He Xie didn't know what words to use to describe her. This girl was definitely the most special girl He Xie had ever seen.
She is not afraid of death, or in other words, she has a calm attitude towards death and suffering. Maybe she is waiting for this day to come at any time.
If He Xie only had the intention of taking advantage of this little girl before, then now, he really has a mentality of "cherishing talents".
"Do you know why I follow you?" He Xie smiled.
Sinuo shook his head: "I can't think of it."
"Songpa." He Xie spit out two words.
Sinuo was silent for a moment and looked at He Xie: "Is my brother a policeman?"
"What if I say yes?" He Xie asked.
"Then I will say, I don't know any Songpa." Sinuo looked into He Xie's eyes and said.
"I'm not a policeman." He Xie smiled.
"I guess neither is my brother." Sinuo smiled, and smiled even more happily, "If you were, you should have taken out the handcuffs by now."
"I killed Songpa." Sinuo smiled and said to He Xie, "Do you want to avenge him?"
She just admitted it.
He Xie sighed: "Do you think I can't produce evidence even if you admit it, or do you think I won't do anything to you?"
Sinuo chuckled, a little playfully: "What do you think?"
"You can fly!" Sinuo's eyes flashed with an inexplicable look, "Just like Spider-Man, you found me so quickly, which means you already know that I did all this, why should I look like a rotten person?"
It’s like a vulgar movie plot, where I waste my time arguing with you and then be exposed by you?”
"What if I want to destroy you on behalf of justice?" He Xie asked.
"Justice?" Sinuo showed that pure smile again, "There is a book that says that individual lives are different, and the total amount of good and evil remains unchanged. Everyone plays their own role from birth, some are good, some are evil, but good
There is no absolute between evil and evil."
This book is called "Grimm's Fairy Tales"...
He Xie added silently in his mind.
In a childhood book, other children see Cinderella and Snow White. What is this girl reading?
"Everyone has two sides, and only those who are distorted can live." Sinuo said with a smile, "Distortion is the rule of life in this world. If killing is an evil, brother, if you want to destroy me, will you use justice?
Doing evil in the name of it?”
"You are really good at talking," He Xie smiled, "Do you want to tell me that it is right for you to kill someone?"
Sinuo slowly stopped smiling and his expression became serious.
"I was wrong." She said, "It was my first time to do this kind of thing, and I didn't have enough experience, so my brother found me so quickly. This was the only mistake I made in this matter."
The idea is indeed very strange.
"Did you kill Songpa just because Songpa was following you?" He Xie couldn't help but ask.
"The answer to this question is related to how you treat me, brother, right?" Sinuo smiled.
He Xie smiled: "That's right."
"Then it seems I have to answer properly." Sinuo chuckled, "Actually, I'm just a Spider-Man without superpowers."
He Xie's heart moved.
"Dan and I have not known each other for a long time. He is very handsome and sunny." Sinuo leaned against the wall with a recalling smile on his face, "Maybe it's because we have the same disease, two restless souls.
, subconsciously leaning together to keep each other warm and resist the coldness of this world."
After a pause, Sinuo looked at He Xie: "You must know who Dan is, brother?"
He Xiebu nodded in denial.
Sinuo smiled and continued: "Dan told me that his father did terrible things to him. I comforted him and told him that we have the same father."
Speaking of this, Sinuo's eyes dimmed slightly, but then he laughed again: "But it's actually different. He is always scared, so his father is very excited. But I have a way to make me
Dad feels ashamed and protects himself."
Hearing this, He Xie immediately thought of what she had said before about the "perpetrator mentality".
It suddenly occurred to him that perhaps many of the principles this girl read in books were reflections of her life.
"Dan is very kind. He loves helping others, loves small animals, is obedient in school, and loves to study." Sinuo smiled, "Besides cowardice, he has no other problems."
When He Xie heard this, his heart suddenly moved and he frowned slightly.
Sinuo keenly caught He Xie's expression, and his eyes suddenly lit up: "Brother, have you guessed what?"
He Xie glanced at Sinuo and said slowly: "Cowardly and obedient people often go to extremes easily. Does this pill also want to hurt you?"
"Wow!" Sinuo clapped her hands and laughed, "Brother, you are really smart."
"I don't know why everyone around me wants to hurt me." Sinuo chuckled, smiling happily, "Maybe life is like this, the closer you get, the more hurt you will get."
"Dan didn't believe that I could resist my father. He thought that I must have been raped a long time ago." Sinuo said with a smile, "It's just that I was too embarrassed to speak up and didn't want to admit it. I didn't explain to him because I knew
If he doesn't say anything, he will continue to care about me, feel sorry for me, and protect me."
Having said this, Sinuo finally sighed: "I had already guessed that if he knew that I was different from him, he would be very painful, but when he saw the way my father and I were getting along, he still realized that I
Not lying."
He Xie shook his head.
The reason why he guessed that Dan also wanted to hurt Sinuo was because he thought of this.
A boy who submits to his perverted father must be cowardly and have low self-esteem. In school, no matter how outstanding he is, he will definitely feel that he is inferior.
But when he meets a girl who has the same problem as him, he will find a balance and regain some self-confidence. And he will maintain his self-confidence by caring for and protecting the girl.
However, when he found out that this girl protected herself very well when faced with the same situation as him, but he failed to do so, his mentality would definitely be unbalanced.
The consequences of imbalance are either introspection or continued blaming.
If it's the former, it's okay, but if it's the latter, it can easily lead to psychological distortion and a feeling of shame, anger, and being deceived.
"Dan is just a cowardly, pathetic guy." Sinuo continued, "He refuses to accept the reality that I am different from him. Even though he knows exactly what it is, he still insists on testing it on my body to prove that I
It has been defiled."
When saying this, Sinuo was smiling from beginning to end, as if he was telling someone else's story.
"Actually, what's the difference between him and my father?" Sinuo said with a hint of ridicule, "I can't continue to guarantee my safety in front of a person who has lost his mind, so I agreed to him and have sex with him once."
Si Nuo paused for a moment, looked at He Xie, then showed a pure smile, and continued: "On that day, I knew that my father would go home early, so I brought Dan home, deliberately letting him see Dan and I being in love.
"
Sinuo smiled even more happily, but his eyes were slightly moist.