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87, Chapter Eighty Seven

He only went back once, and was always unwilling to recall all the lost past he saw in the house. Maybe he remembered it, maybe he didn't remember it, and returned the key. He believed that sooner or later, Nan would return the key.

He Ming will also take the key and return to the old house to check out the spiritual wealth left by their youngest brother.

When a man is young, he is always domineering and does not know how to reflect on himself. His natural advantages make him never consider others at all. As he grows older, he sees more and knows more, and his mentality stabilizes.

, and then reluctantly realized that what he had done in the past was actually something he shouldn't have done.

When he was young, he always complained and only looked at himself. However, looking back on his life, he found that there were too few people around him. In the end, he was lonely when he died. He once thought that maybe he could find a wife.

has improved, but the facts tell him that not everyone can have the most sincere emotions for other people. He has not been able to get the wholehearted love from his wife and children. His nostalgia for the past is growing day by day, and he gradually understands that he has lost

The more he knew about the best person in the world, the more regret he felt in his heart. In the dead of night, holding a wine glass, he seemed to be able to see his younger brother standing in front of him, smiling and toasting to him.

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He didn't want to think back on the messages he left in his old house, which were clearly plain but contained strong emotions. Those messages would only make him even more lonely and helpless. He had blocked those memories, but today, when he woke up,

When I came over, I saw the child beside me, sleeping quietly with a faint smile on his face. He was probably in a good mood, breathing evenly, and trusting him wholeheartedly.

No matter how hard he worked, he didn't disturb the sleeping child. He even tilted his head and rubbed his chest, showing his affection.

He had also thought about why this child would help them so much. Shouldn't the only thing between them be blood?

How could they have the wholehearted love of this child?

But now, Nan Qinse has a bold and heartbreaking guess.

"Xiao Nan, do you usually dream?" Nan Qinse held her brother's hand, not caring at all about the curious looks cast by his subordinates.

The eldest brother doesn't care, and Nan Xiaonan doesn't care even more. The eldest brother's hands are always warm and generous, and they are actually very comfortable to hold.

"Are you dreaming? I usually dream."

"What dreams does Xiaonan usually have?" Nan Qinse asked calmly.

"I don't remember. It's strange. Sometimes I dream that I can fly, and I watch movies in my dreams. You can also see the ending theme of the movie. Sometimes I don't even think about it. If the dream is not finished,

It will be very uncomfortable!”

"Really?" Nan Qinse felt a little relieved when she heard Nan Xiaonan's expression without any gloom. It seemed that she didn't remember the original thing.

Nan Qinse was accompanied by a boy in school uniform. It was said that he was the favored third young master of the Nan family who had never been seen before. Suddenly, many things about Nan Xiaonan and Nan Qinse were seen together, which immediately made people excited.

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"That child looks very well-behaved and cute. I thought Mr. Nan's child would be a little adult like Mr. Nan."

"I heard that he was chatting with the front desk the day before yesterday. I just heard that the child asked the front desk if he wanted to get to know his brother. Did the front desk refuse at that time?"

"If you want me, I will definitely go crazy. With such a good opportunity, that is really the man of my dreams!"

At this time, the receptionist also felt extremely regretful. How did she know that the little classmate in school uniform was Mr. Nan’s younger brother? No wonder Secretary Mu’s expression was so strange at that time. The receptionist was about to cry. The salary for her job was quite good.

, if she lost her job just like that, she could cry right now.

What she expected did not happen. She actually witnessed the workaholic Mr. Nan taking his younger brother to get off work early. She saw with her own eyes that Nan Qinse put a scarf on Nan Xiaonan and wrapped Nan Xiaonan at the door.

of strict and solid.

"Mr. Nan, aren't you driving today?" Mu Zixuan asked, standing behind Nan Qinse.

"Xiao Nan said she wanted to eat at a nearby Sichuan restaurant. Let's walk there first and then come back to pick up the car." Nan Qinse said as she put a big cotton-padded coat on Nan Xiaonan.

"Brother, if you do this, I will appear weak. I am a big sports boy!"

"If you catch a cold, I won't let you go out to play during the holidays." As soon as Nan Qinse's parental attitude came out, Nan Xiaonan was instantly frightened.

