Come back to life, a formal apology to everyone, and an explanation
An apology is necessary, this time it went too far.
But it must be emphasized that in essence, it is just stuck, that is, unable to write, and completely collapsed. Of course, the game does play an introductory role here.
In fact, I definitely played games, but I mostly watched movies. In addition to the three seasons of "Golden Power" and "Hyogo", I found that I also reviewed The Lord of the Rings and The Hobbit on Bilibili.
I was reading and forgetting the collection of essays on commercial taxation in Southeast China during the Song Dynasty. After reading two hundred pages, I had already forgotten what I had read before.
The whole person is completely broken.
To be honest, I'm a little surprised myself... I just realized that I haven't shoveled cat poop in four days.
There is also a piece of dog meat soup that has not been touched for four days and two meat buns in the refrigerator. Judging from the express bag, it should be one for three days and one for two days. There is garbage all over the floor. I haven’t been on Zhihu for about two days, and there are a lot of unanswered messages on WeChat. , there are two couriers at the door who don’t know when they will arrive.
Then I thought about it for a long time, and then I realized that I saw someone showing off dog meat on Zhihu, and then I bought a pack out of curiosity, and after cooking it, I only ate half of it.
It feels a bit like dog broth poisoning, but it's definitely not the case.
As for why I got stuck on this page? I don’t know what happened to others, but here, I feel more and more that what I wrote before was rubbish, and then I just didn’t have the ability to improve it. I write things that meet my expectations, so the more I write, the more I feel depressed, and I have to do this every three to five times... But they used to say it was once a month, but now it's more and more frequent. This is my personal ability. And the talent reaches the ceiling.
Someone also reminded me that the last leave application note caused public outrage... To be honest, I didn't read it, and I didn't dare to read it, but I can probably understand why some people would be angry. It was probably the tone and attitude, right?
But I really don’t know what attitude to adopt?
I have always felt that I am a self-respecting person... Probably when the actor wrote less than 3 million words, he once again asked for subscriptions at the end of the chapter, and was dissed in front of him in the group. He probably said "please" Subscription affects the novel reading experience.
And since then, I have basically never asked for a subscription, and I should not have asked for any monthly tickets, recommendation votes, or rewards... because there were book friends who helped organize it during the period of "Overturning the Han" It’s a Baimeng event, so I’m not qualified to say this.
But in essence, there is always something in my heart that may be called arrogance or stubbornness.
It's the sentence at the beginning of the book... I write slowly and you read slowly... I don't want to be that kind of coquettish bitch.
But I still hope everyone understands that I don’t have that kind of impatience or malice in my heart.
And this time it really went too far.
Therefore, I sincerely ask for forgiveness.
Stop kowtowing, kowtowing will offend everyone... Bow and apologize... I need to take a bath, I hope everything can recover.
But now I don't know what to do with that pot of dog meat soup.