At first glance, it looks a bit messy and not very neat.
It's like in a library, the books are neither arranged from largest to smallest, nor in alphabetical order...but there is a strange sense of regularity throughout, making chaos amidst order and tranquility amidst the chaos.
In fact, this is a library.
It is large in scale and has a large number of people. The decoration colors and lighting are a bit old-fashioned and have a strong British style.
Ye Han, who looked to be only sixteen or seventeen years old, was sitting in the opposite corner, quietly flipping through a book.
This should be the library of Johns Hopkins when he first went to study abroad.
In any corner of the soul, no matter how remote, private, or closed, there must be a protagonist.
It can even be said that it is only within the protagonist's sight.
You can clearly see the back of Ye Han's head, and the back of the book he is reading is a mess of sounds and heat, as if it were a mosaic;
And behind the walls and bookshelves, behind the walls and bookshelves, there were wisps of darkness... unless he moved his eyes or the book in his hand.
Even the whole world is gray, and the closer you are to Ye Han, the more obvious the color becomes.
When Ye Han got rid of his half-asleep state and woke up, the inner demon illusion lost the support of external power and returned to its original appearance.
At the edge of chaos between sound and heat, in the gap in the dim corner of Ye Han's field of vision, Su Xing's eyes circled with spiritual light, dispelling the darkness and holding on to the light.
The knife in her heart has healed.
After all, this is the spiritual world, not reality, and there is no setting that if you insert it into the heart, you will die. So when they saw the video of her being stabbed through the heart, neither Ye Han nor the system was too anxious.
But that knife obviously had a special effect.
Her authority was directly sealed, making her feel like she was stuck in a quagmire, unable to move forward, and could only passively defend against Xue He's attacks.
Under normal circumstances, even if the illusion dominated by the system is eliminated due to Ye Han's awakening, due to her partnership with Ye Han, she should be able to move freely in and out of some of Ye Han's spiritual realms, and even possess some of Ye Han's combat power.
At least that's the case where her memory exists.
This is the effect of ordinary combined membership with two days off.
Explore the spiritual world with a trustworthy partner. When you are possessed by inner demons and your soul is touched, there is another person who can always remind you to avoid falling into the demon and going to the other extreme.
But the privileges that Su Xingmou should have had were deprived of him, and he became an ordinary background in this spiritual world.
Through the gap between the bookshelves, it is like looking at the world outside the room through blinds, which is clear and safe from being discovered by people outside the room.
Su Xingmou saw a young and beautiful girl with blond hair, blue eyes, bulging front and back, holding a stack of books across from Ye Han, and greeted Ye Han with a smile.
"You won't succeed!" Su Xingmou gritted his teeth and said.
There is a layer of illusory light clothing on the surface of the body, sometimes like the Samoyed's auspicious suit, sometimes like the Twelve Chapter suit, sometimes with the unique luster of the golden body, and the shadow of the green lotus created by creation.
This is the spiritual world, and her magic weapon cannot be brought in, at least not without special treatment, until the human and machine become one.
It can only rely on proficiency and imagination.
The shadows squirmed like giant pythons, and there was not one, but many giant pythons. The light clothes surrounding Su Xingmou restricted her movements.
Although Su Xingmou's light clothes are gorgeous, compared with the layered shadow python, it is like a butterfly caught in a spider's web.
She is an ordinary butterfly, and the spider web is a spider web.
Outside the gap, Ye Han raised his head dissatisfied and pointed at the sign on the wall that said no noise was allowed, causing the cute girl to hit the wall and turn back in dismay.
"You won't succeed!" Su Xingmou gritted her teeth and repeated, her eyes a little brighter.
Xue He's face appeared in the shadow. He stared at Su Xingmu with a weird expression and a strange tone: "When did you figure out why you were subdued by me so easily and brought here, you won't say anything
That’s it…”
Be confident and confident.
As if worried that Su Xingmou was not intelligent enough to understand, he added: "Haven't you heard that sentence? All the gifts of fate have already been marked in secret..."
Su Xing's eyes were narrowed and his mouth was silent.
She also did enough homework before entering the spiritual world.
In order for a female star to become an A-list actress, in addition to being beautiful and having a high emotional intelligence, she also has excellent innate qualifications and a first-rate degree of professionalism. Otherwise, it is easy to become a top-tier actress, but it is impossible to achieve A-level excellence.
So she didn't believe a single bit of Xue He's words.
This kind of spiritual confrontation is all about confusing right and wrong and talking nonsense.
Wasn't it true that she lied to Ye Han before? Although it was for Ye Han's good and to repair his soul, she couldn't get rid of the whole lie and the script of the whole world.
The routines are pretty much the same.