The security guard at the door looked in shock as Mr. Nan reached out and took the hand of the male classmate he had been chatting with for a long time and put it in his pocket, showing his intimacy. Nan Xiaonan even winked at the security guard when he went out.

Blinking his eyes, the security guard was shocked. He probably didn't say anything unspeakable to this child, right?

It was snowing outside, and it was almost time to get off work and the whole sky was gray. Nan Xiaonan stepped on the snow that had accumulated a layer, raised her head in the flow of people, and looked at the snow on her elder brother's body.

"You are so big, you have more snow on your body than me." Nan Xiaonan saw a snowflake falling on Nan Qinse's eyelashes. Nan Qinse blinked slightly, and the snowflake fell, and then fell on him

His face melted into water droplets due to the temperature and slid down his cheeks. The eldest brother did not wear a hat. Nan Xiaonan raised the umbrella in his hand and opened it. It looked a bit strange for two men to squeeze into one umbrella, but Nan Xiaonan

Qin Se hugged Nan Xiaonan with one hand without any care. The distance between the two was inseparable, and they were no longer disturbed by the snow under the black umbrella.

"Brother, I think if I don't grow taller, I may only be as tall as my sister-in-law in the future."

Sister-in-law? Nan Qinse smiled.

"So what? If Xiaonan had always been this tall, my eldest brother could have hugged Xiaonan like this all the time."

"Hey, who's to say that my eldest brother is too straight and can't tease people, but I will get angry with them!"

Nan Qinse smiled. Their footsteps stepped on the snowflakes, making a crunching sound. It was very quiet in the snowy space. Nan Xiaonan was the only noise in this tranquility. He always said:

It seemed that even the snowflakes lingering on the trees nearby could attract his attention. Nan Qinse tilted her head slightly and responded with a few words from time to time. She sounded very peaceful and enjoyed this peace.

That night Nan Xiaonan ran to the computer room to surf the Internet. Mom and dad also came to live here. It was New Year's Day, and even Nan Xiaonan, a high school student, should play as much as possible. He made an appointment with Yu Yiheng to go to school today and also talked to his eldest brother

The second brother agreed to queue up together in the evening, and today we will spend the last day of the year happily.

Nan Qinse was sitting quietly on the sofa in the living room alone, with a newly opened red wine on his table. He liked drinking and always had, but he rarely got drunk because he had to keep working at all times.

I like the taste of wine, and I also like the way my stomach gradually warms up after drinking it.

"What's wrong?" Nan Heming passed by the living room after returning and saw red wine and another untouched wine glass placed in front of Nan Qinse. He raised his eyebrows, took off his heavy coat and threw it away.

He sat down on the sofa beside him and asked, "Do you have something to tell me?"

"I only went back to my old house once."

When these words came out, Nan Heming's eyes widened at first, and finally he sighed unconsciously.

"You remember?"

"You hid it from me?" Nan Qinse gently fiddled with the wine glass in her hand, "Why did you hide it from me?"

"You don't need too much guilt. Too much is pressure. Even if you and I are not close, I don't want you to bear too much." After Nan Heming finished speaking, he added, "

Of course it's not for you, but for me. I don't want you to be too clingy to Xiaonan, so that Xiaonan can completely belong to me."

Nan Heming reached out for his coat and found new cigarettes from it. He basically stopped smoking. He was older than Xiao Nan, but he hoped to be able to walk behind Xiao Nan when he got old.

That way the child won't be so sad about his death.

"What are you hiding from me?"

Nan Heming lit the cigarette, the smoke blurred his beautiful face, and Nan Heming narrowed his eyes slightly.

"You only went back once, but I lived there for a long time. I sold all the houses and left only that old house. I died in the old house. I also died in the old house." Nan He

Ming's memory seemed to return to the past that he had always ignored, "You can't imagine what kind of thought I put into exploring that house for so long. It was like a huge buried treasure. I was there

In my spare time, I always read all the notes and all the information he left. He is very interesting, but you can't find all the clues in one night."

When Nan Heming was exploring the house, he felt like he was back when he was a child. He was attracted by the interesting games. He kept exploring the houses that he had already been familiar with and could no longer be familiar with them. He kept exploring the things he had never discovered before, including those strange messages written on them.

