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1095. You are not worthy of you now

Having no ability to fight back was how Nie Zi viewed Misaki's performance in the battle just now.

The Hairy Troll was the elf that Misaki used the most in the tournament, and had the most outstanding influence and dominance, but it was like a child in front of Luther's Kuruga.

The damage left by the enhanced punch on Heiluga can be treated as if it were not there. Even after many times of strengthening, taking advantage of Heiluga's flaw to make a surprise attack, it still had no effect.

On the contrary, Heiluga's Purgatory exerted a tyrannical momentum that determined the outcome with one strike.

Seeing Hei Lujia's behavior, Nie Zi was really a little worried about meeting Luther.

Facts have proved that as the strength of Luther's opponents increases, they can more clearly find that their estimate of Luther has not yet reached the upper limit.

Being a trainer made Nie Zi a little eager to give it a try, but at the same time, he was also pessimistic about the outcome of Misaki's game.

The damage to the venue was too serious. Some of the cameras on the scene were damaged in the previous battle, and an aerial Rotom was almost injured as a result, so the game was temporarily suspended.

The barrage scrolling on the big screen was full of sympathy for the encounter of the Shield Sword Monster.

Because during the battle just now, due to the guardian referee being close to the field, the damage from Purgatory affected them, causing all the shield sword monsters to fall down, with only a few outstanding ones barely floating in the air.

So now everyone can see from the perspective of an aerial shot of Rotom that the logistics staff are letting their elves come in urgently to replace the Shield Sword Monster.

"What's wrong Misaki, is this what you want to prove to me?"

"From the beginning of the game to now, what have you proved?"

"The hairy troll, the aluminum steel dragon have lost the ability to fight, the flame chicken is comatose, and the fire-breathing dragon doesn't even have the courage to fight against me, Mariluli."

Luther's voice became louder and louder. Taking advantage of the gap between changing venues, he transformed all the bitterness and weirdness that should have been hidden deep in his heart into heart-wrenching words and vented them out.

"Aren't you dissatisfied with me? Don't you want to defeat me to prove that the inferiority complex hidden in your heart in the past is already a thing of the past? Then why can't you do it!"

"Look at you now, and this ridiculous battle, what do you do to get people to recognize you!"

The tight strings in Misaki's mind, which had always chosen to ignore Luther's words, were provoked back and forth, and finally broke after the hairy troll was defeated without any resistance.

Luther's words broke through the hard protective wall in her heart and hit the past events and facts that she least wanted to face.

"It is precisely because I lost to you in the past that I have to defeat you today. It only makes sense to defeat you!"

Misaki clenched her fists, her facial expression stiffened due to excessive excitement.

She looked directly at Luther and said while trying to control her anger.

"I don't want to have the mark of the past, and I don't want to be bound by my past self. I want to prove that even without those things, I can still defeat you."

"I don't have what you have, so I don't want it, not all of it!"

"I am different from you, with different origins, different experiences, different fighting methods, and different beliefs."

"I will use a new way and style to fight back against you and those remarks in the past. I will not be overshadowed by her, nor will I become the foil who will always appear when discussing you!"

"One day, when talking about me, everyone will say, look, it was Misaki who defeated Luther, instead of 'Oh, I know you, you lost to Luther at the Suzuran Conference'."

"Why did I work so hard, but I lost one step to you in the end? Why!"

No one could have expected that such a conversation would take place during this short break. If the scene had not been too noisy, people in the audience might have been able to hear it.

Rotom, who was filming from the air, originally wanted to leave the recording session, but was given an emergency signal by the manager to turn off the sound and leave the venue temporarily.

Luther had a sullen face, Misaki's words completed the last piece of information he was missing, and he finally pieced together all of Misaki's puzzle pieces in his mind.

Hate him for not fighting, anger him for not fighting!

No matter how beautiful a girl is, she will not look good when she is angry. Misaki seemed to be possessed at the moment, with nothing but anger in her eyes.

Luther used to be a good teacher.

As a substitute teacher in EMI City, I met people with bad behavior on the road and liked to scold them from a high place.

When he first came to this world, he was very passionate and always believed that he could bring lost people back to the right track with his sense of justice and righteous words.

But gradually, Luther stopped doing this.

Because it makes no sense.

If you scold someone, they will still do it no matter what they do and they will not change.

He will only hate you and why you want to expose his emperor's new clothes and expose his despicability. Why are you so troubled!

