"Good night then." Nan Xiaonan stood downstairs at Xia Wei's house. Xia Wei's house was a very ordinary building. Xia Wei glanced at Yu Yiheng and Nan Xiaonan.
"You are wearing very little today. Do you want me to get you two pieces of clothing so that you can be warmer when you go back?"
"No, thank you, we can go back by car." Nan Xiaonan reached out and patted the snowflakes on Xia Wei's little cotton-padded jacket, "Come in quickly, girls can't keep freezing."
"Okay." Xia Wei nodded and turned back three times. Nan Xiaonan didn't turn around until she was sure she couldn't see Xia Wei.
Yu Yiheng subconsciously held an umbrella over Nan Xiaonan's head. Nan Xiaonan looked at Yu Yiheng, who stood in front of him without saying a word and seemed to be full of thoughts. The snowflakes floating around were sparse, and in the night
Under the light, the snowflakes shone faintly. Nan Xiaonan stretched out his hand to put on his hood, and also put Yu Yiheng's hood on his head again, and took the umbrella away from Yu Yiheng's hand.
,Close up.
"Second brother said that wearing gloves would not look good, but it is so cold outside that it will definitely freeze, so he prepared a pair of gloves for me." Nan Xiaonan took out the gloves, "One for each of us, and your hands
You'll get frostbite if you keep doing this. Put that hand in your pocket and give me the other hand."
Yu Yiheng did as Nan Xiaonan said. Nan Xiaonan held Yu Yiheng's hand and put it in his pocket. Yu Yiheng opened his eyes slightly, and the warm temperature gradually followed his fingers.
After entering his body, the cold blood seemed to relax.
"You have a bad habit." Nan Xiaonan pulled Yu Yiheng and walked, "Every time you like to stand behind me, is there anything behind me that particularly attracts you? Because you always stand behind me and I can't see it.
When I see you, I will always forget you. If you are really unhappy and want to talk to me, you should stand next to me and talk to me instead of hiding behind me, right?"
Yu Yiheng felt his hand being moved, and he staggered two steps to stand beside Nan Xiaonan.
"Isn't it much more convenient to talk like this?" Nan Xiaonan is not a fool. How could Yu Yiheng never notice anything abnormal with such an abnormal performance? "Do you have anything to say to me? I'm listening right now.
, tell me?"
Yu Yiheng turned his head and looked at Nan Xiaonan's face, which was still very good-looking under the light. What qualifications did he have? He rushed in front of him with a quick idea, but so what if he said it, if he said it,
In the end, can they still be such close friends? Nan Heming's phone call broke his courage and also reminded him to face this reality.
"Say!" At the moment when Yu Yiheng was silent, Nan Xiaonan suddenly interrupted all his flinching loudly. Nan Xiaonan held his hand with a strong force. He stared at Yu Yiheng's eyes extremely seriously.
, "Tell me? How can I know if you don't tell me! What are you afraid of? If you don't tell me, I don't know anything! Don't you like to listen to me and do whatever I say?
Why don’t you tell me!”
"I can't say!"
"What's not allowed? We've known each other for so many years. When did I hide anything from you!? Why did you keep hiding it from me in the end and I didn't know anything? It's not fair!"
"I……"
"I must hear you say it!" Nan Xiaonan was different from the past, she was particularly stubborn today.
"I……"
"I'm listening." Nan Xiaonan looked seriously at Yu Yiheng in front of him, "I'm listening to everything you say now!"
"I like you!" Yu Yiheng suddenly said something, which stunned the two teenagers present. The atmosphere was deathly silent. Yu Yiheng wanted to crawl into the cracks in the ground in embarrassment.
The hand kept retracting.
Nan Xiaonan blinked: "Isn't this a matter of course? Why do you have to tell me with such a sad face? Is it shameful to like me?"
"It's not like that, it's not like that!" Yu Yiheng was stimulated by Nan Xiaonan's brain circuit, and he had already made it so obvious, but Nan Xiaonan didn't understand what he meant at all, and with a few words
Feeling vindictive, Yu Yiheng found that his words did not go through his brain at all and he kept saying, "I like to be by your side all the time, I like the smell of you, I like you to touch me, I like you to talk to me.