Notes, ugly paintings he secretly drew hidden in the corner, videos he secretly recorded on TV, and his own voice recorded on the alarm clock, these things with a limited lifespan he counted many times

He went to renovate it, unwilling to let the traces of the existence of these children who once loved him most disappear because of time.

He loved that strange place so much.

"After reading it a lot, I can recite everything written in it. Generally speaking, it's impossible to recite it so easily, right? But I can recite it clearly, maybe because I can recite every word.

I watched it very carefully, but I don’t know why, but I don’t have any memory of many of the things in it.”

Nan Heming had never understood before that there were some things he remembered, and some things he did not remember at all. It was even inconsistent with his own personality. He could not fully understand what he did in the letter. At that time, he blamed everything

Because it was the child's fantasy, he fell in love with them because of his own fantasy. He couldn't describe the excitement in his heart with words. Is this child always lost in all this?

"False and false, true and false, there is only one thing that is revealed between the lines. It is... your love for me with all your heart. You still have a wife and children. You know why I have always been unwilling."

Looking for it? It’s not that I’m not looking for it, but when I want to settle down, I find that no one around me can compare to Xiaonan’s feelings for me. The love that is obviously above family affection can never move me.

, people are good at comparing, and after getting the best, they are not willing to settle for the best. I have never been able to find anyone other than that child who simply likes me."

Nan Heming's external conditions are too good. His abilities, his appearance, his conversation, everything can attract others. He is an extreme person, and he understands this truth deeply. He cannot abandon these external factors.

Now, but rejecting everyone who approaches him because of his appearance, Nan Heming stubbornly believes that these people are impure and they have no necessary connection with him. It was also from that time that Nan Heming truly

He understands how important the continuation of bloodline is to him.

He looked at the old house over and over again, and then one day, a fire suddenly burned down the old house. He didn't want to commit suicide, he just got drunk at the bar at work, and Nan and Ming couldn't help each other.

Knowing that his wine was so bad, he returned to his old house and hugged the small alarm clock. He named the alarm clock "Nan Nan". Nan Xiaonan recorded a lot of his voice in it, and he repeated it over and over again.

Listening, I lit a cigarette and leaned against the bed, and I didn’t know when I fell asleep.

When he vaguely opened his eyes and saw the burning old house, he suddenly had the idea to just let it go.

Everything he cared about, but when he knew how to cherish it, everything turned into nothing. The time alone was too difficult, and he began to understand Nan Xiaonan's unrealistic fantasies.

It would be nice if he could have a dream like that.

When he opened his eyes that day, he was in the hospital.

He was not dead, but he had extensive burns on his body and the entire house was destroyed, leaving only the alarm clock in his hand.

He is still alive.

As long as he is alive, he will not allow himself to exist ugly. This is his last stubbornness.

He spent a lot of money to repair the burns on his body. He gave up the company and spent all his money on restoring his appearance. He was stubborn and extreme.

That period was the time when he was most depressed. It was a long, long, very long time. During that period, no one who had ever cared about him was by his side. He understood that even if he lost everything, he could still stay in his life.

The person next to me died a long time ago.

The most ridiculous thing is that he only truly understood this truth after experiencing a life and death situation.

Nan Heming never thought that he would always be at the bottom. It took him three years to reshape himself. The only person by his side was the alarm clock named Nan Nan.

Suffering and pain were over, and he started everything over again. After experiencing life and death, he became more dazzling than before. He took back what he had lost and gave up, and those who had left him came back.

, but so what?

He spent the rest of his time playing with the world. Even though he was an old man, he did not refuse the young girls who came to him. He played with all these glamorous things and looked at the people around him heartily without any emotion, until the end.

When he died, he didn't leave even a cent of property to those around him.

By the time they died, both Nan and Ming knew that he was not a good person, he was just a soul with bad taste wandering in the human world.

"After I was reborn, I realized what I had been confused about. The non-existent things in all his messages were really happening in this world. I only hope that I

You know, only I know, this is my secret." Nan Heming is still paranoid to this day, he is a hopeless man.

"Does he...have the memory of this life?" He didn't know much. The only person who really knew and was thorough was actually Nan Heming.

He had always been unable to understand where Nan Heming's strong resentment came from, but now he suddenly understood that in places unknown to them, Nan Heming experienced more pasts that he could not imagine.

