On June 16, 2020, "I Really Don't Want to Be the Savior" reached 10,000 orders.
Today is the second day of booking, and I have basically sorted out my thoughts.
I'm sorry that this speech is too long. After all, I haven't written the text yet today.
How should I put it? As everyone knows, I have always been a street writer who lives by testimonials and begs for food by moving people.
There are too many thoughts in my mind, so even if I want to make my speech short, it probably won’t be.
I started writing my first book in December 2005, and before I knew it, it has been almost fifteen years.
I didn't expect that I could stick to something that seemed boring for so long.
I wrote on and off for about fifteen years.
From 2005 to 2009, I read and told stories.
From 2009 to 2015, I worked hard most of the time. In my spare time, I just wrote something casually as a way to spice up my life.
2. Complete the three books "Carry the Goddess Queen with You", "Monster Catching Dad" and "The Ninth Career".
In 2019, I wrote three consecutive eunuch books: "I Plant Myself", "I Can Control Heavenly Tribulation", and "The Immortal Palace in the Palm". I failed to write three books in one year, with zero income, and I hit rock bottom.
In December 2019, I opened "I Really Didn't Want to Be the Savior" in a state of numbness. Maybe it's a coincidence, maybe it's fate, maybe it's because the flowers don't bloom intentionally and the willows grow unintentionally. The three words "Savior" are the title of the book.
, in fact, he is the savior of my personal life.
I didn't expect, I really didn't expect that this book would become my personal savior.
Frankly speaking, even if I don't write a book, I probably won't starve to death. Many readers know that I used to engage in scientific research and environmental protection, but many readers don't know that I actually face different "temptations" every year. So-called
What is the temptation? I am engaged in environmental protection in Sichuan Province.
In the field, there are some connections. Since 2015, I have always encountered temptations of one kind or another, such as chief technical engineer, project manager, director of sewage treatment plant, person in charge of solid waste landfill... These are similar
Positions are basically put in front of me two or three times a year.
Every time, I tell myself that I should give up writing and go back to environmental protection, so that I can fulfill my social responsibilities and earn more money to support my family.
But every time, I think that writing stories actually has social responsibility and can also realize the value of life. I always firmly believe that if I can use stories to convey something inspiring, what I leave to the times may be
It would not be a bad idea to build more sewage plants, operate more sewage treatment facilities, and torture more heavily polluting industries than me.
I asked myself again, what do I like most?
But in the end I chose to continue writing.
My father didn't understand, my family didn't understand, and neither did my boss, boss, or university professor who I declined.
In fact, sometimes I don’t understand it myself.
I resigned before because I was forced by life and my income could not cover family expenses.
I have been on the market for a year now, the first order is only 300, and the manuscript fee is several hundred a month, what should I insist on?
Now that the situation has changed, if I return to the environmental protection industry and work as a technical director, I can earn more than ten thousand or twenty thousand a month.
Now time flies by and half a year has passed in the blink of an eye. I still don’t understand what I was insisting on at that time.
Fortunately, persistence paid off.
I don’t know if it’s unprecedented to go from an initial order of 300 to over 10,000 orders.
I don't know if I can do better in the future.
But every time in the dead of night, I read the book reviews posted by my brothers and sisters, and saw that everyone was moved by me, I felt an unparalleled sense of satisfaction and pride.
I would even imagine that if readers could recapture the moment of being moved by Chen Feng when facing difficulties in life, would they also be able to face difficulties like Chen Feng.
I hope that my books can make other people's lives better. This is my highest goal.
I often tell some friends who I have known for many years that authors should have a sense of responsibility and mission when writing books.
But I'm also often laughed at.
If the writing is good, then the writing is good. Whatever makes you feel good will come as long as you make money with peace of mind.
You're a street hustler and haven't made any money, so you're filled with a sense of responsibility. You can't even support your own family. Are you qualified to talk about responsibility? Are you qualified to help others?
I would like to refute. I always want to say that the power of literature should not only be enjoyable, it should and must also be something else.
But it turns out that this market is very realistic, and the world of traffic is very realistic. Only when you have fun can you make money. At the same time, the world laughs at poverty but not at prostitution.
I am poor and humble, so I am unable to refute.
Now I am fine and feel proud.
I have proved with facts that when writing about the Internet, you can not only pursue fun, but also talk about things that are not so cool.
We should believe in the times and readers. Good and valuable things created with care will surely be noticed by others.
As fast food literature, if Internet literature can seize its bright spots, it can also give the era some more meaningful spiritual qualities under the surface of pleasure.
What I said was a bit shameless and shameless.
But now I am not afraid of being laughed at. Ever since I first started writing in 2005, I have tried to work in this direction for every book I write.
Maybe I didn't do well enough in the past, or maybe I didn't have enough life experience, so I deserve to be mediocre.
At least now, I finally did it with the support of all my brothers and sisters, one subscription after another.
Thousands of orders.
I believe this will not be our end.
The plot of the savior has only just fully unfolded.
Our future must be a broader sea of stars.
I also believe that good things can eventually come out of the circle.
"The Savior" still won't be the end of my writing career.
I firmly believe that sooner or later there will be a point where I, together with all the brothers and sisters who pay to subscribe to me, can leave our mark in this era and move forward firmly.
This is my highest pursuit in writing a book.
Here, I would like to express my special thanks to many people.
My editor, Lu Ming, is a very enthusiastic, serious and responsible young man.
Thanks also to May, the editor-in-chief of the Sci-Fi Channel!
Thanks to my operations officer, die-hard readers Ye Feng, Deep Sea No. 2, Cheng Zi, etc., and everyone.
Thanks to the brothers who discussed with me on my writing path.
"Da Dao Ji" Pei Butu Dog
"Becoming a Richest Man from Loss Begins from the Game" Getting Drunk in a Green Shirt
"I Really Don't Want to Be Famous" Wu Ma Xing
"I really don't want to be reborn"
"Top of the Canyon" The Mysterious Big Watermelon
"When the Doctor Opens the Door" Holding an Inch-Cutting Ruler in Hand
"Starting from Gu Huo Bird" deserves it
"Long Live the Emperor" Water Cut 2
"I'm really good at it" Naihe laughs at Wangchuan
"Real Doomsday Game" Dream Catcher
"Previous Male God" Hugxiang
Finally, let’s briefly summarize some recent updates.
The number of words has not decreased, but it has become less regular.
I have to admit that as the plot progresses, it becomes more and more difficult to write while maintaining depth and avoiding boredom caused by repetition.
I can't say that I can definitely achieve perfection. I can only promise that I will try my best to work in a better direction.
I can also guarantee that every chapter I write is not intended to be misleading.
If you are really determined to get the answer, then writing it probably won’t be so difficult.
In short, we strive to do better and ask for your understanding.