Some people think that your scolding is just a sarcastic expression that is condescending and does not take away from the sufferings of the world.

So Luther stopped talking and scolding.

In my memory, the last time at the Suzuran Conference was when I scolded the stupid young man who wanted to use his father's elf to manipulate the competition.

After all these years, Luther has to say that he lacks a lot in terms of passion.

When you have people you love, things you care about, and more responsibilities on your shoulders, passion becomes a luxury, and reality will teach you to make rational choices.

But at this moment, here and now...Luther's blood was aroused again because of anger.

He hates and gets angry, just because the Misaki in front of him could have gone another way.

How much Luther hoped that when he met her again many years later, she could tie her twin tails and show off to him with a smile how many places she had traveled and how many new things she had seen.

At the end, please witness the glorious moment when she defeated Sirona.

Luther is a fucking piece of shit, he can't move even if he sticks to the ground.

From the bottom of his heart, he felt that a lively girl like Misaki was so brilliant that he envied and admired her, because he was not that kind of person.

People just long for what they don’t have.

However, it was not until recently that he discovered that it was a shell.

The confident girl has low self-esteem, and the lively girl pretends to be confident in order to disguise her low self-esteem.

No one could see through this disguised armor, it was so lifelike that even Daye Wusong, Aliu and others just thought they had an illusion.

Because of her excessive low self-esteem, she will do surprising things in order to gain recognition and praise from others.

For example, in the Suzuran Tournament, when she defeated her opponent, she would deliberately imitate her opponent's battle ideas and playing style.

In the battle with Luther, she tried to attack hard at first, but was led into the ditch by Luther again, and they started a rhythm duel.

At first Luther thought this was a sign of confidence and that he was really young.

In fact, Misaki's purpose is very simple from beginning to end, she hopes that she is the protagonist.

She wants more praise and more recognition, because she was born in poverty and has never embraced glory.

The feeling of being noticed is like honey, enough to make a child who has never enjoyed such treatment fall for it. She longs for it, she chases it, and then she enters a dead end.

It is precisely because of this that after seeing Luther's performance in the semi-finals and finals, she chose to silently suspect that Sirona was hiding something, but never dared to confirm it.

As time went by, doubt became a problem in her heart.

She left not because she was covered by Sirona's shadow and couldn't make her own name, but because she wanted to hide!

She could not face Sirona, she felt that Sirona did not treat her sincerely, and she felt that she was not worthy, so she was left out by Sirona.

She felt that she was the one Sirona favored, and she was already in the past tense.

Small misunderstandings gradually turned into huge holes that could not be filled, and doubts and speculations grew in my heart.

Not everyone's suspicions and suspicions are born out of malice, but they will inevitably slip and eventually form a high inner barrier, a hill between two people.

She is wavering and has no independent opinion. She does whatever others say and always goes with the flow.

This character flaw prompted her to never have an idea of ​​her own.

Aplysia and fanged land shark are derived from the admiration and imitation of Sirona.

Charizard, aluminum steel dragon, flame chicken, hairy troll, none of the four elves that have appeared so far are their former partners.

Charizard said she was not imitating Dan Emperor, but she knew it in her heart.

Every trainer has his own set of battle templates and styles, but Misaki doesn't.

She is always being influenced and has never thought about what to do with herself.

Misaki always wanted to be "someone else".

Sirona is indeed not a good teacher, and her students explain a lot.

To be able to let so many students break their defenses collectively, no one would believe it if I had to explain that it was all the students' fault.

From the beginning, Sirona should not have taught Misaki techniques, but should have cured her character flaws. However, her rough education methods left no room for redemption later.

Luther responded mercilessly: "Misaki, everything you do is to defeat me, fill the hole in your heart, and make yourself feel safe. So what do your elves mean to you?"

"They travel with you to keep getting stronger for you, and they just hope to become a friend you can rely on."

"If your obsession is me or her, and you have chosen to ignore the group of elves who care about you most for so long, then why are you traveling and why do you become a trainer."

"You came from a poor family, do you really care about those past events that much?"

"Just for those vain flatteries!"

"How much, how little, how little is there in your heart?"

"I take back what you said about making me sick. You don't deserve to make me sick."

"You are just a speck of dust. You only deserve to be dusted off by me. You have no right to appear in front of me!"

"What kind of trainer are you now? You are just a pathetic person who is attached to the Alchemy Emperor to fill the hole in his heart!"

"Emperor Dan accepts you as his apprentice because he is blind."

"You are not worthy at all!"


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