"I don't think so. Judging from the information he left, it should be just a few words in a dream. He couldn't distinguish between the dream world and the real world, so he always used the word 'dream' instead." Nan Heming

He leaned on the sofa, lowered his eyes, and his eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes, "He loves us who are gentle, and treats us with tenderness. He even knows clearly that it is just something that happened in a dream, but he

He still shows hopeless kindness to us, he loves us and misses us, and he has never given up. Whether it was in his previous life or now, his feelings for us have not changed at all."

Nan Qinse could not imagine how Nan Xiaonan, who had been living with dreams, spent those difficult days. They ignored him and denied him all the time. He was not a child who became more courageous with every setback. On the contrary, his behavior in his previous life

He showed endless vulnerability, and every fragility was cured by the short-term warmth in the dream. He relied on the dream to love them who did not love him.

The red wine he loved had no taste at all, and the truth he now knew was a thousand times stronger than he had known.

What Nan Heming has experienced and known over the long years is several times what he has experienced. He is actually more fragile than Nan Heming.

The knot in Nan Heming's heart that has been fully formed stimulates him all the time, which is why he has such fierce resistance. For him, maybe he is unable to understand it.

"I really wish he was my child." Nan Heming murmured like a nightmare, "He would completely belong to me."

In the past, he often heard Nan Heming say this, and he always thought that Nan Heming had a hidden problem in his heart. But now, after truly understanding Nan Heming, he seemed to understand the meaning of his words.

"What are you talking about? You look so serious?" Nan Xiaonan suddenly appeared from the corner, holding a can of milk in his hand. He was about to insert the straw and ran over with his soft fur slippers.

"You actually drink and smoke?!"

"I'm sorry, Xiao Nan, it was my second brother who was wrong." Nan Heming immediately pinched off the cigarette in his hand, then picked up his cigarette box, "Look, I only took out one cigarette from it. I absolutely

I didn’t smoke secretly outside, Xiaonan believes in me, you must believe me!”

"Really?" Nan Xiaonan reached for Nan Heming's coat with a suspicious look on his face, and smelled it. There was indeed no smell of cigarettes, and then he put down his coat doubtfully.

Nan Heming secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but when he saw the milk in Nan Xiaonan's hand, he asked: "Have you warmed the milk?"

"Uh..." Now it was Nan Xiaonan's turn to be embarrassed.

"How can you just drink milk when it's so cold on a cold day? Have you forgotten how many times I told you?"

"Didn't the housekeeper have a rest today? Then I was too lazy to do it myself." The milk that had just been taken out from the balcony was cold and was snatched away by Nan Heming.

"Let's go to the game room and wait. Didn't we say we'd rank together in the evening?"

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaee one day, one's brother and I will cook together. Today the cooking aunt is on holiday, so we can cook for ourselves."

"Grandma has prepared a lot of ingredients, and they should be ready in the kitchen now." Nan Qinse stood up and put Nan Xiaonan's hand, which was cold from the ice milk, in her palm, "If you want help, let's go to the kitchen together, and have a few more people help.

It will move faster."

Nan Qinse stretched out her hand towards Nan Heming.

"What's wrong?" Nan Heming was confused.

"Give it to me. You go to rest and freshen up when you come back. Xiaonan and I will go to the kitchen to help and warm up the milk."

"I want to go too." Nan Heming's eyes widened.

"You'd better stay away from the kitchen."

Nan Heming twitched the corners of his eyes, what do you mean? Are you competing with him for favor?!

New Year's Day in the Nan family has always been lively. Although there is only one family, they are all working together. Gradually, He Xuanwan probably got used to being in front of Grandma Xiaonan, and she became quite relaxed, and even occasionally said something about food.

If it's a bit salty, grandma will glare at her, then pick up a chopstick and eat it herself. She is really free, and then directly throw the pot to Nan Qinse and say that this dish was made by Nan Qinse. In the end, Nan Qinse herself suspected that this dish was salty.

Did you cook the dishes yourself? In fact, Nan Xiaonan, who secretly added too much salt, was embarrassed to say anything next to her.

Nan Xiaonan and her eldest brother and second brother played many games at night, and they also hooked up with Yu Yiheng. The eldest brother's gaming skills are actually very good, while the second brother's skills are very cool. Nan Xiaonan is the kind of person who never slips out.

