Hahaha, I believe that those who see these words now have basically said goodbye to the word "children" for many years. I don't know what you think, but for me, if someone says to me "children"
Happy Holidays", I will be in a good mood.
Who doesn’t want to be a child? Anyway, the older I get, the more I miss being a child.
May 30th is my birthday. I came into this world on May 30th, 1990. This year is 2019. If calculated according to the fictitious years, I am already thirty years old. Even calculated according to the age of one year, I am already 30 years old.
On this birthday, I am also thirty years old. All in all, no matter how you calculate it, I am a person whose name begins with "三".
Suddenly I feel like I am halfway through my life. This feeling is very bad.
Let’s summarize last month. In May, I set a new record low. I only updated 140,000 words in May. To be honest, I am ashamed to mention this data. This is why, on my birthday,
In fact, I wanted to post a single chapter, which is the single chapter you see now, but I didn't post it in the end. I just mentioned the reason at the end of the chapter because I was really shameless.
Let me explain the reason. In fact, there is no special reason. It is mainly because of the matter of this house. Logically speaking, even if there is something about this house, the update should not be like this. I don’t know how to explain it clearly.
Have you ever experienced that indescribable feeling of powerlessness?
It's the feeling of powerlessness that occurs when an unexpected situation occurs and you don't know what to do, you don't even dare to try, and you can only sit there.
I used to hear advertisements saying that it felt like the body was being hollowed out. At that time, I was still thinking, isn't this a sick sentence? If a person is hollowed out, he is dead. How could this happen?
But I have really realized recently that people can indeed be hollowed out and their claws can indeed be numbed.
I don’t understand. Maybe I’m too naive. Or maybe I haven’t grown up yet. Although I finally did all the things I face now, at the moment I faced them, I still had the same thoughts in my mind.
It would be great if someone could do this for me, or if someone could help me.
When I could justifiably celebrate Children's Day, I thought that someone would indeed help me. But now, for all the things I have faced in the past two months, there is no one to help me, and I feel that I have been very weak recently.
, the kind of failure that would never happen to me even if there were a miracle.
Some people may be concerned about my house purchase, but I don’t want to hide it, so I will simply tell you.
I sold my house in the city and returned to the county to buy a new house. It used to be called a county, but now it's called a district. My hometown is here. After it was changed from a district to a county, I have been building so-called "districts" in the past few years.
"Nancheng", a branch of a primary school was moved here. A circle of school district houses were built around it, and I bought one of them.
There are two properties for sale this year. One of them will be completed in May next year. This one is relatively cheap, with an average price of about 5,000. The other one will be completed in October this year. This one is more expensive. The area in the middle of the community is full of
Starting from 7,000, I bought the one on the far side with a shop at the bottom, which cost 5,500 more.
At the beginning, since I was not very poor, I thought that since it was in a school district, I could save 500 by buying one further away. Moreover, if the house was handed over next year, I could still save for a year, maybe for decoration.
Money can be saved. So during the pre-sale, I went to pay the deposit, and it was said that 20,000 yuan was worth 30,000 yuan, and it was also a 99% discount on the total price.
After I paid the money, my intuition told me that something seemed to be wrong. Then I asked friends who had bought a house and searched online. I concluded that I seemed to be a fool.
Mainly two points.
First of all, the foundation of this property has just been laid. It is said that it will be built with fifteen floors, but the actual number of floors is still unknown. And it is said that it is 20,000 to 30,000, with a 99% discount, but they also said that the pre-sale price is not the final price.
.In other words, if he says 5,000 now, it might become 6,000 when it goes on sale. Then there will be a discount. Just take off your pants and fart, and I will spend the money inside and out. There will be no discount at all, and no profit will be given.
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Furthermore, the fact that he accepted a "subscription" instead of a "deposit" shows that he has not obtained the "five certificates". Anyone who has bought a house knows how risky such a property is.
I only had this little money in total, which I got in exchange for land. If I was cheated or if something went wrong, I couldn't afford the loss. Therefore, I decisively chose the more expensive option, but I have already built half of it, and I can finish it this year.
The community where the house was handed over was 5,500. I sold the original house and paid the down payment.