, I like you sleeping in my bed, I like everything you touch, I like... I like you, I like you so much that I treat you as the object of my dreams!"
Nan Xiaonan listened silently, and suddenly his eyes widened: "???"
"Yes, I am gay, why didn't I tell you? Because I am gay, and no one allows homosexuality now, but I like you, what can I do?!" Yu Yiheng touched Nan Xiaonan's gloved hand.
He raised his cheeks, trying to hide his current expression. He must be very ugly now. He didn't want Nan Xiaonan to see his ugly side, "I can't keep watching you and Xia Wei dating indifferently. I just thought
The two of you will be happy doing anything together, but you will be so sad that you can't calm down at all. Just because you like her like this, I am jealous of Xia Wei, I am jealous that she is a woman and can stand by your side as a matter of course!"
Nan Xiaonan stood there, listening quietly, while Yu Yiheng told all his fond thoughts about Nan Xiaonan. He told all his secret and dark thoughts to the person in front of him.
He only has this chance.
Nan Heming's words kept echoing in his ears like a curse. All his rationality had disappeared. Now he just wanted to let the young man in front of him know his thoughts in this only chance.
Nan Xiaonan was shocked. His long-time friend had such thoughts. How should he react?
"Is it cold?" Nan Xiaonan asked after Yu Yiheng calmed down.
"Yeah." Yu Yiheng cried.
He was very aggrieved.
Yu Yiheng is just a boy, just a boy who had a more miserable childhood than others. All his sincerity is pure and passionate. Nan Xiaonan listened to Yu Yiheng's so-called 'dark' thoughts, but
He didn't feel disgust or disgust, he could hear Yu Yiheng's forbearance, struggle, and pain. He was incoherent, but he remembered everything clearly. Deep in his heart, he didn't know how many times he had repeated this.
The feelings, the repeated thoughts and experiences.
"There's still some time now, why don't we go sit at the tea bar next to it?" Nan Xiaonan blinked and lowered his head, "I don't know how to tell you my thoughts now. I'm a little confused too. I don't know.
I know how to reply to you, so give me a little time, let’s go to the cafe, and I’ll talk to you later, okay?”
"Um."
Nan Xiaonan ordered a cup of hot tea for Yu Yiheng. He felt that the other person must be very cold, but because his thoughts were too complicated, he forgot about the cold. Looking at Fa Xiao in front of him, Nan Xiaonan was actually in a daze.
To be honest, Yu Yiheng is not up to the ranks of handsome and good-looking people, but probably because Nan Xiaonan has seen it too much, he feels that Yu Yiheng is actually very pleasing to the eye. What kind of person will Yu Yiheng find in the future?
Nan Xiaonan can even figure it out in her head.
His wife should be well-behaved and cute, with long black hair that she likes to tie up, a sweet smile, and a bit silly. Yu Yiheng actually has a good personality and is very tolerant. Maybe his wife also likes it very much.
Acting coquettishly, Yu Yiheng acted like a cute child when he was acting coquettishly in Yi Heng's arms.
But Yu Yiheng is gay, and he is in love with himself.
"Is it possible that it's an illusion?" Nan Xiaonan asked, "After all, from the past to the present, you and I are the only ones who have the best time. Are you sure?"
"No matter how good of a friend you are, you will never have a desire for him. You have appeared countless times in my dreams. The more I miss you, the more often I miss you." Yu Yiheng covered his forehead, and everything on his face was covered with tears.
Pain, "You are the only one. The protagonist of every dream I have is you."
Nan Xiaonan was silent.
Does he... like Yu Yi Heng? Of course, this has been his friend since childhood, but does he have any wishes for Yi Heng? That is not the case. What appears most in his dreams are things without images.
It was even a very funny dream. Nan Xiaonan wanted to take out his phone and search for what he should do now, but he felt that it would be too hasty to listen to other people's opinions. He wanted to ask the eldest brother and the second brother, but if this relationship makes the eldest brother and the second brother
Knowing that, it might become very troublesome.
How should this be handled?
Nan Xiaonan feels that he should give the answer immediately. If it takes too long, it will be detrimental to their relationship.
"I don't know how to answer you, but if I go by what you said, I probably don't like you that way." Nan Xiaonan's fingers were nervously tangled together, "What I say next is all what I thought of on the spur of the moment.
