After eating, Lu Xing left, and Xu Lang took Xiao Yueyue home.
After returning home, Xiao Yueyue washed up and went to the bedroom to rest, while Xu Lang stood alone on the balcony, thinking about what Lu Xing said in the restaurant just now.
The weather is sunny during the day, but the temperature is very hot. At night, the breeze blows on the cheeks, making people feel a refreshing coolness. Standing on the balcony, looking at the colorful neon lights outside and the dotted lights on each floor
, Xu Lang felt confused for a while.
Lu Xing's words made Xu Lang have to ask himself, is he really a qualified policeman?
In the eyes of outsiders, Xu Lang is definitely an excellent policeman, no matter in terms of the speed and efficiency in solving crimes, or Xu Lang's personal ability and charisma. However, Xu Lang himself knows very well that what caused him to go...
What is the motivation for taking this path?
The murder of his mother, his father's suicide, his sister's murder, Shu Yue's sacrifice, and his brother's protection all forced Xu Lang to move forward. When he chose the police career, his motive was very simple: to find the murderer of his sister and investigate.
Understand the truth behind the murder of his parents, and Xu Lang also did it.
The truth behind the murder of his parents and sister was revealed, but new problems emerged.
It was Shu Yue's father who killed his mother, and what caused his father to commit suicide was that he not only lost his honor as a police officer and became a shame among the police force, but he was also accused of killing his wife. His sister was killed just because she knew about it.
The existence of Xu Wei.
When Xu Lang knew the truth, he didn't know how to face Shu Yue. He even began to reflect that if he hadn't been so obsessed with exploring the truth, many people would not have died, such as his brother Xu Wei.
Shu Yue, like other members of the Second Criminal Investigation Team, after that incident, Xu Lang felt nothing but hatred in his heart. If Xiao Yueyue hadn't been still in her infancy, he would have really gone on to another career path just like Lu Xing said.
An extreme.
Xu Lang came back this time, not only because Lu Ye, who had always taken good care of Xu Lang and regarded Xu Lang as his own son, was killed, but more importantly, because of the hatred in his heart. Xu Lang came back for revenge and attacked the organization "Master Chang"
revenge.
After coming back, a lot of things happened in S City, and CSY also solved several difficult cases, and each case was inextricably related to 'Master Chang'. This made Xu Lang not only unable to
Feeling joy, the hatred in his heart became more and more intense, but he was restraining himself and suppressing himself.
After the Yang Rongwei case, Xu Lang's emotions have been affected. The girls who were abused by Yang Rongwei are all ignorant girls. Their future has just begun, but it has changed because of Yang Rongwei's appearance. Xu Lang is a
My father, a single father, when he was investigating Yang Rongwei's rape case, he really wanted to make Yang Rongwei's life worse than death after catching him.
The Yang Rongwei case made Xu Lang see the lust of human nature.
In the Chen Qiumin case, Xu Lang encountered great danger and almost died in Chenjiahe Village. There, Xu Lang saw the darkest side of human nature, which had a great impact on Xu Lang.
As for the Zou Renjiang case, Xu Lang saw the greed of human nature.
Although the series of cases caused by them have now been settled, the impact on Xu Lang, who was involved from the beginning, was great.
Whether it was Yang Rongwei's tragic death similar to that of Elizabeth Short, Chen Qiumin's painful torture before his death, or Zou Renjiang's horrific corpse, after knowing the numerous crimes they had committed, Xu Lang not only did not feel
Their deaths are worthy of sympathy, but on the contrary, they feel very satisfying, and there is an inexplicable excitement and trembling in their hearts.
This was an extremely dangerous signal, and Xu Lang himself didn't notice it. If Lu Xing hadn't suddenly said those words tonight, Xu Lang wouldn't have thought of this.
Sun Wenyao is seducing Xu Lang, or in other words, he is influencing Xu Lang in a very extreme way, and Sun Wenyao affects not only Xu Lang alone, but also many people.
In addition to Xu Lang, there must be police officers and people who know the truth, who will be affected by Sun Wenyao.
If in ancient times, in martial arts novels, Sun Wenyao's approach would definitely be praised by countless people, thinking that he was a knight who took pleasure in vengeance and revenge. Everyone hoped that he could become a hero and do justice in the world.
, However, the real world is not a martial arts novel. Everyone has a responsibility and pressure that restrains them and prevents them from doing anything. When someone appears in this way, it will resonate in their hearts.
, thereby affecting them, especially those who have suffered a lot of harm.
If Xu Lang's identity was not a policeman, and if Sun Wenyao had appeared in front of Xu Lang earlier, maybe Xu Lang would really follow Sun Wenyao.
The breeze blew, messing up Xu Lang's long snow-white hair, and also messing up his thoughts. A layer of cold sweat broke out on Xu Lang's back, and his face was extremely pale. Only now did he realize that he had unknowingly
He was influenced by Sun Wenyao for a while.