This left a problem. It turned out that I had paid the pledged money, but he had not returned it to me. Moreover, after paying the down payment, it involved applying for a loan. The loan required proof of income, so my entire May was
Busy around these two things.
Originally, proof of income was a very simple matter. It only required a stamp from the employer. However, my employer did not issue one. Why not? Because they did not give me "five insurances and one housing fund".
, that is to say, although I work here, from a process perspective, I don’t exist here. If they issue me an income certificate, it means that I am the person. Even if they issue it, it won’t be a big deal. They still
I don't want to take any risk.
After several unsuccessful discussions, I had to find an agent and spend money to issue an income certificate. One piece of paper cost RMB 100. The sales office asked for three, and I issued three. I’m not done here yet, I’ll continue later.
After I gave the proof of income, I also asked for my money. But money is easy to hand over, but difficult to ask for back. It is inevitable to shirk. For this reason, I even had a conflict with the salesperson.
That female salesperson, who had a standard shoehorn face and a slightly protruding teeth, actually deleted my WeChat unilaterally. Later I found out that there was a commission for signing the contract, and she had already received the commission.
I took it, about two to three hundred. And when I withdraw the money, she has to give the money back, so her attitude is bad.
I was confused. The subscription contract said that if you don’t buy it, you can get a refund. If you don’t want the commission to be refunded, then I have to buy it? If you delete my WeChat, I can’t refund it?
I really don’t know if it’s because I’m selfish or because I’m ignorant.
In short, after I went through several twists and turns and found the responsible manager to communicate with me, I agreed to refund the money I pledged. On May 24, I was promised to refund it and asked me to pick it up next Monday, which is May 27. As for the loan,
I was also told that there will be an interview with the bank on Monday the 27th.
I was quite happy because I only needed to take one day off to do both things. On the 27th, I got up early and went to the bank to sign the loan contract. Then I went to withdraw the money. Everything went smoothly.
At that time, I felt that something was wrong. How could a weak person like me kill two birds with one stone so smoothly? The more I thought about it, the more I realized that such a smooth thing would never happen to me. Just when I was riding back in the car, dark clouds appeared in the sky.
It was raining heavily, and when I returned to my rented place, I was soaked all over.
Before I could change my clothes, my cell phone rang. The sales office called and told me that my income certificate was not good enough. I was told that my position was too small. At that time, I wanted to say something like a national curse. You sell everything about your position.
I filled it out at the office. You ruined the three pieces of paper I paid for with three hundred yuan. Can you tell me now?
Then there was fifteen minutes of wrangling. What the salesperson meant was that she was not responsible. Even though I had already refuted her and she couldn't answer the question, she insisted that she was not responsible. At that time, I felt that it was boring.
, why is it boring? I think it is very funny for me as a man to argue with a little girl about who is right and who is wrong. And it also bothers me. I thought, what is wrong with a man admitting his faults?
Is it so difficult? Even if you admit that it was your fault and then tell me, "Brother, it was unintentional, and I can't make it up. If you think about it, I can feel better and forgive you, right?"
But she didn't, so she was tough-talking, so tough, and even angry...
As for how to write waste on these three pieces of paper, it is even more interesting. The chapter said a certain company, and when she copied it, she wrote it as a "park". Such an IQ... To be honest, I think now
I think, I feel sorry for my alma mater, Jilin University, even if I am angry with her.
What else could I do later? I went to the agency and bought another one. When the owner of the agency saw me going there again, he asked me, "Didn't you come here once?" I wrote a proof of income. Three pieces of paper were not enough. You loaned me a loan.
How many banks?
I was so angry that I felt happy, but I didn’t say anything. I met someone who couldn’t write. I was afraid that people wouldn’t believe it. This boss was a nice guy. I gave him a hundred and he gave me an extra one. Later events proved that it was thanks to
He gave this one as a gift, otherwise I would have had to make one more trip.
I sent over two income certificates, and the woman wrote it wrong again. This time she wrote my phone number wrong. I was so angry that I just wanted to laugh. I didn’t know if it was me who was unlucky, or if she was deliberately targeting me.
