Until now, Zhao Xuanying still doesn't quite understand.
Why did Lin Nianwei lie to herself? Why did she lie to herself? Liu Weicheng wanted to draw a clear line with himself.
Zhao Xuanying didn't like the feeling of being deceived. Every time she was deceived, she always felt like an idiot, being ruthlessly played by others.
Especially when he was deceived by Lin Nianwei in front of him.
As Zhao Xuanying's doubts emerged, Lin Nianwei in front of her suddenly seemed to have lost the ability to speak. She paused for a while before replying.
"Because I think too much, and the more I think, the more wrong things I do."
"teacher……"
"I know it's absolutely impossible for you to do something like that, but you also know...people will always be worried about things that have never happened."
"..."
"I'm the same way. I'm worried because I care too much."
He looked through Zhao Xuanying and looked outside the classroom.
Through the open classroom door, I looked at the various figures of students entering the teaching building.
Take a deep breath.
Breathe out slowly.
"To be honest... I myself realized that continuing like this was not an option, so after meeting with him yesterday, I had an idea."
"..."
His eyes fell on Zhao Xuanying again. Facing the silent girl, Lin Nianwei seemed to have fallen into silence.
After a long time, he added.
"Start over...that's what I think."
"???"
Although there was no response, after hearing this sentence, Zhao Xuanying's expression was enough to express her truest thoughts at the moment.
She could clearly understand individual words, but when these words were combined into a sentence in Lin Nianwei's mouth, the meaning they represented was like a riddle, which she couldn't understand.
Lin Nianwei, who was standing opposite, was not in a hurry to explain.
The words that blurted out immediately made Zhao Xuanying's eyes widen.
"I plan to break up with him."
"..."
Lin Nianwei's words were undoubtedly a time bomb thrown into the calm lake. After a few seconds, it exploded and caused ripples in Zhao Xuanying's heart.
It was obviously a very sad thing, but she felt so relaxed when she said it.
It was as if the person who deceived her for Liu Weicheng was not her at all.
As if aware of Zhao Xuanying's doubts, Lin Nianwei paused for a moment and then added.
"I thought a lot last night, and I thought about it for a long time... Since it's not good for you, me, or him if this continues, it's better to just solve the problem again."
"This, what does this mean?"
"As long as I break up with him, he will resume his single status. At that time, the two of us will rely on our own efforts to let him choose again."
When she first established a relationship with Liu Weicheng, Zhao Xuanying was just an ignorant little girl.
Even though I have a certain fondness for Liu Weicheng in my heart, I have never expressed it.
After more than half a year, Zhao Xuanying is completely different from what she was back then.
If she had the chance now... she would never let it go.
"The result this time is that he finally returns. The losing party consciously leaves him and never appears in front of him again."
"..."
"Since we both feel very uncomfortable because of him now, let's just start a fair competition again, as long as..."
"He is not a commodity."
She was interrupted mid-sentence, and Lin Nianwei was like a stuck tape with no follow-up.
Zhao Xuanying in front of her showed unprecedented seriousness.
He said this to Lin Nianwei.
"Why should the matter between the two of us hurt him... Although I don't know what he is thinking now, Liu Weicheng has never done anything sorry for you since he was with you."
"He has always been serious about falling in love with you, and he has never had a bad idea. What's more, he has been a living person from beginning to end, not a piece of merchandise."
"Teacher...do you remember?"
"When the magazine misappropriated my article, you dragged me to seek justice, and what you said to me in the car after returning to school..."
"At that time, I was dissatisfied with the fact that you treated him like a commodity or a bet. It's just that I was timid and cowardly and never dared to mention it in front of you."
As Zhao Xuanying said, she used to be too concerned about other people's feelings and always did things that made her feel wronged.
However, people will eventually grow.
Today, she is no longer the little girl who was submissive and hesitant in everything she did half a year ago.
Now she...is a woman who has experienced great storms and seen the world.
Life experience, emotions, tragedy...the series of experiences have already polished the girl's originally fragile heart to an incomparable hardness.
Now she can speak her truest thoughts in front of anyone.
"Whether he likes it or not... he should make his own decision, instead of us comparing him behind his back and treating him as the prize that the winner deserves."
"..."
"So, I don't agree with the proposal you just made."
"..."
Zhao Xuanying's words were spoken in the calmest tone, but she said words that would make anyone's heart ripple.
Especially Lin Nianwei.
She never thought that such words would come out of the mouth of the girl in front of her.
In her impression, Zhao Xuanying has always been the fragile girl who hid behind Liu Weicheng and prayed for shelter and help.
Who would have thought... that the other party's ideological consciousness was much higher than hers.
I originally thought that after such an idea was put forward, the other party would readily agree to it. After all, from various perspectives, such a decision would be beneficial to her.
But... what Lin Nianwei never expected was that Zhao Xuanying didn't even hesitate and directly refused.
At this moment, the ages of the two people seemed to have been reversed.
Compared with Zhao Xuanying, who has such enlightened thoughts, Lin Nianwei now looks more like an ignorant little girl.
She was paranoid about a solution, but she never considered Liu Weicheng's feelings from beginning to end...
Face this matter.
Zhao Xuanying is more like the other party's girlfriend than her.
Be more considerate of each other.
"I don't know what you think, teacher, but in my opinion, everything should be allowed to develop naturally."
"Since he chose you in the first place, it means that he really liked you at that time."
"Teacher, you shouldn't think so much. What belongs to you will be yours after all, and you won't get anything if you force yourself to do something that doesn't belong to you."
"Instead of using him as a bet, why not have a good relationship with him? What do you think of this proposal?"
With her hands behind her back, Zhao Xuanying looked like a shy girl at this moment.
Smile and say this with a smile.
"I will bless you from the bottom of my heart."
"..."
Looking at Zhao Xuanying in front of her.
At this moment, Lin Nianwei suddenly had the idea that she had lost.
And once such thoughts arise, they can grow uncontrollably.