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There is a kind of confusion where everyone around you has a goal to work hard for, but you can only look into the distance and think about what you should do.
This confusion can even develop into fear, making people constantly feel restless.
"Shijana has long since determined her goal of becoming an excellent trainer, and is getting closer to her dream a little bit."
"Acerola, you are so smart. No matter what you do in the future, you will go very smoothly. You have learned a lot of miscellaneous knowledge and your memory is very good, which is enviable."
"Ma Li also had the target of the evil elf master as soon as she came to the island."
"Onio firmly believes that he can go a long way in the path of ghost specialization."
"Caidou is working hard to train with Gray Stone while learning the fighting skills of the champions, trying to make sure that neither side falls behind."
"You all have goals and you are all working hard to achieve them...but I can't find my goals."
Kexi put his face in his hands, looked at the table, and let out a long sigh.
"Ever since I was little, I have never had any special skills except my love of reading. I have always been ignorant. Even now I don't know what I can do in the future."
"Seeing that you are living so fulfilled every day, while I have only worries every day, wasting my time..."
For a moment, Acerola didn't know how to comfort the disappointed Kesi.
Ma Li and Onio were also silent, not knowing what to say.
"Why don't you talk to the master?" Acerola asked.
"I can't say it..."
Kexi's father has always been weak and has no self-confidence because of the high-pressure education Xi Zhu received from childhood.
This character has also been passed on to Kexi. Although he has a certain degree of wisdom, he cannot solve his own problems.
If he really couldn't find a way, he wouldn't come to Acerola.
Acerola stood up and paced back and forth in the library.
It was the first time she encountered such a problem, and she kept thinking about what Master would do if she faced Kexi at this time.
Reason told her that it would be better to tell her master about this matter, but looking at Kesi's eager eyes, Acerola could not make up her mind.
Speaking of which, how does everyone find their goals?
She didn't seem to have any goals at the beginning, but after being praised several times by her master, she immediately realized her talent, worked hard to develop it, and finally achieved her current results.
Shijana, on the other hand, had this interest and was trusted by her master, so she embarked on the path of becoming a trainer.
"Ma Li, why do you want to be a trainer and specialize in evil?" Acerola turned around and asked.
Ma Li said: "I grew up surrounded by evil elves, so I have a good impression of them. Plus, because of my brother, I fell in love with them."
Coming from Ma Li's family, becoming a trainer is basically a certainty. With the addition of hobbies and dreams, Ma Li's goal is extremely clear.
"What about you, Oonio?"
"Ah... me?" Oonio replied in a panic like a student who was unexpectedly called on by the teacher in class, "Because I have been living with ghost elves since I was a child, so it is natural..."
This is also a choice made out of love.
Love is particularly important in goals and life choices. I vaguely remember that although my master said that it would be painful to turn a hobby into a job, he also said that it would be much happier than a job that makes a living.
If you think about it carefully, this is really the case.
While I am trying to sort out the content of various books, read through them repeatedly to strengthen my memory, and strive to become well-read, I will also feel irritable.
But after that, as soon as I see the corresponding thing, I can immediately recall the content of the book and answer the corresponding questions immediately. The refreshing feeling is really good.
Ma Li will also express her tiredness and impatience during the boring elf battle training, but after persevering, the joy of seeing her elf making progress is unparalleled.
Love and hobbies are very important.
"So, Kesi, what are your hobbies and do you have any dreams?"
Kesi recalled for a while, seemed to have remembered something, and said with a wry smile: "My hobby seems to be only reading. As for dreams... When I was a child, I saw my grandma wearing researcher clothes, and I dreamed of becoming like her.
people."
When he said this, Kesi's eyes were filled with light, a very shining light that came from the joy in his heart.
However, it soon dimmed.
"But then I gave up."
"Why?" Ma Li asked, "The dream that was finally established was simply given up?"
Kexi shook his head: "Because after my father heard about this, he told me that you don't have the talent to be as good as grandma..."
"My dad was working as a researcher when he had an accident. My grandma asked me to leave the team and change industries."
"Then he told me about the deeds of many researchers during his tenure, and the idea that I had finally raised was extinguished."
"Since then, I don't know why, but I haven't had this idea again."
At this point, Acerola finally understood Kesi's crux.
To put it bluntly, Ke Xi was affected by Xizhu's past strength, so much so that he needed to look up to the dream he originally longed for, and did not dare to touch or even think about it.
Over the years, Kexi always hopes that he will be more mature and stable before he can try this idea in advance.
You must have sufficient assurance, start perfectly, and pursue the best in everything...
So again and again, Kexi persuaded himself to quit.
But how can there be so many things in this world that are 100% sure of success waiting for you to achieve?
How many people wait and wait, and they are no longer young.
When I look back and think of my younger self, I always regret and say: "I wish I had tried harder."
Too late!
You didn't dare to say this at the time, but now you are just lying to yourself. Apart from making yourself sad, does it have any other effect?
Acerola did not say these words, but after thinking about it, she opened her phone, called up a software, and showed it to Kexi.
Kexi couldn't understand why. This seemed to be a commissioning platform?
"Well, since you have no goals and don't know what to do, just do all the above tasks."
"With so many commissions, you can try them slowly, which is much more practical than sitting in a daze on the island, worrying, and being at a loss."
Kexi was stunned for a while and felt that Acerola's proposal was very good. At least accepting the commission was considered as taking action.
only…
Seeing Kesi's expression, Arcelora smiled and said, "Master, I'll help you hide it. You just need to go to Binhai City to complete your commission. I guarantee he won't know."
Kesi left happily with most of his inner struggles gone, and was planning to go to Binhai City to start his own experiment tomorrow.
Ma Li saw through the real problem that Kexi needed someone to push him, and was very puzzled by Acerola's avoidance of talking about it.
"Why don't you let him go directly to Qidao Research Institute to try?"
"He obviously wanted to become a researcher, but because of his past experience he was not confident, so he chose to avoid the correct answer and took a detour."
Acellola glanced at Ma Li and laughed.
"Don't give the answer directly to children who are still confused. If the answer is thrown in their face, they will often feel that it was arranged by others and may not be what they want. However, they should try it out of politeness."
"The best way is to make him feel that he found the answer by himself. He will have a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction, and his self-confidence will follow."
"Among these messy commissions, how could he realize that research-related things were what he wanted to do most?"
Ma Li opened the commission platform and couldn't find any commission suitable for Kexi's self-awakening.
Acerola said disapprovingly: "If there is no such commission, we can issue one ourselves."