, so I don’t know if it’s right or not, and it doesn’t represent my views in the future, but I can guarantee that my words are absolutely sincere. If my current thoughts are wrong, you can correct me at any time.
I will reconsider."
When Nan Xiaonan encounters something he doesn't understand, he will fall into long-term thinking, but today he was given too little time to think.
He felt Yu Yiheng's seriousness, and he shouldn't drag it on any longer.
"You and I have been good friends since childhood. I have always felt sorry for you. I have older brothers, second brothers, parents, but you don't have them. I have snacks but you don't. I think you and I should be the same, so we shouldn't have them.
There are so many things, so I think you should be more stable than me, you should be more mature than me, and you should study better than me. This world will not put all the virtues in one person, so I think the two of us are worthy of each other.
The two may be born to complement each other.”
"I have never doubted that we will be lifelong good friends. I like you very much, and of course you should also like me very much. The eldest brother and the second brother said that even if we get married in the future, the relationship between family members will not change because of marriage.
So I feel that even if we each have our own lives in the future, our status as good friends will not change."
Nan Xiaonan held his hand.
"Although this is cruel to you, I have only considered you as a friend from beginning to end. Do you understand?"
Yu Yiheng nodded, how could he not understand? In other words, he had understood this reality very well from the beginning.
"I don't know if we can still be friends after this happens, because no matter what, you are the one who is really in pain, not me, so this opportunity of choice should be given to you. I will not become friends with you.
Couple, in addition, I can agree to your request as your best friend."
Nan Xiaonan is not Yu Yiheng. He cannot read Yu Yiheng's thoughts. He hopes that Yu Yiheng can at least get the perfection in his heart, no matter whether the ending is to never meet again and be separated, or as always, take a step back to open up the world.
"Aren't you gay?" Yu Yiheng asked suddenly.
"I don't know." Nan Xiaonan answered very honestly, "I haven't been in love yet, and I don't know if it's possible for me to like a boy, but I won't deny the possibility unless something happens. Maybe it's possible.
I will fall in love with a boy, but not as a friend. Your status in my heart is more than just a friend, and you cannot develop into a couple."
It would be cruel not to refuse directly, and Nan Xiaonan understands this truth.
Yu Yiheng lowered his eyes. This was a possibility he had imagined, but now he just accepted it calmly. Nothing unexpected happened.
"Yu Yiheng, I am very calm with you, so I will not deceive you. This is my true thought. I cannot say that I know you, but I have known you for so long. How will you react?
In fact, I was thinking about it, but I found that I couldn't get an accurate answer, just like you were worried about how I would answer you before, so now I also hope to get an answer that you can accept."
Nan Xiaonan was very nervous.
He didn't know if he expressed his thoughts well.
"Xia Wei and I are not a couple. I have thought about the possibility of becoming a couple in the future, but I just thought that dating is not just about saying yes to the other person. You should choose more carefully.
, we don’t know each other whether we have feelings for each other, but in fact, I have vaguely thought about this matter, wouldn’t it be bad to fall in love now?”
Yu Yiheng was stunned for a moment, not expecting Nan Xiaonan to mention Xia Wei at this time.
"I'm actually very happy about dating her. We have things about each other that the other person doesn't know. She is willing to explain it to me carefully and is willing to understand me. I also wonder if I should get to know her and respond to his affection.
, but this matter cannot be thought of like that." Nan Xiaonan has always had his own thoughts in his heart. What he is thinking about is not only himself, but also others. "We are only in the first year of high school now. After graduating from the third year of high school, we will definitely
If he chooses different universities, even if he is lucky enough to be in the same university, he may meet better people. In fact, I am not as good as others think."
"Everyone says I'm good-looking, but I'm not as good-looking as my eldest and second brothers. They say I'm rich, but it's not my money. If you really think about it, I'm actually a parasite in the family. They say I'm good at exercise.
However, sports can only be my strength and not the direction of my future development. In fact, everything I have is not as practical as others. I am not sure whether Xia Wei will meet someone better than me in the future.
After all, there is always something better in this world, and first love can be very beautiful. Maybe it would be better to let it stay in the beautiful period rather than being disillusioned in the future."
