"Be careful yourself, grandma, although I don't object, but don't use too much force."
As an older generation, Zhang Cuilan's thoughts are still somewhat outdated. In her impression, if the woman is still perfect on the wedding night, she will be especially loved by her husband.
If the range is too large, if that thing is gone, your husband's family will look down upon you when you get married.
It was also for the sake of her granddaughter that she gave such instructions as someone who had been there.
However, these remarks are nothing more than playing the piano to a cow, and the thoughts of the two people are not on the same channel at all.
Zhao Xuanying was just afraid that her grandma would see her embarrassment, so she hurriedly got out of the silly atmosphere after the other party came home.
Listening to her grandma's incomprehensible speech, her head was filled with questions.
She couldn't understand what grandma said at all.
Looking at the figure of grandma entering the room outside the door, after waiting for the other party to sit by the bed, before she could ask, the other party's voice came to her ears again.
"You kid, why don't you put this thing in the toilet?"
"I...I haven't had time to put it away yet."
Following the direction where grandma was looking, she saw the plastic bag she was still holding in her arms. The bag contained night-use menstrual products to prevent side leakage, and she lowered her head shyly.
"It's not good to be so careless all the time. People will think you are stupid."
"Does Grandma think I'm stupid?"
The strange words made Zhao Xuanying worried. She was afraid that her grandma would dislike her, so she hurriedly asked.
But she didn't know the meaning of the old man's words.
"How could I think you were stupid? In grandma's opinion, you are the smartest child."
"That's good. What other people think of it is their opinion."
Breathing a sigh of relief, Zhao Xuanying put the bag in her hand aside, opened her arms and hugged the figure sitting beside her bed.
Sticking with grandma, she continued talking like a baby.
"As long as grandma doesn't dislike me~"
"You kid!"
After hearing Zhao Xuanying's words, Zhang Cuilan's worried look began to disappear since returning home, and she turned to a happy smile.
Although there were words of criticism on his lips, his heart was already filled with warmth.
Feeling her granddaughter's body temperature, the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes slowly unfolded. She put away her smile and glanced down at the child who was clinging to her.
After a long while, he asked softly.
"Yingying, tell grandma the truth."
"Um?"
Lifting her buried head, Zhao Xuanying looked at her grandma in confusion.
Looking at the other party's serious look, a voice of inquiry came to my ears.
"Do you... miss dad?"
"..."
The sudden question made Zhao Xuanying fall into a daze. No matter how hard she thought, she couldn't figure out why Duan Duan asked such a question.
But after seeing grandma's serious expression, she seemed to be lost in thought. After more than a minute, she shook her head.
"I don't want to anymore."
"..."
"I used to think about this when I was a kid. It was just a joke from my classmates that I didn't have a father and a mother. It's different now. I have a grandma, right?"
With her eyes bent into crescent moons, Zhao Xuanying's words were not the so-called stage words.
In elementary school, the bad boys in the class bullied her.
Because her grandmother attended the school’s parent-teacher conference every year, over time her classmates also knew that she had no father or mother.
My classmates in primary school are still relatively young, and they have no idea how much damage a word said while playing around can cause to a little girl's heart.
Even after so many years, Zhao Xuanying can still remember it clearly.
At first, I was surrounded by several male classmates, as if they were singing children's songs, saying that I was a child that my parents didn't want.
When she went home that day, Zhao Xuanying cried very loudly.
He grabbed the corner of grandma's clothes and shook her hard, crying and shouting that she wanted to see her father and mother.
It has been a long time, and Zhao Xuanying has now forgotten what her grandma looked like at that time. Looking back now... grandma must have been in pain at that time.
After all, in Zhao Xuanying's view, her father and mother are also her grandmother's children.
Grandma's child passed away from this world very early, and Grandma herself is the one who suffers the most.
All along, Zhao Xuanying has never doubted that she is her grandma's granddaughter.
I also have no doubts about the fact that my surname is Zhao.
Even from the time she was sensible, the only one who stayed with her was her grandma.
Even if you have never met your parents, even if you have never met Grandpa Zhao, who passed away long ago.
Even though she looked nothing like her grandma when she was young, she never doubted that she was not her granddaughter.
Zhang Cuilan is Zhao Xuanying’s grandmother.
He is also her last relative in this world.
Before she met Liu Weicheng, her biggest goal had always been to make her grandma live an exciting and stable life.
Now...this goal has not changed.
The arms holding her grandma had no intention of letting go. In the bedroom where only the two of them were tender, Zhao Xuanying, the granddaughter, expressed her true feelings.
"Grandma is the most important person to me in this world."
"You kid..."
As people get older, such words are somewhat hard to hear.
The little girl who was held by a woman's hand and moved into the hotel opposite her.
The child who received a lunch box at school when he was a child would save the meat in the lunch box until school was over and take it home for himself.
The child who, in front of all the teachers and students in the school, went on stage to receive his certificate of award, loudly shouted to the audience to look at his grandma.
Although he is such a thin-skinned child, he is not afraid of other people's eyes at all.
Just to make myself proud in the audience...
Zhang Cuilan lost the ability to have children due to an accident.
She originally thought that she would never be able to have a child of her own in this life, but more than ten years ago, the mother and daughter moved in, which changed her ending of dying alone.
The adoption of Zhao Xuanying... was perhaps the second most important decision in her life.
First, I met my wife who has passed away.
"You silly boy..."
Tears had already accumulated in her eyes, and Zhang Cuilan, who almost cried after Zhao Xuanying's words, used her wrinkled palms to touch the other person's head as she did when she was a child.
After two gentle pats, even if Zhao Xuanying is now taller than her.
But in Zhang Cuilan's memory, she has always been that quiet little girl...
"I can't bear to leave such a good child... Grandma can't bear to have you leave..."
"I will always be with grandma, I won't go anywhere!"
Zhao Xuanying's words reached Zhang Cuilan's ears.
Eyes closed.
The accumulated tears fell down the end of his eyes, and the teardrops rolled down the side of his face that was full of traces of time, and fell down his cheeks onto the quilt.
The hand holding my granddaughter became tighter and tighter.
Opening her eyes, Zhang Cuilan looked out the bedroom window.
Look at the crescent moon in the night sky.
She couldn't bear it...
He couldn't bear to see Zhao Xuanying leave his side one day.
However, even if there is all kinds of reluctance.
She won't hide the truth of the matter forever.
It was also at this moment that Zhang Cuilan... figured out something.