"There should be enough bodyguards around Xiaonan now. Try not to go to places that are too dangerous." Yu Yiheng was also very complicated after hearing this. He finally understood why Feng Yi had been interacting with him more frequently recently. Nan Xiaonan
Because he was unaware of Nan Qinse and Nan Heming, now that he knew the truth, he could understand the abnormal behavior of those two people.
"The eldest brother and the second brother said that the person who collected the body for you in the previous life was ." Nan Xiaonan said a little embarrassed, "Thank you."
"I don't want to say thank you to you for this kind of thing." Yu Yiheng didn't want to hear about his handling of Nan Xiaonan's funeral.
"Sorry, sorry." Nan Xiaonan also rubbed her hair helplessly, "Just saying this doesn't really make sense. I heard from brother Feng Yi that he seems to have some strange feelings about this aspect?"
"It's not really true. It's just that I suddenly felt something very familiar." Yu Yiheng lowered his eyes unconsciously, "It's like when I was a child, I always relied on you. Now that I think about it, it's not like I didn't have anything at all at that time.
I have received gifts from others, but I only like them, probably because of this reason."
Nan Xiaonan was stunned for a moment. It was indeed strange that Yu Yiheng paid so much attention to him when he was a child. After all, Yu Yiheng's father didn't give Yu Yiheng a good meal. A child with a family was in the village every day.
I grew up eating a lot of food, but I was actually wary of anyone. I only had some snacks at that time, so it was not easy to fool people just like that.
"So, this is the reason why brother Feng Yi keeps asking?" Nan Xiaonan thought this was very interesting.
"Xiaonan, have you and Feng Yi started dating?" Yu Yiheng was in a very bad mood. He kept looking at Nan Xiaonan. He knew exactly what happened to Nan Xiaonan, what changes he had, and what kind of mood he was feeling.
Chu, the change in Nan Xiaonan's eyes when he mentioned Feng Yi could not escape his eyes.
Nan Xiaonan didn't expect that the other party would see it so easily, so she nodded sheepishly: "Isn't it weird?"
"It's nothing surprising." Feng Yi had already made it obvious, even before they were dating.
"Actually, I want to avoid getting along with you." Nan Xiaonan's words made Yu Yiheng lower his eyes to hide his complicated mood, but he heard Nan Xiaonan continue to say, "But I don't think there is nothing wrong between us.
That's all. Although I have always said that I like you very much, I have allowed you to interact closely with other people. So, Slug, do you really like me or have you become accustomed to relying on me?"
It has been a long time since Nan Xiaonan was directly called a slug. Ever since Yu Yiheng grew up, he no longer uses such an insulting title, but now Nan Xiaonan suddenly called this name, and the two were facing each other, as if they were
Back when they were children, Nan Xiaonan and Yu Yiheng were sitting on a quiet hillside, with mushrooms picked up after it rained beside them.
At that time, Yu Yiheng was already Nan Xiaonan's follower. He never left Nan Xiaonan's back, looking at him all the time. When he didn't know what to do, this child king led them to create something.
An entire hilltop.
"It's not important anymore."
"I think it's very important. Didn't you say that I liked you because of some inexplicable affection? Maybe it was because I liked you in my previous life, so I feel the same way in this life, but..."
"I also like it very much in this world."
Nan Xiaonan was stunned for a moment, and finally scratched her hair in embarrassment: "Well, why don't we avoid suspicion?"
"No, but and don't have much time to communicate, so don't worry too much."
"Why do you say that? We were admitted to the same university, right?" Although Yu Yiheng should have been able to go to a better school based on his scores, in the end he still chose the same school as him, and they still...
Have more time together.
"When I was still very young, I promised Nan Qinse something..."
Nan Xiaonan heard a story that she had never heard before. He told all about Nan Qinse's wooing of him, her constant care and monitoring of him, and how he regularly reported news about him to his brothers.
.
Nan Xiaonan was stunned for a while, this was something he had never known.
"Why did you suddenly tell me today?"
"Because I told you everything I know."
Nan Xiaonan's mood was very complicated.
"Does hate 's brothers because of this?"
"It's just caring, I wouldn't say I hate him." But thinking about it carefully, his brothers seem to have always had a strong desire to control him, so this kind of thing seems to be reasonable.
"But they don't always let me stay by my side, and as soon as they leave, I have to leave." Yu Yiheng looked at Nan Xiaonan seriously, "It's not that I'm not jealous, but I've never been jealous.