He is still young and cannot control the future. He himself does not know what he will be like in the future. He has been taught to respect girls since he was a child, which of course includes being responsible for girls now.
"Relationships should be serious and consistent. I will not date Xia Wei when I am not sure."
Yu Yiheng was stunned.
"But if I really like Xia Wei in the future, and she also likes me very much, and we are in love, I will date her." In Nan Xiaonan's concept, what will not happen in the future is that everything is possible.
, He doesn’t want to deny any possible future, and even if there is an opportunity in the future for him to fall in love with Yu Yiheng, it is not impossible. “There are also things about homosexuality, long, long, long ago,
My second brother has already told me that homosexuality is not a big problem, it’s just that the person you like is of the same sex. If it doesn’t hinder anyone, no one can say anything. From that time on, I have never had any thoughts
It has changed. Homosexuality is not unacceptable. It’s just that people don’t like people who are different from themselves. But it’s impossible to be liked by everyone in life, right? There is no need to care about this at all.”
"..." Yu Yiheng lowered his head, and for some reason, he breathed a sigh of relief.
"So what's your answer?" Nan Xiaonan lay on the table and looked at Yu Yiheng's hidden expression, "After hearing what I said, what do you want to ask or what do you think? You can do it.
Tell me, no matter what you say today, I will answer you."
Yu Yiheng's fingers gently stroked the pattern on the tea cup, and after a long time he slowly said: "Do you hate me touching you?"
Nan Xiaonan didn't say anything, but reached out and held Yu Yiheng's hand. At this time, Yu Yiheng's hand was a little hot, not sure if it was because it was frozen before.
"That's right." Yu Yiheng breathed a sigh of relief, "I always feel that speaking out is much better than saying nothing at all."
"Me too, this is the first time I know about this. If I had known this earlier, I should have at least avoided suspicion." Nan Xiaonan lay on the table, "Isn't it very hard for you to endure it?"
"Pain and happiness."
"That's not okay." Nan Xiaonan smiled evilly, folded her hands across her chest, and made a gesture of protecting herself, "My body is not something you can look at if you want."
Yu Yiheng suddenly smiled, which was the first smile he showed tonight.
"I don't know what I should do, but after being solemnly rejected like this, I shouldn't keep pestering you without understanding." Yu Yiheng took a deep breath, "But we are about to separate, it will be very painful, and I can't bear it.
pain."
"Isn't it said that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain?" Nan Xiaonan said.
"Are you giving me advice?" Yu Yiheng said with a smile.
"I'm telling you a possibility."
Yu Yiheng laughed helplessly: "I will try to look away."
"Um."
"So I don't want to leave your side for the time being. As you said, now is not the time to make a decision about the future." Yu Yiheng looked at his hands, "Don't do it when you are not capable.
I have a deep understanding of this matter."
"What does it matter?" Nan Xiaonan patted the table, "It's just a time to sit down and have a cup of tea. We still have to live in the future. We are friends and it won't change. I will still stand up for my brothers.
knife."
"I don't want you to take advantage of me."
"Well, I don't have the guts either."
Let's talk openly and honestly. In fact, it is not as complicated as Yu Yiheng imagined. Nan Xiaonan has always treated everything cheerfully. Yu Yiheng, who has low self-esteem because of his homosexuality, unknowingly said a lot.
When I had an embarrassing incident when I had a crush, I felt extremely helpless when I saw Nan Xiaonan's exaggerated smile, as if it was nothing to do with her.
Nan Xiaonan rejected Yu Yiheng's request to send him home. The reasons were: first, he wanted to get rid of this relationship as soon as possible, and second, he was a boy and did not need anyone to send him home.
Finally, Yu Yiheng agreed, and they separated at the intersection where they were going home. Nan Xiaonan walked to the corner and suddenly stopped.
His fingers were very cold. He was a little cold, but he didn't want to take a taxi back.
Yu Yiheng liked him, which was something he never expected, but it happened so suddenly without any warning.
Will he no longer be best friends for this reason in the future? Although he never said it, although he said he respects Yi Heng's choice, in fact, he values Yi Heng very much, more than anything else.
Friends should take it more seriously.
Don't want to lose him.
Nan Xiaonan walked on the road until a car stopped next to her. Nan Xiaonan turned around and saw the car, stopped and walked over.