, it’s not easy for me to buy a building, why did I encounter something like this!
Later, when she saw that I was dissatisfied, she really couldn't explain it and apologized to me repeatedly. I didn't say anything. It wasn't that I didn't want to say it, or that I had no temper. I just saw that she was a woman and younger than me. If it were a man, you would
It depends on whether I beat him or not.
The above is what happened as of the 28th.
On the 29th, I went to work and was beeped all day long.
On the 30th, I celebrated my birthday and took a day off. In fact, I was annoyed by the beeping. But I didn’t know what to do when I stayed at home. In the end, I could only code, write a chapter, go to bed, and write another one when I got up.
Zhang, I found a small shop in the evening and had a bowl of "premium freshly pressed cold noodles with egg" for 15 yuan, which was considered a birthday celebration.
On the 31st, I went to work and was beeped for another day.
When I got off work, I resigned.
Maybe I'm not mature enough, or my ability is limited. These two months have made me realize one thing. That is that my brain, my CPU, seems to be a single-core one.
In other words, I can only do one thing at a time, which is the best state.
If you ask me to do two things, then fine, a single core can simulate dual threads, and I can barely do it.
But if I were asked to do three or four things at the same time, it would be over and it would be scrapped. How can a single-core computer be divided into four threads? Even if it is super smoking!
Now my income from manuscript fees exceeds my salary. So to choose one of the two, I can't give up the novel, so I have to give up my job. And I also plan to quit my job after I hand over the house in October and return to the county.
Yes. And after resigning, I don’t have to be beeped anymore, and I don’t have to take leave to do something.
More importantly, I have been unhappy since I started doing this job! This job, at best, is an advertising media. At worst, it is a liar and a liar! I don’t think things like bidding rankings can do the job.
It had no effect, but in order to make ends meet, I still worked for a year.
It doesn’t matter if I don’t do it, I’m not suitable to be a liar. And a place that doesn’t even provide five insurances and one housing fund, and doesn’t provide proof of income. If the printer is broken and can’t be repaired, it has to be replaced with a new one. It’s really not possible.
What a nostalgic thing.
Speaking of this printer, I'm still very angry. Didn't they ask me to buy a new one, so I bought it. I bought the new one, and they repaired the old one, and then we used both.
What the hell is this!
Moreover, this manager is also mean. If you ask for leave, he will beg you, as if he wants you to resign. If you do resign, he will say that he does not have enough manpower and will not let you go.
I said no, so I left. He said that he wouldn’t give me his salary this month. I said if you don’t give me, I’d give it a try. The atmosphere was tense for a while. I guess he compared our combat capabilities and felt ashamed, so he changed his mind and said that I was delayed for two days.
, you have to deduct money.
I said, you can keep it, and give me the rest. He said, he has to wait until the 15th when the money is distributed, and asked me to go home and wait, and pick it up on the 15th.
I picked up the landline phone on his desk and slapped it 30 centimeters in front of his face, slapping him to pieces. I said I had no money to eat now and wanted it now, and he immediately paid for it to me.
, and the money for those two days was not deducted.
When I was going out, I passed by the printer. I threw the repaired printer on the ground and scrapped it. I have wanted to do this for a long time. Can't you just buy a new one if you can't repair it? Why did I buy a new one for you?
Have you repaired the old one?
I have already resigned, can I still keep it for you to use? It must be scrapped!
After simply packing up my things, I left without looking back. I guess the others were also confused, wondering why this kid suddenly became a pervert.
Maybe I have suppressed it for too long, or maybe this is the real me. I don’t know now. Anyway, it’s quite enjoyable. I haven’t been in such a good mood for a long time.
What should I do? Life has to go on. It’s already prefixed with “三”. If you encounter anything, no one will help you unless a miracle happens. And as a miracle insulator, the only thing I can do is myself.
Work hard.
The good news is that starting tomorrow, I will have plenty of time, at least I won’t be dawdling in one update.
The bad news is that I don’t have a salary and I only rely on royalties. I don’t know if I can make up for the accommodation fee. So, parents of food and clothing, especially the piracy friends who have read this chapter, it’s time to open your arms and let me feel you.
It's warm.
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