"Well, she is also in our ballet company, in Beijing, and I dance the Black Swan in her place."
"Does she hate you?"
"I hated her before, but I don't hate her anymore. She's married."
"Have you been feeling guilty about this?"
"Oh, how can I not feel guilty!"
"Yelena, if Alyosha was still alive, he would definitely not want to see you like this. After so many years, you have to learn to face reality and accept reality."
"I tried hard, but there was no hope."
"No hope?"
"Yes, there is no hope, no hope!"
Yelena's face was filled with sadness, and her eyes were full of confusion and helplessness.
"I tried hard to get out of this relationship and try to make myself happy.
I don't have much extravagance, I just hope that someone can take care of me and care about me, even if he is a homeless person.
But no, they only care about my body.
No one cares if I want it or not?
Are you happy?
As long as they are happy, this is our man, hehehe!
Over the years, I have seen through these ugly men. Not only did they not let me get out of this relationship, they also made me bruised and bruised and even more autistic.
I no longer wanted love, and I focused on ballet, practicing 540-degree lifts, and I broke two ribs.
To practice the 32 whiplash turns of the Black Swan, I almost always twirled in the dance studio except for sleeping, eating, and going to the toilet.
Thanks to Alyosha, it was his spiritual sustenance that made me successful. At the age of 19, I danced solo at the ballet academy.
Anyone who dances ballet knows that this means that I can get a job first and have the best chance to dance Princess Odette in "Swan Lake".
If you have never studied ballet, you cannot understand the honor and desire. In your whole life of ballet, it is only a dream to enter the ballet company, let alone become a proud princess.
When I was 20 years old, during my first audition at the Bolshoi Theater, I was pushed off the three-meter-high stage by another white swan. My sternum was broken and stabbed into my heart..."
Yelena's body was trembling, and Tie Jun's heart was tingling. Yelena's experience was so unreal, but it actually happened.
"You know, that white swan is Yelia..."
Tie Jun was stunned. Was it jealousy or hatred? Or both?
"you do not say......"
"I thought I was going to see Alyosha, but my chest hurt. I was twitching, but my brain was very clear.
I heard Jelia crying, and I lay on the ground, with the blood I spit out in front of my eyes, 'Don't cry, I slipped on my own!'
My teeth were chattering violently. Before I fell into coma, I struggled to say this sentence. Jelia cried even harder, but I gradually lost consciousness.
After three surgeries, I miraculously survived. The doctor sentenced me to death and said that I would never dance again, otherwise, at any time...
I lay in the hospital for half a year, and Aliyah's mother and Yelia stayed with me for the entire time. I was quite happy because Yelia's hatred for me was gone.
After I was discharged from the hospital, I insisted on completing my studies, because only ballet is my perfect life.
So, Jun, knowing that you still have one year to graduate from graduate school but gave up, I despise you and think you are a softie and a coward.
Later, when I got to know you slowly and listened to Liuba's stories about you, I realized that I was wrong again. What you pretended to be was not yourself, but your family.
We have a very indifferent concept of family, and I am the same. From the age of fourteen, I have to rely on myself. No one will arrange a job for you or give you money.
I am very curious, especially when Liuba talks about your family and brother Tie Biao. Why can an abandoned child still have love without hatred?
Now, I understand, and you have entered my heart unknowingly.
Jun, thank you for not bothering me and for treating me like Alyosha even though you knew you couldn't give me what I wanted!"
Yelena stood up straight and wiped the tears on Tie Jun's chest with her hands. "It will be done in a while. Let's go back and stop dancing!" Tie Jun patted Yelena.
"My life is tough, I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of? We've been out for a long time, it's time for us to go in!"
"It's not that I'm afraid, you should stand on a bigger stage, not on this small stage..."
"Jun, you are wrong. I am more willing to dance for those high-ranking officials and rich people. They are the driving force for me to dance."
"Okay, you can control it yourself. Don't do any movements that are too difficult. After all, your body..."
"Like a girl, hee hee, I won't be able to sleep if you act like this."
Yelena took Tie Jun's hand and walked lightly to the cafeteria. Zhenyou and Liuba stood inside the door. She didn't know how long they had been waiting.
"Is it my turn to play?"
Yelena also knew that Zhenyou was the boss and asked her with a smile.
"No, you can dance whenever you want!"
Zhenyou probably heard Liuba tell about Yelena. There were two traces of tears on Xiaobai's face, and she answered very respectfully. Liuba didn't say anything, with helplessness on her face.
Several pairs of masters were spinning on the dance floor, it was a soothing waltz, and the music was actually our "Butterfly Lovers".
The light is very dim, and the pink and egg yolk interweave, making people feel soft and soft.
"May I?"
