Now the two people talking face to face have their own thoughts.
Both are envious of each other.
Zhao Xuanying felt that she was very envious that the other party could accompany Liu Weicheng as her significant other, while Lin Nianwei felt that the girl in front of her had taken away all of her boyfriend's attention, so she was unwilling to do so.
The relaxed and peaceful atmosphere at the beginning has become more and more serious as the topic unfolds.
Lin Nianwei, who has always cultivated the image of a good teacher and a good girlfriend, finally expressed her dissatisfaction at this moment. The difficulties of the past six months also broke out at this moment.
"Zhao Xuanying...I really envy you."
Ever since the two got acquainted, Lin Nianwei, who had always called her Yingying, called out the other person's full name. While speaking, her shoulders were shaking at a frequency visible to the naked eye, which was enough to prove that she was not peaceful at the moment.
"You don't have to think about anything, you don't have to pay anything... you can get his attention, but I couldn't do that."
"I……"
"I give him everything I can give him, both emotionally and physically. I just want him to stay by my side... But even so, he will still care about you. I can no longer pretend to be myself.
My boyfriend cares more about other women. Faced with this situation, I can no longer be as free and easy as before. Even if I convince myself, I will still care about this!"
"..."
A series of speeches came from Lin Nianwei's mouth, and Zhao Xuanying, who heard these words, also fell into silence.
She had always envied the other person, but for the first time she learned that the other person also envied her.
It turns out that she is just like him... she can't let her sweetheart be with someone of the opposite sex.
In a sincere relationship, no one will acquiesce to the half-heartedness of the other half.
Lin Nianwei has always been restraining herself, fearing that if she blocks him too much, Liu Weicheng will slowly leave her side.
As my friend Duan Yining often analyzes, Lin Nianwei has always been in a weak position in this relationship, and caring too much will only increase her pressure.
When this pressure reaches its peak, it can no longer be concealed.
"I know, I know you are not that kind of bad woman, and I also know that you have always kept an appropriate distance from him..."
Her words were already somewhat incoherent, and Lin Nianwei kept talking and expressing her true feelings.
"You are different from that Li Shiyi... You are measured and know how to get along appropriately... But whenever I see you two talking and laughing, I always feel like an outsider, as if I am not him
My girlfriend, you are..."
"Whenever I talk about you, there are always endless topics to talk about. Whenever he mentions you, he always shows such a doting expression..."
"It seems that just mentioning you can instantly heal his bad mood. I know he still likes you. There has been no progress and he only cares about my feelings..."
"I, what's wrong with me...I was obviously not like this before..."
At the end, as her emotions became more and more agitated, Lin Nianwei could no longer maintain her original appearance. Just like Zhao Xuanying who had just confessed her heart, she could not stop crying at this moment.
There are only two people in the living room, and there is only an environment for two people to talk.
The two people, who were in tears, confided their feelings to each other without any worries.
This was the first time Zhao Xuanying saw Lin Nianwei crying.
In her original impression, as a music teacher at No. 1 Middle School, she always looked free and easy and full of aura. The girls in the class would also talk about the teacher's trendy outfits and each other's style during the get out of class. All kinds of places that make women envious.
However, such a good person showed such a fragile side for a man.
In front of his students, he cried out his uneasiness and dissatisfaction like a little girl worried about having her toys taken away.
"teacher……"
The tears that had stopped dried up, leaving only tear stains on my face.
After calling softly, he slowly opened his arms and hugged each other closely.
In the living room.
Apart from the woman's sobs, there were only soothing words...
It continues.
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"Isn't it nice to disturb me so suddenly?"
Considering that Zhao Xuanying had to take care of her grandma at home on weekends, Zhou Qing felt a little inappropriate about this kind of intrusion.
The two of them finished their homework at their respective homes early in the morning, and after lunch, they were able to move around without any hindrance.
While walking on the way to Zhao Xuanying's home, Zhu Shushu turned around and muttered after hearing her friend's words.
"I have already called in advance. Sister Yingying said that I am welcome to come and play at any time. What? Don't you want to go to her house to play?"
"I wanna go!"
Afraid that the other party might not be able to hear clearly, Zhou Qing, who was asked the question in return, suddenly shouted loudly.
This move not only frightened Zhu Shushu, who was very close, but also made the other party suspicious.
Frowning her brows, she slowed down her pace and turned her head to stare at him.
After a while, he slowly asked.
"It's quite strange... Although I know that you and Sister Yingying have known each other for a long time, isn't there something wrong with your attitude?"
"Um?"
Zhou Qing, who was already excited at the thought of meeting Zhao Xuanying, didn't understand what she meant.
After listening to the subsequent speech, his face quickly turned red like a steamed crab.
"You're not that one, are you? The kind who doesn't like boys but has a unique interest in girls..."
"..."
"No, no, no, no, no!"
Although the words were not finished, Zhou Qing understood the meaning of the words. After the silence ended, she waved her hands and tried to deny it while explaining at a faster speed.
"I definitely still like men, but...it's just that Sister Yingying has helped me before, so I feel that she is very considerate and reliable...a feeling similar to admiration, I just kind of worship her."
"That's it..."
"That's it."
"Then your worship is really cheap, just because I gave you a sanitary napkin?"
"..."
"You don't understand that feeling..."
Zhou Qing, who had been holding it in for a long time and didn't know how to explain it, just said in a low voice.
Along the way, the two girls never stopped talking, and the topic turned to their middle school days. It was from Zhou Qing's words that Zhu Shushu learned more about what Zhao Xuanying was like before.
It was already nearly ten minutes after the two of them arrived at the building where Zhao Xuanying's home was located.
The journey was not that long, and the two people who had stopped talking stood in front of the security door.
Zhu Shushu at the front was about to raise her hand to knock on the door, but before the knock on the door could be heard, the next second there was the sound of the door opening behind her.
Hearing the sound, he turned around and looked at Zhao Xuanying who kept opening the door and was a little surprised by the arrival of the two of them.
"..."
"..."
"..."
The three of them looked at each other, followed by silence for a few seconds before breaking the atmosphere.
"Don't stand outside, go inside first."
"oh."
In response, Zhu Shushu didn't have too many doubts about Zhao Xuanying showing up from her cousin's house, but Zhou Qing on the side looked at the door of the two houses at a loss.
Then they followed Zhu Shushu into the house. As the security door closed behind them, Zhao Xuanying's explanation also rang in their ears.
"My grandma is asleep. She seems to be more lethargic than before since she came back. She will be disturbed outside the next door."
"Grandma, is she sleepy in broad daylight?"
"Well, the doctor also said that more rest is good for your health."
Listening to Zhao Xuanying whispering, for fear that the sound would wake her grandma through the two security doors, Zhu Shushu couldn't help but feel a little confused.
"But sister... why are you so quiet when you are so far away? Grandma will not be disturbed..."
"Shh!"
Faced with Zhu Shushu's loud voice, Zhao Xuanying immediately raised her hand to whisper before the other party finished speaking.
This move immediately stunned the two people on the side.