jinyi to scream in pain.
Mother Luo couldn't help but burst out: "Nurse! The human heart is made of flesh, so two yuan is not too little. A day's stay in a public hospital only costs two yuan!"
As a result, the nurse said: "The beds are so cheap, so you can sleep a few more days!"
In this deformed era, this desperate era, they are still working hard to live, one step is difficult and the other is better!
This is what Luo's mother said to her son: "As a human being, you must always believe!"
Mother Luo endured it, letting herself be optimistic and believing.
But while she was applying paint, she kept saying "Always believe, always believe", but she couldn't help but shed tears.
She was strong, but it was too painful and desperate!
In the hospital, my brother taught his younger brother to run and hurdle.
In his hand, he silently took out Fang Fei's letter from abroad, and he took out Fang Fei's photo from it. He once thought that as long as he was like the red bird, he would keep fighting for the gold medal and the first place.
, he can one day reunite with his beloved girl and fulfill his promise.
But now, he can no longer compete with the world. His life has been burned out in the years.
Looking at the forced smile on his brother's face, Big-Eared Niu also noticed that his brother was unhappy.
"Are you unhappy? Don't you like living here? Can I ask my mother to come and let you go home?" He asked his brother ignorantly and innocently.
"No!"
"Why?"
"I'll go back as soon as I can!"
"Why?"
"Stop talking! Don't spend all day doing why, why, I'm so annoying!"
My brother finally got angry.
Because he doesn't know how to explain it to his brother!
The younger brother ran away angrily, and the older brother regretted that he shouldn't have treated him like that.
He is just a child!
The elder brother made his younger brother laugh, and the younger brother also felt sorry for him.
"If you are unhappy, I will give you a moonlight cup." The younger brother gave the stolen moonlight cup to his older brother.
"No!"
"Then I'll give you the Eagle Country flag."
"No need, little brother!"
"Then, let me give you a Sun Wukong? I got it from the Guanyin Temple!"
"No, you can keep it for yourself."
"Then I'll send you a stack of celebrity photos!"
The younger brother gave all the stolen things to his older brother just to make him happy.
"After you collect one to a hundred, you can exchange them for basketballs!"
"After collecting one to a hundred, I had all changed them when I was discharged from the hospital!" My brother said with a smile.
"No, it says it's always valid!" the younger brother said seriously.
"I am just joking!"
"No, it really says: Valid forever!" The younger brother explained, thinking that his older brother didn't believe it.
"Brother, nothing in this world is valid forever, you know?" The elder brother touched his younger brother's head and said.
The big-eared cow was a little discouraged and puzzled: "I have stolen everything for you, what do you want?"
The elder brother didn't know how to answer him, so he could only hug him tightly.
Yes, the younger brother stole everything for his older brother, but time is about to steal his older brother's life.
In the evening, the younger brother returned home while imitating his elder brother's singing, but his father discovered what he had stolen. His father was so angry that he beat him severely.
But after the beating, hearing his son cry, he regretted it.
Holding the big-eared cow in his arms, his father asked him: "Does it hurt?"
"No pain!"
"Are you angry with dad?"
"No life!"
"What is taught in school today?"
"Chinese and English!"
“What does Chinese teach?”
It was the same question Luo's father asked before, but the answer he got this time was different.
"Chirping, chirping again, Mulan is weaving in the house, no sound of the machine is heard, only the woman sighs, asking her what she is thinking, asking her what she is remembering..."
"What about English?"
"A MAN! I AM A MAN..."
This child who had never wanted to study hard suddenly seemed to have grown up overnight.
The shoemaker father is no longer so radiant, his hair is gray, his beard is unkempt, and his hands are starting to be stained with oil. Life forces him to always work hard.
Mother Luo was going to deliver food to her brother, but her father stopped her.
He made her a pair of red leather shoes made of sheepskin and specially decorated with hollow flowers.
This is probably the only thing Luo's father can do for his wife at a time like this.
Luo's mother puts on this pair of shoes specially made for her by Luo's father.
"Why don't you give these shoes a name?" Luo's mother put on the shoes and turned around and asked.
"What's the name?"
"The shoe on the left is called "difficult" and the shoe on the right is called "good"!"
She walked: "One step is difficult, one step is good, one step is difficult, one step is good!"
Life is always like this, one step is difficult and one step is better, but no matter how difficult it is, we must keep going!
"One step is difficult, one step is good, one step is difficult, one step is good!" The voice changed from Luo's mother's voice to that of a big-eared cow.
"One step is difficult, another step is good. My mother taught me to sing this song all day long. I told my mother that this song is not good. My mother said, don't you like this song? I said I don't like it, and she said
, when she comes back after watching her brother, teach me another song!"
Through the curved surface of the fish tank, scenes of Hong Kong Island in the 1960s are reproduced on the big screen.
Life has always been like this, it won't get better just because you like it. Whether it's difficult or good, life has to go on!
"But that night, she didn't come back for a long time!"
While Big-eared Niu was still debating whether to buy one popsicle or two, Street Visitor hurried out and said that Mrs. Luo had called.
Father Luo hurried out after answering the phone.
He went to the pawn shop first and then rushed to the hospital.
Luo Jinyi's condition requires a blood transfusion. Luo's mother has always been famous for her ability to talk. She is known as "Mrs. Luo". She can bargain with bus drivers and watch movies. She can do anything. But until she went to Leng Leng
's hospital.