You have already lost the right to love from the beginning, and when you agreed to your own survival and agreed to their request, you are no longer worthy of it."
Even that confession.
With the tacit approval of Nan Qinse and Nan Heming.
At that time, he realized very clearly that his feelings would never be realized, not only that he could not get over the hurdle of the Nan brothers, but also that he could not get over it in his own heart.
"But Feng Yi is different. He has the power to resist everything. Although he is jealous and envious, he cannot hate him. After all, losing the right to love is the path he chose in the beginning."
Nan Xiaonan looked at Yu Yiheng. The other person's expression was very calm when he was talking. He didn't care about anything, and he didn't show off anything. He was quiet in the corner. Nan Xiaonan kept coming, and it was Yu Yiheng's.
His nature is like this, but it seems that it is not like this now. He has known the warmth and warmth of the world since he was a child, so he gave up the right to chase.
"If it's him..." Nan Xiaonan's hands unconsciously grasped the sleeves. If it were him, what would he do? Did he make a decision at such a young age like Yu Yiheng? He
Do you have the strength to do something that will affect your life at such a young age?
"If this is the case, I'm afraid I won't give up on my father."
Nan Xiaonan was suddenly stunned.
Suddenly, I remembered the appearance of my father who was vague in my memory.
Yu Yiheng showed a faint smile: "Even if he is your father, you are not willing to let him treat you casually, so you gave up on him when you were still so young,"
I want to eat delicious food, live a normal life, and have good parents. I have given up on my father, but Xiaonan is different. Even if something happens, I will not give up.
Family’s.”
Nan Xiaonan stared blankly at Yu Yiheng in front of her, her chest felt as if she had been pricked by a needle and it hurt.
"So Xiaonan, this is the difference between and . If is not with , it would be too selfish. If one day I have to make a decision, I'm afraid..." Yu Yiheng unconsciously leaned on
On Xiaonan's shoulder, his voice gradually choked and sobbed, and his mood was complicated and painful. The more he liked Xiaonan Nan, the more he could see the messy life he lived.
He will never be able to compare with Nan Xiaonan.
"It's nothing." Nan Xiaonan shook her head and reached out to hold Yu Yiheng's arm, "No, it's fine now. That's enough. It didn't hurt anyone. This is already great,
Now it is enough for others to consider it."
Yu Yiheng gritted his teeth unconsciously, leaned on Nan Xiaonan's shoulder and sighed deeply: "So Xiaonan, this is the reason why I like you, and the reason why I don't have the extravagant hope of being with you.
"
He... doesn't deserve it.
Nan Xiaonan's mood dropped. It was the first time today that he understood the feelings that Yu Yiheng had been suppressing in his heart. They were so heavy and complicated. He was always confused about his guilt and the confusion about his choice.
Unable to extricate myself from it.
"It's a good thing." Yu Yiheng's voice was very shallow. Nan Xiaonan couldn't hear it clearly, but she heard him repeat it again, "It's a good thing that Feng Yi likes him. He can protect anyone he wants to protect.
people."
Nan Xiaonan suddenly realized something and patted Yu Yiheng on the back: "No, it's not calculated like this. Things are not so simple and general. Even for brother Feng Yi, he still...
There were many uncontrollable things in the previous life..."
Yu Yiheng listened quietly, Feng Yi did not protect Xiaonan, and suddenly snorted: "This is really not interesting."
"That's not what I mean. I mean that no one is perfect in this world. So I believe that people do have many shortcomings, but there is always someone who appreciates their advantages. He is tolerant and tolerant.
All the shortcomings are that I admit that I am not good. Yu Yiheng is very good. Really, I swear on the name of Nan Xiaonan that I am telling the truth."
Suddenly Yu Yiheng laughed, the sound was very faint, but the bottom of his heart was a smile. The slight smile broke the solid atmosphere in the air: "It's the most comforting thing in a day."
"Who calls you awesome? In fact, your eldest brother and second brother are not easy to coax, but they can listen to what you say. This is your charm." Nan Xiaonan smiled, "After all, you don't think that in this world
There are people even more difficult to coax than my second brother!"
Yu Yiheng raised his head and looked at Nan Xiaonan's side face, which was close at hand. When the other party spoke, he leaned gently against his ear and murmured softly. His soft voice was soothing, which was his favorite look.