Yu Yiheng was at home when he suddenly received a message from Su Maoyan. He did not like Su Maoyan, but Nan Xiaonan did not delete it, and he would not take the initiative to delete people related to Nan Xiaonan.
Su Maoyan initially tried to ask him to note Brother Su, but in the end he changed it to Su Maoyan, who was quite decent.
Su Maoyan: Is your little classmate here?
Yu Yiheng didn't want to pay attention to the other party, but Su Maoyan sent a message reluctantly.
Su Maoyan:/picture
Yu Yiheng himself was not very interested, but after taking a look, his eyes widened suddenly, and he immediately clicked on the picture. The people in the picture were Nan Xiaonan and a small white cotton-padded jacket who rarely wore black clothes but looked unique today.
Xia Wei secretly covered her mouth and smiled, Nan Xiaonan tilted her head, and stretched out her hands to grab her hair as if she had done something wrong and was embarrassed, while Xia Wei kept looking at Nan Xiaonan, the two of them were paying attention to everything around them.
They all turned a blind eye,
It seems that the most important thing is between the two of them now.
The hand holding the phone continued to tighten. Yu Yiheng didn't know how to express his current mood, and his heart sank a little bit.
Su Maoyan: Actually, this couple looks pretty good. This is what young classmates of this age should be like, enjoying the fun of youth and innocence.
Su Maoyan: But what about you? Your feelings are not accepted by the public, but it doesn’t mean you are wrong, right?
Su Maoyan: Do you want to endure it forever? Then you see him becoming a couple with another girl? Then you lose your place next to him forever?
Su Maoyan: Feelings need to be fought for by yourself. If you don’t do anything, nothing will be yours.
Su Maoyan: Even if you are not accepted, you must at least have worked hard and not regret it in the future.
Fish: What exactly do you want to say?
Su Maoyan: I'm just pitying you
Fish: I don’t need your pity
Su Maoyan: Through you, I seem to see my past self. At that time, I was timid and ashamed of my sexual orientation. But now I have figured it out, and I hope you can understand this truth.
Fish: Don’t be hypocritical
Su Maoyan: Did I say too much and make you feel disgusted?
Yu: Don’t think I don’t know how disgusting the look in Xiaonan’s eyes is.
After a short period of silence, Su Maoyan smiled. He really didn't expect that after focusing all his attention on his secret love, he could still have such a clear sense of precaution.
Su Maoyan: You misunderstood me
Su Maoyan: Forget it, just think that my kindness is not repaid.
Yu Yiheng did not reply. He could only look at the photo and feel extremely sad.
Nan Xiaonan took Xia Wei to the aquarium, but Nan Xiaonan, who didn't know much about knowledge, just took a quick look at everything in the aquarium, but Xia Wei seemed to have done enough homework and was always by the side.
Explain interesting fish deeds to Nan Xiaonan in a soft voice.
I just came here to enjoy the scene surrounded by beautiful fish, but I didn't expect that Xia Wei's words aroused a lot of interest.
"Did you know this before, or did you know that you had to do the homework before coming here?" Nan Xiaonan, a straight man, asked face to face.
Xia Wei's face turned slightly red: "Both."
"Do you like fish?" Nan Xiaonan looked at those beautiful fish and asked.
"I like it. Actually, this is not my first time coming to this aquarium." Xia Wei showed a shy smile.
Nan Xiaonan was stunned: "Then why didn't you tell me earlier? If you had, we could change the place."
"Because I also like the aquarium, and I also want you to see the place I like." Xia Wei stood in the blue passage, facing the beautiful light behind her. She raised her head, as if she mustered up the courage,
"I...want to keep sharing my favorite things with you!"
"OK."
Xia Wei's eyes widened with surprise on her face.
"Then on our next date, I'll take you to a place I like. Reciprocity is a courtesy."
Xia Wei's smile suddenly froze on her face, and Nan Xiaonan tilted her head: "What's wrong?"
"No...it's nothing." Xia Wei lowered her head, a little doubtful about life.
"Aren't you happy?"
"No." All Xia Wei's courage faded away because Nan Xiaonan didn't follow her, "After all, I'm familiar with the aquarium, why don't I take you to play?"
"OK?"
Xia Wei is really soft, she always talks softly, and when she looks up at him and smiles, it always reminds Nan Xiaonan of marshmallows, which are soft, sweet and melt in your mouth.
"What is that?" I saw the shiny stall, and I looked closer to see that they were selling jellyfish. The jellyfish were colorfully illuminated under the beautiful lights, and it looked very interesting.
"It's a jellyfish." Xia Wei said.
"Are they the same jellyfish as in the jellyfish pavilion just now?"
"It's a relatively cheap type. If you want to buy it, you can actually buy it at the vegetable market. It's very cheap. It costs thirty or forty to buy it here. And it doesn't last long. No matter what it is, it's not suitable for such a small water source."