"Xiao Nan." Nan Qinse got out of the car and put the black coat on his body, "Want to continue walking or go home?"
"Go home. I played outside for too long today and I'm tired."
"Yeah." Nan Xiaonan sat in the passenger seat. The elder brother was overprotective as always and fastened his seat belt. Nan Xiaonan turned on the car's stereo with familiarity. Basically, the music played in it were the songs he liked to listen to.
Domestic songs are usually more lyrical and prefer to sing about love. Is it because love is an illusory thing? "Brother, have you ever been in love?"
"Um."
"Huh?" It was just a casual question at first, but I didn't expect to get such an answer, "Brother, when did you fall in love?"
"When you don't know."
"Oh my God, I had no idea that my eldest brother was actually in a relationship!" Nan Xiaonan was extremely shocked, "When did this happen? I'm actually going to have a sister-in-law? It's incredible."
"We've broken up."
Nan Xiaonan was stunned: "Why did they break up?"
"Not suitable."
"This...I haven't met this possible sister-in-law yet, why did we break up?"
Nan Qinse just smiled faintly. Of course he was not talking about this life, but the past life.
"Are you sad when you break up?"
"Won't."
"But don't they say that you will be very sad after a breakup and a broken love?"
"Love will disappear." Nan Qinse's voice was very calm, "After the passion, it will gradually return to the essence of life, and everything will be exposed again. That is the beginning of the real running-in period. I was not able to run-in with her.
Success, when we broke up, it was also very honorable, and there was no entanglement."
"Brother, if you talk like this, you will destroy my beautiful fantasy of love!"
"No, if it is true love, it will eventually turn into family affection." Nan Qinse said, "We are already relatives, and we will be together forever without falling in love."
Nan Xiaonan was stunned for a moment, then nodded suddenly: "I think you are right."
There's no guarantee that Yu Yiheng's love for him will turn into family affection in the future. It's superfluous to worry about everything now!
Nan Qinse reached out and touched Nan Xiaonan's head harshly. Nan Xiaonan shook her head due to the rubbing, and finally showed a silly smile.
But from that day on, Nan Xiaonan had no intention of dating Xia Wei alone. Xia Wei was vaguely aware of Nan Xiaonan's alienation, but she didn't force it. Everything just went back to before they started dating. Nan Xiaonan didn't know why.
He had to avoid Xia Wei specifically, but Yu Yiheng's rarely seen crying face would always appear in front of his eyes, which made Nan Xiaonan have to think about whether he had been brainwashed by Yu Yiheng, and he actually had
Feeling guilty!
It was not a date between two people, but Nan Xiaonan and the small group were surprisingly able to get along with each other. A group of people often played together. Through Su Maoyan, Nan Xiaonan also vaguely came into contact with many so-called rich children. Nan Xiaonan's identity was not concealed.
At that time, Su Maoyan also fell into a long silence after knowing that Nan Xiaonan was actually the youngest son of the Nan family who was currently gaining momentum.
Ten years ago, maybe the Nan family wouldn't be something to be afraid of, but now the rapid development of the other party makes no one dare to look down upon it.
But after learning that Yu Yiheng had confessed to Nan Xiaonan and was not disliked, Su Maoyan finally tested the possibility of Nan Xiaonan.
A completely straight man would not be able to accept this matter so easily, nor could he be a close friend. But now these two teenagers are acting as usual, which makes Su Maoyan begin to doubt Nan Xiaonan's innocence.
When Nan Xiaonan arrived at the meeting place, she found that no one else had arrived. She was sitting alone in the box. Nan Xiaonan posted a question in the group.
At this time, someone opened the door and came in, but only one person came in. Su Maoyan sat next to Nan Xiaonan, tilting his head slightly and looking in the direction of Nan Xiaonan.
"They...why haven't they come yet?"
"The time I notified them was half an hour later than the time I notified you." Su Maoyan's words stunned Nan Xiaonan. He even arrived twenty minutes early.
"Why?"
"I have something to tell you."
"What?"
"Yu Yiheng confessed to you, right?"
Nan Xiaonan was stunned and frowned subconsciously: "How do you know."
"You don't reject it?" Su Maoyan tilted his head slightly, "It seems that not only do you not reject it, but you also enjoy it? Your relationship is as good as ever. What are you thinking about? Do you have a spare tire that will serve you wholeheartedly?"
