[It's June, ask for a monthly pass, and some ideas]
I didn't expect this book to reach this point.
I never thought I would have the courage to challenge the monthly ticket.
I won’t go into details about the early results of this book. Brothers and sisters who have read it till now are very clear about it.
Really, I never dreamed that I could turn over.
I remember when it first came on the shelves, all I wanted to do was hold on to the three hundred orders, and then finish the story in an outline as quickly as possible. Even if I gave an explanation to three hundred readers, it was also a way of giving myself an explanation.
Account.
I tried those three books last year, and The Savior is my fourth attempt.
It's inevitable to feel disheartened when it hits the shelves like that.
Especially when I think about the fact that I started writing books in 2005. I have been writing books for fifteen years, and I have been writing books full-time for five years, but each book is not as good as the next. It is really difficult to describe the experience.
Last year's three consecutive attacks had a devastating impact on my personal confidence in writing. In fact, it was almost devastating.
So when I started reading this book, I told myself, this is my last try, and if it doesn’t work, I’ll change my career.
It is indeed indescribable pain to have to change careers when you are over thirty, but there is no other way. You have to be responsible for your family and you have to eat.
With this prerequisite, everyone should be able to taste what my mental activities were like when I ordered the first 300.
But, in the end, I managed to survive with everyone’s support.
Now it can be said that the clouds are clearing and the moon is clear, and even one step further can muster up the courage to hit the monthly vote list, which is indeed unexpected.
I can’t say whether this attempt will be successful or not.
Even if I didn't do it well in the end, I tried my best, which can be regarded as putting a new mark on my more than ten years of writing career.
In addition, now that the story has been written, I believe everyone can see that the difficulty of creation is increasing exponentially.
The plot of the modern part has become a tightrope walk. I have to be cautious while trying my best to maintain the interest and value of the story. It is really difficult.
In fact, an author friend suggested that I be decisive, write mindless and cool articles, and make money honestly, which is safe and simple.
But I also feel that since everyone has been watching The Savior until now and can continue to give me support, after all, they are not here to read the same cool articles.
I must be responsible for the people who spend money to read my books, and I must also be responsible for the few pursuits I have left in my heart.
Therefore, I do not plan to adjust my writing method and rely on the route of refreshing writing, but I will still try this more difficult writing method in a thankless way.
It is necessary to maintain the mood and interest, and avoid repetition and scale risks.
Therefore, although my writing attitude has always been serious, I am not sure whether I can achieve the ideal perfection in the future.
I am mentally prepared to accept failure at any time.
So I think it is unlikely that this book will take several years to write.
The most perfect ending should be at the end of this year, so I can write the ideal ending.
Therefore, June is really my first and last time to redeem my monthly ticket. At least it is the last time for me to redeem my monthly ticket.
I implore all brothers and sisters who have been touched by this book for a moment to come to Qidian and support me.
I really need it.
If I can succeed, it will prove that I am indeed suitable for writing science fiction.
In the future, I will probably try my best to write science fiction that is more suitable for Chinese people and worthy of my own conscience.
Finally, I would like to complain that it is really difficult to write some in-depth science fiction in such a fragile medium as Internet articles.
I have a lot of dissatisfaction in my heart that I want to express, but I don’t dare.
I used to be dissatisfied with the fact that the only good science fiction genres left were Mugen-ryu and Jiten-ryu, but now I finally understand.
This is probably the compromise everyone has to make when faced with a job.
After all, it is safer to only write Mugenliu and Zhutianliu, there will not be so many constraints, and you will not always feel like you are wearing shackles on your hands.
Finally, I again ask for monthly votes and support.
