Lin Nianwei used to be a very free and easy woman.
Her privileged background means that she does not have to worry about money issues that most people feel anxious about. She is also very self-centered in her daily life. Although the repetitive days make her feel boring, she has never experienced any setbacks.
Until I met Liu Weicheng.
That night, she accompanied Duan Yining to change clothes. She was sitting in the car reapplying lipstick when she unexpectedly spotted the man hiding in the front of her car.
The subsequent exchange allowed her to connect with the other party for the first time.
At that time, Lin Nianwei didn't think too much. By the time she realized what she was doing, Liu Weicheng, who had deceived her, had already disappeared.
The second time I met him setting up a stall at the gate of the school.
Later, I went to school to work, just to meet him more often.
In the beginning, Lin Nianwei's goal was very pure.
She just wanted to take revenge on Liu Weicheng, who had deceived her over and over again. However, what she didn't expect was that she would gradually fall into it during the exchanges again and again.
Ever since she was a child, Lin Nianwei has never been so attracted to a stranger of the opposite sex.
By the time she understood her feelings, she could no longer escape from this love.
She expresses her feelings enthusiastically and boldly. She seems to be very unrestrained in her feelings, but she has her own little thoughts.
Lin Nianwei's view on love is very ordinary.
As long as you like it and the other person also likes you and treats you well, that's enough.
Origin is not that important, and family background does not need to be so superior.
As long as you like it, that's more than anything else.
She also knew that there were other women beside Liu Weicheng, but Lin Nianwei, who had always been confident, had always been positive about her ability to win.
However... a person who was once so confident has now become like this.
Liu Weicheng just looked at each other.
Looking at Lin Nianwei's already red eyes.
Since being with him, the other party seems to have become more and more prone to crying. He clearly classified him as a domineering sister in the past...
"I used to be very confident, and I felt like I could do anything I did, but...only when I face you, I always lack such confidence."
"..."
"I don't know what's wrong with me. I clearly know that Yingying is not the kind of girl who does little things in private, and I also know that she will definitely not do anything that crosses the line behind my back... But I'm just worried and scared.
."
Tears welled up and slid down her cheeks.
"Because of worry, because of fear...that's why I gave you everything I could give you, just to tie you up so that you can't live without me..."
"However, even after doing this, I still feel uneasy..."
This is the first time that Lin Nianwei reveals her true thoughts to Liu Weicheng.
All this time, she had just buried her uneasiness deeply and never showed it in front of the other party.
But at this moment, everything was put out in the open without any hesitation.
Everything... was placed in front of Liu Weicheng.
"I also think it's a bit despicable to do this... Obviously it was Yingying who knew you first, but I took you away from her..."
"Maybe it's because I've done this kind of thing, so I'm worried that retribution will happen to me... Isn't there a saying? If you don't do evil things, don't be afraid of ghosts knocking on the door. Maybe I have done such evil things, so
I have been so worried..."
"Afraid that you will leave me, afraid that one day you will suddenly figure out who the person you really like..."
"I'm afraid you won't want me anymore..."
Raising her hand to wipe the corners of her eyes, Lin Nianwei inhaled faster and faster.
She didn't want to show such ugly crying behavior in front of Liu Weicheng, but once the emotional valve was opened, it could no longer be closed easily.
In front of Zhao Xuanying that day, she thought she had shed all her tears, but when she faced Liu Weicheng, Lin Nianwei realized that she couldn't stop her tears at all.
"I, I... I was so afraid that she would snatch you away, so I did something like that... I, I also like Zhao Xuanying very much, and I also like the atmosphere when I am with Yingying... She is really
She is a very good child, kind and considerate... Obviously I have done that to her, and she specially cooked my meal at night..."
"The more she behaves like that, the more scared I feel... As a child who can't even hate me as a competitor, I'm so afraid that you will be snatched away by her..."
"I'm actually most afraid of having children... Before my mother passed away, she told me that giving birth is actually very painful... I just heard you say that Yingying wanted to have three children, so I said that..."
"I just want to show you my best side, my strongest side..."
"I just want to work hard to become what you like, to be like Yingying..."
"But that's me. I can't be as generous as her, nor can I be as kind-hearted as her..."
Lin Nianwei and Zhao Xuanying are envious of each other.
Lin Nianwei envied Zhao Xuanying for being cared for by Liu Weicheng, envied her ability to always be tolerant of everything, and envied her various virtuous qualities at home...
Just as Zhao Xuanying asked herself that nothing could compare to her, Lin Nianwei actually felt that she was not as good as Zhao Xuanying.
Little by little accumulation, little by little accumulation.
This also caused her uneasiness to become even more intense.
"I've always been like this, I've always been the insecure and cranky person..."
"That's why I thought of driving her away while you were away. As long as she leaves, maybe I won't be so worried..."
"But that child Yingying...that child didn't blame me at all..."
"She didn't blame me at all..."
"This makes me feel so despicable..."
"How could she do this..."
"How could she not blame me at all..."
The speaking voice became quieter and quieter.
Instead of blaming Zhao Xuanying, Lin Nianwei felt deeply guilty for her actions.
This was the first time Liu Weicheng had seen Lin Nianwei like this in more than half a year. He had never expected this.
All along, he had mistakenly thought that Lin Nianwei was a very free and generous woman.
Faced with her initial attempts to distance herself from Zhao Xuanying, she instead enlightened herself, saying things like trusting herself and not making Zhao Xuanying too sad.
She doesn't care at all on the surface, but she is the one who cares most.
She who seems to care the least is actually the one who cares the most.
Lin Nianwei has always been just pretending, pretending to be the kind of generous girlfriend, pretending to be the kind of girlfriend who is never jealous.
However... in reality, she cares more than anyone else.