Chapter 75 At least that night you had feelings for her
"Just...the things that are needed when a child is born, such as lanugo, placenta, umbilical cord blood, etc."
Li Wange lay in the man's arms and deliberately spoke in a relaxed tone.
"Why are you asking these questions?"
Mu Chengxian's tone was not very good, and his voice was not so gentle.
He is a suspicious person, always.
Even though he had just had the most intimate interaction with a woman, he was still on guard against her at all times.
"I'm curious. I want to ask around. I want to know more about Xiaobao. The little guy calls me mommy every time. How sweet it makes me call him!"
Li Wange's fingers were teasing the man's chest intentionally or unintentionally, hoping that he could relax a little.
Then he said: "I heard that every child's umbilical cord blood is retained when they are born. In case of any incurable disease, umbilical cord blood is a panacea. Mr. Mu has always considered it carefully, so he must have retained it, right?"
Mu Chengxian's big palm grabbed Li Wange's restless little hand, pulled her under him, and looked at her condescendingly.
"Tell me honestly, what are you plotting in your head?"
Li Wange's breathing was tense. He looked at the man suppressing him like a mountain. His chiseled features were still so handsome and perfect, and still so dangerous.
"It's disgusting. There's no way I'm plotting anything. I've given my body and mind to you. What else do you want from me, so that you don't guard them like thieves?"
"Really?"
Mu Chengxian maintained this ambiguous posture and stared at Li Wange for a long time, as if he wanted to see through her.
Li Wange also lay timidly, like an innocent little rabbit, looking at the man with watery eyes.
The two of them seemed to be engaged in a battle, and neither one could see through the other's trump card.
"I don't like talking about her."
In the end, Mu Chengxian chose a truce and let her go lukewarmly.
He stood up and sat down, picked up the cigarette on the bedside, lit it with a silver lighter, and started smoking silently.
While puffing away the mist, his handsome face added a touch of mystery and melancholy.
"'She'... refers to your ex-wife?"
Li Wange also sat up, looked at the man's strong back, and asked softly.
Mu Chengxian didn't answer, so he acquiesced.
In all these years, he has never discussed this 'taboo' with anyone.
For some reason, Li Wange looked at the man's lonely back, as if he saw an injured beast hiding alone in a corner licking his wounds, and felt a little distressed.
She knelt on the bed, pressed her body against his back, and gently hugged him with her thin arms.
"You must hate her, right?"
Mu Chengxian's body froze slightly, and he blew out a beautiful smoke ring, with a sinister sneer on his stern face, "Yes, I hate her, I wish she would die!"
"She is already dead..."
"After she died, I realized that death was too easy for her."
The man said coldly, his face under the smoke showed no emotion, and he said solemnly: "I really hope she is still alive. Only when she is alive can I torture her!"
These words are more like talking to oneself.
After listening to Li Wange, he felt very sad. He held his arm tighter.
As if, wanting to find some warmth.
Haha, seeking comfort from someone who wants her to die is really the stupidest behavior in the world!
"Do you hate her so much? Do you have no other emotions besides hatred?"
The woman asked reluctantly.
"What emotions do you think I should have towards such a woman?"
Mu Chengxian turned back and looked at Li Wange.
He stroked her fair and tender face with his long fingers and said with a smile: "She is not like you, she has a beautiful face, nor is she like Qianqian, who is confident and public, and she is not even as gentle and sensible as Manman... She
It's like a shadow that has been following me since childhood. I neither have the courage to approach nor the self-knowledge to leave."
"She...she may love you too much!"
Li Wange bit his lip and said softly.
When she was a child, although she was the apple of her father's and brother's palms, due to her mediocre appearance and low self-esteem, she was incompatible with the rich daughters of other families, and was jokingly called "the most ugly girl in the North City" by the ladies in the North City.
When those rich men made fun of her, Mu Chengxian was the only one who gave her sunshine and warmth.
She will always remember that sunny afternoon, when she was being laughed at by the rich ladies for being ugly, like a prince, he picked a sunflower and gave it to her.
"Every girl is as beautiful as a flower. May you be like a sunflower and grow towards the sun forever."
His smile is brighter than the sun and warmer than a sunflower.
From then on, as he said, she became his shadow and secretly loved him.
Because I love you too much, I dare not get close.
Because I love you so much, I can’t bear to leave.
But I didn't expect to be so disgusted by him!
"love me?"
Mu Chengxian seemed to have heard a big joke, and his eyes were filled with hatred, "If she really loved me, how could she join forces with her disgusting father, crawl into my bed, and make me become the leader of Jeonbuk City overnight?
What a joke! If she loved me, how could she be so cruel as to kill the woman I love most!"
"Perhaps...there is a misunderstanding?"
Li Wange's eyes couldn't help but become a little moist.
We cannot turn back time, and many things, under the passage of time, can no longer distinguish between true and false.
Even if she wanted to defend herself, in what capacity should she defend herself?
"Lend me your cigarette to try."
Li Wange felt too uncomfortable.
I heard that nicotine can make people forget their worries temporarily.
Like a fox, she pinched the man's eyes with her thin fingers, put them on his red lips, and imitated the man's puffing.
Mu Chengxian looked at her with that look that meant to see through people.
"Do you still smoke?"
"certainly."
Li Wange blew out a beautiful smoke ring, "Smoke is a good thing. It can make people forget their worries. Only people with stories like to smoke."
In the years since I came out of the mental hospital, I have relied on drug treatment and psychotherapy on the one hand, but more on... I still relied on tobacco and alcohol.
Smoking and drinking, you can live to ninety-nine and be as happy as a god!
"Smoking is not a good thing. Women should smoke less."
Seeing the woman's skillful look, Mu Chengxian felt a little displeased and snatched it away.
"Mr. Mu, to be honest, you don't have no feelings for your ex-wife at all. At least that night... you had feelings for her, right?"
Li Wange looked at the man's perfect profile and suddenly asked the question she had wanted to ask many years ago.
I clearly remember that that night, he was just a beast, tossing her crazily.
No matter how bad it is... they also call it 'love between two people'. How can he just pull up his pants and say that she persecuted him?