These instruments look very modern, but they have a "vintage skin" feel. They even have a small LCD screen, a few brass glass tubes that constantly display visual values, and a detection and filtration system composed of a distiller and a high-pressure valve.
Yi. I don’t know how to look at it, it’s very powerful.
My tail still hurts a little.
Seeing that there was still some blood on the tray next to him, he remembered the scene where the mastodon Sandtomia had pulled off a piece of his own dragon scales.
Even my teeth hurt a little.
"The results are out." After Tomia finished speaking, she picked up the record book and walked over.
Tomia opened the record book in front of Gwen.
There is a lot of data written about himself, almost all of which is incomprehensible; but a few key figures are roughly consistent with Gwen's estimate of himself in his mind, so that through reverse engineering, he can know what the records about himself are.
What. "The body has fully matured, and the muscles and energy are well mixed. The rejection reaction in the right knee is 12 farmians. The mechanical heart has not updated the beating data and the blood supply has an error of 0.75%. The concentration of dragon blood is 11:15%. Dragonization
It has not affected the mind yet..." Generally speaking, my body is in good condition, but the bad news is that this body has reached its limit.
At this time, Gwen is like Captain Aizen. His physical fitness and spiritual pressure have evolved to the upper limit, but his upper limit is slightly worse than some people's upper limit.
"I can't understand," Gwen said.
I learned this from Curse Blade.
Tomia put away the booklet: "I won't tell you such complicated terms. Your data is incredible and your evolution speed is amazing. How do you exercise? Are you exercising in your dreams? Your physical body has reached
It has reached an extremely profound level. Are you really a human being? In fact, this is what I am thinking about right now. Human beings generally cannot exercise their muscles perfectly, but what you say is indeed a perfect exercise.
It’s incredible when we arrived.”
"I did train in my dream."
"Hahaha, you are so funny! It would be great if you were from Shucheng. If we had known each other earlier, maybe we would be married now, hahaha!" She laughed loudly.
Her laughing point has always been quite low.
"Okay, no more joking." She closed the book. "Your mind and body have already formed a subtle connection. To continue to strengthen your body, you must involve the strengthening of your mind. Something keeps getting stuck.
It gives you the opportunity to break away from your own boundaries. For you, if you want to continue to strengthen your body now, then you must be honest with your soul. Be honest with your source."
Going beyond the limits in Utopia is not an unimaginable thing. It would be better to say that every powerful person has surpassed his own limits.
Long Yan did not become so powerful the first time. He also had an obvious growth period. To this day, he is becoming more powerful every day and has not hit a new limit again.
Let go of your mind.
To understand the scenery in your own heart.
Answer the images contained therein.
Incorporate what you have learned throughout your life into this scene.
This is how source power is obtained.
It sounds like a very mysterious way to gain power, but it's not actually like this.
Utopians believe that everything in the world can be learned and obtained in a step-by-step manner. The same is true for Yuanli. Although it sounds mysterious and fantasy, it contains a kind of truth, which can be practiced and obtained repeatedly.
Truth is like a mathematical formula. You can use it to calculate one person's answer, and you can also use it to calculate another person's answer.
Generally speaking, for most Utopians, source power is a power that feeds the body through the mind.
But for Gwen, this power is more like feeding back the soul from the body.
It belongs to practicing the source force in reverse.
Now Gwen's body has reached its limit, reaching a point where it is impossible to change without stepping over it.
further limits.
He could no longer strengthen his body through ordinary means. Gwen was clearly aware of this.
Then there are only two methods left.
One is to use illegal drugs to strengthen the body.
The other is to make up for the missing things in the process of growing up, which is the normal way to tame the mind so that the behavior of the mind and body tend to be on the same level.
There is still some time.
There's still a little time.
Gwen decided to use all her strength to tame her mind.
With the third stage of source power, his future on this road is naturally bright, but it does not mean that this is a completely good thing, especially if he wants to tame his mind in a short period of time, he must re-recognize it.
