Nan Xiaonan denied it. Even though she was so scared that she was trembling all over, Nan Xiaonan still didn't say what happened in her dream.
Feng Yi did not continue to ask, and so did Nan Heming. Nan Xiaonan lowered his head and said nothing, and his reaction was a bit slow. Nan Heming and Feng Yi looked at each other, and unanimously did not continue to ask.
"Are you feeling unwell?" Feng Yi asked.
"Yes." Nan Xiaonan nodded.
"Then let's have a good rest today." Feng Yi comforted Nan Xiaonan, but Nan Xiaonan was not very happy, and his whole body was exhausted.
"..." Feng Yi and Nan Heming allowed Nan Xiaonan to continue lying in bed quietly and went out to work, leaving Nan Xiaonan alone in the room.
Nan Xiaonan was lying on the bed and didn't want to get up. Song He, who came here today, was also called in advance and told him that he didn't need to come. Nan Xiaonan lay on the bed, lying quietly by himself. The feeling of being alone would reassure him.
He remembered what happened in the dream.
But he didn't know why he refused to speak. His instinct was to refuse to tell Feng Yi and Nan Heming about this matter. If he told them, he would definitely be worried. Moreover, the information he suddenly heard yesterday made his head very confused.
I also vaguely heard Yu Yiheng's name.
They are hiding something, and this matter is very important. Everyone is hiding it, but they are hiding it from themselves. This feeling is very sad.
Is it possible that in the eyes of the eldest and second brothers, he is still a child who needs to be taken care of?
It was already lunch when Nan Xiaonan got up from the bed, and then she slowly started to wash up. Looking at the delicate and cute boy in the mirror, Nan Xiaonan was brushing his teeth, but the speed of his hand movement became slower and slower. He was quiet.
Looking at the person in the mirror, I felt a little strange for a moment.
He recalled that he seemed to see his face in a trance in his dream. He should have been in the car at that time, and the direction he was looking at was to the left. His face was reflected on the car window, so he
Maybe he's in the driver's seat, driving.
His face in the glass is not the same as it looks now, but it is very similar. He seems to have grown up, become more mature, and is another version of himself, as if what he sees in the glass is his future self.
Nan Xiaonan's hand unconsciously touched the mirror and asked herself: What next?
Then, does he still remember any details?
But that memory, although real, is also vague. If I force myself to recall it, I feel like I didn't dream at all.
When Nan Xiaonan went out, she saw her grandma back in the house. She was getting more energetic day by day. Now she went to elderly clubs everywhere. Since her waist was restored, she often danced with the elderly of the same age. Grandma changed her shoes. In the summer,
It was getting hot, but grandma still looked very energetic. When she saw Nan Xiaonan, more wrinkles suddenly appeared on her already wrinkled face.
"Why do you have such a sad face?" Grandma was very angry. Nan Xiaonan recalled the days when she kept following her behind. Looking at the old man who was now very energetic, Nan Xiaonan suddenly shouted unconsciously.
Called grandma.
Grandma frowned subconsciously and looked at Nan Xiaonan with strange eyes: "What's wrong with you?"
Grandma's tone became calm. She knew best about the child she had raised. Nan Xiaonan was not the time to scold him now.
"Grandma, I have a strange, indescribable feeling right now." Treating the old man she respects the most, Nan Xiaonan is closer to her than anyone else. Even if she acts coquettishly, Nan Xiaonan will only do it in front of her grandma.
Acting like a spoiled child, her presence is like Xiaonan's pillar of support.
"Have you eaten yet?" Grandma asked.
"not yet."
"Come here and start cooking. I'll cook for you today." Grandma turned around and walked to the kitchen. After discussion, the chef who was preparing the ingredients put down what he was holding and left the kitchen.
Nan Xiaonan can rarely eat the food cooked by her grandma anymore. When she first started, she still thought that this small family would not allow others to live in it. However, after having a housekeeper and grandma, she needed more help.
Grandma, as time goes by and various needs arise, the spacious house becomes noisy.
Nan Qinse was even considering buying a bigger house and replacing this place, but Nan Xiaonan refused.
He likes it here. This is his first house with his eldest and second brother.
This means a lot to him.
"It's something I want to make on the spur of the moment. If I can't make anything too delicate, go ahead and steam the rice."
"Okay." Nan Xiaonan hugged the rice cooker obediently.
"Cut the bitter melon on the table and remove the seeds."
"Ouch!" Nan Xiaonan cut open the bitter melon, saw the red seeds inside, grabbed one and put it in her mouth. The taste had a faint fragrance.
"Have a taste." Grandma held a white crystal in her hand. Nan Xiaonan opened her mouth without any doubt, and Xian's face suddenly twisted. Grandma suddenly smiled when she saw it, and the wrinkles on her face showed a smile, "I know, it's
Salt, this chef put sugar and salt together, but my eyesight is bad and I can’t tell them apart.”