"...Do I look like this in the eyes of others?" Nan Xiaonan didn't pay attention.
"If you don't love, then stay away. This should be common sense. I don't believe it. You don't even know this common sense." Su Maoyan stood up and came to Nan Xiaonan's side, "Are you really not aware, or are you just pretending?
Don’t you know?”
Nan Xiaonan was suddenly startled: "This is a matter between me and Yu Yiheng. Since you don't know, there is no need to ask me here specifically?!"
The things that Yu Yiheng has been worrying about, and finally summoned up the courage to speak out, are not things that others can easily tease here. Nan Xiaonan has always been very protective of his own shortcomings.
"Xiaonan, Xiaonan, Nanxiaonan, you may not be as innocent as you actually are. Maybe you are really kind-hearted, but do you really not have any selfishness? After knowing that the other person likes you, but because you don't want to lose this friend, you don't want to
I lost the little follower who was always with me and refused to let go. Is it true that you didn’t have any selfishness in this?"
Selfishness? Of course Nan Xiaonan does. She doesn’t want to separate like this. They have been together for so many years, even longer than the eldest brother and second brother.
"So what?" Nan Xiaonan was very confident about her selfishness, "So what if I have selfishness? I didn't hinder anyone else's business?!"
Su Maoyan smiled: "You are indeed a very calm character, I appreciate this very much."
Nan Xiaonan frowned, not liking Su Maoyan's attitude today: "Is that why you called me here in advance?"
"Xiaonan." Su Maoyan shook his head and looked up at him, "Do you want to try dating me?"
"Huh?" Nan Xiaonan was stunned, "What?"
"I said, you don't have to think about other things when you date me. As long as you date me, Yu Yiheng will definitely give up, and the embarrassment of confession among you will also disappear. Isn't this killing two birds with one stone?" Su
Maoyan tilted his head, seeming to be very interested in this proposal, "If you say that Yu Yiheng has been by your side and you have been single, you are actually telling the other person that maybe the other person still has a chance. It's okay now, but what about in the future? In the future.
Are you sure you won't delay his life for this reason?"
"This is my business!"
"I think we should be friends." Su Maoyan spread his hands, "To be honest, I like you very much, I have liked you very much from the beginning, but I have never made a move because I respect your sexual orientation, but now I see
You are not against homosexuality, are you?"
"This doesn't mean that I want to date you? Do I have a better choice? Even if this is really the case, wouldn't it be good for me and Xia Wei to be together? We just happen to be members of the opposite sex, so we can break it off completely.
Yu Yiheng’s thoughts!”
Su Maoyan squinted his eyes and looked at the young man in front of him. Although the young man was surprised by his words, he did not lose his ability to think. He was very calm.
"Xia Wei can't do it. As for why it can't work, I think you know better than me." Su Maoyan seduced the young man in front of him, "Xia Wei is a simple and lovely girl. You appreciate her and protect her, but now you stay away from her.
It’s also because I don’t want her to get entangled with you so early in her life. Although I can’t understand your thoughts exactly, but being inseparable is basically in line with the so-called children’s concept of love, right?”
"So what if I'm a child? I'm a child anyway?!" Nan Xiaonan felt inexplicably that Su Maoyan's current attitude made him very angry.
"I didn't say it was not good. On the contrary, I really like your...innocence." Su Maoyan hesitated for a moment and then said the word. As expected, he saw the young man getting angry because of his words.
And her cheeks turned red.
The Nan family was not a family he could meet, but the boy Nan Xiaonan looked so delicious. He really didn't want to give up without even trying it. Since he couldn't use strong ones, then
Just let the other person come to him voluntarily. At this age, he is innocent, cute and provocative. Sooner or later, he will come to his arms peacefully.
"I'm going to be really angry if you keep doing this!"
At this time, Nan Xiaonan was like a kitten in tiger skin in Su Maoyan's eyes, and his cute appearance made him couldn't help but smile.
"I'm serious, and I don't want to break up with you, so now it's time to advance a little bit instead of discussing this issue with you alone. Although you are dating me, I won't touch you.