Knowing yourself well, there is no doubt about the difficulty of taking a few days to complete a journey that would take nearly a lifetime for other sources of energy.
The method through this method is to first meditate and summarize one's own knowledge and past.
Grasp a word, explain it in depth, and begin to nurture your power.
"Okay, I understand now, so where is the meditation room...will you be the one to guide me?"
"Meditation room? What meditation room! You don't need that thing!" Tomia said.
Miss Mastodon put her hands on her hips: "You have now reached a point where it is difficult to get back. Ordinary meditation should not have any effective effect on you, so we need to be more radical."
She expressed her philosophy: "Source power scholars. Obtain source power through spiritual strengthening, and then use the source power to strengthen their physical bodies. This is the basis of a theory. And some people with extraordinary talents can use their own strength to strengthen their body."
Use your physical body to strengthen your source power. This shows that the possibility of changing your mental cognition through physical strengthening exists. Therefore, the radical behavior we say you need to do is to exercise your physical body so that you can
You are walking towards a healthy road in your soul."
It's a bit like a guide to the devil's path.
People often tell you since you were young that taking a detour is an irresponsible approach to the future. However, in reality, people who take a detour often have more room for development and location advantages than those who are taller. This is
There are contradictions in human beings. Morality can't change anything except making people more noble. People who are treated unfairly will still be treated unfairly. People who cheat to gain their own advantages are often like this
The advantage will ensure that they get through a difficult early stage.
Therefore, as soon as Gwen heard that there was a magic guide, he became interested.
"Tell me carefully."
Tomia smiled:
"I can use a poisonous drug to put your body into a state of suspended animation. This state is also a state where Yuanli is stimulated to the greatest extent. Yuanli is flexible. Although it is rigid, it does have flexibility limits.
, before a person is about to die, if he encounters a major crisis, when he enters the spiritual landscape at this time, he will most likely encounter the root of his own spiritual landscape. In other words, you will see what the answer is without having to worry about it.
I worked hard to get the answer through meditation."
"You mentioned so many advantages, I think there should be some disadvantages, otherwise you wouldn't have to leave the Academy and come to this desolate place to find experience products. Am I right?"
"Strength comes at a price." She waved from side to side with a sweet smile.
"tell me."
"This starts with meditation on the source of source power. Let me ask you a question, why do people have to meditate to obtain the truth of their own source of power and the truth of what they desire in their hearts before they can obtain source power?" Tuo
Mia became much more serious.
This question is used by all Source Force messengers as the first question to ask their students.
Gwen, without exception, heard the answer from Gray Tower.
"To have a sense of self-identity."
"So do you understand why you need to have a sense of self-identity?" she asked.
Gray Tower has not said anything about this issue.
Gwen frowned.
"Are you worried that we will be addicted to power?"
"It's not because the answer to this question is the lifeline of our source."
Tomia said loudly:
"The things that human beings long for are bound to be different from what they dream about. For example, if I give Long Yan a wish now, it will come true when I say it. Long Yan will make a wish and let the fellow villagers live in peace forever.
.And is this wish really his wish? Or is this wish really what he wants from the bottom of his heart? So? Let me change the premise. I give this wish to Long Yan and realize it immediately.
The most desired thing in my heart."
She showed a cruel smile:
"Then Long Yan's sister, his mother, his father, and all the innocent people who died in the fire appeared. Then this wish that gave him what he wanted in his heart was really what he dreamed of
?not necessarily."
She spread her hands:
"You see, what people want and what they really desire are two different things, and our sense of self-identity is our lifeline. Without meditation to gain self-identity and compromise, cognition, morality, and values will all be lost.
It may completely collapse in an instant. So what I am going to do for you is very radical and very dangerous.”
