It's been a while since the two of them were alone together like this.
Facing the girl's gaze, Liu Weicheng was a little afraid to look directly at her. Especially after his wedding date with Lin Nianwei was just confirmed today, he became even more uncomfortable when facing Zhao Xuanying alone.
I don't know if it's an illusion, but deep down he always feels like he's deceiving the other person.
This is also the reason why after meeting Zhao Xuanying, my originally dizzy brain suddenly became sober.
Silence followed the two of them, and no one said a word.
This state lasted for an unknown amount of time, until Zhao Xuanying couldn't help but mutter softly.
"It's getting late. You drink the soup quickly so I can go back to bed."
"Thank you for your hard work. If you are sleepy, you can go back first. I will clean up the rest after drinking it."
He said something, his words full of distance.
Such a speech sounded very unpleasant to Zhao Xuanying, as if the person who could laugh at her unscrupulously and make jokes had now disappeared, leaving only Liu Weicheng who was polite to her.
He looked at the other person without saying a word, watching Liu Weicheng finish the half bowl of soup bit by bit.
Until it becomes an empty bowl completely.
As all the soup went into his stomach and his whole body became warm, Liu Weicheng breathed a long sigh of relief and looked aside. When he saw that Zhao Xuanying still had no intention of leaving, he became speechless again.
After staring for a few seconds, he tentatively asked.
Looking for topics that can lighten the mood.
"How are you doing lately? Can you keep up with your studies?"
"Same as usual, nothing worth saying."
"You'll be a senior in high school next year, right?"
"Um."
"You have to be nervous when you enter the senior year of high school. After all, the three years of high school are the most important stage. If you make a slight mistake, you will regret it for the rest of your life."
"You don't have to worry about any of this, I will take care of it myself."
"Yeah……"
Compared with the timid girl when we first met, Zhao Xuanying is obviously much more mature now.
Time will change a person, but in less than a year, the once innocent girl turned into the stable person she is now.
Over the past year, most of the things that happened to her were quite bizarre, and even some novels would find it difficult to write that kind of plot.
It seems that it was after she got to know herself... that her life began to change little by little.
The atmosphere became cold again. While Liu Weicheng was racking his brains to think about how to conduct the following conversation, Zhao Xuanying's words reached his ears first.
"What on earth were you thinking at the beginning?"
"..."
Such a statement made Liu Weicheng unable to give an answer on the spot.
Perhaps Zhao Xuanying herself realized that such a question was too vague, so she paused for a few seconds and asked again in detail.
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"What were your thoughts before you had sex with Teacher Lin?"
All this time, what Zhao Xuanying wanted was just an answer.
Even if she knew the answer now, it was too late, but she still wanted to let the other person describe it in person.
"At that time...did you really have a crush on me?"
"..."
"Even just a little bit."
"..."
Following Zhao Xuanying's inquiry, Liu Weicheng was silent again in response to her.
The girl's questions were like sharp blades. If you were not careful, you would be cut. Liu Weicheng, who heard the other party's questions, slowly raised his eyes and looked directly at the girl in front of him.
Looking at Zhao Xuanying's serious face at this moment, eager to get the truth...
The memories in my mind are played over and over again like a replay, from the first meeting with Zhao Xuanying, to the subsequent interactions, to the various actions of the other party actively expressing their feelings...
In fact, Liu Weicheng had understood his thoughts a long time ago.
It's just that the hurdle in my heart has never been easily overcome.
No matter how you say it, Zhao Xuanying is just a female student at school.
No adult with any normal outlook would attack such a person, and when Liu Weicheng got along with him at first, he only treated him as a little sister.
However, who would have thought that during the day and night interactions, he would be gradually attracted to this little girl.
Liu Weicheng, who realized this at the time, felt panicked for the first time. It was precisely because he cared about Zhao Xuanying that he could not attack her or make promises to her easily.
It is precisely because of this that when faced with Zhao Xuanying's grandmother, Zhang Cuilan made her position clear again and again after repeated questioning.
He even took the initiative to accept Lin Nianwei later, just to cut off this last possibility.
However, only now does Liu Weicheng understand that some things are not as simple as he thought.
Just take his attitude towards Zhao Xuanying as an example. Even when he was in love with Lin Nianwei, he paid more attention to Zhao Xuanying.
This is not only unfair to Zhao Xuanying, but also a debt to Lin Nianwei...
The education he received from a young age told Liu Weicheng all the time that a half-hearted man is comparable to a scumbag. Even in two lifetimes, he only felt that a monogamous union was the most correct one at the beginning.
However, the two people who appeared in front of him now, and he was asked to choose which one to let go, would make him undecided about paying attention.
Be it Lin Nianwei or Zhao Xuanying.
He likes both.
It's just that I've been holding on and not showing it, and I haven't done anything that crossed the line.
Realizing that he had such thoughts, Liu Weicheng felt helpless.
Even if he made up his mind to keep a distance from Zhao Xuanying, whenever the other party encountered something, he would still be interested in her and actively help her.
Unconsciously, Liu Weicheng has become the most shameless person he has ever been.
His vacillating attitude disgusted even himself.
Do you like Zhao Xuanying?
The answer is yes, if he didn't like her, he wouldn't worry about her again and again.
Do you like Lin Nianwei?
The answer is also yes.
It's just that his love for Lin Nianwei may not be as good as his love for Zhao Xuanying. Because of this, when the two of them have to make a choice, he will choose Zhao Xuanying again and again.
Just like that school New Year's Day party.
Mingming had promised Lin Nianwei a long time ago to watch her performance, but when he was at the scene, he still gave up watching Lin Nianwei's performance without any hesitation because of Chen Shikun's arrival and because of Zhao Xuanying who was worried about him.
Even if she is about to play at that time...
"My answer has always been clear, but I just didn't have the courage to say it."
I don't know how long it took before Liu Weicheng gave such an answer.
Instead of continuing to get along like this without knowing anything, he thought it would be better to talk everything out.
In this case... it would not only be good for Lin Nianwei, but also for herself.
It is also a kind of responsibility for Zhao Xuanying.