Our pure love is just for you to try whether you really don't like men." Su Maoyan's attitude can be regarded as serious, and he is really like a senior in life giving guidance to Nan Xiaonan, "Although homosexuality is very common, but
In fact, it is not easy for a man who truly discovers that he is gay to like a woman again. If you do not clearly understand your sexual orientation now and will muddle-headedly marry the woman you thought you liked in the future, only to discover the truth later, you
Can you understand your wife’s thoughts?”
Nan Xiaonan felt inexplicably calm after listening to it, as if what Su Maoyan said did make some sense.
"In this society, gay wives are called gay wives. They are a pitiful group. They obviously have husbands and children, but their husbands really love men. They are denied by their husbands from beginning to end. Don't you think this is tragic?
? If you don’t recognize your own sexuality now, won’t you harm a poor woman in the future?”
Nan Xiaonan does not discriminate against homosexuals, but she does not have a deep understanding of homosexuality, so she has never thought about the possibility of straight men being converted.
"Look, you hesitated. You don't reject homosexuality, but real straight men don't like homosexuals. Xiaonan, you are abnormal." Su Maoyan deliberately denied Nan Xiaonan, distorted his thoughts, and gained him.
trust, "I may not be your lover, but I can be your experiment to test whether you can have feelings for men. If it is not suitable, I will break up with you peacefully."
"Why?"
"It's actually thankless for me to do this, but who told me to like you?" Su Maoyan narrowed his eyes with a deep smile, "If you like someone, you will always give something, right?"
Nan Xiaonan narrowed her eyes, very suspicious of Su Maoyan's motives.
"I don't think so."
Su Maoyan frowned, why was he unwilling even though he said it well?
"Why?"
"You are not as handsome as my eldest brother, not as good-looking as my second brother, and you are not as good at making money as them. You also know that my eldest brother and second brother are very discerning!" Nan Xiaonan is super arrogant, although he just doesn't like Su Maoyan.
He deliberately used this excuse to answer, because his eldest and second brothers are the kind of people who can destroy the other person's self-confidence!
Su Maoyan twitched the corner of his mouth, there was really no way to refute this.
"It's just that your brothers are too good. I'm afraid there are very few people who can match them." Su Maoyan realized that although Nan Xiaonan said so, he actually believed that his so-called 'love plan' was feasible, so he would use it.
Comparisons like this can easily lead you astray, since you are still a teenager after all.
"Less doesn't mean none."
"That doesn't mean the other person is gay, does it?"
"There must be some!"
Su Maoyan was really amused by Nan Xiaonan's naivety: "Are you trying to say that you want to find a man who is better than your family to fall in love with?"
"What's not allowed?" Nan Xiaonan vaguely noticed something was wrong with Su Maoyan's state. She made an appointment with him in advance today with bad intentions. Although he didn't study well, it didn't mean he was a fool.
Every time Su Maoyan wanted to talk to him, his cousin couldn't help but wander around next to them. Nan Xiaonan wondered if Su Maoyan had any particularly bad thoughts about her. After all, cousin Su Maoyan was a
A bit naive but very kind person.
"Do you want me to give up?" Su Maoyan's expression was not very good, "If you want to reject me, you can obviously use better methods, but why are you doing this? Are you trampling on my self-esteem? I just
Just because I like you doesn't mean I can let you look down on me at will."
Nan Xiaonan's heart skipped a beat. Looking carefully at Su Maoyan's expression, could it be that he was thinking too much? In fact, Su Maoyan just simply wanted to date and had no other meaning? If that's the case, then it's indeed a bit strange for him to speak like this.
It's hurtful.
"Ahem, no, it's mainly because I have a favorite candidate in my heart."
A cold light flashed in Su Maoyan's eyes: "Oh? Who is it? Why have I never known or heard you say that if there is such an outstanding person..."
"Well..." Thinking about it carefully, there seems to be no one in school who is better than his eldest brother and his second brother and who is younger. There is no rich second generation or rich third generation who is about the same age as him who can compare with his eldest brother and his second brother.
Yes, it would be very difficult for him to find such a person suddenly.
"You are really looking down on me." Su Maoyan wanted to retreat in order to make Nan Xiaonan feel guilty for him. After all, he didn't think Nan Xiaonan really knew such a person.
"Yes, there really is. You must have heard his name."