Yu Yiheng's skills were ups and downs. Nan Xiaonan was whirring on the microphone. Behind the three of them, his grandma was sitting on the side, constantly criticizing Nan Xiaonan for speaking too harshly, and then playing the game slowly and angrily. Yes,

Nan Xiaonan also taught grandma how to play games.

The way Grandma Xiaonan plays computer games while squinting with her reading glasses is indeed very joyful. Sometimes Nan Qinse admires her grandmother's acceptance and is able to play with them without changing her expression, even after death.

He can curse a few words and perfectly blends into their group, except for his technical skills which are really hard to look at.

The final exam was held two weeks after New Year's Day. Nan Xiaonan got a report card that was really hard to describe. The high school he attended was not as exaggerated in education as the high school attended by his eldest and second brother, but the admission rate was still good. Although Nan Xiaonan

He has always relied on his sports skills to get extra points, but this does not mean that his cultural classes are passable. He is only in his first year of high school, and he can't understand what the teacher is saying at all. Next semester, he will be divided into liberal arts and science subjects, but Nan Xiaonan teaches liberal arts.

He is not fluent in science and has wrong ideas for solving problems. Overall, he is just stupid.

Holding the report card, Nan Xiaonan sat in the classroom shivering. He was too embarrassed to show his usual test scores to his eldest and second brothers, but parents had to sign the final scores. He remembered that Nan Yun attached great importance to her children's scores.

, so he has always liked asking his eldest brother to sign autographs, but this time the results are really hard to see.

His grades were not good to begin with, but this time he did even worse. Actually, there is no reason for it. The eldest brother and the second brother have been acting a little strange recently. I don’t know if it’s because they are too excited during the Chinese New Year. During this period, they always carry

He went out to play. It was obviously the eve of the exam and his second brother took him to the suburbs to watch the snow. After Nan Xiaonan played like crazy for a few days, he completely forgot about the review.

The results that came out next were really disastrous.

"It's indeed a bit exaggerated." Yu Yiheng looked at Nan Xiaonan's report card, "Actually, it's because the school has relaxed the difficulty a little bit at the end of the semester and wants everyone to have a good year."

It was okay not to say it, but Yu Yiheng actually said it directly. Nan Xiaonan was lying on the desk, and life would be worse than death.

"Everyone has something that is not suitable for everyone. Xiaonan, you are very good at sports." Yu Yiheng sat at Nan Xiaonan's front desk, "And this is only the first semester. You will have more time to study hard in the future.

, don’t be too discouraged.”

"I feel like I'm not good at anything I do."

"Most of the people in this world are like this."

"But the eldest brother and the second brother are good at whatever they do."

"There must be something you're not good at, right?"

What are you not good at? Nan Xiaonan thought about it carefully, and there were indeed many, especially the second brother. He was like an idiot when it came to things he was not good at.

"But the second brother also has outstanding advantages?" The older Nan Xiaonan grew up, the more she felt ordinary.

"Maybe it's determined by genes?" Yu Yiheng said casually.

Nan Xiaonan suddenly raised his head: "I think you are right!"

"What?"

"It must be a genetic problem. My mother looks a bit clumsy. Although my father is smart, I didn't inherit a lot. In other words, the biological mother of the eldest brother and the second brother must be very smart, so she fell in love with nothing in the early stage.

Dad, I just didn’t expect that fate was unfair..." Nan Xiaonan lay on the table again while thinking about it, "Then I shouldn't exist, right? I'm just a drag, and I'm sorry for the surname Nan!

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"Then do you want to join a cram school?" After the final exam, there is a holiday. During the holidays and the New Year, they may not be able to meet each other for a long time. Yu Yiheng still hopes to see Nan Xiaonan every day and look at Nan Xiaonan.

With his shadow lying on the table, Yu Yiheng stretched out his hand, with uncontrollable hope, "I can go with you. If you have any questions you don't know, you can ask me."

"I have actually considered this issue, but my eldest brother and my second brother have not allowed me to attend cram school since before." Nan Qinse and Nan Heming said that since the school is going to have a holiday, there must be a reason for the holiday. If this

If he was forced to study when he had time, if he developed aversion to learning, the gain would outweigh the consequences, so I let him have a holiday and have fun.

