Bai Jinse pursed her lips: "At the beginning, I did have a crush on your brother. In fact, to be precise, it was an unspoken unrequited love. However, before this feeling could continue to ferment, Song Yixue suddenly appeared and claimed to be your brother's fiancée.
, I was stubborn at that time, and besides, maybe I really didn’t like your brother enough."
"So, between face and love, I chose face and used Zheng Huaichen as a shield, completely ending the possibility between me and him. Later, when I saw your brother again, I confirmed that I had let him go a long time ago. I couldn't let go.
Yes, it’s just the family affection he gave me in those years. You also know that I have lacked family affection since I was a child! I will always subconsciously rely on people who provide warmth!"
Mo Sinian's expression was a bit complicated: "But, even if you rely on the other person again, you will stop yourself from treating the other person as your only support, right?"
Bai Jinse didn't say anything, which was considered acquiescence.
Mo Sinian felt a little uncomfortable. He and Bai Jinse had come to this point. He thought that in front of others, they were already an enviable model couple.
However, he knew very well that Bai Jinse would be shy and would say he liked him, but he never really relied on him.
He finally couldn't hold it back and asked, "If it were between me and face, which one would you choose?"
When Bai Jinse heard this, he was also stunned.
She didn't expect that Mo Si Nian would ask such a question. She had been silent for too long. Mo Si Nian was silent and felt pain in her heart. There was disappointment in her eyes, but she still didn't speak.
After a long while, she said: "Do you want to hear the truth?"
Mo Si Nian said solemnly: "I don't want you to lie to me!"
Bai Jinse said: "I don't know!"
After saying that, she quickly added: "It's true. When I heard your question just now, I was so confused that I didn't even know what I was thinking!"
Mo Sinian smiled bitterly: "I know!"
Bai Jinse always felt that something had happened to me in Mo Si Nian. She frowned: "You don't know!"
She felt inexplicably angry: "Mo Si Nian, you said that I would rely on others, but I would not regard others as my only support. But, have you ever thought about how I got here all these years? I rely on my mother
, my mother passed away due to illness early. At that time, Bai Zhengming was still good to me, and I relied on him. However, his treatment of me became worse and worse, and his attitude became worse and worse until I could no longer deceive myself!"
"When I was most frustrated and sad, your brother appeared. He took care of me for five years. I thought that I could finally find someone to rely on. Unfortunately, there was no one. Everything was like a flower in the well.
, the appearance of Song Yixue back then completely put us on the opposite path!"
"I realized then that I can't rely on anyone. I can only make myself stronger. All reliance is temporary. I have been suggesting to myself for so long. Even if you want me to change my mind, you have to give me time.
We have known each other for only half a year, but it has been more than ten years since my personality gradually changed to what it is now, Mo Si Nian, do you want to create a barrier with me because of this? "
The more Bai Jinse talked, the more excited he became.
Mo Si years later, he realized that Bai Jinse had already shed her cold and distant shell in front of him, and now she could see her soft heart.
In this way, what else can he be dissatisfied with?
Just like Bai Jinse said, if you want her to learn to rely on him, you have to give her time.
Thinking of this, he began to feel distressed: "Baby, don't be angry!"
Bai Jinse turned to look out the car window without saying a word.
Mo Sinian was a little panicked. He found a parking space on the roadside and parked the car directly.
Bai Jinse still didn't look at him. He unbuckled his seat belt, leaned over, and stretched out his hand to pull Bai Jinse over in a domineering yet gentle manner: "Baby, you are really angry. You know, I didn't mean that, I just wanted to
You...rely on me more and love me more!"
When Mo Sinian said the last sentence, he was a little embarrassed and the tips of his ears turned red.
The anger in Bai Jinse's heart has actually dissipated, but for a moment just now, her emotions were a little out of control.
She said in a low voice: "I forgive you, and... I will change slowly. You must not doubt my feelings for you, otherwise, I will also feel uncomfortable!"
Mo Sinian nodded repeatedly and kissed Bai Jinse's ear tip and side face gently: "Okay, I will never doubt you! I will never ask you such a stupid question again!"
The two hugged each other for a moment, but Bai Jinse could never resist Mo Sinian's gentle attack.
People who are cold and domineering are most likely to be moved by gentleness.
It didn't take long for her to completely forget the unpleasantness just now.
Mo Sinian then drove and continued home.
Bai Jinse suddenly thought of Mo Sinian's attitude when he went to Jing Xiangdong's room in the afternoon, and asked curiously: "Mo Sinian, if I hadn't taken the initiative to persuade Jing Xiangdong to get up and talk to us today, what would you have done?"
Bai Jinse originally thought that Mo Sinian would tell her what words he would use to make Jing Xiangdong sober up.
As a result, as soon as Mo Sinian opened his mouth, Bai Jinse couldn't help laughing.
He said: "How can I talk to him when he looks like he is dying? If you hadn't opened your mouth, I would have just closed the door, pulled him out of the quilt, and woke him up first!"
Bai Jinse couldn't help laughing: "If Jing Xiangdong knew your dangerous idea, he would definitely be happy. Fortunately, it was me who did it, not you!"
Mo Si smiled young: "He just needs a beating. After a good beating, his sanity will come back!"
Bai Jinse sighed with emotion: "I see that Jing Xiangdong is quite pitiful!"
Mo Sinian disagreed: "He is pitiful. He has played with people's hearts too many times, and he will suffer retribution sooner or later. This sentence has been fulfilled in him!"
Bai Jinse couldn't laugh or cry: "He is your good brother!"
Mo Sinian said "hmm" and said, "I'm telling you this because it's my brother. Otherwise, I wouldn't be too lazy to talk to him. Besides, I'm telling the truth!"
Bai Jinse nodded: "What you said makes sense, but I've heard before that flirty people become more infatuated when they get serious. Now it seems that this kind of thing does make some sense!"
Mo Si Nian's handsome face darkened: "Am I too careless?"
Bai Jinse shook his head: "No!"
"Then am I infatuated?" Mo Sinian sounded a little unhappy.
Bai Jinse nodded quickly: "Of course!"
Mo Si young hummed: "Then what's the truth of this sentence?"
Bai Jinse understood what he meant in an instant, and her smiling eyes curled up: "You are not carefree, but you are also infatuated, but there is only such a good person in the world like you. Fortunately, I met you, and I am honored!"
The tips of Mo Sinian's ears immediately turned red, and he hummed softly: "Only you know!"
Bai Jinse looked at this man's arrogant look and couldn't help but chuckle: "I knew it a long time ago!"
Mo Sinian seemed a little shy and snorted in embarrassment without saying a word.
Bai Jinse continued to tease him: "The moment I was with you, I understood your attributes! Speaking of which, in this world, there is probably no second person who can arrange flowers with hundreds of millions of treasured vases.
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Mo Sinian frowned slightly: "I feel like you are hurting me!"