Wei shook her head.
"But jellyfish are beautiful."
"It's also because of the effect of the lighting." Xia Wei said with a smile.
"I want to show it to my brothers." Nan Xiaonan has not been to the aquarium with Qinse and Ming. The places they went to are more sports venues. Nan Xiaonan suddenly remembered that her second brother said before going out in the morning that she also wanted to go on a date with him.
, think about it carefully, it seems that in the past, the eldest brother and the second brother accompanied him to where he wanted to go, but did the eldest brother and the second brother say where they wanted to go?
"Nan Xiaonan has an older brother?"
"Well, I told you." Nan Xiaonan pulled out a photo of the three of them from her phone, "Compared to my brothers, I'm ugly."
"Hahaha, Nan Xiaonan is very good-looking. Anyone who looks good will be good-looking, so why is there any difference?" Then Xia Wei lowered her head and saw the photos on Nan Xiaonan's phone and was silent for two seconds.
"You see, right?"
"Ah...well..." Xia Wei had a complicated mood. Nan Xiaonan is very good-looking, really very good-looking. She has always felt that Nan Xiaonan is good-looking and has outstanding temperament among her classmates in the class, but she is really the best among them."
But in appearance, everyone has their own characteristics, and I have always thought you have a very good temperament."
"I think Yu Yiheng's temperament is also very good." After finishing speaking, he added, "You are also very good. Many girls in the class walk with a hunched back. You don't. Every time, your back is straightened.
The ponytail is also very neat, and it looks very cute like this today, so I think it’s not the hair style’s problem, it’s that you are very cute.”
Nan Xiaonan has never been stingy in praising others. If praising can make people happy, then why not do it? Besides, what he said is all true.
"There is one thing you may not remember." Xia Wei blushed slightly and lowered her head, "That is, when we first entered high school, none of us were familiar with each other. You and Yu Yiheng have always had a good relationship. Others
If I see it, I will go and make friends with you."
"Well, what's wrong?"
"Actually, I was quite embarrassed to talk to others, and then you came over to talk to me."
Well? Nan Xiaonan tilted her head and thought, is there such a thing?
"Well, you gave me a delicious chocolate at that time."
"That's my habit. I like to share the things I like with others. Is it delicious?" Nan Xiaonan has kept this habit from kindergarten to now. The chocolates she gives out are no longer worth anything.
"It's delicious." Xia Wei suddenly realized that her topic had been taken astray, "No, it's not about whether the chocolate is delicious or not!"
"Oh, you said it." Nan Xiaonan said obediently.
Xia Wei was angry: "Forget it, let's not talk about it!"
"Why?" Nan Xiaonan immediately came over.
"There are some things that you can just taste for yourself. There is no need to say them out." Xia Wei stuck out her tongue playfully at Nan Xiaonan, "If I don't say it, I'll piss you off!"
"Well... I actually don't feel very angry either." Nan Xiaonan followed Xia Wei. Seeing that Xia Wei was happy minding her own business, she felt very calm.
Xia Wei went to the bathroom, while Nan Xiaonan stood nearby looking at her phone, but received a message from Yu Yiheng.
Fish: Where are you?
Brother: Let’s go on a date
Fish: With Xia Wei?
Brother: Yes
Fish: Are you happy?
Brother: Very good
Fish: Do you like her?
At the same time, Nan Xiaonan saw Xia Wei coming out, and without reading the message carefully, she replied by voice: "I'm going on a date!"
Yu Yiheng listened to Nan Xiaonan's voice and played it over and over again. Nan Xiaonan's happy and joyful voice could be heard clearly from the mobile phone. He lay on the bed and looked out the window at the dark sky.
It was snowing all the time, and my chest felt tight and uncomfortable. Yu Yiheng covered his eyes.
It doesn't matter, you will get used to it, sooner or later... you will get used to it.
He cried.
I don't know why I cried.
I was so sad that I wanted to cry uncontrollably.
When Nan Xiaonan and Xia Wei came out of the cinema, they subconsciously glanced at their mobile phones. There was a message on it from Yu Yiheng: Just tell me if you want to go home and I will pick you up.
Why pick him up? It's not like he can't go home on his own.
"Is the movie good?" Nan Xiaonan asked.
"Well...it feels noisy." Xia Wei raised her head, "What do you think?"
"I think there is something wrong with the director's thinking." Nan Xiaonan said very seriously, "Why is it that he is obviously a phoenix scumbag who has two things to do? In the end, he gave an ending like a hero who suddenly wakes up? This shouldn't be right? He was originally
You did something wrong, why do you act like you died heroically?"
"I also find it strange. Also, why do you still pretend to be together when you are getting divorced? We are already on the road to divorce. If it is for the good of the other party, we should not pretend to be in peace with each other anymore, right?