Every time Nan Xiaonan takes a vacation, he will definitely go out for a trip, traveling all over the world, and then he will stay at home for the remaining half of the vacation. The time when he can stay at home is rare.

During the Chinese New Year this year, Nan Xiaonan plans to stay at home and not go anywhere.

"Then I go to your house to play with you?" Yu Yiheng asked.

"Okay, there happens to be a lot of holiday homework." Nan Xiaonan looked at the pile of holiday homework on the table, "I thought I wouldn't have to do holiday homework anymore in high school."

"Everyone attaches great importance to high school and college entrance examinations."

"I feel like if it were Yu Yiheng, the exam would be easy."

"No, it's just that I will work hard." Yu Yiheng looked at Nan Xiaonan's profile. Nan Qinse and Nan Heming were so outstanding. Their excellence was beyond the reach of the people around them. They watched this every day.

Even he himself is not sure how harsh Nan Xiaonan, who grew up with two older brothers, is to others. In order not to hold him back as Nan Xiaonan's friend, Yu Yiheng is always reminding himself that he must be serious.

Do the homework you must do every day.

He is an orphan.

Although his biological father and adoptive father were both here, Yu Yiheng could not get over this psychological thought. He was an orphan raised by the Nan family.

His father is not warm to him, even in name only. Their relationship is actually very good. He does not expect him to have a warm and normal family. He has already felt enough warmth around Xiaonan.

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"Nan Xiaonan." While the two were chatting, the voice of a girl from the same class suddenly came from the side. Nan Xiaonan turned around and saw that it was the art committee member of the class. He blinked in confusion and asked what was going on. The other party replied,

"Are you usually free during the holidays?"

"Are you free?" Who is free during the holidays?

"Then can I ask you to come out to play in normal times?" After the art committee member finished speaking, Nan Xiaonan could vaguely hear the sighing sounds of his classmates coming from around him. Looking at the art committee member in front of him, Nan Xiaonan was slow, but in his eyes

Under the gaze of the girl, whose cheeks gradually turned red, Nan Xiaonan suddenly had a bold idea.

"Okay, just call me. I'll definitely come out to play when I'm free."

"Can we exchange phone numbers?"

Yu Yiheng stood aside, watching the two exchange phone calls, his eyes gradually darkened. His cold gaze made the literary and art committee feel it. He raised his head awkwardly and said to Yi Heng: "Yu Yiheng, let's change it too.

When the time comes, will you come out to play too?"

Yu Yiheng didn't know why he agreed. He looked at the business card that appeared on his phone. There were two big words written on it: Xia Wei.

Xia Wei is the art committee member of the class. In fact, the art committee member is basically a decorative position in high school, responsible for some extracurricular activities in the class. Xia Wei's appearance is actually just a pretty one, but

When Nan Xiaonan was a child, she was unexpectedly favored by the senior sisters. Every time, there would be a few senior sisters who said they wanted to pursue Nan Xiaonan, but in the end, they didn't know why and let it go. However, there were rumors

After hearing the news that he was in love with his senior classmate, Nan Xiaonan has basically never received any love from female classmates in the same grade.

Because there was a cold violence incident on campus when she was in elementary school, Nan Xiaonan’s attitude towards everyone is not as warm as before, but she has always been very good to the people around her. In high school, she kept changing her seats to avoid conflicts with her deskmates.

Being too familiar with each other resulted in desertion, but Nan Xiaonan's good personality spread among the class.

"Why does she want my contact information?" Boys of this age are always excited. Ever since she had such a dream because of Yu Yiheng's instigation, Nan Xiaonan began to have vague temptations towards the opposite sex.

His attitude towards girls has become more and more respectful, and the etiquette he learned from his second brother is even more vivid. Being liked by girls is a matter of course.

"Maybe it's because there are so many people and it's so lively." Yu Yiheng, who sees everything clearly, doesn't want Nan Xiaonan to enlighten on this matter. As long as Nan Xiaonan is single, he will be the only friend who stands by Nan Xiaonan's side.

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Nan Xiaonan stared blankly at the number on her phone. Could it be that Xia Wei likes him? If not, then why were all the classmates in the class making noise just now, and Xia Wei blushed. If she didn't like him, she would definitely be angry.