Yelena looked towards the dance floor and looked up at Tie Jun.
"certainly!"
The two slid onto the dance floor. Tie Jun was very involved and enjoyed himself. For the first time, he felt that dancing could actually sublimate his thoughts.
The tearful violin music made even Tiejun tender. Tiejun felt that Yelena was Zhu Yingtai who turned into a butterfly, and he didn't mind being Liang Shanbo once.
The two began to spin, like two playful butterflies, flying up and down for a while, and standing still and whispering for a while.
"It's so beautiful. This is my favorite song."
"Then do you know the story of this piece?"
"have no idea!"
On a large dance floor, only Tie Jun and Yelena were left. The others stood aside, holding their hands in front of their chests, watching in fascination.
After Tie Jun finished telling the poignant story of Butterfly Lovers, Yelena exclaimed: "The Chinese version of Swan Lake!"
"Hmm, don't tell me, they are quite similar!"
The music stopped, Tie Jun said as he led Yelena out of the dance floor. No one applauded, but it was very quiet, maybe because they were afraid of disturbing their goddess.
"Jun, you are very talented in dancing, did you know that?"
"Me? Don't make fun of me!"
"Really, it's just like solo dancing. It's not about how difficult your movements are or how skilled your technique is. The key is to look at the expressiveness of the dance."
Yelena patted Tie Jun on the chest and explained seriously.
"My mother said that a real dancer uses love and life to interpret a kind of beauty and a kind of power.
Although the waltz is simple, it is difficult to dance well. You have to have that feeling, just like just now, you are with emotions, not that oily dance partner.
Oops, I'm too stupid, can you understand?"
"You're still called stupid. I understand. You want to say that you have a tacit understanding, right?"
"I don't know what the connection is, but I seem to be dancing in your heart!"
"Hehehe, I can't reach the level you mentioned. Okay, go get ready. I'm waiting to applaud you!"
"Well, don't mess around with this mess, hehe!"
Yelena ran away, jumping up and down like a little white rabbit who had just eaten carrots, and Tie Jun smiled.
"Yelena, I hope you can be so happy forever. Amitabha, let her stay in this world for a few more days. After all, she is still so young."
"What are you talking about here?"
Liuba pulled Tie Jun completely off the dance floor and asked with a smile.
"May the good man be safe, Liuba, and hope that we can accompany her for a happy life."
"Well, you all know that she will never be able to go on stage again. The doctor said that she has overdrafted her life. Today is her final performance!"
"What? Does Yelena know it herself?"
"Of course I know. You don't see her so happy. Fool, she gave this last Swan Lake to you!"
"I......"
"You don't have to do anything, otherwise, she will be hurt. That's it, it's good. She is very happy tonight, and that's enough, Jun, thank you!"
"me......"
Tiejun was stuck, the music started, the lights suddenly turned blue, and a group of little swans ran into the dance floor.
Time is limited, more than two hours of performance, starting and ending.
Accompanied by Tchaikovsky's music, Yelena's stunning performance conquered everyone's hearts.
Tie Jun didn't know when Zhenyou stood beside him. He didn't realize it until the end, when the princess and the prince both threw themselves into the lake and Zhenyou wiped tears on himself.
“You’re such a big boss, you don’t even have a handkerchief?”
Tiejun took out a handkerchief and stuffed it into the embarrassed Zhenyoumi's hands, and followed Liuba to run towards Yelena who was taking curtain calls one after another.
Everyone in the cafeteria stood and applauded for a long time. There were no whistles, no cheers, and nothing else except applause.
"I was so nervous, but I finally persevered! Hee hee, poof..."
Tie Jun and Liuba opened their arms. Yelena's face was covered with sweat. She came over with a smile. Before she could finish her sentence, a mouthful of blood sprayed on Tie Jun's chest, and she lay in Tie Jun's arms.
"Yelena! Yelena!"
"Sister, don't scare me!"
Tiejun and Liuba shouted together, and Yelena vomited blood one after another, her eyes went straight, and her smile froze on her face.
"Quick, who's driving!"
"My, my car is behind!"
Tiejun raised his head and shouted, Zhenyou took out the car key and held it in front of Tiejun.
"Get to the door quickly!"
Tiejun picked up Yelena, Liuba took off her clothes, covered Yelena's chest, and the two ran towards the door.
Zhenyou quickly drove over. It was a Mercedes-Benz. Liuba sat in the front row, and Tie Jun held Yelena in his arms and sat in the back.
"quick!"
As soon as Tie Jun spoke, the car sped out. Tie Jun pressed Yelena's face to his chest, trying not to press her heart.
"No... no need..."
"Yelina, be good, let's not talk. We'll be at the hospital in a minute. We'll be there in a minute!"