Although she was imprisoned, she was confident in resisting rejection and even finally escaping, until...Xue He started his performance, and Su Xing's eyes gradually changed color.
Outside Ye Han's gray and colorful memory circle, a new plot suddenly emerged, just like when Su Xingmou was the executive director.
The cute foreign girl who was rejected by Ye Han actually made a bet with someone.
Ye Han's indifferent refusal made the cute girl lose face. The cute girl who seemed harmless to humans and animals turned out to be not as innocent as she seemed on the surface.
Ye Han's memory began to branch.
Mengmei's friends spread all kinds of weird rumors, and Mengmei's fans started to find trouble with Ye Han. He was profited by the school, discriminated against by all races, and was humiliated and bullied by all kinds of rumors. They appeared one after another to replace those who he attended class with.
, the boring memories of brushing up on books and doing experiments...
The memory was quietly rewritten in this way, and the soul slowly began to reshape.
Although Ye Han's studiousness has been consistent since childhood, he is still an ordinary human being, not a saint, and is still 0.05 away from being abnormal... plus he is still in adolescence when hormones are secreted randomly.
After one section of his memory was cut off and replaced with another, it was easy to see that his eyes had changed. There was timidity, anger, and some calculations that made him deviate from the track.
Man is like the ship of Theseus.
We are born to learn, grow, and survive as individuals...
It seems independent, but it is actually a complex and comprehensive system.
If we just generally count the organism with this name as this person, we will naturally have the paradox of Theseus' ship. But if every element of the ship's hull and every element of the human body are written as a whole set.
Every time a part is replaced on the ship, every experience in life is actually rewriting the set and reshaping the system.
Even if the total amount of a set exceeds tens of millions or even hundreds of millions, if only one of the small elements is changed, then the before and after are two different sets.
Facing the same problem, you may come up with completely different results.
This is what Xue He is doing.
Even if the script is unreasonable and there are still conflicts in the memory, the brain will find excuses to rationalize it.
"You, you, how did you do that?" Su Xingmou asked with difficulty, unable to believe this scene.
Modifying memories and distorting the spiritual world was something she could only do with the legal authorization from Ye Han and the official cooperation of the arena...
And the moment Ye Han woke up, she had no right to do whatever she wanted.
Su Xingmou could feel it.
"How did I do it?"
Saying this, Xue He's strange face in the shadow gradually changed, and within a moment, he actually... turned into the look of Su Xingmou!
The voice was completely Su Xingmou's: "You should ask, 'How did I do it?'"
∑(O_O;)
"Impossible! You want to deceive me with such poor acting skills? How do you think I grew up?" Su Xingmou sneered.
However, deep down inside, her will was swinging wildly, and she was only supported by her acting skills.
Why?
Because as Xue He changed, she strongly felt the connection between herself and the surrounding shadows.
Its actions seem to be what it thinks in its heart.
It's just that it's not the bright thoughts, but the abandoned dark, chaotic, abnormal and even evil thoughts.
Everyone has subconscious thoughts that cannot be expressed verbally, such as seriousness, non-restraint, violation of laws, and prohibitions...but most people can suppress it with reason, and those who cannot suppress it become criminals.
At this moment, Su Xingmou felt that she couldn't hold it anymore.
All kinds of messy thoughts were like wild horses running wild or wildly growing weeds, occupying her brain and mind.
It seems that Ye Han's training was not influenced by Xue He, but her true thoughts;
She even has more bold ideas that she wants to implement...
Anyway, none of this is true, it's just a forked memory! Ye Han won't remember it at all when he has nothing to do.
So what if he remembered it? He wouldn't even know whether it was true or false.
No, no, no, this is exactly what Xue He wants, and this is exactly what he wants himself to think. He cannot interfere with or be bewitched by him...
Su Xingmu was fighting with heaven and man, swaying from side to side and jumping sideways repeatedly.
The scary thing about inner demons is that you are not fighting against external thoughts, but against yourself and the dirty thoughts inside.
It's all your own. It's just that one side has a limit and the other side has no limit.
The stronger a person is, the higher his realm, the fewer the binding rules, the stronger the taboo thoughts, and the easier it is for his self-awareness to be shaken and his inner demons to take advantage of him.
Just when Su Xingmou was like a boat in a tsunami or a grass in the strong wind, drifting with the current and unable to suppress the wild thoughts in his heart, and slowly extending his claws towards the teenage Ye Han, the color of the world suddenly changed!
Really discolored!
With the protagonist Ye Han as the center, the colorful range expands rapidly, and the gray gaps quickly fade away...
Su Xingmou already understood without the inner demon speaking: Ye Han's thoughts came over.
However, the inner demon still spoke, surprised and confused: "Why so fast?"
This has just begun, and it has not yet laid a solid enough mark to change Ye Han's character...