When she asked: "I want to see if it will be cheaper today," it made people feel extremely desperate.
When Luo's father took out the money, there was a deep ring mark on his greasy hand. Luo's mother held his hand and burst into tears. For them, in the face of such a life, romance is special
luxury.
"The Exotic Land Development of Vegetable-Growing Skeletons"
She rushed back from that distant place and came to the hospital holding flowers.
Seeing Fang Fei, Luo Jinyi's face that had not seen a smile for a long time once again showed a surprise smile, and the two hugged tightly.
"Why are you back?"
"I begged dad to let me come back during the vacation and ask your classmates to find out you are here!"
She stroked his face: "Are you okay?"
"Much better!" Luo Jinyi said with a smile.
"Is it true they said you were anemic?"
"yes!"
"Why do you keep replying to your letters, and then why don't you reply anymore? I'm so worried!"
"I want to feel better before I go back. Who knows if I get sick..."
Fang Fei handed the flowers to Luo Jinyi.
Luo Jinyi told her that he had already written it, recorded the tape, and asked his brother to bring it to her tomorrow.
This time's departure seemed to make Fang Fei understand her own feelings. She rested her head on Luo Jinyi's shoulder and said, "How about I come to accompany you every day, okay?"
"Fool, even if you can, the hospital won't give it to you."
"I know who can stay with you all day, Red Sparrow!"
"Where can I find a red sparrow for me?"
"Huayuan Street, someone taught me this before."
"Is your memory so good?"
"Some things will be remembered for a lifetime."
Finally, Luo Jinyi kissed this beloved girl. That green first kiss made the fire of hope burn brightly, but because of this, it was even more heartbreaking to have it extinguished.
Luo Jinyi held the rose given by his beloved girl and took a sip of water, but blood spurted out.
Yellow roses were scattered all over the ground, the bloody glass fell, and the yellow roses dyed red by the spilled blood gave it a tragic beauty that made people confused.
Fang Fei is holding the red sparrow bought from Huayuan Street. The red sparrow you are holding in your hand is my three-second wish for you: after three seconds, the clouds will be calm and the wind will be light.
Father Luo and Mother Luo walked into the hospital carrying lunch boxes.
The big-eared cow who was forced to stand saw what the teacher and the security guard were talking about. He seemed to realize something, picked up his schoolbag and ran out quickly.
Father Luo and Mother Luo, in the corridor of the hospital, everyone looked at them differently.
One, two, three, their moods became more and more uneasy, their footsteps became heavier and heavier, and finally they arrived at the door of the ward.
But what they saw was the nurse covering their son with a white cloth!
Sadness and despair filled their hearts.
Luo Jinyi, who always strived for the first place, left and left this world forever.
He could no longer fulfill his promise to Fang Fei, he could no longer fulfill his promise to his brother, and bring back a new gold medal for him and her.
At the funeral, Luo’s father took out the song that his son had written before his death.
"The rainbow sighs in a low voice, and the misty old songs are like complaints. The songs float in the sky and float into my secret dreamland..."
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! "The rainbow sighs in a low voice, the past is hidden deep in my heart, the past floats in the sky, floating through my sad love song..."
Along with the singing, Fang Fei and Luo's mother sat next to the big-eared cow. They were in inexplicable grief and couldn't even swallow their voices. Big tears fell on the simple memorial page.
Fragments of the past, following this song, floated out of the church window one by one; Fang Fei's first love, the hero in her brother's heart, and her parents' hope, all passed away quietly after all...
There is a special kind of scorching loneliness in a cemetery under the scorching sun.
It reminds me of what Luo Jinyi once said: "I wonder what will be written on my tombstone in the future?"
Luo's father went to find a red flower and planted it next to the cemetery. Although he was full of pain, he still said seriously: "The most important thing in life is to keep your head. A tree can at least provide shade for the boss!"
The big-eared cow came to the seaside because grandma said that if you collect all your most beloved things and throw them into the sea of suffering, and fill the sea of suffering, you can reunite with your departed relatives.
He did indeed do this. He wanted to exchange the stolen "years" for his brother, but when he found out that what his grandma said was a "lie" and that his brother would never come back, he finally grew up. It turned out that he had given the treasure
Being thrown into the sea of suffering teaches people to learn to let go of the past and then embrace the future.
For his brother, he was willing to throw away everything he loved, which was also the best and most cherished memory of his childhood. Many years later, he grew up and was admitted to the school where his brother was. He always believed in what his brother had taught him.
The words he had said and the promises he had made. He had always memorized the English alphabet backwards and took over everything from his brother. However, he could not achieve perfection. He just walked on and believed that a "double shadow rainbow" would appear in the sky, a miracle.
You are already by their side, you just don't notice it. As a human being, you must believe it.
Time goes by in order and can never be returned, but we can rewind it in our minds and recall the past. When we read it backwards, it always feels a little awkward because some things can never be remembered.
People always have to remember.
"In the changing life, time turns out to be the biggest thief."
It gives you life, gives you achievements, gives you memories, and then it steals your childhood, your friends and relatives, and finally your life.
Jin Er thought that his brother would keep his promise, but he was caught off guard and fell into the trick of time. Life deceived Jin Yi, and time deceived Jin Er.
It turns out that time is also a liar.
When time deceives you, don't be sad or cry.
Because as a human being, you must always believe!
