Although Lin Sirer has worked and lived in the United States for more than ten years, she has never thought about applying to join this country's nationality and become an official American citizen.
This is not because she hates the United States or Sanlan City, but because she was forced to leave the capital of China and was thousands of miles away from her lover Hua Nianping in a foreign country, which made her mental journey full of regret and pain.
She knew that since she set foot on the land of the United States, no matter how she endured all kinds of humiliation, she was destined to never be able to recapture the only short-lived love and happiness she had in the two years after she turned nineteen.
Hua Nianping, although he has physical defects, he has a handsome face, a handsome face, and a weak personality with a strong self-esteem. He once made Lin Sirer enjoy the indescribable joy of being a woman and having fun in youth.
of joy and beauty.
She often clearly recalled those silent and ecstatic nights in the winter more than ten years ago.
It was the winter vacation of the second year of college, and Lin Sirer's parents were away from home for a month. She received Hua Nianping at home, and the two of them stayed late at night in front of the pot of orchids called Mandarin Ducks and Double Butterflies. Hua Nianping's eyes were magical.
, his whole body was full of enthusiasm, and he shyly begged Lin Sirer to have fun. Lin Sirer's cheeks were flushed, and she was drunk, so she catered to him and obeyed him.
Since the extreme fusion of the two people's pure emotions, it has become their common desire to stick to their relationship.
Lin Sirer still remembers that she and Hua Nianping met once in the Jinchun Garden of Tsinghua University, which was the original scene described by Zhu Ziqing in "Moonlight over the Lotus Pond".
The two of them hugged each other under the dim stars and moon, with the shadows of the trees whirling. Hua Nianping was in a poetic mood for a while and composed a poem called "You Yuan" by Poppy:
"Mandarin ducks and two butterflies are vying to exhale fragrance, and the flowers are blooming with fragrance. The world and the world are full of love, but it is hard to let go of the opportunity to wipe away the sorrow. The fairy mountain is easy to grow old and the bright moon is here, but there is no uncertainty. And if life is endless, even if there is no trace, it will still be here.
long."
Hua Nian is good at poetry.
Because of her deep love for him, Lin Si'er was very familiar with Fanhua Nianping's words and deeds, so she understood the meaning of his poem "You Yuan" deeply, and smiled and used the four words "ambition and far-reaching" to describe his poem.
Affection.
Hua Nianping was extremely moved when he saw Lin Sirer and his thoughts were in the same place.
In this way, Lin Sirer had no regrets. With confidence and sincerity, she devoted herself wholeheartedly to her love with Hua Nianping. She used various means to deal with her parents extremely skillfully, so that they could hide it from her parents.
Many people secretly maintain abnormal relationships for two years.
This long-lasting underground love was suddenly exposed until Lin Sirer accidentally became pregnant, causing an uproar in the family.
Her parents were stunned and forced her to go to the hospital to have an abortion.
After Lin Sirer was forced to have an abortion, when she was staying at her uncle's house to recuperate, something unexpected happened.
A lady who lived in the same hospital as her uncle fell in love with Lin Sirer, and Lu Zhichao began to pester her endlessly.
Lin Sirer's parents, following Lu Zhichao's pursuit, devoted themselves to promoting the marriage with the general's family.
Lu Zhichao had a majestic appearance and had a natural sense of superiority towards him since childhood, so it was expected that Lin Sirer would fall in love with him.
Becoming the wife of a diplomat is obviously tempting for many young women.
However, Lin Sirer did not immediately throw herself into Lu Zhichao's arms as he expected, but maintained a kind of reserve.
In the summer when she was about to graduate from college, Lin Sirer was persuaded and forced by her mother one night, so she had no choice but to accompany Lu Zhichao to watch a performance at the Capital Concert Hall.
Originally, she was just trying to cope by hiding it from Hua Nianping, but it just happened to be the day when Hua Nianping returned to the capital from an internship in Shenzhen Science and Technology Park, and he accidentally went to attend a concert alone.
When Hua Nianping stood behind her and shouted "Lin Sirer" sternly, she anticipated the terrible consequences and could no longer control or save the situation.
Sure enough, when Hua Nianping mustered up the courage to accompany her to Lu Zhichao's car and arrived at her father's home at the School of Economics at Peking University, Hua Nianping originally wanted to argue with her, but before he could express his sincerity, he was furious.
Lin Sirer's mother was about to go out.
Known as the vice president of Peking University and a well-known domestic scholar, Lin Sir's father and mother could not tolerate the idea of marrying their daughter to a foreigner like Hua Nianping, let alone a cripple.
In order to force Lin Sirer to completely forget Hua Nianping, her uncle who served in the General Staff and her mother took Lin Sirer to the airport the next night. Lu Zhichao forcibly took her to the United States and handed her over to her in the United States.
Aunt from San Francisco.
In order to prevent Lin Sirer from escaping back to China, her aunt carefully kept her passport for several years and only gave her a small amount of pocket money every month.
After Lin Sirer contacted Hua Nianping from China for several consecutive years but received no news, Lu Zhichao decided to resign from the consulate because of her and start a business alone in Sanlan City, and to protect her mother.
Although his body was injured, the two finally came together after being moved by his true feelings.
Only later did she realize that she had been coerced by Lu Zhichao, Pan Xiuzhu, and her family.
But it's too late.
The unspeakable pain in Lin Sirer's heart was that she had insisted on her love for Hua Nianping. Her original intention was to save the country through twists and turns between her family and Lu Zhichao.
However, God's will played a trick on people, and everything did not go as she wished.
When she became Lu Zhichao's wife, it meant that Lin Sirer had completely betrayed Hua Nianping physically. Although she never gave up missing Hua Nianping for a day; and although she worked hard to accept her relationship with Lu Zhichao
The reality of marriage.
However, the married life of Lin Sirer and Lu Zhichao was destined not to be a happy one.
Every time Lu Zhichao got drunk, he would almost curse himself hysterically, saying that he was a complete wretch and that no matter how nice he was to Lin Sirer, he could not compare to the lame Hua Nianping.
He angrily denounced Lin Sirer's indifference and cursed her like a corpse. Not to mention feeling her passion, he couldn't even see her feeling anything at all. He pitied himself in Lin Sirer's heart, and even Hua Nianping's stand-in couldn't
Not really.
It is precisely because of this that a few years ago, when Lin Sirer discovered that Lu Zhichao was dating the Southeast Asian movie star Fan Lizhi, she behaved as resolutely as a clear water and left Beverly No. 5 calmly.
During more than a year in China, Lin Sirer stayed at her father's house, always looking forward to Hua Nianping's return from aiding Xinjiang. However, Hua Nianping did not stay in the capital for only a few days before he was hired by his company.
The headquarters sent him to Huaishang to take up a post.
She had taken the opportunity to meet Hua Nianping several times. Every time they met, her heart was filled with lingering thoughts about their youthful love.
In Lin Sirer's heart, she longed to relive the mandarin duck dream with Hua Nianping.
However, Hua Nianping acted so reserved and hesitant, and never opened his arms to Lin Sirer again. It seemed like they were one step away, but in fact they were thousands of miles apart.
Lin Sirer secretly shed tears countless times because of Hua Nianping's ruthlessness and cruelty.