Why are you looking for Su Lili in the nightmare? There are three reasons:
First, Xing Yunzhi was not around, and Cheng Jinyang didn't want to fight the monster one-on-one.
Secondly, if you see Su Lili every day, those annoying visual and auditory hallucinations will disappear. In other words, Su Lili in the nightmare is itself part of the visual and auditory hallucinations. Once it occurs, it will not reappear in a short period of time, which is normal.
Thirdly, of course, it’s because my little girl is sweet and cute, and I’m very happy to be with her.
Now, Cheng Jinyang can completely understand why the original owner loved his childhood sweetheart so deeply. He even felt that he later committed suicide, and the death of his childhood sweetheart was even more important than the death of his parents.
No reason, because my little Li is so cute.
"Ah." Su Lili, lying in his arms, said.
Cheng Jinyang opened his mouth, and a peeled and seeded grape was stuffed into his mouth.
"Is it sweet?" Su Lili smiled so hard that her eyes curled up.
"Sweet!" Cheng Jinyang nodded vigorously, but what he was thinking about was that my Xiaoli's smile was even sweeter, and I almost melted.
"Hehe, I'll peel another grape for you." Su Lili continued to peel the grapes.
Cheng Jinyang really wanted to say that there is no need to peel one off, how about we eat one.
But thinking of his fiancée Azhi, he regained his composure and dismissed all the charming thoughts in his mind.
After all, no matter how sweet and realistic the illusion is, it is just an illusion, and one cannot live in a nightmare for a lifetime.
"Oh, Xiao Li." He looked at Su Lili's pretty face and couldn't help but said, "It would be great if you were still alive."
Su Lili's delicate hands trembled slightly.
Then she continued to peel the grapes slowly and said:
"yes."
Sure enough, so you admitted it?
No, it should be "I" who admitted it.
Cheng Jinyang's heart ached, and he felt endless sadness pouring out of his heart, as if it was going to swallow him completely from head to toe.
"The past Su Lili is dead, Jinyang."
Su Lili turned over and sat astride him, put her arms around his neck, put her forehead against his, and whispered:
"But... at least 'I' am here and can be with you every day... For me, it is happy enough."
The sadness in Cheng Jinyang's heart ebbed again. What else could he say?
"Oh, yes." He hugged Su Lili silently, feeling the warmth and trembling of the delicate body in his arms.
"Stop talking about those sad things." Su Lili said with a smile, "Come and eat grapes and open your mouth!"
"Ah~~~"
"ah."
Chew chew.
"Is it sweet?" Ah Zhi's voice came to my ears.
"Sweet..." Cheng Jinyang suddenly reacted and said calmly, "Xiao Li, I have to go to the toilet."
"Oh." Su Lili let go of him.
Cheng Jinyang brought Xing Yunzhi to the bathroom and asked awkwardly:
"How did you come?"
"I saw you sleeping when I got home." Xing Yunzhi said calmly, "So I came in and saw what you were doing... Okay, even peeled the grapes for you?"
"I was trying to get information," Cheng Jinyang said in defense.
"She hid the information in grapes and fed it to you. If you don't eat it, you won't get it, right?" Xing Yunzhi pretended to be curious, blinking her eyes, but there was no hint of smile in her eyes.
Cheng Jinyang:…………
"I originally expected you to wake me up when you come back, what should I do now?" He sighed helplessly, "Let's wait for a few hours to wake up naturally?"
"Don't change the subject for me!" Xing Yunzhi was furious and reached out to pinch his arm, "Who said you shouldn't dwell too much on illusions? But within a week you all started feeding each other? Ah?!"
"Ah Zhi, image! Pay attention to your image!" Cheng Jinyang quickly pulled her back and pointed at the mirror to remind her.
Xing Yunzhi turned around and saw that she was furious in the mirror. How could she still look like the cool Qingfeng of the Xing family in the past?
Oops! The character is broken!
So she calmed down her expression again, regained her fairy-like cool attitude, and said indifferently:
"Remember, falsehood may be better than reality, but it can never become reality!"
"I've learned a lesson." Cheng Jinyang said seriously.
"Yes." Xing Yunzhi nodded, "And if you ask Ah Zhi again, she will commit suicide. Don't force me to do it."
The two left the bathroom. Cheng Jinyang nodded to Su Lili and said Wen Yan:
"Xiao Li, I'm going out for a trip and I'll see you next time."
"Okay~" Su Lili said obediently.
After the two of them left, Su Lili fell into a daze, staring at the floor of the living room in silence.
Half an hour later, she suddenly jumped off the sofa and went to the bathroom, carefully checking every corner and sniffing the air.
It doesn't smell like anyone else.
"So, my Jinyang..." Su Lili stared at the mirror in the bathroom, showed a sweet and confused smile, and murmured:
"...Ah Zhi, who is it?"
Back to reality.
After many rounds of battles with monsters, Cheng Jinyang finally woke up from his nap on the sofa and saw Xing Yunzhi, with a tired face on her face, propped herself up from the sofa next to her and found her slippers on the ground.
"I'm going to the bathroom." She put on her slippers and stood up, saying weakly.
When she came to the toilet, she locked the door and put water in the bathtub. Xing Yunzhi took off her clothes, tested the temperature with her feet, and then soaked in comfortably.
This is her way of relieving stress. In a sense, she is very lucky that she has this bathing hobby, otherwise she might not be able to withstand the daily nightmare training.
"Um... want to talk?" Cheng Jinyang knocked on the door outside.
He knocked on the door when he heard the sound of water inside. He also knew that Ah Zhi was in a particularly happy mood while taking a bath, so she was very talkative, so he chose this time specifically.
"Say it." Xing Yunzhi responded warmly.
"I think so." Cheng Jinyang considered the words, "It's okay to love cleanliness, but if you touch flesh and blood and you can't walk, your body's reaction speed will slow down, and your brain will even go blank, this is no longer the category of mysophobia, right? It should be regarded as hemophobia.
Alright?"
Xing Yunzhi in the bathroom buried her head under the water and began to think quietly.
"You are right." She surfaced again and said, "The hatred of flesh and blood is restricting my combat strength. But I'm sorry, Jinyang, I'm afraid I won't be able to overcome this weakness for a while."
"Have you ever seen a psychiatrist?" Cheng Jinyang asked.
"Yes." Xing Yunzhi slowly wiped her arm, "My father took me to see many doctors before, even the Wu family of Wu County to specially adjust my perception. But..."
"Organic disease?" Cheng Jinyang asked.
"Yeah, almost." Xing Yunzhi sighed and said, "It is said that certain microglia cells in the cerebral cortex have mutated, which affects the regulation of some nerves and hormones. It cannot be cured by simple sensory manipulation or cerebral cortex shielding.
"
Brain development cannot be blocked? It seems that Ah Zhi is even worse than me...
Cheng Jinyang thought like this, then sighed and asked with concern:
"Then why don't you take some rest tonight and I'll sleep in the living room? Isn't it bad to have nightmares twice in one day?"
Xing Yunzhi was startled for a moment, and then she couldn't help but laugh.
"It's okay, Jinyang." She said softly, "Escape...can't solve the problem after all."