Why do you want your own instead of others? Oh, and Yu Yiheng, but looking at the situation at that time, Yu Yiheng seemed to be incidental?

What if Xia Wei really likes her? Is it better to accept or reject? He doesn’t hate Xia Wei very much. He remembers that one time after school, Xia Wei’s classmate who was on duty with him suddenly fell down. It was quite serious. It was him and

Xia Wei helped her classmates to go to the infirmary together. He always felt that Xia Wei had a soft voice and looked very shy. She was different from the people he usually knew. She had the shyness of a girl. He

Actually... I quite like this.

Is he a boy after all? So sometimes the senior sister is too active and feels very passive every time she is chased. He doesn't like being too passive.

What if... what if Xia Wei wants to hint that he pursues her?

As a standard sixteen-year-old high school student, Nan Xiaonan thought about it all night because she got a phone call from a girl.

Nan Xiaonan thought about it all night and felt uneasy on the first day of vacation. Although he had been chased by people, it didn't mean that he had really been in love.

He didn't care so much before, but because Yu Yiheng, who died, reminded him of the fact that he was already familiar with it, he suddenly became sensitive to love.

So annoying.

Turn over.

Still so annoying!

"What's wrong?" Nan Heming came to bed in the middle of the night and found that Nan Xiaonan was not sleeping peacefully. He stretched out his hand and stroked Nan Xiaonan's neck skillfully as if comforting a cat, "Are you worried?"

Nan Xiaonan shook his head.

Haven't you mentioned this yet? I just asked him for a phone number!

"Second brother."

"Um?"

The sleeping time with Nan Xiaonan was compressed to four hours every night. Nan Heming had no choice but to survive the first four hours of restless sleep as much as possible. Now he finally hugged his beloved little brother, and he felt sleepy.

When I came, I answered Nan Xiaonan's voice was obviously much lazier. My brother's body temperature was really comfortable. It was so comfortable to hold him in the winter.

"Why don't you fall in love?"

"Huh?" Nan Heming's head was a mess.

"With such a beautiful boy like my second brother, I feel like he will definitely fall in love in high school?"

"What's high school? I was already in junior high school..." The topic suddenly stopped. Nan Heming opened his eyes. After a while, he realized what he had said. It was indeed like this. In his previous life, he had already been in junior high school.

I am not pure anymore. I have done stupid things because of my good looks and good family background. But I have been clean and self-sufficient in this life, but I really haven’t done those stupid things before.

"Junior high school? What happened in junior high school?" Nan Xiaonan seemed to really be unable to sleep. She raised her head and looked at her gorgeous second brother eagerly.

"Well...many girls have confessed to your second brother since junior high school." It was such a close call that he almost exposed his past attributes in front of his younger brother.

"Don't you like anyone, second brother?"

"No, I feel like none of the people there are as cute as Xiaonan. If Xiaonan wasn't so cute, I wouldn't consider dating them." Nan Heming was on guard, and was obviously not as sleepy as before.

"Oh." Nan Xiaonan retorted, "I'm not cute, I'm handsome."

"Well, then you must be more handsome than Xiao Nan, otherwise we won't date you." Nan Heming was confused and followed Nan Xiaonan's words as usual.

"Then you can only date the eldest brother." Nan Xiaonan said with a joking smile, "Isn't the person who is more handsome than me in this world the eldest brother?!"

Nan Heming opened his eyes, was silent for three seconds, and then trembled all over.

It's so scary that I can't even think about it.

"Why did Xiao Nan suddenly ask this question? Does Xiao Nan want to fall in love?" Nan Heming rubbed his chin against his younger brother's hair.

"Well, high school love is puppy love."

"How could it be?" Nan Heming's voice contained a faint smile, "Isn't Xiaonan mature? This is a sign that it's okay."

Nan Xiaonan was stunned for a moment, and his face suddenly turned red, ah! The damn second brother was teasing him about what happened before again!

Nan Xiaonan could hear the lazy and sleepy laughter of the second brother. Listening to that voice, Nan Xiaonan only thought it sounded very pleasant. He liked the second brother's appearance and voice very much.

If his requirements are limited to being prettier than the second brother and more handsome than the eldest brother, will he never be able to find a girlfriend in the future?

It’s better not to make such unrealistic demands. After all, you still have to get it right!


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