Lin Sirer took the evening flight back to the capital. Hua Nianping and Qin Xinru took her to the airport. The three of them were in mixed moods along the way and rarely spoke.
Qin Xinru wanted to give Hua Nianping and Lin Sirer some time to talk alone, so she stayed in the car without getting out.
Hua Nianping accompanied Lin Sirer to the airport security checkpoint. They both had a premonition that they would never see each other again, and they didn't know when they would meet again.
Lin Sirer said: "Nian Ping, there is one thing I have to tell you. After returning to the capital, I plan to return to Sanlan City in the United States after a while."
Hua Nianping trembled in his heart and asked, "Will you and him be reconciled soon?"
Lin Sirer stared at Hua Nianping with sad eyes and said, "I don't know. I just want to tell you that I went back to the United States for my daughter, not for him!"
Hua Nianping's eyes flashed with pain, and he said with difficulty:
"Lin Sirer, my dear, I have wanted to say something to you for a long time, but I don't know how to say it! I am afraid of hurting you, but in fact I have already hurt you! You know my inner feelings for you very well, and
The first love together has never changed. In the many times we have met, I know that you have been longing to get back the past. In fact, I have also been shaken like this! Si'er, I love you, I really love you.
!”
Seeing that he and Lin Sirer were about to be separated, although he was extremely conflicted in his heart, Hua Nianping still made up his mind. At least, he could not forget Lin Sirer's mother and uncle, who still harbored deep hostility towards him.
Even if both of them are divorced, it is absolutely unacceptable.
Hua Nianping sighed deeply and said decisively to Lin Sirer:
"Now, although I am divorced, I don't want you to choose divorce because of me. I have thought about it many times and selfishly hoped that you would come back to me one day. However, there is no relationship between you and him.
I have children. Children are innocent. I have no choice but to hope that you will be happy against your will. Do you understand, my dear!"
He added: "Actually, I know that my blessing is against my will and hypocritical. I am not a noble person! But what can my lover, my Lin Sirer, do now? Because life has to take a turn for the worse.
continue!"
Lin Sirer's eyes were filled with tears, and she said resentfully: "Dear Nianping, my lover, I don't want to listen to your words! I just want to listen to you now, keep me! Keep me, and you will stay with me from now on.
Together!"
Hua Nianping shook his head resolutely and said, "Dear Si'er, no, we can't! We have no choice!"
A few days ago, Hong Fang secretly told Hua Nianping in the hospital that Lin Sirer's mother-in-law and daughter were pleading with her to return to the United States. The reason why Hua Nianping made the painful decision was because he did not want to use the two of him and Lin Sirer.
He wanted to exchange happiness for more people's pain, especially he didn't want to see Lin Sirer's beloved young daughter being hurt.
Lin Sirer now fully understands that even though she is reluctant to let go of her vague feelings, she will never be able to relive the dream with Hua Nianping again in this life.
When she stepped into the security checkpoint, she turned around and hugged Hua Nianping tightly for a moment, then decisively pushed him away, and suddenly said with determination:
"Hua Nianping, you are not young anymore. You should build a new family and even raise a child. Accept my request and let Qin Xinru come into your life!"
…
After seeing Lin Sirer off, Hua Nianping returned directly to his residence at Quanhe Dry Rest House.
Qin Xinru originally advised him to stay at the Seven Degrees Hotel for a longer period of time and take good care of his health.
But Hua Nianping said that he was very upset and wanted to be alone for a few days.
Qin Xinru had been informed by Lin Sirer in advance that after she returned to the capital, she would return to the United States to reunite with her daughter in a while. She knew that Hua Nianping and Lin Sirer would definitely experience heartbreaking pain at the airport.
leave.
The sofa, mattress, computer, and even the air conditioner in the apartment are all new.
Hao Cheng told Hua Nianping that Director Yao of the task force damaged many things in the apartment when he brought people to search, and now he can only replace them.
Hua Nianping has not smoked for more than ten days.
He remembered that on the day he followed Zhang Guizhi to the provincial capital, there seemed to be half a pack of "Ashima" cigarettes in the coat he changed out of, so he went to look for it.
Soft-pack "Ashima" cigarettes have not been available on the market for a long time, but Hua Nianping likes the taste of this brand.
When he touched the cigarette, a note flew out of his pocket.
Hua Nianping immediately remembered that these were the two QQ numbers that Chen Hongjuan left for him when she got on the plane. He had promised Chen Hongjuan that he would take time to chat with her online on QQ.
Huang Chunrong also told him after lunch that Chen Hongjuan had been trying to contact him.
So, he sat in front of the computer and started to log in to Tencent QQ Online.
Chen Hongjuan is not online, but there are many messages.
August 9:
"I arrived in Osaka late last night, and my elder sister picked me up at the airport and took me home. This is my first time in Japan. My elder sister said that Osaka is the second largest city in Japan and has a very developed economy. My elder sister lives in Nishi Yodogawa District.
The business is bustling. I like this city. Nianping, you know, the first thing I did when I woke up this morning was to contact you on QQ. My mobile phone cannot be used in Japan, otherwise I would send text messages to
Yours. When will you be online on QQ?"
August 10:
"Nianping, it's been two days and you haven't been online on QQ. Is it because you're busy at work or because you lost that note? You shouldn't be a careless person! You shouldn't be a person who breaks your promise!
"
August 11:
"Nianping-kun (that's how men are called in Japan, laugh), it's been three days and I haven't seen you online. I used my sister's phone to contact you many times, but your phone was turned off and there was no one in the office or apartment.
Answer, what happened?"
August 12:
"I called my second brother-in-law Huang Chunrong twice today. He lied to me and said that you had returned to the capital. I didn't believe it! But I was worried that it would be true. If you were suddenly transferred back, how should I contact you in the future? Ugh.
Woo!"
August 13th:
"I called my second brother-in-law again today and he said that you will be back in Huaishang soon. I'm so happy (smiley face)! My eldest sister will take me to Tokyo tomorrow for an interview at Bunka Fashion Institute. It will take several days. I plan to study there.
Tokyo Bunka Fashion College is one of the most famous fashion schools in the world. I didn’t tell you that I won the Overseas Creative Award from this fashion college when I was in college (smiley face)! Nianhei-kun, I’m sorry.
, while I’m going to Tokyo, I won’t bother to leave you any more messages on QQ.”
Hua Nianping could not have imagined that Chen Hongjuan would persist in writing a message to him every day after arriving in Japan.
He thought for a moment and replied to Chen Hongjuan:
"Hongjuan, I'm really sorry. I am indeed not in Huaishang during this period. You are right, I am not a careless person, so I can log in to Tencent QQ today. It's a pity that you are not online at this time. I wish you a good stay in Tokyo
The interview at the Fashion Institute of Technology was successful!”
He thought about it later and added another paragraph: "It's better not to call me as much as possible. International long distance calls are very expensive. I will try my best to contact you on QQ every once in a while. Goodbye!"
After turning off the computer, Hua Nianping was just about to go to bed when Huang Chunrong, the executive deputy general manager, knocked on the door and came in.