Looking back on this period of time, after Sun Wenyao committed three consecutive cases, Xu Lang actually looked forward to Sun Wenyao's next crime. He even didn't want to find Sun Wenyao so early. Although Xu Lang didn't want to admit it, he
Now he had to admit this, it was very scary and dangerous, and Xu Lang couldn't help but feel terrified.
Xu Lang thought of Li Zhaojing. When he and Li Zhaojing met for the last time, Li Zhaojing said that he was back.
Xu Lang thought of Shen Kaiwen. Before setting fire to himself in front of the court, Shen Kaiwen once said to Xu Lang with a smile, "Actually, you are just like me."
"You are just like me."
Not only Shen Kaiwen said this to Xu Lang, but many people also said it to Xu Lang, and these people are all people from the organization "Master Chang". They are all influencing Xu Lang, and they are still under Xu Langhao's control.
It affects Xu Lang unknowingly.
Bu Zimo, Li Lei, Li Zhaojing, Shen Kaiwen, Zhang Minhao... They are all members of 'Master Chang'. Their motives for committing crimes are different, but they all feel that what they did is right, and even,
For their own ideas, they were willing to pay the price of their lives. Now, Sun Wenyao appeared. He was influencing Xu Lang in a more covert and thorough way. Xu Lang admitted that he had been influenced and had begun to move towards the abyss.
Slip in, thankfully, it's not too late.
That night, Xu Lang couldn't sleep. He stood on the balcony until dawn.
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Opposite Xu Lang's house, Ye Du was also standing on the balcony.
She didn't turn on the light. Even though the light at night was very dim, she could still easily find the direction of Xu Lang's house.
Looking at Xu Lang standing on the balcony with the lights on in the living room, Ye Du's eyes were gentle and distressed.
Ye Du already knew what Sun Wenyao wanted to do. She didn't tell Xu Lang and didn't know how to say it. Moreover, for Ye Du, no matter what Xu Lang's final choice was, he would continue to be a policeman who upholds justice.
, whether she becomes an ordinary citizen, or becomes a member of 'Master Chang', she will stand by Xu Lang's side.
If you want to uphold justice, then I will accompany you to eliminate evil in the world. If you want to be mediocre, then I will accompany you to live an ordinary life. If you choose to degenerate, then I will accompany you to slide into sin.
I am willing to fall into the abyss, even if I am shattered into pieces in the end.
This is Ye Du's truest thought. To her, Xu Lang is just Xu Lang, her brother Xu Lang. No matter what kind of person Xu Lang becomes, she will accompany him, good and evil, good and evil.
, right or wrong is not important, what is important is his choice.
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In a five-star hotel in City S, Ye Xuefei was very tired after a busy day of business and wanted to lie down in bed to rest, but she didn't.
Opening a bottle of red wine, pouring a glass of red wine, holding the wine glass, wearing a bathrobe, standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the familiar yet unfamiliar city below her feet, she thought of a person.
The glass of the floor-to-ceiling window reflected Ye Xuefei's cold and charming face. She was very beautiful and beautiful. She was the dream lover of many men. She was also someone who would fall in love with her just by looking at her. However, she had never been tempted by her.
Becoming a forensic doctor was her dream. She felt that the dead were the most pitiful and honest people, because they told lies, the police spoke for the victims, and the forensic doctors spoke for the dead. In the end, they all spoke for justice. She
She used to be proud of being a forensic doctor, but when her dead father appeared in front of her again, she began to doubt whether her ideal was really right, was it valuable and meaningful?
She didn't know that her father died, and before she could enjoy her lost father, she became a person again. She had no answer, and no one told her the answer. She chose to leave and inherit what Ye Zhenhai left her.
, the Ye Group has become a very famous and powerful group in her hands.
Over the years, she had been alone, relying on a suffocatingly busy job to numb herself and prevent herself from thinking about these things. However, when she knew that he was coming back and when he encountered difficulties, she still came back without hesitation.
.
He has changed, she can feel it, his heart is full of anger, and the seeds of hatred have been planted, and this seed has taken root and sprouted, and is growing vigorously. She doesn't know what to do, she is scared and worried,
She was afraid that he would take an extremely extreme path. If that day really came, what should she do? Should she stick to her bottom line like she did back then, or stop him, or watch him slip into the trap?
abyss?
She doesn't know.
She picked up the red wine glass and took a sip gently. The mellow aroma of the red wine instantly occupied her mouth, but she felt extremely bitter and miserable from the inside out.
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In the dormitory of S City Public Security Bureau, Ning Yanran dragged her exhausted body back home after a busy day of work.
After washing up, she came to the study room.