She warned:
"Especially for people like you. You may not have a clear understanding of yourself, so you may misunderstand what you really want. Let's assume that you come from a place that is not a utopia, then back to
Is home really what you want? You don’t need to answer me. You just need to ask yourself.”
Tomia's eyes were deep, and the disguised stupidity could no longer be seen. Some kind of self-proven wisdom and the will of a high-level source of power emerged in her eyes.
It was a fire.
Yi Tuan explained the reason why she left the best and most comfortable environment and went from the metropolitan level to a town-level vehicle.
"Let me think about it...for a while, I'll go get something to eat."
Gwen ran out of the room almost in embarrassment.
Tomia waved behind him and said:
"Then I'll stay here. If you don't come by night, I'll do other things."
Gwen did not answer. She only gave the other party a slightly embarrassed back as an answer.
Are what I want and ‘what I want in my heart’ the same?
Even just thinking about it makes people feel scared.
Gwen is probably able to know what he really wants in his heart, but he will try his best to deny this and comfort himself by saying that he ignores the deeds and ignores the heart.
Can.
Even if you pass the test of universal morality, it is hard to say whether you can pass the test in your own heart.
Gwen felt like a character from the movie Stalker.
In the movie Stalker, there is a place called the Forbidden Zone. There is a room in the Forbidden Zone that can grant people's wishes as long as they enter it. The protagonist's master entered that room and got a large amount of money. Then his master came out soon after.
He committed suicide. The reason was that his master once had a brother whom he loved very much. He thought that his inner wish would be to resurrect his brother. However, the real desire in his heart was to obtain a large amount of money. This feeling of guilt made him
Unable to bear it, he ended his life.
At the end of the movie, the men who wanted to enter the room were standing outside the room.
They dare not face their true hearts.
So he finally ran away.
At this moment, Gwen's mood was the same as theirs. He was eager to know what his heart's true desire was, but he was afraid of this desire and rejected everything he had done in the past.
He knows his true face.
Just because he knew it, he had been unwilling to release him.
He controlled his depraved desires with superhuman will.
Now, I have to face myself head-on.
Even if I have never done anything that can be called 'unconscionable',
But...my true self, is this really good? There are many things in this world that are much better not to know than to know.
What the ego longs for is definitely something that the superego rejects and the ego fears.
For example, some people like to claim that they "don't want to do anything but engage in pornography," but they may be kind or troubled.
For another example, some people are filial to their parents, but what they long for is for their family to make money and gain unfettered freedom.
It is difficult for people to imagine how despicable their true desires are.
Most of the time, it's not the people who have become bad.
It's that he was already so bad, but he has always been restrained.
He wants a lot.
He also knows a lot about himself.
After spending some time in an empty room, Gwen decided to give it a try.
Back to Mastodon's lab.
Tomia seemed to be completely prepared to see Gwen back. She smiled: "I know."
She pinched her hair and said, "I know you will come back... You are this kind of person, you are more unwilling to admit defeat than anyone else."
"...What's the plan?"
Gwen stepped onto the bed that had been prepared and covered with a pink mattress and pink cups.
Although very girly.
But now I don’t care much anymore.
"The plan is that I just made a batch of new potions based on the results of your sampling, which can strengthen the concentration of your dragon blood and put you into a state of suspended animation. Use the source force to hold your brain, and you will have about a minute.
.”
"One minute…"
"In your own mind, this minute can probably be used for nearly an hour. This is the exchange ratio I came up with based on the research data obtained by some friends."
"Let's do it."
"Understood~"
The end of her tone rose happily.
As the two tubes of medicine are slowly injected into the body.
Gwen felt as if her brain was about to explode, and the powerful source of power almost crushed the steel supports around her.
Tomia was startled.
Afterwards, it was like sleep.
Gwen closed her eyes.
When I broke away again, the world had changed dramatically.
Looking at the endless emptiness around me and the blue waves at my feet.
He opened his lips a little and murmured: "...Is this the sea?"