, I can’t understand.”
"Yes, and..."
Nan Xiaonan and Xia Wei were talking about the content of the movie, and their views were surprisingly consistent.
It was getting late, and the date should have ended. When Nan Xiaonan raised her head and looked at the door, a sudden figure from behind made Nan Xiaonan stop and frown.
"Yu Yiheng?"
"Is that Yu Yiheng?" Xia Wei was also surprised. She didn't expect Yu Yiheng to be standing outside at this time. He had his back to the transparent glass door and an umbrella in his hand, standing in the middle of the night.
"..." Nan Xiaonan vaguely noticed that there seemed to be something wrong with Yu Yiheng at this time.
"Can you wait for me here?" Nan Xiaonan asked.
"Okay." Xia Wei nodded.
Nan Xiaonan took three steps at a time and ran to Yu Yiheng's place outside the door: "Why are you here? Isn't it cold?"
Yu Yiheng turned around, looking a little dazed.
Nan Xiaonan pulled Yu Yi Heng back from outside, and then noticed the snowflakes accumulated on his body, which showed that he had obviously been standing outside for a long time.
"Wow, it's all turned into ice." Nan Xiaonan rubbed Yu Yiheng's frozen fingers with both hands. The umbrella in her hand fell to the ground with a loud noise. Xia Wei also came over and was surprised.
Watch.
"Wait for me." Xia Wei ran to a store not far away and asked for a hot drink. She brought it back and said, "This is for you."
Nan Xiaonan took it and grabbed Yu Yiheng's hand: "Hold it."
Yu Yiheng held it subconsciously, lowered his eyes, and gradually felt the stinging pain coming from the joints of his fingers.
"How long have you been standing outside?" Nan Xiaonan used the warmth of her palms to warm Yu Yiheng's red face, and dragged the guy to stand under the heater.
"I don't remember."
"Why are you standing outside?"
"I'm afraid I'll miss you."
"I don't need you to pick me up. Even if I do, my eldest and second brothers will definitely send someone. It's not like you don't know."
Yu Yiheng's eyes, which were dull due to freezing, finally changed and he looked at Xia Wei. Xia Wei, who was suddenly stared at, tilted her head in confusion and pointed at herself: "What's wrong with me?"
Yu Yiheng lowered his gaze. Xia Wei was innocent. Even if he was jealous of her gender, her family, and the attention she received from Xiao Nan towards the opposite sex, Xia Wei was still innocent.
Xiaonan won't like it. He won't like people who blame others casually.
"Xiaonan..."
Yes, he is unwilling to do so. In any case, he does not want to see the person he has been protecting carefully be taken away by another person. They are not familiar with each other. They are just classmates. There are no more bonds between them. These
He has it all, why doesn't he have this qualification just because he is a boy?
Every word Su Maoyan said seemed to hurt his heart directly. That hateful man said what he wanted to hear most.
Even though his reason repeatedly told him that he shouldn't do this, his instinct couldn't refuse. He looked forward to the possibility of being with Nan Xiaonan.
Nan Xiaonan was in front of him now, and he only had his presence in his eyes, worried and anxious.
"Xiaonan, I..."
Cold fingers can only warm up when they touch him, and his body is also longing for Nan Xiaonan's touch.
Suddenly, Yu Yiheng's phone rang. The ringtone made Yu Yiheng's expression suddenly change. He put down his hand under Nan Xiaonan's confused gaze. The caller ID on his phone showed that it was Nan Heming as expected.
"I'll answer the phone." Yu Yiheng said coldly, turned around and walked to the corner. His eyes inadvertently looked at the adult man who had been sitting on the other side and playing with his mobile phone. The man was dressed simply but always looked at him from time to time.
come over.
He knew that those were the bodyguards Nan Heming placed beside Nan Xiaonan.
Nan Xiaonan's every move will be transmitted to him through the bodyguard. I'm afraid Nan Heming already knows what he wants to do. The meaning of this call is now very obvious.
"Tell me, what do you want to say?" Nan Heming teased frivolously and sarcastically, "How can children today be so impulsive? No matter what it is, you must ask an adult first?"
All Yu Yiheng's impulses cooled down because of Nan Heming's voice.
"No." Yu Yiheng loosened his clenched hands, "I don't want to say anything."
Nan Heming stood on the balcony, covered with fleece, looking up at the falling snowflakes, and suddenly laughed: "Of course I know what you want to say, Xiaonan is such a cute child, everyone will like him, you like him
He can only prove that you have vision."
Yu Yiheng listened quietly, he shouldn't be so impulsive.
You shouldn't listen to Su Maoyan's instigation.
He almost forgot his identity.
"How about you confess to him?" White smoke slowly floated from the lit cigarette in Nan Heming's hand. He didn't smoke, but just looked at it like this. It was probably his habit to hold a cigarette when he was irritable.
