In the next few days, Yu Xian spent time practicing in silence.
He worked hard to enrich every minute and every second of his life, not letting himself have time to accept the torture in his heart.
He didn't know how to face himself, nor how to face Dong Bai.
All he can do is torture himself through hard training.
Yu Xian put the wooden box back into the acupuncture point of the liver. Before he could completely grasp this treasure, Yu Xian was not going to use it anymore.
He worked hard every day to absorb the vitality between heaven and earth, tempering it bit by bit into pure wood-attribute spiritual energy, and merged it into his Dantian.
Although this progress was weak, it was steady and made Yu Xian feel at ease despite his hard work.
On this day, I saw that the sky around me was getting darker.
Yu Xian took out the silk cloth and wrote on it, "Lu'er is dead..."
As soon as the words were finished, Yu Xian didn't know how to write them down. Just as he was hesitating with his pen, Yu Xian's soul had returned to the deep darkness.
Yu Xian didn't know how Dong Bai would face the mess he had left for her. He thought deeply and could only let out a long sigh.
After struggling hard to redeem themselves, both Yu Xian and Dong Bai were unfortunate at this time.
Yu Xian's heart moved and he fell into deep thinking.
A few days later, Yu Xian took control of Dong Bai's body again.
There was no imaginary self-destruction or imaginary hysteria. Dong Bai's life seemed to be still peaceful.
Yu Xian found a maid who was serving Dong Bai and inquired a few words.
Only then did I know that Dong Bai blamed Lu'er's death on herself.
Dong Bai believed that if she had not stubbornly insisted on a hunger strike, Luer would not have died inexplicably while making porridge for her. She was shouldering a huge responsibility in this matter.
After crying loudly behind closed doors, Dong Bai showed perseverance beyond Yu Xian's imagination.
She solemnly wrote a letter to Yang Xiu breaking off their friendship, and then asked Chen Ting to search for Taoist books, find Taoist priests, and learn spells for him.
Yu Xian asked Dong Bai to read the Taoist books, and found that Dong Bai was particularly interested in Taoist books such as expelling souls and dispelling evil spirits.
Yu Xian knew in his heart that Dong Bai had regarded him as an enemy.
The relationship between the two, which had gradually eased, completely fell apart after Luer's death.
Yu Xian practiced some practice in later generations, and it is confirmed by Chongxuanzi's notes. His vision was quite broad.
Yu Xian read those Taoist books carefully, then picked up his pen and added his own understanding of those words in the gaps between the words.
After finishing writing, he solemnly reminded me that my Taoist skills are shallow and some things can only be used for verification and cannot be practiced without authorization.
As for other arrangements, Yu Xian has completely given up.
He was willing to look at Dong Bai calmly and walk on willfully.
…
Spring passes and autumn comes, and cold and heat alternate.
Unknowingly, two years have passed.
In the past two years, whenever Yu Xian changed shifts, he would quietly practice Taoism.
Sometimes, Yu Xian would also inquire about the situation outside.
In the past two years, Dong Zhuo returned to his old ways and acted in reverse.
The situation of the entire Dong family is already in danger.
There was something wrong with Dong Bai's marriage, and it was not held for a long time.
After Yuan Yao learned that Yang Xiu had gone to flirt with his fiancée, he immediately fought against Yang Xiu.
After this incident, the two wealthy families, the Yang family and the Yuan family, turned against each other.
When Dong Zhuo had more options, he regarded Dong Bai as a bargaining chip, and he could acquire rare goods.
This also saved Yu Xian from an embarrassing situation that he had to face.
As time went by, Dong Bai's Taoism became more and more sophisticated.
Several times, Dong Bai severely beat Yu Xian who was hiding in the darkness.
When he took over, Yu Xian laughed and wrote two words on the silk, "Very good."
Dong Bai still didn't respond.
The barriers in Yu Xian's heart slowly dissipated.
He believes that he has found the right way!
…
As early as the beginning, Yu Xian noticed something was wrong.
Because this is completely different from the situation when I was Dong Zhuo.
At that time, Dong Bai was very capable.
Yu Xian spent a lot of his brain cells trying to deal with that little girl.
But what about this now?
He is simply a silly pig teammate that people love to hate!
It makes no sense that Dong Bai was so sinister back then, but now he is so stupid and sweet.
That is to say.
In fact, the sinister Dong Bai is a simulated version of himself by the tool soul woman. The real Dong Bai is this silly and sweet girl.
That woman was deducing everything based on her own character, and she had already started digging holes for herself.
Before the girl with the weapon soul breaks through the "Fu" barrier, she first uses her own personality to create a dark Dong Bai.
Then let yourself fight with the virtual dark Dong Bai.
Wait until the woman figures out her routine.
Then use those routines to deal with yourself!
Judging from some things that have been shown before.
Maybe, during the first level, the weapon soul woman was paying attention to him.
Her character and abilities are all in her eyes.
Yu Xian secretly resented his carelessness.
He should have realized this when the time limit was first given.
The reason is too simple.
It must be his earlier experience of unruly making Wu Qi vomit blood in order to get rewards, which greatly touched this woman.
Otherwise, I won’t be crazy and impose a time limit.
After all, it was all his own doing.
…
However, there are obviously some omissions in the Qihun girl's analysis of Yu Xian.
Yu Xian's character is indifferent, persevering, and full of utilitarianism.
However, this did not dampen the passion in his heart.
He could coldly involve the innocent people of the Western Wei Dynasty in the flames of war in order to get the upper hand, or he could risk his own life and run to the death for Gao He who treated him wholeheartedly.
Lu'er's death may have been just a casual blow from the weapon soul girl, but it touched the softness of Yu Xian's heart and made Yu Xian intolerable.
Yu Xian's comprehensive compromise suddenly caused loopholes in the carefully compiled network.
After more than two years of mediocre practice and letting Dong Bai go, Yu Xian slowly saw through the layers of confusion.
Yu Xian thought about the whole story and had a different feeling about the word "福".
He finally understood something.
The person who prevented Dong Bai from being free and unable to escape was none other than Yu Xian himself.
He is so powerful and confident that he can control her life.
In the end, he was unable to struggle.
He is Dong Bai.
When Yu Xian jumped out of all this and looked at it again, he suddenly understood.
In this story, he is both Dong Zhuo, Dong Bai, and even more so Yu Xian.
He could even be Yuan Shao, Yuan Shu, Niu Fu, Xu Huang, or Princess Yangping...
When you are wiping a bunch of silk nets here and there, constantly weaving your own conspiracy.
This network has also become denser.
One day, when he uses different identities to completely create a world full of conspiracies and calculations, he will never be able to escape.