Nan Xiaonan reluctantly drank a glass of water to relieve the taste.
The rice cooked by grandma is always very oily. The old man seems to like this kind of taste. The chef at home has always cooked with little oil and salt, but the taste is delicate and delicious, so Nan Xiaonan has never felt uncomfortable, and suddenly he eats it.
The very oily dishes my grandma cooked actually taste delicious.
"What do you want to ask me?" After dinner, grandma planned to go back to the room. When she turned around, she saw a confused expression on Nan Xiaonan's face. Her energy, which was already very full, had settled down due to Nan Xiaonan's dejection.
"I don't know either."
Grandma looked at the listless Nan Xiaonan up and down, and finally turned around: "Let's go, you haven't seen your grandpa for a long time."
Due to the lockdown, Nan Xiaonan basically doesn't even visit the house. She has very strict requirements on herself. If she does something wrong, she will be punished, and she can't just show off.
Nan Xiaonan offered incense to her grandfather. In this grandma's room, which was filled with many old things, Nan Xiaonan felt inexplicably at ease. Compared with other well-decorated rooms, grandma's living place was a place where Nan Xiaonan could not renovate it no matter how hard she tried.
There is no way to achieve a sense of life. After all, Qinse and Ming are very slow in this regard, especially Nan Qinse's room, which was decorated like an office at first.
Nan Xiaonan said hello to her grandfather, looked at the handsome grandpa in the photo, and turned around to see her grandma, who was also sitting in the rocking chair and looking up at the photo of grandpa in the mourning hall. At this time, grandma's expression was very peaceful, and she was covered with
A breath of calm and tranquility.
"Grandpa is always so handsome no matter how many times I see him." Nan Xiaonan couldn't help but say.
"No, there were a lot of people chasing me back then, but I just fell in love with your grandpa." Grandma looked at the photo, "Your grandpa was stupid and stupid back then, and he didn't have any rules for doing things. He was far worse than me.
Already."
Nan Xiaonan blinked: "Then why does grandma fall in love with grandpa?"
"I've always wanted to be strong since I was a child. I always like to compete in whatever I do. I hate it when others are superior to me. That's why your grandfather has no temper. He knows how to obey me and can be controlled by me. He is obviously a soldier and wears the same clothes.
She looks so good, but when she smiles, she becomes stupid."
Nan Xiaonan blinked and listened to her grandma telling the past in her native dialect.
"It doesn't mean that you have to control your grandpa, but among all the people, he is the only one who can unconditionally spoil me. When I fight in front of him a lot, I feel that I am very petty, but your grandpa doesn't think so.
Things just go their way and take care of me."
Nan Xiaonan listened and suddenly felt that maybe the eldest brother and the second brother actually inherited the personality of his grandfather. Although the two of them seemed to be very strong, in fact they never stopped doting on Nan Xiaonan. They followed him and got used to it.
After you get used to it, you will become like a child in front of your eldest brother and second brother.
Nan Xiaonan thought about his room. In a short period of time, his room had been renovated many times. Each time it was redesigned according to his age and personality. During the renovation time, he would always run to his eldest brother's room.
When I go to bed, my second brother will squeeze in again in the middle of the night, just like when I was a child.
"Your eldest and second brother are like your grandfather?" Grandma laughed when she heard what Nan Xiaonan said, "They are not alike at all. Your grandfather's personality is not that strong."
"...Maybe not? The eldest and second brothers are very gentle to me when they are in front of me, but others tell me that the eldest and second brothers are very strong." Nan Xiaonan looked at grandma, "So grandpa, actually
He has a very strong character, but not in front of grandma."
Grandma suddenly fell silent. After a long time, she smiled and shook her head: "Your grandpa is also a bit intolerable. He worries about people too much and protects them too much. He writes letters every now and then in the army. I have
He immediately asked for leave and came to see me when he didn't reply once. He was always worried about all kinds of things and worried about it every day."
"This is the same with the eldest and second brothers!" Nan Xiaonan smiled.
"I was also angry at that time. I was angry that your grandpa took too much care. But after you left, I realized that someone who has been taking care of you like this really took you to heart. He was obviously very worried, but he was also afraid of you.
I'm not happy, I'm afraid you'll be angry, I'll take care of it, and I have to coax her." Grandma rocked the rocking chair, her eyes were vacant, and she fell into memories, "No matter how difficult it is, I'm not afraid. One time during a military exercise, I broke my leg.
Lying in the hospital, he didn't say a word to me. It was only later that I saw the scar on his leg that he told me that he was really mad at me. It was clear that something was wrong with me, but the sky was falling.
Similar."
Nan Xiaonan's eyes widened when she heard this for the first time.
"That's how your grandpa is. He likes to carry and support everything by himself, and then protects me from the slightest bit of wind and rain."