"What?" Yu Yiheng was stunned.
"I said, since you want to confess, you might as well give it a try." No matter who Nan Xiaonan chooses as her partner in the future, it doesn't matter to Nan Heming. Xiaonan is his younger brother and his most beloved relative, even if it is too many.
It is impossible for an outsider to change the relationship between them. There is nothing to guard against, and it cannot be called rejection.
In his previous life, Yu Yiheng only suffered from the love that he could never express before his death. Now he just received the love in advance that he only received after he became an adult in his previous life. Young people are sensitive and fragile.
, at the age of sixteen, he was far from being as calm and forbearing as he would be in the future.
It would be better to be young and frivolous for once and say everything you want to say.
He and Nan Qinse once discussed what happened in the past, Nan Xiaonan's past wishes and hopes, hoping that everyone around him would have no regrets.
The reason why he dislikes Yu Yiheng is very simple. Yu Yiheng is not a person who can protect Nan Xiaonan from the wind and rain. Being too forbearing will hurt others. He does not have enough courage or ability to protect his heart.
The person he loves, Nan Heming, has always looked down upon him. To be honest, the person he admires more in this regard is Feng Yi.
But even Feng Yi like that still has things to regret when he grows old.
"I'll give you a chance, but only once." Nan Heming felt a little cold, but he didn't want to leave this cold place. "We won't pick up Xiaonan today. You are here to send him back. What do you want to say?
, just say it directly, Yu Yiheng, I will say it again, you only have one chance."
After hanging up the phone, Nan Heming stared at the cold sky outside the window in a daze, and heard the footsteps of someone approaching behind him.
"The child's father." Nan Heming asked, "In the previous life, did Xiao Nan like him?"
"have no idea."
"That child was a virgin in his last life." Nan Heming laughed suddenly, "His second brother is so powerful, why is he a virgin?"
Nan Qinse shook her head: "Maybe he has a lover, but we just don't know."
"Stop lying, look at all the people at the funeral. Everyone's expressions were numb. The only person who was really sad at his funeral was Yu Yiheng."
Yu Yiheng insisted on everything Nan Xiaonan left behind. He worked hard, but it was just hard work. He was not suitable to be a businessman, but more suitable to be a scholar.
"I don't even remember whether Yu Yiheng died or not. I don't care about him at all." Nan Heming reached out and patted Nan Qinse's shoulder, "But at least he died later than you."
Thinking of his own death, Nan Qinse suddenly asked: "Did you come to my funeral?"
"I've gone." Nan Heming shrugged, "It was a grand event. Your unmarried wife and children are really happy. They can get a large inheritance and make good friends with your business partners. What a scene.
, tsk tsk tsk.”
"No one was sad for me in the end?" Nan Qinse thought of her muddled past life, "It's really sad."
"You are already dead, what do you care about?" Nan Heming patted Nan Qinse on the shoulder, "I hired a lawyer at the beginning. When I died, I would be directly cremated and then thrown into the sea. The body would not be left for them. Let the former
Are those people laughing at me? Will I give them this chance?"
It was indeed in line with Nan Heming's character. Nan Qinse smiled and shook his head: "Are you soft-hearted towards Yi Heng?"
"After all, he is the only person who is sincere to Xiaonan."
"Where's Feng Yi? Didn't you say that Feng Yi once felt sorry for Xiaonan?"
Nan Heming's hand suddenly stopped.
"I have no idea."
He didn't know, he couldn't see through that man. Even in front of Nan Xiaonan's grave, he didn't see that man reveal any emotions towards him. He always thought that the other man had no feelings for Nan Xiaonan, but that bunch of
Flowers, but he couldn't understand them.
Why forget-me-not?
However, it was only in this life that he truly understood and figured out that perhaps their relationship with each other was not just friendship and love that could be simply described in words, but something more profound, cherishing each other and missing each other, even if they died.
You can get a second life in the other person's memory.
"Now that things have happened, I wouldn't be surprised if Feng Yi said he likes Xiaonan." Nan Heming reached out to sweep away the snowflakes on the armrest, "But so what? Isn't Xiaonan ours?"
Nan Qinse looked at Nan Heming's leaving figure and sighed softly.
The bird was going to leave the nest eventually. He had been preparing for that day for a long time, but everything he did was completely inconsistent with the mental preparation he wanted to make. Loving and doting on Nan Xiaonan had become his instinct.
Rebirth is not so much an apology as it is his own redemption. If he loses such a goal, he doesn't know what will happen to him.
In this regard, Nan Heming is much more honest than him.
And he was just deceiving himself.
Nan Xiaonan and Yu Yiheng sent Xia Wei home together. The girl seemed to want to say something more to Nan Xiaonan, but she couldn't. Her instinct was stopping her, and she couldn't help but look at something else.