Sitting behind the desk, but having no desire to continue working, she leaned on the chair in a daze.
On the desk, there is a photo of her and a man.
She was wearing a well-fitting police uniform, and he was wearing plain clothes. The two seemed very close to each other and had a close relationship. In fact, she knew that it was just an illusion.
When she came to S city from H province, she was not used to it. She couldn't stand this slovenly man. In her imagination, a man who repeatedly solved strange cases was
The young policeman should be wearing a decent police uniform and neatly dressed, just like her father. However, when she saw him, she was disappointed.
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As she spent more and more time with him, this carefree and slovenly man entered her world little by little and illuminated her world. She enjoyed it and liked this feeling very much.
However, she also knew that it was impossible for them, not as long as that woman was still there.
Later, the woman died and left him a child. She thought her opportunity had come, but he left.
Now, he is back with a daughter, the child of him and that woman. She is very jealous of that woman and envies that woman. He disappeared for six years and she waited for six years. She originally thought that everything could start again.
However, she was still disappointed. He had no intention of starting over, and she was not the only one by his side.
Looking at that photo, Ning Yanran felt very confused and confused. What should she do?
Ning Yanran had already heard about the case that happened in Chengdong District today. She knew that Sun Wenyao had appeared again, and he would definitely be very busy. In the afternoon, she went to CSY to take Xiao Yueyue away.
However, Xiao Yueyue did not follow her, which surprised her.
"Is it worth the long wait?"
Ning Yanran leaned back on the chair, closed her eyes, and began to ask herself.
There is no answer.
The night was already deep, and a cold feeling swept through her body, and she returned to the world that was like a nightmare and hell to her.
It was pitch black there, without any light. It seemed that she was alone in the whole world. She was confused, scared, fearful, lonely... All the negative emotions swept through her body in an instant, and she was depressed.
Can't even breathe.
Large beads of sweat rolled down her cheeks, and her breathing became rapid. Her cheeks, which were originally rosy from taking a bath, turned pale at this moment. Her high and tall chest rose and fell violently, creating a line in the air.
A dizzying arc.
"Are you going to die?"
This is the only thing she can think of now. If she can really die, she will feel relieved and relaxed. However, when she thinks of that man, she is a little unwilling and feels a little regretful, but that's all.
This is not the first time she has been like this. The same situation has been experienced continuously since she was ten years old. It was not until she came to S City and met him that similar situations gradually decreased. She originally thought everything was fine.
She got up, but reality told her that this was fate's arrangement, and she could not escape it after all.
Yes, she can't escape and has no way to escape.
I don't know how long it took, but Ning Yanran suddenly opened her eyes.
At that moment, she was so helpless, so fragile, so pitiful, like a drowning child.
In the next second, these fragile things slowly disappeared, replaced by a kind of determination, an indomitable determination. She made up her mind and figured out what to do.
Sit up straight, stand up, walk to the bookshelf, find a book, let go of the page, turn to a certain page, take out a phone card, return to the desk, sit down again, open the drawer, and take out a phone card
Cell phone, insert the phone card into the phone, turn it on, find a number that has not been dialed so far, and press the dial button.
"Dudududu..."
The phone rang.
Before the call was connected, Ning Yanran took another deep look at the man's face on the desk. She smiled and looked at the slightly raised corners of his mouth, which seemed to be encouraging her. She made up her mind completely.
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It was the same house. There was a deck chair on the balcony, and an old man was lying on the chair.
The sun sets, and the sea, which was extremely blue during the day, is now pitch black, like a huge monster, devouring anything that comes close to it. The waves, which were still very pleasant during the day, sound like this monster.
It roars like a roar, making people shudder.
The bright afterglow covered the place with a silver-white coat. The moonlight shone on the balcony, but it could not shine on the old man. The old man seemed to be able to swallow up all the light around him. He was like a dark monarch.
"Cough cough cough..."
The surroundings were very quiet and peaceful, but the sudden coughing sound destroyed the tranquility and peace.
The sound came from the old man's mouth. Listening to the sound, the old man's condition seemed to be bad, and he was even worse than before.
"Cough cough cough..."
After another heartbreaking cough, the scene became quiet again. Except for the old man's slightly rapid breathing, everything seemed as if nothing had happened.
The old man's pale face became flushed due to coughing. He opened his cloudy eyes, looked at the sea in the distance, and murmured to himself.
"There's no time, kid. You have to work harder. I wonder if you've noticed my good intentions..."
"I hope you haven't noticed it yet, so that my plan can continue to advance. I hope that I can still see you by then. However, it doesn't matter even if you notice it. Since you have taken the first step, then
, it is impossible for you to look back, and there is no chance to look back. I hope you will not disappoint me, cough cough cough..."
The old man's voice became lower and lower, and the violent coughing sound completely buried the old man's voice.